The history of secret love in our dormitory that year

Wei Chengmin smiled and took all the meat on the plate to Xiao Yixuan.

Xiao Yixuan pinched his chopsticks, frowned, and said nothing.

With a heartbroken look on his face, Wei Chengmin exaggeratedly covered his chest, "Brother, do you despise me? I haven't even used chopsticks yet, how can you despise me? I'm so sad, my heart is broken."

Xiao Yixuan raised his head, with a blank expression on his face, picked up a piece of meat and fed it to his mouth. After swallowing, he said slowly, "I don't dislike you. It's just that you gave me all of it, and I can't finish it."

As he said, he wanted to return these to Wei Chengmin.

Before he raised his hand, he held it down.

Xiao Yixuan frowned and looked at the hand that was close to him. Before he could get angry, he raised his head and saw Wei Chengmin's face full of smiles, "I'm just joking with you, eat."

To be honest, Wei Chengmin didn't have much appetite, but he would feel his appetite would increase if he watched others eat.

For example, the person sitting opposite, whether eating or talking, looks like a painting, but the corners of his mouth are twitching slightly. He doesn’t know what he is scolding me. I want to record the details of his expression all the time.

It's just that no matter how many small details there are on the face, those eyes are always cold, and the brows are slightly frowned, as if unhappy.

When he reacted, Wei Chengmin withdrew his hand, pretending to be apologetic and said, "I'm so sorry, my hands may be shaking a little. It must be ADHD."

Xiao Yixuan had already put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth, wiped his mouth with a paper towel by the way, and neatly placed the garbage in the garbage tray on the table, "Master, you should eat well instead of covering my eyes."

As he spoke, he glanced sideways at the full dish on the table, except for the meat for Xiao Yixuan, he didn't move a single bite. "Since you're still a child, you should still take good care of your body." Xiao Yixuan pressed his temples, "Development is the key, brain incompleteness cannot be cured."

After saying the words, Xiao Yixuan twitched the corners of his mouth.He can joke around with people he doesn't know well anytime.I'm afraid I didn't get enough sleep.

Angry is also so cute, Wei Chengmin smiled even more happily, his head was full of yellow waste, and his mouth suddenly became uncontrollable, "I'm well developed, senior brother, come and touch it?"

"Oh, don't go, brother, I was wrong, I was talking nonsense."

"Otherwise, if I touch you, you must be better developed than me, absolutely."

"roll."

Wei Chengmin followed Xiao Yixuan slowly, the setting sun elongated Xiao Yixuan's shadow, the corners of his white clothes were blown bulging by the wind, at first his pace was fast, then gradually slowed down, he could not even get angry for a few minutes.

Thinking of this, Xiao Yixuan suddenly turned his head and stared at him coldly, "Hurry up, Professor Wu asked us to do a thesis tonight, and I have to guide you." After thinking about it, he might feel that he was too fierce and gentle One point, "If you continue to be so slow, you won't be able to keep up with me later, and I will leave you alone."

Wei Chengmin looked at him, the sun shone on his slightly angry face, every expression was sincere and vivid, which perfectly coincided with the dream.Suddenly he laughed, with his mouth wide open, as if he had recovered some lost and recovered treasure.

Wei Chengmin ran forward, restrained his desire, and only gave him a brotherly embrace at best.Not daring to act too rudely, very gently, like embracing a gust of wind that will disappear at any time, quietly dropped a kiss on the tip of his hair, without letting him notice, "I will find you. Absolutely."

Wei Chengmin felt that he was a vagabond.Although there are only wind currents and no waves.

He has someone he has liked for a long time.Still an unseen one.

Not a netizen, not even a pen pal.

Before meeting that person, Wei Chengmin had read a lot of novels, thinking that he could have thousands of beauties and open a huge harem like the hero.This is probably every man's dream.

Later, this dream changed.

He found that there was only one person he really wanted to have.That person still exists only in his dreams like a hallucination.

