Don't think I'm just a sheep

As soon as he said that, Zhuo Yijing immediately forgot to cry, and was shocked to the spot, it took him a long time to wipe off the water stains on his face, and asked in disbelief: "You called me... what? "

"Little lamb roll, I'm sorry to keep you... for so long."

This time Zhuo Yijing finally confirmed that he heard correctly, "Ah Lin."

The tears that had just been frightened broke the bank again, and he threw himself on the man, crying almost out of breath.

In front of Liang Yusheng, whether he is happy or sad, he always shows some restraint, carefully controls his emotions, and dare not let go completely.

But when he knew that the person in front of him already had Zhuo Lin's memory, he no longer needed to keep it, and wept unscrupulously, as if he wanted to release all the grievances of hundreds of years at this moment.

"Ah Jing, don't cry..."

Liang Yusheng didn't realize that he could hide it from Zhuo Yijing for so long, so he was not too surprised by Zhuo Yijing's appearance.

But he didn't think that a single address would provoke such a big reaction. He couldn't even hug the other person because he couldn't move his body, so he could only worry about it.

Fortunately, after crying for a while, Zhuo Yijing calmed down, sniffed, and took the paper towel beside the bed to wipe off the tears covered by Liang Yusheng.

"Ah Lin, are you in extreme pain? How can I help you so that you can feel better."

Liang Yusheng's muscles were tense, every nerve was trying to endure the pain, and he didn't know what to say so that the other party would not be so worried. After a few seconds, he sighed: "Actually, I don't want to let you You see such a distressed... look."

"But I'm not as fragile as you think."

Zhuo Yijing climbed onto the bed, worried that it would make Liang Yusheng even more painful, so she just dared to hug him gently, "Seeing you like this, I will indeed be sad, but if you don't tell me, I will know in the future the process of enduring all the pain alone." In the end, it will only be more difficult to accept, and I will blame myself for not being with you in your most painful time for the rest of my life."

"Ah Lin, after three lifetimes, I am no longer that little lamb who only knows how to hide in your arms and act like a spoiled child."

"But I... think you are still the same..." Liang Yusheng knew this point better than anyone else, and it was because he knew it that he felt more distressed.

How many years will it take him to make up for the suffering the other party has suffered in these hundreds of years, so that his Ah Jing can return to the original appearance that only knows happiness.

"But I like myself now." Zhuo Yijing kissed him on the lips, "Ah Lin, let me sing for you, maybe you will feel that time passes faster."

Liang Yusheng hesitated for a long time, and said, "A Jing, can you...can you still call me Yusheng?"

He now has the memory of the previous two lives, but after all, the past has become far away to him, and the character and experience of the present life are clearer. He clearly understands that although Zhuo Lin and himself have the same soul, But in the end it was different.

He can never change back to that dull scholar.

"Yusheng, to me, Zhuo Lin is you, Jiang Dong is you, Liang Yusheng is also you." Afraid he might misunderstand, Zhuo Yijing lowered her head and rubbed his cheek again, "I admit that I am more dependent on Zhuo Lin Qiang, but I also love you in this life, not only because you are Zhuo Lin, do you understand?"

"Well, there is one more thing... Believe it or not, I want to tell you."

Before he could speak, Liang Yusheng's forehead was already dripping with sweat. Zhuo Yijing felt distressed, and put his hand on his lips, "I believe, no matter what you say, but now, don't say anything. Alright, save some energy."

"No, let me finish this sentence." Liang Yusheng was already very weak, and it seemed difficult to speak, but he still insisted: "Jiang Dong is not in love with anyone else, the child...the child is not mine, and the marriage is just forced by the situation ,I……"

Still wanting to say something, suddenly there was a sharp pain in his body, he couldn't even make a sound for a moment, he closed his eyes and gritted his teeth to suffer.

Zhuo Yijing was taken aback for a moment, although she had thousands of words to ask, she didn't dare to let Liang Yusheng talk anymore, got out of bed, went into the bathroom, twisted the towel, and wiped off the sweat on his body carefully, "Stop talking, Yusheng, I Xin, after you get through this for a while, let's talk about it, shall we?"

Liang Yusheng was indeed unable to speak again, and could only give a soft 'hmm'.

Zhuo Yijing scrubbed his body for him, and quickly went to the next door to hug her own guitar, "I finished writing the last three songs of the album on the island, listen to it."

Soon, the sound of the guitar was flowing in this small room, accompanied by Zhuo Yijing's clear voice, Liang Yusheng couldn't turn his head to look at him, so he could only close his eyes and listen quietly.

Zhuo Yijing's songs are full of affection for him, whether it is love or longing, it makes him feel warm and real.

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The pain of the fusion of soul and body is not consistent, but will become more intense as time goes by. Every time you feel that you have reached the limit you can bear, you find that there is still greater pain waiting for you.

This is also the reason why most of the previous underworld judges could not survive a month.

In the first few days when Zhuo Yijing came home, Liang Yusheng was still able to talk to him occasionally, but as time went by, let alone opening his mouth, he could hardly even open his eyes, and most of the time he was on the verge of a total collapse of consciousness.

Not knowing how to make him feel better, Zhuo Yijing could only keep singing to him, hoping that her singing could divert his attention to some extent.

Occasionally, Yang Lu would come to see them. When he saw Liang Yusheng, he would think of Qu Liang back then. Liang Yusheng was accompanied by Zhuo Yijing, who loved him at least, but Qu Liang could only suffer alone. What kind of life should it be? Only this kind of belief can support him through those long 49 days...

Painful days will always pass slowly, but at least they pass day by day.

On the last night, Liang Yusheng finally passed out unbearably, and when he woke up again, all the pain in his body had disappeared.

He tried to move his arms, and his body senses were slightly different from when he was alive, but he couldn't tell where the specific difference was. Before he had time to adapt to this brand new body, he turned his head and saw lying on the edge of the bed. Asleep, Zhuo Yijing was obviously exhausted.

Liang Yusheng got off the bed and wanted to hug him to the bed, only to touch him. The other person had already woken up suddenly, and looked at the man in front of him in disbelief, "Yusheng? You..."

Before he finished speaking, Liang Yusheng couldn't restrain his mood at the moment, so he leaned on the back of his head and kissed him fiercely.