Don't think I'm just a sheep

Although Zhuo Yijing said that he had returned to City B, he was still busy. In the blink of an eye, it was June [-]th, and Liang Yusheng had to leave for City J early in the morning because of the evening live broadcast.

Zhuo Yijing was still asleep when he woke up, thinking of the other party's busy work recently, and the rare one day's rest time, he got up lightly, made breakfast and warmed it in the pot, then changed his clothes and went out.

But Liang Yusheng must have never imagined that shortly after he closed the door, Zhuo Yijing sat up from the bed, his eyes were clear, and there was no sleepiness.

This day Zhuo Yijing was awakened by a nightmare, or in other words, every year on this day, he was awakened by a nightmare, because today is a very special day for him—the death day of Zhuo Lin.

When waking up, Zhuo Yijing was a little dizzy, not having enough sleep and emotional ups and downs made his body unbearable after being busy for more than a month, but he still had breakfast quickly and drove out.

A small town 4 hours away from city B is the place where the two lived together, and the hill where the two met for the first time has already been redeveloped.

On the top of that mountain stands a low-key and simple temple, which is said to have been built by an unknown good man a hundred years ago. They will all chant scriptures in that Buddhist hall.

Zhuo Yijing is that kind person, and there are two spirit tablets enshrined in the Buddhist hall, one signed Zhuo Lin and the other signed Zhuo Yijing.

People are not dead, and the monument precedent has always been regarded as unlucky in the traditional thinking of Chinese people. Zhuo Yijing once placed his hope on such unlucky, hoping that it would bring him to Zhuo Lin's side as soon as possible. Unfortunately, maybe because he is a demon rather than a demon. People, even such a secular feng shui, can't satisfy his little wish.

The mountain road is steep, but he has already gotten used to it. He climbed up the steps, slowly recalling the past along the way. They met here, got to know each other here, and finally parted here.

Zhuo Lin, I came here for you through the mountains and rivers. No matter how many years I have been waiting for, I can only stand here and feel sad. How should I look around? Only your shadow will appear on the mountain road...

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When he arrived at the temple just after the meal time, the abbot bowed politely when he saw him, "The benefactor is still on time this year. The vegetarian food has been prepared for you. Please eat later."

Zhuo Yijing thanked him, and went to the backyard of the temple familiarly, and the monks along the way greeted him one after another.

This temple is usually not open to the outside world, but when the temple was built, eminent monks were invited to stay here to teach Buddhist scriptures and dharma. Therefore, monks come here from time to time to clean up the temple, and the temple has been thriving to this day.

On the high mountain, only this pure land seems to be isolated from the world. Here, no one cares whether you are an ordinary office worker or a famous singer.

In the eyes of these practitioners, Zhuo Yijing is just a predestined person who comes to worship the ancestors on time every year, and also a good person who continues to support the incense of this temple.

After dinner, Zhuo Yijing walked into the Buddhist hall alone. Everyone in the temple knew his habit, and the place had already been vacated for him. He walked to the altar, knelt and sat on the somewhat worn-out yellow-gray cushion, Like losing his soul, he sat for the whole afternoon, until the monk came to inform him that it was going to be dark, and he got up and left with some reluctance.

He does not allow himself to be too indulging in this form of getting along during the annual worship, even if he always has thousands of words to say, even if he would rather be under the monument than sitting in front of it.

Walking more slowly than when she came, Zhuo Yijing finally walked back to the car until it was completely dark and she could barely see her fingers.

After getting in the car, he turned on the live broadcast software on his mobile phone. The host was enthusiastically introducing the two guests of this interview, the well-known director Liang Yusheng, and Shidi Liu Xiyue, who was transforming from a TV series to a movie.

It was also at this time that Zhuo Yijing knew that Liang Yusheng was not alone in this trip to J City, but went together with Liu Xiyue. The handsome and handsome two stood shoulder to shoulder, similar in age and aura, and even the host couldn't help but start talking Get up and make fun of the two of them.

Almost everyone in the circle and fans knew that Liu Xiyue and Liang Yusheng had a very good relationship. During the live broadcast, many people asked Liang Yusheng about Liu Xiyue's lover.

Liu Xiyue has always protected Shen Yiyi very well, and Liang Yusheng naturally would not reveal her identity. The fans had no choice but to ask Liu Xiyue about Liang Yusheng's relationship status.

