He Xuchunqiu

On December 12, the whole city is filled with the joy of New Year's Eve.

Snow has fallen in the north, and this is the first time anyone has seen the legendary goose feather snow.

He who has always lived in a small southern city only felt the power of the freezing weather in [-]. That year, there was a catastrophic ice disaster, but he still had to attend extra-curricular cram schools in the bleak cold wind. My heart is synonymous with depression and depression.

But the snow in the north is different. The north is far less humid than the south, but the condensed snow is much more than the south. It is like a dome covering the whole field, and a thick layer is piled up on the ground. It is easy to step out of a depression when the foot goes up.

The north is indeed dry, but there have been several light rains in the past few days near the New Year's Eve, and He Xuren's left leg began to ache again.

When the fracture was broken two years ago, He Heren had no way to get rid of that place, and could only wait for the healing of his flesh and bones under extreme mental pressure.Fortunately, the bone recovered very well, but the cold and damp during that period was forever sealed in his left leg.

New Year's Eve is very grand, and there are lights and festoons everywhere in the city. However, due to the restrictions of the relevant ban on burning and banning, the urban area is a little less noisy and angry.

As soon as school was over in the afternoon, Xu Ran dragged someone into the street.There are still many shops on the street with Christmas decorations, and more of them have been replaced with prosperous New Year images.

How many people's hands are still afraid of the cold, and they turn red from the cold within a few days of exposure to the cold air.Xu Ran gave someone a pair of gloves and a scarf for Christmas, which happened to match his own.

The gloves Xu Ran gave were very warm, with fluffy short fur inside. This was the first real gift anyone had received.

In fact, Father He and Mother He also gave birthday presents to some people in the past, from Xinhua Dictionary to Zizhi Tongjian, from sitting posture correctors to English-Chinese translators... These things are not cheap, but they never think These things are gifts, on the contrary, he feels that these things are investments, and his parents expect him to be the investment of the golden phoenix flying out of their home.

This kind of thinking became clearer after who left that place: I might really be their investment tool.

Xu Ran and He Xuren walked side by side on the busy street. There are many shopping malls and snacks near the university town, and there are countless products that young people like on display at the counters. Everyone's face is full of vigor and joy beyond words.

"He Xuren, let's eat that dragon fruit thousand layers! It looks delicious!" He Xuren was still immersed in the entanglement of whether he should hate his parents, and Xu Ran held his hand and walked quickly in the next second.

"Look, new product! It should feel pretty good! Would you like a piece?" Xu Ran dragged someone into the pastry shop.

"Hello, please get me two copies of this dragon fruit layer..." He Xu found a seat by the window in the store and sat down, still looking at the surrounding environment a little cautiously.

Fabric sofas, small white foreign tables, retro flower stands by the windows and fresh green plants... Strictly speaking, this is the first time for anyone to really go out of school to visit this city that often appears on TV.

"Let's eat." Xu Ran pushed the small dish containing the cake in front of someone.

He Xu dragged it to his face with a finger and looked at it carefully.The red crepe skin, light cream, each layer is mixed with various kinds of fresh fruit pulp, which looks very attractive.

"Stupid, there is heating in the store, so you don't need to wear gloves." Xu Ran took someone's hand, took off the glove, took the opportunity to touch it a few more times, and then stuffed the fork into his hand.

Who really doesn't like butter, because in his memory, this kind of snow-white semi-solidified food leaves only stickiness and thickness to the taste buds.But the cream in this cake is not greasy at all, and it tastes completely different from the ones I ate when I was a child. It is sweet, rich, and has a deliciousness that matches its appearance.

He Xu looked at Xu Ran with a dissatisfied look while eating: "What's wrong?"

Xu Ran clicked his tongue: "To be honest, this mille-layer is not very delicious, and I am a little disappointed."

He Xu nodded and silently forked the cake into smaller pieces.

It turned out that he had eaten a better cake than this one, and suddenly there was a small gap in his heart, and even the cream in his mouth became tasteless.

Xu Ran and He Xuren didn't finish the piece of millet layer. After paying hastily, the two went to the blue harbor to watch the star lights.

"What? Are you unhappy?" Xu Ran took He Shuren's hand and walked under the blue light curtain, but He Shuren seemed to be in a low spirit after leaving school.

"No." He Xu raised his head with a forced smile.

