Oh, it really takes courage

The rest of the semester flew by, Chen Mo passed the exam safely, and it was time for the roommates who were going out for internships to leave.So the whole dormitory went out to celebrate, sitting at the barbecue booth and ordered a bunch of beer. Chen Mo relied on his good drinking capacity, and he would not refuse anyone who came to him. drunk

In a daze, he saw Sheng Wuya pick up vegetables for him, and told him in a low voice, "Eat more vegetables, it's good for your health."

Then nod, eat obediently

Seeing Sheng Wuya clinking glasses with him again, he also gulped down without delay.Drunk Chen Mo, as his name suggests, looks very drunk, he just sits obediently, and just agrees to what others say, so that when Li Siwen found out that he was drunk, he was actually very drunk

After a while, Li Siwen saw that he was just in a daze with his mobile phone, so he relaxed and continued to brag and gossip with others, leaving him alone

Sheng Wuya was in a daze when he received the call, he was so happy that he didn't even care about Xie Nan who was talking to him at the dinner table, got up and went out after answering the phone

"Hello, Chen Mo?"

"..."

"What's the matter, what happened?"

There was still a lot of noise on the other side, no one answered, and the crowd was able to hear the frolicking of the crowd punching and drinking

"Chen Mo, answer me, are you drunk?"

The one who was drunk didn't answer, only thinking of asking himself the question

"Brother Sheng, why don't you come to see me?" There was grievance in that voice

But he heard Sheng Wuya's knees go weak, he silently said that this is a drunk man, don't worry about it, and force himself to be calm

"Where are you? Can you hear me? Tell me? Who are you with?"

"Brother Sheng, I haven't been dizzy recently, but I seem to be sick, my chest is so stuffy, and I don't want to eat, what are you doing, you—"

"Hi, Chen Mo is drunk, I'm sorry, please ignore him."

Only then did Li Siwen realize that Chen Mo was talking to himself on the phone. He looked at the name on the screen, fearing that Chen Mo would rush to grab the phone and explain into the microphone.

Sheng Wuya only felt that his heart was very soft-hearted, as if there was a liquid-like warmth overflowing from his heart.

"It's okay, is Chen Mo very drunk?"

Li Siwen looked at Chen Mo who was still whispering

"It seems that he is very drunk. He won't renege on his debts, and he will drink if he is persuaded. When I find out, he has become like this."

"Where did you go after the show?"

"I'm not going anywhere, I'll go home after dinner."

"Where's Chen Mo?"

"He's going back to the dormitory, don't worry."

Sheng Wuya frowned

"Who will take care of him in the dormitory?"

Just thinking that Chen Mo's roommates should be going home, let him sleep alone on the upper bunk, and no one will take care of him if he wakes up in the middle of the night or suddenly feels sick, he really heard Li Siwen say

"He's fine by himself. He's drunk and good-looking, and won't move around. As long as he puts him on the bed, he'll be fine. I'll send him back, don't worry."

Sheng Wuya no longer asks

"Give me the address, I'll go there now."

"no need--"

"Where are you?"

Li Siwen was caught by his aura, obediently reported the address, and then looked at Chen Mo with melancholy.

"It's not good who you call, you have to call him."

Half an hour later, at the entrance of the noisy roadside shop, a Land Rover suddenly stopped

A man got off the driver's seat, still wearing a very formal suit, and his wide shoulders and long legs were pierced. The diners in the small shop were attracted and looked at them secretly. Then they saw someone looking around and saw a man in a corner. The table stopped scanning, walked over, and found Chen Mo lying on the table

He asked Li Siwen

"What are Chen Mo's plans for tomorrow?"

"There is no arrangement. Tomorrow is a holiday."

Sheng Wuya nodded

"Then I'll take Chen Mo away first, you guys continue."

Li Siwen hesitated again and again, but still spoke out

"You... please tell me where you are."

Sheng Wuya nodded, supported Chen Mo and laid him flat on the back seat of the car

drive home

The next day, Chen Mo woke up, he was still a little dazed, lying motionless, his head hurt like it was about to explode

Until Sheng Wuya opened the door and came in, and saw that his eyes were open.

"Wake up, do you have a headache?"

"It hurts-"

Chen Mo looked at him aggrievedly

"Are you still awake?"