In the first year of high school, the school newspaper published an article in each issue, which was written by the same author.

Writing about the various states of life, joys, anger, sorrows and joys, and the methods of learning, seems to be omniscient and omnipotent.Wei Chengmin thought it was quite powerful, and it can also be said to be quite interesting.There are many witty remarks, with a little bit of playfulness.Sometimes it is like a wise man who has experienced strong winds and waves.In the depressive and boring atmosphere of high school, the weekly school newspaper became his consolation.

Occasionally, I also fantasize about what kind of person is opposite, maybe it will be a girl, maybe it will be a boy, it doesn't matter.Yes, Wei Chengmin knew at that time, even for the same sex, he did not reject it.

He was a little sad, the harem might not be able to open.

Presumably other people will also find this article well written.Later, even the radio stations would read these articles on Friday afternoons until the first semester of high school, near the time of the college entrance examination.

Wei Chengmin, who was writing homework, suddenly stopped writing. Today, it is no longer the gentle female voice, but a gentle and jade-like male voice.The voice is nice, slow, and gentle, as if you can see a kind and beautiful elder brother sitting on the opposite side, talking with you, talking about ideals, and talking about the future.

Later, Wei Chengmin really became a voice control, and the first thing in dating is to ask for a good voice.

Perhaps there is really some induction between the same sex, which can accurately distinguish whether the other party is the same as oneself.Wei Chengmin felt that he was just going with the trend. Later, a young boy handed him a love letter while shaking his hands, but tried his best to keep calm and slowly confessed to him, and he agreed without much consideration.He didn't remember the happy smile on the other party's face at that time, but he remembered the voice.Very nice.Kind of like that guy.

There was also a good time, although we had no choice but to break up due to various reasons.

Wei Chengmin has never been in love again, and it's not that there are no suitable ones.Just don't like it.Two people can't be together just because they fit.To Wei Chengmin, love without emotional basis is nonsense.

Later, his studies became more and more busy, and he himself was a scumbag, so he couldn't drag other good students to say, stop studying, come to me, and see how cute I am.

When he was lonely without anyone to accompany him, he suddenly recalled that it was because of that person that he started voice control.

So he likes him.

Wei Chengmin remembered the last words he heard that day.He said that he was a senior in high school this year, and he said that he wrote the previous articles in order to ease everyone's tension and bring a little humor.He said that today was the first and last time he came to the broadcasting room by himself.Finally, I hope to use this platform to wish everyone a smooth college entrance examination. Thousands of mountains and rivers, the ends of the earth, there will always be places to meet.

Wei Chengmin listened to him reading today's last article sentence by sentence, his heart suddenly beat fast, feeling nervous, and his pulse beat with every word he uttered.It seems like a moment of his life slips away with every passage he reads.Until the last goodbye.Wei Chengmin's hands suddenly trembled uncontrollably, and then ran to the broadcasting room at the fastest speed in his life.

Not every story has a good beginning.

Wei Chengmin did not meet him.

There is no beautiful story unfolding.Wei Chengmin's first love ended hastily like this.

Later, I couldn't talk about missing or regretting, because he had a new relationship.It's just that it feels like a claustrophobic flower blooming in my heart, and I don't have any sense of existence on weekdays.When no one is around, the fragrance will come out crazily, making people intoxicated.

Wei Chengmin flipped through the articles collected in those years more than once, carefully cut them out with scissors for a whole year, and pasted them in his notebook.During the hard and gloomy days of the third year of high school, this notebook has been placed in the most conspicuous place on his desk.When I raised my head, I seemed to be able to see that person and hear his warm encouragement back then.

For Wei Chengmin, home has no concept.There was just hysterical bickering and endless throwing and crying.Wei Chengmin still remembers that the first time he revealed his sexual orientation to his family, he was beaten for a long time and could not get off the ground.Then we broke up.The breakup was brought up by the other party, and while weeping and saying I'm sorry, I don't want him to be under too much pressure, and turned around to be with another person.