"Ah!" A woman in professional attire brushed past someone, bumped into his shoulder, and let out an exclamation.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I didn't mean it, I'm really sorry..." It was obviously not anyone's responsibility, but he kept bowing his head and apologizing.

"It's all right." The woman was also a little embarrassed, she rubbed her shoulders and walked away quickly.

Xu Ran felt that something was wrong, and pulled He Xu who was still standing on the side of the road with his head down, into his arms.

He Xu raised his face by Xu Ran's hand, his eyes were already red, and there were still wet drops of water on the glasses, which made people feel a little worried.

"What's wrong with you?" Xu Ran led someone along the starlight plank road, and finally stopped in a dark corner where no one was pushing.

"I'm very scared. I think it's wrong for us to be together, and it's wrong in many ways." He Shiren's heart seems to be becoming more and more sensitive, and the occasional disturbance can remind him of the possibility of fear and pessimism.

"What's wrong? You have to give me a reason or an example." Seeing someone's scarf opened, Xu Ran carefully wrapped it up again.

"We are going against the natural ethics. It is a normal relationship between a man and a woman... Also, the gap between us has always been very big. Even if we are together, it is unlikely that we will last long..." He said, crying It slid down her cheeks, and she could only frantically pull out a tissue from her pocket to wipe her tears, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Before anyone pulled out the tissue, Xu Ran had already taken off his glasses, and gently wiped away the faint tears: "Didn't you say that you would do your best? We haven't reached the future yet, why do you imagine it as A scourge? You don't have to be afraid, even if you take half a step back every step, I will speed up and run towards you. Let's work hard together, shall we?"

"Okay." What people's emotions change more and more frequently, and it's easy to be affected and shaken, but Xu Ran's words seem to weigh a thousand catties, pressing down on his heart and turning into an unmovable rock.

He Xuren's appearance without glasses is so cute that people want to hug him into his arms. Xu Ran took it upon himself to put his glasses in his coat pocket without authorization.

"My glasses." He Xu wanted to take back his glasses from his pocket, but Xu Ran stopped him before he touched them.

"Don't look at others, just look at me." Xu Ran interlocked fingers with He Xu through the gloves.

He Xuren's degree is not too deep, but he is used to relying on glasses to figure out the micro-expressions of people around him. The more clearly he sees, the easier it is to think wildly.

Xu Ran was the only person around, and everyone else was a passer-by who couldn't see their faces clearly. No matter how crowded the crowd was, as long as Xu Ran was by his side, it seemed safe.

"Where is this?" He Xu followed Xu Ran all the way into the hotel, opened the room, and finally stood on the open balcony.

"Wait, it will be ready soon." Xu Ran looked at his watch, as if he was waiting for something.

There was a double bed in the room, Xu Ran only turned on a dim night light, and the atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous and charming.

He Xuren sat at the end of the bed with Xu Ran, the softness of the mattress once again made him feel unbelievable, as if the whole person was about to sink into the quilt.

The room was very quiet, Xu Ran looked at his watch again, and suddenly licked his lips: "There is still some time, why don't we do something?"

"What to do?" He Shiren was at a loss, but his heart beat fast involuntarily.

"Who is it, can I hug you." Xu Ran lowered his head and twirled his fingers, feeling a little uneasy.

Who didn't answer, and was as quiet as a statue, which made Xu Ran full of frustration.

Music suddenly sounded outside the window, Xu Ran jumped out of bed and opened the French windows of the balcony: "Come and see, it's time!"

Who walked to the open-air balcony and looked down at this city that hides countless dreams and confusions. Not far away is the New Year's Eve party performance. Countless beams of light rotate in an orderly manner, piecing together countless colorful and gorgeous scenes.

There are no fireworks, but they are more noisy than fireworks.

Xu Ran beside him rested his hands on the carved fence casually, his eyes narrowed into a crooked moon, and when he opened and closed his eyes reflected a crystal light, as if the moon was full of stars.

"Happy New Year!" Xu Ran yelled loudly into the air, then turned his head and said softly to He Xu, "Happy New Year."

"It's not the Spring Festival yet! And it's still several hours away from the first day." No one thinks that Xu Ran really has magical powers, and the starlight in his eyes can illuminate himself at any time.

"It's okay, I can wait, let's wait together." Xu Ran's broken hair was blown away by the wind, blurring his eyes.