Sheng Wuya walked to the window and opened it for ventilation.

Chen Mo came back to his senses, and asked cautiously

"Brother Sheng, why am I here with you?"

"You called, and Li Siwen said that no one in your dormitory will take care of you. I'm worried, so I'll bring you back for a night."

Chen Mo tried his best to think back, but he still had no memory at all, and his heart became more disturbed

"I called. Did I talk nonsense? I didn't scold you. I really didn't mean it. I've never been drunk. I don't know that I would call when I was drunk. I'm sorry, please run away. "

A smile flashed across Sheng Wuya's eyes, pretending to be serious

"You scolded me, scolded very fiercely. But don't bother with you, get up and eat something."

As I said this, the memory of Chen Mo from last night appeared in my heart.

When he was trying to help Chen Mo go upstairs, Chen Mo hugged his arm tightly, his voice was soft, and there was a lot of childishness for no reason

Rubbing his face with his hands for a while, he murmured

"It's Brother Sheng, long time no see—"

Sheng Wuya ignored him, and just took him into the elevator. Chen Mo really looks very drunk, and has no other shortcomings except being extra clingy. Of course, this shortcoming has completely become an advantage for Sheng Wuya, and he can enjoy it with peace of mind. With the feeling of being dependent, he brought him into the house smoothly

"Come on, let's change our shoes."

Sheng Wuya squatted down to help him change his slippers, while Chen Mo sat obediently on the ground, looking at Sheng Wuya without blinking.

No matter what he is asked to do next, he will be obedient, not moving or struggling, all at the mercy of Sheng Wuya

Until it was time to sleep, Sheng Wuya put him on the bed, and when he got up and was about to leave, Chen Mo grabbed his sleeve

"Stay with me, please."

This drunk is so pitiful that he really can't refuse

It's not that Sheng Wuya can't break free, it's because he doesn't want to break free, so he sat on the edge of the bed, held his hand, and comforted himself in his heart, anyway, Chen Mo is drunk, and he won't remember anything when he wakes up tomorrow, even if he does what he wants to do Okay, so he stretched out his hand to gently stroke his cheek, the soft and cool touch of his palm softened his heart into a puddle of warm water, he gently agreed

"I'm not leaving, go to sleep."

Chen Mo relaxed, but saw him sitting on the edge of the bed, stubbornly pulling him to lie beside him, and then holding his hand, speaking in a low voice

"Brother Sheng, am I sick?"

"Why are you sick?"

"I'm in a panic, and I don't have any appetite to eat. See if I've lost weight."

As he spoke, he lifted up the hem of the T-shirt, revealing his white soft belly, and grabbed Sheng Wuya's hand to put it on

Sheng Wuya only felt that his hand was soft and soft, and his heart was surging in an instant. He dared not touch it again, and he withdrew his hand like an electric shock. Chen Mo didn't feel it. , just said

"When I think of you, I panic. Am I afraid of you? But when I see you, I want to laugh. I don't seem to be very afraid of you...Why?"

The more Chen Mo talked, the tighter Sheng Wuya's hands clenched

His whitish knuckles trembled and finally let go, and he cruelly withdrew his hand and went out the door as if to run away

Chen Mo had a chance to take a good look at Sheng Wuya's house when he was going to have breakfast after washing up

In the duplex house on the second floor, only the first floor seems to be used, and the second floor seems to be used for storage. A middle-aged aunt in the kitchen is ready to leave.Seeing Chen Mo coming out of the bathroom, she nodded

Chen Mo hurriedly smiled and waved to his aunt

"Bye-Bye!"

Auntie closed the door and went out before Chen Mo sat down at the dining table, only the two of them were left in the room

Chen Mo looked at his expression

"Brother Sheng, what did I say yesterday?"

"You said you don't want to work hard anymore, and you want to find a rich woman to take care of you."

Sheng Wuya wanted to inquire, and said

"You also said that I am a rich old guy, and I can do my job."

Chen Mo choked on a mouthful of soy milk and coughed violently

"Cough cough cough—did I really say that?"

Chen Mo thought about it carefully and felt that it was indeed like what he said when he was joking. He blushed with embarrassment. After all, he was an introverted child who was buried in his studies. He had never made such a joke with others. He explained

"Brother Sheng, I'm just kidding, I don't think you are old at all, I'm just kidding, it must be..."