Although Liang Yusheng is a director rather than an actor, he is very popular on the Internet because of his unique style and handsome face, and he has never lacked admirers.

Liu Xiyue listened to the host read the questions, and said with a smile: "Actually, I really hope that he will get out of the order as soon as possible, otherwise, like now, every time he eats with us, I will feel guilty of cruelty to a dog."

After speaking, he turned to Liang Yusheng and asked, "Yusheng, tell me quickly, when are you going to leave the singles and bring me a younger brother?"

Hearing this, Zhuo Yijing couldn't help becoming a little nervous, stepped on the brakes, held the phone in front of her eyes and stared at it holding her breath, and saw Liang Yusheng on the other side spread his hands helplessly.

"I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you. I still want to be single for a few more years."

Several people chatted for a while, the host switched to the topic related to "Good and Evil" very politely, and asked some interesting things that happened during the filming, but Zhuo Yijing sat in the car and couldn't calm down for a long time.

It was as if a basin of cold water was poured from above, cooling his heart thoroughly.

It's not that he didn't understand that Liang Yusheng would never admit the relationship between the two in such a situation, but he thought that at least Liang Yusheng could first admit that he was not single like Liu Xiyue.

I personally think that this is the minimum respect for the other half as a lover.

But the result is obviously... Is he thinking too much?In fact, I can also understand that maybe in the eyes of the other party, the emotion of liking each other has not been reached, and there is no communication in itself.

Restarting the car, Zhuo Yijing couldn't help but laugh at herself for being too naive...

When he arrived in City B, he couldn't help but went to the residence in the city, took a few bottles of wine from the basement and returned to the villa.

Originally, he had thought that he would not go to the temple this year. He knew that he could not be immersed in memories forever. Zhuo Lin had already left. This is a fact that he could never change. He hoped that he could look forward, especially with After Liang Yu was born, he should get out of the pain of the past and live his current life optimistically.

Although Liang Yusheng has Zhuo Lin's soul, he is a brand new and independent person. If he treats him as Zhuo Lin too much, it will be unfair to Liang Yusheng now.

Besides, Zhuo Yijing knew clearly that this man who had no memory of Zhuo Lin was also attracting him all the time.

This is also the reason why he originally hoped that Liang Yusheng could spend the day with him.

But now he is extremely fortunate, fortunate that Liang Yusheng did not agree to accompany him for this day, otherwise he would really be caught in the beautiful illusion he wove for himself, and start to be passionate.

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Zhuo Yijing only takes strong alcohol. This day of the year is almost the time when he wants to sober up the most. This year especially, the spicy alcohol slipped over the taste buds and quickly entered the stomach. It was the first time he drank again after quitting alcohol. Under the chaotic thoughts, he didn't feel any guilt at all. Even after taking two bottles of brandy, the burning sensation in his stomach made him feel much better. After vomiting, he fell asleep quickly in a drowsy state.

It was the next day after waking up again, Zhuo Yijing opened his eyes and saw the author's angry man sitting beside the bed, the heavy smell of alcohol in the room had not dissipated, he sat up with his heavy hangover head supported, as if Weijue greeted: "You came back so early?"

Liang Yusheng ended the live broadcast very late last night. He was not sure whether Zhuo Yijing had fallen asleep, so he just sent him a message. After sending the message, he has not received a reply. He always felt uneasy in his heart. He bought the first The flight came back in time.

Unexpectedly, when he came back, he was greeted by Zhuo Yijing, who was full of alcohol and obviously drunk, but only left for a day. This person can make himself like this, and even drank a lot of alcohol. Suppressing the fire, and then listening to the other party say such an understatement at this time, I suddenly felt a surge of anger rushing to my forehead.

Not so gentle, he picked up the person on the bed and stuffed him into the bathtub in the bathroom. Regardless of whether he was still wearing clothes or pants, he turned on the shower and showered directly over it.

Zhuo Yijing was caught off guard by the hot water, stood up from the bathtub while leaning on the edge, grabbed the shower and asked, "What are you doing!"

"What am I doing? I want to ask you what you're doing. Look at your drunkenness. You drink every night I'm not around. Don't you know what's going on? It will only make things worse if you stop drinking. You... "Liang Yu was so angry that he put his foot on the glass door, and with a crisp sound, the whole door was disconnected from the joint, turned outward, and shattered glass shards all over the place.