Never be a bully again

The right suggestion, on the one hand, also encouraged him to go ahead and do it. At this age, what else is there to hesitate?

Wan Shuqing listened to Wan Chaoyang's suggestion, and accepted the sponsorship, and made preparations in a hurry, and successfully held his first concert in the theater on November 99st.This concert is considered a very rare and elegant performance in the small town of Jingxi. and superb piano skills.After the meeting, not only children and parents flocked to him who wanted to learn art from him, but also young and middle-aged women of all kinds frankly expressed their passionate love to him, which frightened Wan Shuqing for a while. at a loss.

When Wan Chaoyang learned of his father's distress, he secretly laughed for a long time, and finally encouraged him to try to get in touch with those female fans. After all, he has been single for more than ten years, and it is time to start love with his career. It's the second spring.

And when Wan Shuqing was troubled by these embarrassing problems, Zhange was finally listed successfully, and Xue Mu and Wan Chaoyang finally became shareholders of a listed company with a net worth of tens of millions—shareholders of the company. He didn't care about it long ago, and now everything he has in this world - the company of Wan Chaoyang, the blessings of Xue Feng, He Donglan and Wan Shuqing, the stability and happiness of Zheng Daqian and Ouyang Ye, all of these have already surpassed the single-mindedness when he was just reborn. He wanted to hold onto Wan Chaoyang's thigh to make a fortune, but as the end of the year approached, he became more and more anxious about the last day that would eventually come.

At the celebration party for listing, he was still drunk. He didn't know if he would leave this dream again because of drunkenness, but too much happiness and too much trouble made him really need to get drunk.

Under Wan Chaoyang's hug and support, he lay down in the comfortable bed in a daze. He hugged Wan Chaoyang's body vigorously, fearing that he would lose it again in his sleep, but in a trance, he could only vaguely hear a loud noise. The human voice seems to hear the sound of the wheels rolling, the sound of the scalpel cutting the skin, the sound of the ventilator and the heartbeat monitoring, and when I wake up, the sun is still shining. The sky is high and the clouds are light, it is the early morning of golden autumn, and it is the embrace of a lover.

He closed his eyes gently, and sank into Wan Chaoyang's arms again. He probably guessed that he was sent to the emergency room once. He really wanted to wake up in that emergency room, and begged the doctors not to try to save him. , Let him stay here forever, but he is just like everyone else when he left the dream, helpless and powerless.

With only two months left before New Year's Day, Xue Mu finally played the song he composed for Wan Chaoyang in its entirety. The rest only needs to practice hard and hone skills, just other forms and places of marriage proposals Still can't make up my mind.

At the beginning of December, Xue Feng's old house in Jingxi was also demolished. Wan Chaoyang drove the three of Xue's family back to clean up the house, and then said goodbye to the old house with some reluctance, and chatted on the way home. After mentioning the massive construction work in Xingcheng, I learned that Jingxi No. [-] Middle School will also be relocated before the end of the month, and the entire campus will also be demolished in January next year.

Xue Mu felt a little uncomfortable. This campus, which has carried so many of his memories, is about to be razed to the ground and converted into a magnificent shopping plaza. He suddenly felt moved and suggested to Wan Chaoyang to go to the school before the demolition. Once, the date was set on the 31st, and we crossed the zero o'clock of the new year together in school.

In fact, Wan Chaoyang was also very distressed about the proposal. Ouyang Ye got Zheng Daqian's instruction and would not give him any serious ideas. Now that Xue Mu offered to go to No. [-] Middle School for the New Year's Eve, it saved him from worrying. Being able to propose with fireworks at the place where the two of them made love, although it is not so vigorous, it is considered romantic enough, so I readily agreed.

As for the specific proposal plan, the two discussed it with their respective military advisers and bought a lot of fireworks together. Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian rented some microphones, speakers and lights, and hid them together in advance along with his guitar. In Zheng Daqian's car.

Everything is ready, but Xue Mu's heart is getting more and more nervous. He really can't predict what will happen after zero o'clock. Dream world, at least not leaving any regrets.

Soon on the 31st, the four of them came back to Jingxi together. First, they ate a meal at the mutton restaurant where the three of them drank for the first time. Bai Yueguang then drove to the empty No. [-] Middle School campus.

They went to visit the classroom of the thirteenth class together, and the laughter from many years ago was still in their ears.

"At that time, Mu Mu sat here, Chaoyang sat here, and I sat here," Zheng Daqian said while gesticulating, "They were so tired at the time! Chaoyang always slept in class and self-study, and Mu Mu was very serious. After finishing, he took notes and did problems. , while holding Chaoyang's hand under the table, I still have to cover them all the time!"

They went to lie down again on the bed where they slept in 301, as if the warmth and smell of their youth were still reverberating.

"I was sleeping on this one, and they were bunk and bunk." Zheng Daqian sat cross-legged on the bed he had slept on for two years. , tsk tsk..."

They went to press down the playground where they used to run, and it seemed that there were still cheers and the smell of sweat in the air that hadn't dissipated.

