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"You should walk faster." With a helpless urging voice, Yi Hang's footsteps were weak, both hands firmly grasped the life-saving handrail, and he took time to stare at Zhong Zhiyang who had already climbed to the top.

He gasped for breath, his whole head was hot, and subconsciously wanted to look back, when Zhong Zhiyang from above shouted to him: "Don't look back! Just go like this!"

... Really standing and talking without back pain, Yi Hang took a deep breath, stabilized his shaking mind, and took a while to slowly climb up the steps step by step.

People with acrophobia are really terrible, and it is even more terrible to be found out that he actually has acrophobia. Yi Hang can feel a few eyes watching the show around him, but there is a short-circuited brain, self-righteously shouting and urging him to hurry up. Click to go.

Yes, they are climbing mountains now.

If you want to climb to the top quickly and want to find some excitement, you can choose to climb this ladder.

This is a test of physical strength, endurance, and courage.

Its first step is nearly [-] centimeters high, and the entire arrangement is extremely steep. There are about [-] steps in total, and there is only one platform in the middle to cut it off for people to rest for a while.Therefore, if you step on it, you will not stop easily, let alone look back, that kind of height is quite scary.

Yi Hang shook his legs, braved the cold wind and snow, and finally climbed up to the last level.

He wanted to lie on the ground and pretend to be dead.

Zhong Zhiyang still had time to pinch his watch, "Slow, really slow, 10 minutes is wasted like this."

Yi Hang didn't have time to reason with him, he just felt that this vest was not as good as the last one, and after finally recovering, Zhong Zhiyang clapped his hands and said, "Okay, let's go down now."

Yi Hang: ...

Is there something wrong?Just ask if this is sick!How the hell did he climb up with so much difficulty, and then go down again without even seeing the scenery?

"It seems that you have exercised very well. It's no wonder that you have practiced for so long..." Yi Hang didn't shut up for a while, and when he realized something, his voice suddenly disappeared. He turned his head and pretended to look at the scenery.

Zhong Zhiyang saw that people fell silent halfway through the conversation, and his eyebrows moved imperceptibly, "I have practiced Taekwondo for more than half a year."

Yi Hang said curiously: "Oh, how many can you fight?"

Zhong Zhiyang stared at him and said: "I haven't tried it, but the one I want to beat the most...he is not here."

Yi Hang sighed again, "Not here? Then where did he go?"

Zhong Zhiyang said: "We just met him today."

Yi Hang twitched the corners of his eyes, knowing who he was talking about, "The deceased is gone, my condolences."

"Really." Zhong Zhiyang said, "I'm sorry, but he won't, I always feel that he hates me."

His eyes flickered for a second, and Yi Hang said: "I don't hate you."

Zhong Zhiyang looked at his gentle side face, a trace of scrutiny suddenly appeared in his eyes, and said, "He must hate it."

Yi Hang didn't want to discuss this issue with him, so he wisely chose to remain silent, but Zhong Zhiyang suddenly changed the subject, "I remember he is just like you."

When Yi Hang heard the words, he looked over calmly, only to hear the corner of the other party's mouth seem to smile, "I have a fear of heights."

As soon as his words fell, Yi Hang felt that his idea was a little stupid. He thought it would be nice to watch Zhong Zhiyang's movements, so he almost ignored another question.

"There are many people with fear of heights in the world, isn't it surprising?" Yi Hang said.

Zhong Zhiyang looked at him for a moment, then slowly replied: "Yes, it's not surprising."

This kind of chat is simply awkward, Yi Hang looked up and looked around, he would definitely not listen to Zhong Zhiyang's nonsense and immediately go down the steps, it would be even more terrifying to go down.

He would rather take a long detour.

Zhong Zhiyang's phone rang again.In front of Yi Hang, he actually hung up and turned off the phone.This time the ears were clean, but Yi Hang felt something was wrong, and Zhong Zhiyang's expression was too calm.

Pretending to be calm.

Zhong Zhiyang seemed to have something to say, his eyes met his again, and he smiled, but his eyes didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, "Zhang Xian, do you know where people go after death?"

Yi Hang's eyelids twitched, calm and calm, "Turn into ashes, you pile up and I pile up."

Zhong Zhiyang ignored his nonsense, "I mean... the soul."

