i just want to get a girlfriend

"Don't be nervous..." The other party's deep voice came from the side of his ear, Yi Hang stopped trying to break free, thinking he would just calm down like this, but in the next second he broke away abruptly, and slapped Qin Huai's face with his backhand.

Nervous you uncle!

He hit hard, Qin Huai didn't seem to show any pain, but he felt a burst of heat in his palm.

Yi Hang screamed, and immediately turned over, with his back to Qin Huai, so as not to look at him.

"Jump...so fast." The man whispered behind him.

Yi Hang got up instantly and wanted to turn on the light, but the person behind him said helplessly, "I'm talking about myself."

Pursing his lips in silence for a while, he stared at the figure behind and called out in a low voice: "Yang Qi."

"Just say what you need." Yi Hang snorted, but there was no impatience in his voice.

"I want to take you somewhere."

"...No." He refused without thinking.

"Tomorrow...is my parents' memorial day."

"..." Hearing this, Yi Hang was stunned, then turned around suddenly, looking at the hazy face of the man in the darkness.

"Wait, did you make a mistake?" he said, "You are the son of two elders, what are you taking me for?"

"That's right." The man retorted, "You are the most suitable, and also the person I most want to take with you."

Yi Hang was stunned for a while, counting the time in his mind, "Let's not talk about this, tomorrow seems to be Monday, aren't you going to work, can you leave?"

Qin Huai's tone paused, "There are still twelve days left in my vacation." He replied honestly.

Yi Hang was inexplicably choked up by this answer, the meaning was obvious, but he felt it was absurd, and after a while he said in a cold voice: "I don't have time."

As soon as the words fell, I immediately closed my eyes, forcing myself not to look at the other person's expression, and only felt the faint breathing.

"Then... forget it." A moment later, the man said in a low voice, "Sleep peacefully."

After speaking, there was no more sound from the side.

And Yi Hang clenched his fists quietly, his thoughts suddenly dawned on him, is this still the Qin Huai who turned black when he didn't agree with each other?

When will this person be so good at grasping his tricks?

With his tightly closed lips slightly opened, Yi Hang exhaled irritably, unable to understand why he felt sorry for this man, but he still said: "Call me tomorrow morning."

The man's breathing stopped for a moment, and he responded warmly: "...OK."

-

Qin Huai's hometown is remote, and it takes five or six hours to drive there. When he gets there, Yi Hang follows him up the mountain after getting ready.

He was a little tired, and Qin Huai who had been driving must be even more tired, but both of them cheered up.

Qin Huai was standing in front of the old man's tomb and whispering something, but Yi Hang, who was a little further away, couldn't hear clearly.

"That person..." Qin Huai glanced to the side, "It's the person I want to pursue, but it's a pity that he hasn't accepted me yet."

"I was impulsive once before and did something wrong to him, so I may have scared him."

"He doesn't want me to imprison him, and neither do I, but I can't think of a way to keep him..."

Yi Hang, who watched the man's movements, felt that the content of his words had something to do with him.

It doesn't matter anymore.

Thinking about it, he yawned, and just when he opened his eyes, he realized that Qin Huai had walked up to him at some point.

"Thank you."

Yi Hang was surprised, but didn't understand how Qin Huai thanked him.

On the way back, the man couldn't hide his fatigue, Yi Hang thought for a while, and volunteered: "I'll drive, you can rest."

Reassuringly, he touched the steering wheel.

The man was forced to the back seat by Yi Hang and closed his eyes.

The car started slowly, driving on the winding and rugged mountain road, Yi Hang swallowed his saliva, faintly excited.

But when he gets excited, something will definitely happen.

Probably his vest was born with a difficult physique, or something else.

The front of the car was almost crushed, and Yi Hang, who was not spared, half-opened his eyes with difficulty, and blood flowed into his eye sockets.He couldn't move his body at all, and he gave a wry smile. The extreme pain stimulated his nerves and made him briefly awake.

"Qin Huai...we might really...really not fit to be together..."

He didn't know if the man could hear his own words, "Look...you will always suffer when you meet me..."

"Fortunately, I have the foresight to drive you to the back seat, which can be regarded as reducing the possibility..."

With the loss of vitality, consciousness quickly withdraws.

"goodbye……"

"..."

The same bloody man closed his eyes half-closed, twitching his facial muscles slightly, the horror in his eyes was gradually replaced by laxity.

He heard not the feeble voice of the youth, nor any more.

He could only weakly feel that person slowly leaving him, slowly leaving this world...