Sheng Wuya looked at him with his chin in his hand, deliberately misinterpreting

"What? You still want to renege on what you said? You hate me and don't want to work with me?"

"no……"

"Then you think I can do it too?"

Chen Mo neither affirmed nor denied, obviously lost in thought

Sheng Wuya's heart was half cold, and he was a straight man again

Han Xiao's words sounded in my ears

"I was bent by you, and you are responsible for me."

Sheng Wuya admitted that he was afraid of this voice. He wanted to end this topic, but he heard Chen Mo say

"I think it's okay."

When he said this, he couldn't even feel the beating of his heart, and there was silence in his chest, but his face was flushed with boiling blush, which spread to the ears. The fawn bumping above is completely different. The first time his fawn was active, he bumped himself to death.

Sheng Wuya looked at Chen Mo, who was pretending to be calm, and his heart softened, and he almost agreed to follow the trend, but he returned rationally and asked

"You like men?"

"I don't know, I've never liked a man."

"Then have you ever liked a woman?"

"nor."

He decided to have a showdown with Chen Mo

"Do you know what relationship I have with Han Xiao?"

Chen Mo looked at him and shook his head

"He's my ex-boyfriend."

Chen Mo didn't know how to react for a while

"You always liked men?"

Sheng Wuya himself didn't understand where this sentence hurt him.

"Yes, I treat you well because I am profitable. Your gratitude and affection for me are all within my expectations. You are temporarily confused by me today, but after a long time, you will think of women. Well, I miss their carefulness, their gentleness, and the softness of their bodies. You will complain, blame me for bending you, blame me for bringing you into a deformed relationship, blame me for letting you gossip, blame me for letting you never I can’t return to the world of normal people. So, calm down, Chen Mo, I’ll pretend I didn’t hear what I said today, and live a normal life in the future.”

Sheng Wuya recalled the first time he met Han Xiao. At that time, he was too impulsive and wanted to take everything that the person he liked liked for himself, which made both of them feel uncomfortable in this relationship in the future.For Chen Mo, he didn't dare to be impulsive. He was afraid that he would gradually lose his affection for Chen Mo like before, and he was also afraid that the self Chen Mo liked would gradually change beyond recognition. Instead of breaking up after being tortured like that, it is better to let everything end before it begins

Chen Mo felt that when Sheng Wuya was speaking, what he saw in those eyes was the shadow of another person, he guessed it was Han Xiao

"Has Han Xiao ever complained so much? Then, if I chase you instead, no matter how much I regret it later, I won't blame you. Is this okay?"

"you--"

"Brother Sheng, can I chase you?"

It was the first time for Chen Mo to appear strong in front of him, irrefutable. He stared stubbornly at his eyes, and only his own reflection was reflected in the extraordinarily dark pupils. cut off his own way

"No. I'm not interested in you anymore. After today, let's not meet again. I was wrong about the previous thing. Blame me if you want to."

Chen Mo only felt his heart sank a little bit, as if he was immersed in stagnant water and couldn't breathe

On that day, Sheng Wuya helped Chen Mo pack his bag and drove him back to school. The two of them didn't say a word during the journey. He looked at Chen Mo's face reflected in the car window, his face was expressionless, his eyes were red, and he felt his chest bored, but still force myself to leave him alone

Sheng Wuya's car was still parked at the place where he was sent back last time, but the atmosphere was very different. Chen Mo was afraid that he would make a fool of himself in front of him, so he took off his seat belt when the car was stable, still facing the window, and said goodbye sullenly

"Brother Sheng, goodbye."

Before the voice finished, he got out of the car and closed the door, and walked into the dormitory without looking back

In Sheng Wuya's eyes, that figure from the back was no different from the one in the restaurant when he first saw it, and it still attracted his attention.He thought, let it be like this, let Chen Mo stop at the best moment, and let himself stop at the most decent moment, so be it

Chen Mo leaned against the window to watch the car drive away, and finally tears came from his flat mouth. It was the first time in his life that he had someone he liked, the first time he confessed to others, and the first time he was broken in love. It happened too quickly. He felt wronged. Feeling resigned, feeling like I have to do something, but don’t know where to start