But Yi Hang didn't speak this time, he looked at Zhong Zhiyang, not understanding what the other party wanted to say.

Zhong Zhiyang smiled again, slowly approached Yi Hang, and suddenly... stretched out his hand.

Yi Hang froze, he couldn't believe that Zhong Zhiyang was playing tricks on him again!

Zhong Zhiyang was pushed back a step by him, looked at Yi Hang's surprised face intertwined with a trace of anger, and said flatly: "It's time to grow."

"Little dumb."

"..."

Yi Hang took a deep breath, his eyes flickering, and finally chose to turn a deaf ear. Even though there were hundreds of meters of steps behind him, he turned around and walked down without hesitation.The resolute back stabbed Zhong Zhiyang's eyes sharply, and the guilt and pain not only did not lessen, but became more serious.

He thought absurdly... Zhang Xian might be Zhang Xian.Even if the other party didn't admit it, he was not lukewarm to him.

However, judging from various signs, this kind of conjecture has become increasingly strong.The feeling of getting along with each other is also so familiar.

The moment he called out, the other party didn't refute, didn't he?

Yi Hang's mood was blocked. It's nothing to lose his vest, but he just felt uncomfortable. It felt like someone found out that he was playing a trumpet. He suddenly thought of Jinyi Yexing.

"Come on." Zhong Zhiyang said.

Yi Hang twisted his neck and turned around, he said: "Zhong Zhiyang."

"I'm not like you."

Zhong Zhiyang said: "I know. I have always been the only one who is different from others."

Yi Hang blinked his eyes, he wasn't just talking about sexual orientation.

Before the two said goodbye, Zhong Zhiyang said, "Why didn't you tell Uncle Wang that you...are not dead."

Yi Hang knew that he actually wanted to ask why he didn't tell him and let him live in such a self-blaming way.

"No one will believe this, and besides..." Yi Hang said, "It's not necessary."

Zhong Zhiyang laughed at himself, "You still say you don't hate me."

Yi Hang said indifferently: "I don't hate it now, it's already gone."

Zhong Zhiyang suddenly sternly cast his eyes, and then felt that why should he be angry, the first mistake was himself.

"I...killed you, how could I not hate or be annoyed?!"

Yi Hang twitched his mouth, "Zhong Zhiyang, I think you may have misunderstood something."

"I'm a person who died once, so I can see it more openly. Indeed, I have experienced the feelings you mentioned at first, but seeing you live in such pain, those imbalances are gone, and the only thing left is that full of heart. Fortunately."

Yi Hang said indifferently: "You should know the serious consequences of your impulsiveness at the beginning, and you should always think more about things in the future."

Zhong Zhiyang said with difficulty: "You are trading your life for me to understand this truth."

Yi Hang said: "It's worth it."

He tried to say: "The two calls today were made by the young master."

Eldest young master...

Zhong Zhiyang said: "What is your relationship with my brother?"

Yi Hang said: "It used to be a slave-servant relationship, but now... it has nothing to do with it."

Zhong Zhiyang said: "What about me, I am your employer, why do you want to work for him? Otherwise... otherwise, you won't anger me."

Yi Hang said: "I used to work for the Zhong family, not just the young master, if you tell me to watch someone, I will do the same, there is no difference."

When Zhong Zhiyang heard the words, his heart suddenly throbbed, there is no difference, what can the four words explain?Explain that they are treated equally and no one is special.

He shook his lips and said, "Little mute, you are so kind."

The issue of life and death is so trivial!

"You saw it that day. I didn't do anything. I just played games with him in the room. If you told my brother alive at that time, his expression must be very exciting."

Yi Hang said: "Really, but I have already forgotten what you were doing that day."

Yi Hang said: "It's getting late, let's go back."

Turn around and walk, step by step is a bit heavy, as if stepping on someone's heart, leaving a string of footprints to shake the heartstrings.

After a long silence behind him, a voice came, "Little mute."

Although he is not dumb now, it seems that the nickname given to him by the other party has never been changed.

He turned back.

Zhong Zhiyang looked at him with his eyes sinking like water. Seeing that he was silent, Yi Hang was about to turn around again. At this moment, Zhong Zhiyang moved.

Putting five fingers together on one hand, raised them on the forehead, made a salute gesture, then lowered them down to extend the little finger, and tapped a few times on the chest.