"don't want……"

There was no response to his persuasion, and the noisy calls for help from his ears quickly drowned out his exhausted calls.

A month later, Shi Xin stepped into the ward, looking at the haggard man on the bed, feeling sore.

"Let's go out and get some hair today." She said, smiling.

The man didn't look at him, he held the photo frame in his arms tightly all the time, on the photo was a young man with a clean smile.

Shi Xin looked at the man who didn't respond to the outside world after waking up, closed his eyes, and exited the ward.

Then she was stopped by a man.

"Hello." The other party said, "Excuse me, does Qin Huai live in this ward?"

Shi Xin became vigilant. She had never seen this person before. Looking at her expression, the person explained: "My name is Liu Yu, and I am his college roommate."

Liu Yu walked into the ward, frowned at Qin Huai who was looking out the window motionlessly, "Qin Huai."

no response.

He took a deep breath, suppressed the blame in his heart, "Yang Qi left something for you."

Still no response.

He sneered, "If you don't want it, I'll throw it away."

He pretended to turn around to leave, thinking that the person on the bed should at least respond, but he still remained motionless.

Liu Yu stepped forward and violently threw a file bag to Qin Huai's side.

At the same time, he gave the puppet-like Qin Huai a hard look, and left.

After a while, the man turned his gaze, lowered his head with a stiff neck, "Yang...Qi?"

The voice was hoarse and painful.

He slowly put down the photo frame carefully and gently, then picked up the file bag, his hands trembling.

The things inside are several paintings, different from the ducks that the youth drew as a prank before, these ten paintings are all people, precisely the same person.

It's the man himself.

The expression is basically the same, cold and indifferent, serious.

Someone solemnly wrote a word on the back of the painting. Qin Huai stretched out his finger, his heart ached badly, as if an invisible force was tightly strangling his breath.

Please cherish what you have now.

This sentence doesn't seem to make much sense now, the man gasped for a few times in pain, and the painting scattered all over the floor.

He continued to rummage in the file bag, and sure enough, he found a folded letter hidden at the bottom of the file bag.

"Fuck, you discovered my existence!" The first sentence at the beginning of the letter seemed to be spoken by the young man himself, with a familiar tone.

The man continued to force himself to read, "Qin Huai, I hope you don't live so lonely."

"Your efforts are obvious to all, and no one will look down on you, including me. Cherish what you have now, it will be something that will accompany you for the rest of your life."

"And I'm just a passer-by in your life. I hope that I can keep my original intention and not be changed by outside influences, and finally get what I want."

"Finally, goodbye."

……

Shi Xin's footsteps paused, and she looked towards the hospital bed as if feeling something, and then she could never forget this scene.

The man who was calm and indifferent and rarely showed any emotion was crying like a helpless child who couldn't find his way home.

She gave a wry smile.

-

Yi Hang stared at the pink system in front of him, "Damn it, say it again?!"

La's voice was extremely cheerful: "Congratulations on reaching level 15~"

Yi Hang said with a wooden face, "Thank you for the last sentence."

"It was LA who pulled you back~"

"..." So the car accident was caused by the system?Damn it, he also said how could he not be able to hide from the truck with his own driving skills, so everything was caused by la!

"Why are you in a hurry to pull me back, you bastard, can't you find a gentler way?!"

La said: "Because I sensed the player's fluctuating state of mind~ This is not allowed to touch true emotions in the game~"

Yi Hang let out a groan, and jumped up on the spot: "The setting of this game is very unreasonable! Twice! What's the matter with the two mission objects taking a fancy to me?!"

la said: "This question cannot be explained to the players~"

Fuck you, Yi Hang grabbed his hair and exhaled the blocked breath in his heart, "I want to rest!"

"Okay~"

Yi Hang opened the door with a gloomy face, just in time to meet his new neighbor.

Being in a bad mood, he didn't notice that Jing Yiye, who had a similar expression to his, froze for a moment, then quickly took a step back and closed the door.

Surprised by the sound, Yi Hang twitched his lips, gave up the idea of ​​saying hello, and walked away alone to relax.

And Jing Yiye behind the door took a breath, raised the back of his hand and wiped the still wet corners of his eyes.

How can the other party see the embarrassed look.

"Beep-beep-"

The phone in his pocket rang, and he took out the phone to answer it, "Uncle?"

I don't know what was said on the phone, which made Jing Yiye's brows more and more wrinkled.

"Understood, I'll go back right away."

The author has something to say:

Died hastily, with so much grief...