Precious beast

【Riki and Iason's Little Harmony】

Unexpectedly, Iason didn't show that kind of comfortable expression immersed in it, but instead frowned slightly and felt absent-minded.

Riki raised his head and asked again: "Is it uncomfortable?" He really rarely does this kind of thing, and he has no confidence in his skills.

Iason seemed to come back to himself suddenly, looking at him with a trace of pain on his face.

The next moment, Iason leaned over and grabbed his arm and pulled him up, and pressed his lips again, "Kiss me, Riki, just kiss me."

Riki was a little overwhelmed and could only drift with Iason's kiss.

Comfortable? Iason doesn't know.

Artificial life forms have no physical pleasure, Iason can't feel it, and he knows he will never feel it, what would it be like for a lover to cherish his body.

Only at this time, Iason really realized that he is different from Riki, he is not human.

But the love in his chest is so real, the strong emotions that belong to human beings surge so intensely that his chest hurts faintly, but he doesn't know how to tell Riki, I love you three words It wasn't enough, it wasn't enough, and maybe Riki would never understand.

"I get it, Iason."

Riki took the initiative to stop the kiss, cupped Iason's face and looked into his eyes seriously, "I understand, trust me."

Riki guided Iason to reach out the thought tentacles, leading him into his head, and then put his hands on Iason's eyes, "Close your eyes, Iason, and feel me."

When Iason opened his eyes again, he was standing on an endless avenue, with various buildings on both sides, hidden in the dark night, there were buildings in Tanagura, dilapidated buildings in Ceres, the same It is these buildings that are projected with pictures, which are constantly flashing.

This is Riki's mental picture.

Iason carefully looked at the projection on the nearest building, which was Midas's first encounter with Riki, just replayed from Riki's point of view.

Seeing one's own face through someone else's gaze, especially experiencing that person's mood at the same time, is a novel experience even for Iason.In the first segment of the projection, Iason felt a bit of heartbeat amidst the intertwining of various complex emotions.

He stopped and walked along the avenue, looking only at the parts that were relevant to him.

There is no Riki in the projection, only a variety of faces, most of the time it is expressionless, when there is expression, it is basically frowning, with displeasure or anger, and such expressions usually mean " "Myself" is going to be unlucky, embarrassment, humiliation, pain, and even suffocation, every time it fills his heart, forcing him to repeat what Riki felt at that time.

EOS has been three years, and the picture is always dark and scary. During the love affair, his own face crawling above is blurred. The undulating black shadow made Iason feel the fear emanating from Riki's bones.

Iason was often unsure whether to move on, and he finally understood the kind of hurt he had caused Riki.He may have countless reasons why he has to do this, but this can't change the ugliness of the role he once played in Riki's life.

Gradually, a ray of light appeared in the sky, and Iason saw his face clearly for the first time in the pleasure of Riki masturbating, that was after Riki returned to Ceres.

As we walked forward, the sky became brighter and brighter. Iason saw himself in the Apathia apartment at dawn, and he saw himself hugging Riki tightly in the dark underground passage of DanaBune. As he quietly lit his cigarette in the sea of ​​flames, Iason could feel that Riki's heart finally began to become calm, and even appeared a happiness that he had never experienced before.

When we reached the end of the road, the sun had already risen. It was a sunny morning. There were two figures sitting on the bench in front of Iason, one with blonde hair and one with black hair.

This is an ordinary city park, and there are a few children making noise in the middle of the garden.

Iason walked forward slowly, stepping deliberately as he walked past the two of them, but they seemed to be unable to see him at all, talking to themselves.

Iason walked over to sit on another bench in front of them, and studied them carefully.

Iason couldn't see their faces clearly, but he could tell that the two men were very old, the one with the black hair was already a little hunched, and the cane with the blond hair was also at his feet. On the blond leg.

The black-haired man leaned on the blond's shoulder, laughing loudly from time to time, and when he laughed so hard that he slid down, the blond would pull out his hand, put him back on his shoulder, and kiss his forehead sideways.

Then the brunette would kiss back.

It's strange, even though they are two old guys, they are still as serious as young people when kissing.

As soon as the kiss was over, the blond took out a handkerchief from his bosom, and carefully wiped the corners of the brunette's mouth, and the brunette showed a big smile at him.

That smile was so bright, like the sunshine of the day, Iason couldn't keep his eyes open.

Riki felt some moisture in the palm of his hand, and the next second he was pulled into Iason's arms, hugging him tightly, the strength made him feel pain, and he almost couldn't breathe.

Iason's panting was trembling, just like this rising and falling in his ears, Riki didn't know if Blondie had tears, but at this moment he didn't want to raise his head to confirm, just reached out and gently stroked Iason's back, over and over again.

On a certain wedding anniversary after a long time, Riki said to Iason with an apologetic smile, as if I never said "I love you", I'm sorry.

Iason said, no, you said it, I heard it.

In that city park, the old Riki told the old Iason unconvinced, I love you too, as much as you love me.

That's right there, Iason said to God.

Thank you for bringing this man to my side, thank you for allowing him to give me the most sincere love after suffering, and I swear to protect him until the end of my life.