Wei Chengmin was like a dying weed, hanging upside down on the edge of a cliff, his young heart was full of malice and hatred.He has two layers of ice and fire, his mind is full of how to get revenge, but he forgets that there is also an abyss below him, and if he is not careful, he will fall to pieces with himself.

Later, one of the people in the next class was taken away by the police because of the murder. Wei Chengmin broke out in a cold sweat and suddenly laughed out loud. Ruining other people's lives doesn't count, am I going to ruin myself?

He remembered a sentence that person said: Never punish yourself with other people's mistakes.Go forward bravely, over the thorns and the hateful time.I dare not say that you will encounter flowers, but at least you can stay away from the life you don't like.

Originally, he had no goals, and he was like a salted fish, but he felt that what he said made sense. Perhaps studying and taking the university entrance examination were really the best choices for him at the moment.He only had two empty hands and a youthful resentment that had no place to vent, and he was powerless to resist.

Most importantly, he thought, maybe one day, he could still meet that person.The one who had given him a glimmer of light in his darkest years.

Since it has illuminated his unbearable past, it should also witness his future growth.

Wei Chengmin doesn't believe in fate, some things must be in his own hands before he can rest assured.

But now he is suddenly looking forward to such a fate crazily. If God can fulfill his wish, he is willing to pray with all his heart and do good deeds.

Later it really came true.He actually performed supernormally in the college entrance examination, although it was also the result of him staying up late and lighting the lamps.But he finally got his wish. Logically speaking, it is difficult to get into this school with his grades. Who knows that the grades are too high, and many people dare not apply, but he really let him in. The major is also the result of the adjustment. A bad major, but was changed to an unpopular key major.But he doesn't care.

Perhaps his parents were tormenting him in the middle. People who usually only cared about making noises and ignored him ran around in a hurry, making phone calls one after another.But his grades can always enter Y University, which is enough.

At least it can't be regarded as a pure relationship.

You can't look down on me.I worked hard from morning to night for so long before I finally kept up with you.

I know it's hard to meet each other. Maybe you already had a lover and a new life at that time, but I still want to come and see you. I am satisfied if I get it or not.And, maybe I still have a chance?

After finding him for a long time, Wei Chengmin said so.

As if holding a trembling heart, I walked barefoot in the desert for a long time. I had no future, and I dared not look forward to it. I only relied on that mirage-like memory to move forward.

Until that voice sounded, it seemed to overlap with a dream again.

Student Union's Freshman Orientation.

He said: "Xiao Yixuan. Former head of the organization department. Thank you for your trust in the student union."

He said: "Xiao Yixuan, a student in Class [-], Grade [-]. Thank you for loving me this year. Time is long, meeting is short, and there will be parting. I wish everyone can realize their dreams. I would like to thank you for nicknamed W My classmate, I have received your letter, thank you for your love. I hope you will continue to work hard and succeed in the college entrance examination. This is the end of today's broadcast, and I wish you all again. We, see you again."

If it is very official, no one knows that he is that classmate W Wei.

The words of blessing were copied stroke by stroke in that special notebook.

Xiao Yixuan.

So you are Xiao Yixuan.

The academic master who made the professors full of praise.

The aloof male god who won the award and got soft.

The hero of the secret love story that hasn't started yet.

Wei Chengmin felt that the distance between the two was too far away, and his heart had to stop quickly just as it was beating.College is different from high school.

He is cowardly.Young, unsure, no capital.

Most importantly, they are the same gender.

I would rather Xiao Yixuan remember him or not, maybe one day he will remember that someone liked him, wrote him a letter, and tell his future lovers as a fun thing.

I don't want to be rejected or discriminated against.considered perverted.

It's just that the days of separation were too long, and the thoughts that were originally in the bottom of my heart grew wildly, and finally overwhelmed him.

Now we are on the same starting line.

Sorry, here I come.I hope you are not afraid.

Xiao Yixuan, I like you.For a long time.