It's a sign language.

Yi Hang said: "Sorry, I don't remember these gestures."

Before Zhong Zhiyang could open his mouth to speak, he quickened his pace and left the place.

Zhong Zhiyang stayed where he was, staring at one direction, there was no one there long ago, the cold wind blew past, blowing away the "sorry" in the air.

Zhong's family——

"Zhong Zhiyang." There was a calm voice before the storm.Zhong Zhiyang, who was going upstairs, paused, and looked sideways at Zhong Zhiang who had opened his eyes on the sofa.

The latter's brows and eyes were no longer gentle, "Why didn't you answer the phone, you haven't been locked up in this month's confinement, have you been honest?"

Zhong Zhiyang snorted and continued to go upstairs indifferently, "Compared to me, you should pay more attention to the marriage after next year, shouldn't you?"

Returning to the quiet room, it seemed that all disturbing troubles were isolated, Zhong Zhiyang was able to lie on the bed so relaxed for the first time since this period of time.He closed his eyes and remained silent for a moment, as if thinking of something, he quickly opened the phone interface and sent a text message.

Almost at the same time, Yi Hang's mobile phone text message rang. Although there was no note, he could guess who the strange number belonged to.Because there are not many people who can find Zhang Xian's vest.

There are only three words: little dumb.

Yi Hang turned off the phone, but there was no reply.

Zhong Zhiyang didn't move his eyes. He waited for a long time and didn't receive a reply.After a while, his eyes darkened, he smiled bitterly, and put the phone aside.

On Monday, he went to the bar, but the people who were supposed to go to work did not come. Zhong Zhiyang was silent for a while, but sat down and had a drink by himself.

There are only three days until New Year's Eve, Zhong Zhiang and him are the only ones at home. In the past years, he was always in a hurry, full of expectations, asking people to make preparations.

Now...but he has to live with the Yang family.

From the moment Yang Sisi met Zhong Zhiang, she always felt that Zhong Zhiyang didn't like her, or even hated her.There is always nothing good to say about her.

The couple of the Yang family smiled when they saw Zhong Zhiang, and they were extremely happy.

Zhong Zhiyang felt that he was the redundant one.

"Where are you going?" Zhong Zhiang asked.

Zhong Zhiyang, who had finished the New Year's Eve dinner, was walking upstairs, "Sleep."

The hour hand pointed past twelve midnight.

Zhong Zhiyang was playing games on the Internet, when he heard a vibration, he opened the phone in his pocket, and there was a new text message on it, which turned out to be from the little mute.

A few concise and powerful words have a perfunctory taste out of thin air.The corner of his mouth dropped, Zhong Zhiyang thought about it, and edited: "Happy New Year, good night."

When Yi Hang got up early in the morning, he received several replies, sending group text messages regularly, just to be polite.

Brushing his teeth, he squinted his eyes, looked at the person in the mirror, and the dream of last night flashed through his mind.

Jinyi Night Walk is really everywhere, but after thinking about it for a moment during the day, it comes to a dream at night.

Message record——

Also OK: Tell me the truth, are you a man or a woman?

Jinyi Yexing: Do you want me to be a man or a woman?

The question was thrown to him again, and Yi Hang typed and said bluntly: "I like cute girls."

After a while, the other party sent it. Yi Hang checked and found that it was online.

Jinyi Yexing: Meng, it seems that I have to work harder.

...An ambiguous answer, but it means that it is a woman who is biased towards the other party.Because Jinyi Yexing didn't directly deny that he is a girl.

The dream is over here, and it is all messed up afterwards, and I can't connect.

Yi Hang had an idea in his mind, although he knew he was dreaming, but maybe Jin Yi Ye Xing was really a girl.

He was a little excited.

Suddenly, before the excitement was over, his eyes went dark.

La is still that pink, "Congratulations~ I have upgraded again!"

"The current level is level 5!"

Yi Hang said: "Zhong Zhiyang doesn't love his brother anymore?"

La said: "The value of love is almost gone."

Yi Hang said: "Actually, I found that what you said about this game is wrong. It shouldn't be something you can't ask for, it should be 'love is worth killing'."

La said: "There is a reason for the name of the game, don't doubt it."

Then he returned to Zhang Xian's vest, and caught off guard and took a mouthful of toothpaste water.