Surrender II

Every night at nine o'clock is the most difficult time for Zhuo Yue.He needs to be in a cage, facing a camera that's looking right at him.

This is Fang Mingyan's therapy. Let him stay with the camera for a period of time every day, and gradually increase the time according to his ability to bear, so that he can turn his fear into a habit through repeated adaptation.

So far it seems to be working fine.Zhuo Yue has become much calmer from the initial panic. Although his limbs are still stiff and panicked, at least he can maintain his basic posture for more than 10 minutes, provided that his master is present.Fang Mingyan was like Zhuo Yue's compass when he was lost, guiding his course all the way to the south.

"Let's start, recite the short article you just read." The cage was brightly lit at night, and the man was sitting on the single sofa, fiddling with a slender red cowhide soft whip in his hand.

Zhuo Yue knelt and stood in the middle of the thick carpet in a standard posture, completely naked, and kept thinking about what he had just seen in his head. However, the camera placed not far away made him restless and unable to concentrate at all.He pursed his lips and said stiffly: "Time slowed down, and she and I stood by the window. We looked at each other, but neither of us spoke. I seemed to be able to see from his eyes... fireworks, fireworks The magnificent scene, I think, I think..." After reciting here, I can no longer remember what the next sentence is, and my eyes are unknowingly shifted from the man to the cold machine.Suddenly, a bit of sharp air flowed past my ears, and the soft red whip brushed against my ears and slammed it heavily on the carpet, making a muffled sound.

This whip made Zhuo Yue startled, and immediately turned his gaze back to the sofa, and muttered: "Master..."

"What order did I give you?" Fang Mingyan looked at him indifferently.

"Keep watching you until...recite the short text." Under the pressure of the camera, he was sweating profusely on his back, and his fingers behind his back were clenched into balls.

"Where were you looking?"

"I was wrong." Zhuo Yue tried his best to suppress the discomfort in his body and maintain a stable state, pleading: "Master, please give me another chance."

The man threw the book in front of him, and his voice was a little cold: "If you can't recite it this time, you will sleep here tonight."

Zhuo Yue's body trembled slightly, her lips tightened, and she answered softly: "Yes."

This paragraph of text is not long, for him who was used to memorizing scripts before, it is not difficult to remember these sentences.However, under the watchful eye of that terrifying camera, it took too much energy just to control myself to stay normal.Every part of the body is resisting.The blood seemed to be congealed, and it was obvious that it was cold, but sweat continued to ooze from the forehead.Staring at the book, my brain reminded myself to remember those black words over and over again, but the memory was like an old car, which couldn't start no matter what.

Want to do well, but can't do well.

An overwhelming sense of dread ate his body, and he pushed himself to the limit in urgency and self-denial.The nightmare gripped his throat and he couldn't breathe.Zhuo Yue's hand holding the book began to tremble uncontrollably, her face became paler and paler, and finally she arched her body in pain, whimpering like a small animal.

"Zhuo Yue! Look at me, take a deep breath..." A man's voice came from next to my ear, like the thunder that disperses a nightmare in a summer night.The body fell into an embrace, and the cold body was wrapped in warmth.Zhuo Yue opened his eyes with difficulty, and for the first time saw a crack in Fang Mingyan's immobile expression.This man who has always been strong and confident showed a nervous and worried expression at this moment, which made him feel distressed.Zhuo Yue reached out to hug him back, and said with pale lips as if wanting to comfort him: "I'm fine..."

Fang Mingyan frowned deeply, carried him out of the cage, carefully placed him on the big bed in the master bedroom, wiped off the sweat from his forehead, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Zhuo Yue shook his head.

Seeing his face turn red, the man relaxed a little, sat down beside him, stroked his head and said, "Sorry, I didn't grasp the progress well, and almost put you in danger."

Zhuo Yue lay down and shook her head silently again.He looked at Fang Mingyan with deer-like eyes, and said slowly: "I seem to be able to see the dazzling scene of fireworks from his eyes. I want to stay with him like this, watching the seasons change and the white nights intertwine, and the mountains and rivers are full of moons forever." Frost River. Until time blurred each other's outlines, from obsessing to never remembering, and wanting to accompany him. I made such a determination and used up all my courage for it." After he finished speaking, his long eyelashes trembled Trembling, "I recited it, Master."

The man didn't speak for a long time, and there was a warm gleam in his black eyes.He stroked that face that looked a little tired, and finally leaned over to kiss his forehead.

"You've done well, slave."