After watching the light show for a while, it began to rain again over the city.

The rain was cold, but it still couldn't dampen Xu Ran's interest. He couldn't seem to get tired of watching the light show, and he kept talking to someone in a mess and meaningless way.

He Xuren's left leg began to swell again, and the pain gradually turned into a tingling tingling of insects and ants, and the injured joint was unable to twist like a jerky rusty machine.

"Who! What's wrong with you?" Xu Ran noticed that He's expression was getting more and more painful, so he quickly dragged him into the room, "Let's go to the hospital now!"

He Xu was half lying on the bed, pulling Xu Ran's clothes and shaking his head: "It's okay, it's an old problem, it's just that I was disobedient and a little rheumatism."

Xu Ran grasped the painful left leg tightly with He Xuren's hand, and Xu Ran instantly understood the situation.

"Okay, wait, I'll be back soon." Xu Ran put on his coat, wrapped He Xu in a quilt, and walked out quickly.

The crisp sound of the lock tongue being buckled was exceptionally clear, He Kui was huddled in the quilt and enduring the pain which was not too difficult, and his ears were full of confused auditory hallucinations.

Click, unlock, click, lock, click...

"I'm back!" Xu Ran obviously went out in the rain, with a slight chill on his body.

"Put out your left leg." Xu Ran reached into the quilt and touched his left leg accurately, "Is it here?"

He Xuren nodded in a muffled voice, and the next moment, the painful area was covered with something elastic. Xu Ran carefully massaged the surrounding area, and most of the swelling disappeared in an instant.

"What is this?" He Xu asked.

"I heard that basketball knee pads are very comfortable when you have joint rheumatism, I want to try it." Xu Ran took off his coat and climbed onto the bed while talking, but the massage still did not stop, "How about it? Does it still hurt?"

The bed was very big, even though they were far apart, how could anyone still feel the chill from the rain on Xu Ran's body? Thinking of this, his eyes became more apologetic.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." He Xu moved towards Xu Ran so that the heat from his body could warm him up.

"It's fine if it doesn't hurt. How about we stay here tonight? I've already asked the counselor for leave for you." Xu Ran's hand was running up and down He Shuren's leg, through the thin long johns. Two hypertrophic scars can be felt, which should be the scars of the nails that fixed the bones before.

Who can feel the fingers lingering on his scar, and the warm current in his heart gradually rises: "Okay."

After rubbing for a while, He Xuren's sleepiness also hit his heart, and he rubbed his eyes several times in a row.

"Are you sleepy? Then I'll get out of bed first." Xu Ran wrapped He Xuren's left leg tightly with the quilt again.

"Where did you get out of bed?"

"I'm going to bed too, you go to bed early."

"Where are you going to sleep?"

"On the sofa, there is heating and blankets in the room. Don't worry, I won't be cold."

"Don't go...we can sleep in this bed together..."

"Do not you mind?"

"will not."

Xu Ran was very reserved on the surface, but the villain in his heart had already started to run wildly around, twisting up a corner of the quilt, and the whole person slipped into the quilt in an instant.It's just that Xu Ran was still afraid of being rejected by someone, so he could only turn his back on him.

The quilt suddenly moved, and someone wrapped his arms around Xu Ran's waist and hugged him from behind.

Xu Ran was stiff because he could feel someone's trembling.

Who is still afraid.

Xu Ran's hand lightly patted the hand that was clasped around his waist: "You don't have to be so reluctant, I didn't say you must hug me."

He Xuren's hand still refused to let go, and his side face was also attached to Xu Ran's spine: "Xu Ran, thank you, thank you very much. I really want to hug you, can you hug me too..."

Xu Ran let out a deep sigh, turned around and hugged the person beside the pillow with the corner of his mouth raised: "I'm so happy, does this count as the fulfillment of New Year's wishes?"

Who did not answer, and Xu Ran stopped talking.The lights and music outside the window are still creating momentum for the New Year's Eve countdown, but all the noise and disturbance are eliminated in the ears of the two of them.

In the silent darkness, there are heartbeating conversations in each other's ears. When everything is silent, this is the most straightforward companionship and confession.

The author has something to say: Wow, I ate a perverted shoe-soled spicy bar these two days, and it almost tortured me to death... _(:з」∠)_