"Our class was an experimental class at the time, and all [-] boys were weak chickens. They were poor in sports, comparable to liberal arts classes." Speaking of the embarrassing past, Zheng Daqian laughed, "We all signed up for the sports meeting. In the end, there was no medal at all! I jumped a triple jump and almost hit the street!"

Finally they came to the top floor of the science and technology building, the small rooftop outside the lecture hall, Zheng Daqian finally had nothing to say: "Where is this, why haven't I been here before?"

Wan Chaoyang glanced sideways at Zheng Daqian: "How else do you know everything? This is Xue Mu's and I's secret base."

"Oh hello...there's even a secret base," Zheng Daqian curled his lips in disgust, pushed Xue Mu, and complained, "You're so good, you haven't told me about it for so many years."

"What's there to say?" Xue Mu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I just stole the cat a few times, and I'm here to see the scenery, so what's there to say?"

"That's right," Wan Chaoyang leaned against the railing triumphantly, "It's just that I kissed you a few times here, and I didn't miss kissing you in the dormitory afterwards."

"Hey... Shameless!" Zheng Daqian scolded with a smile.

Xue Mu smiled, recalling that May afternoon of that year, and said softly: "The first kiss is here, or the first kiss, May NO.13, anniversary day."

"The anniversary is the anniversary, but it's not the first kiss," Wan Chaoyang continued. "The first kiss is April 25th."

"Ah?" Xue Mu frowned, "How is it possible? I haven't gotten along with you yet, how could I kiss you?"

Wan Chaoyang smiled "hehe": "In the dormitory, you slept on my bed for the first time, and I secretly kissed you."

Xue Mu blushed for no reason when he heard the past events that he didn't know about. Wan Chaoyang turned to look at him and smiled, "Didn't I tell you? I remember I told you that I had kissed you long ago." I passed you!"

"Really..." Xue Mu rubbed his nose shyly, "Maybe you were confused by the kiss at the time, and didn't listen..."

Wan Chaoyang hadn't seen Xue Mu's youthful smile for many years, and he was in a trance for a moment, as if he had returned to ten years ago, staring at him blankly, and he seemed to have become the taciturn and pretending man back then. A deep, stupefied young boy.

"Ahem..." Zheng Daqian really couldn't bear to see this pair of shameless old couples, so he took Xue Mu's hand and said, "Mu, follow me to the toilet."

"Do you still want me to accompany you to the bathroom?" Xue Mu subconsciously refused.

"Tsk hiss..." Zheng Daqian tapped the wrist of his left hand quietly, Xue Mu understood immediately, and hurriedly said: "Oh, oh, oh, ok, I just want to go too." After saying that, they pulled Zheng Daqian, and the two rushed to push the door ran out.

"What's the situation..." Wan Chaoyang looked blank, "I was just about to start sensational, why did I run away?"

Ouyang Ye smiled awkwardly, scratched his head, and had no choice but to find something to say: "When you were in school... you were quite innocent!"

Wan Chaoyang heard the words, squinted his eyes and said, "What's the matter? Are you kidding me?"

"No, no!" Ouyang Ye waved his hands again and again, "Envy! Envy! You look at how nice you two are. The memories of so many years are all sweet. If you look at us again, except for the past two years, everything is so bitter. "

After hearing this, Wan Chaoyang patted him on the shoulder with deep sympathy, and said in relief: "At least it's sweet now! Besides, you only think about the bitterness before, why don't you think about why? With so many young boys and girls, who can I turn to to justify the big money?"

Ouyang Ye smiled and said, "I've slept so much and I haven't really moved my heart. Da Qian'er really liked Xin Ke."

"Guang can pick up pretty words!" Wan Chaoyang scolded with a smile, "I've only slept with Xue Mu in my life, what did I say?"

Ouyang Ye raised his eyebrows: "I hear what you mean, do you have other ideas?"

"That's not true..." Wan Chaoyang waved his hands again and again, "With Xue Mu in this life, I'm not at a loss."

Hearing this, Ouyang Ye was even a little moved, and said with a smile, "Is this a line for a marriage proposal?"

Wan Chaoyang was stunned: "Hey? All right! Do you think it's appropriate? Then I'll add—oh shit! What time is it! Hurry up and get ready to put flowers! We can't make it in time for the countdown later!"

"No need," Ouyang Ye smiled, stretched out his hand and pushed Wan Chaoyang's face away from the railing, "Look."

Wan Chaoyang turned his head to look down suspiciously, but saw two headlights suddenly lit up on the Flag Raising Square. Xue Mu sat on a high foot in the center where the lights converged, holding a guitar, and a microphone standing in front of him. There are two speakers, and a row of fireworks not far behind, while Zheng Daqian is excitedly holding up his mobile phone to take pictures.

"Hey, hello, Teacher Xiaori? Can you hear me?" Xue Mu asked with a smile on his face while holding the microphone.

"Yes... yes!" Wan Chaoyang was a little shocked and at a loss, and asked loudly, "What are you doing?!"

Xue Mu's fingers lightly slid across the strings, and the soft sound of the piano came out from the speaker, "I have a surprise for you."

Wan Chaoyang was dumbfounded, looked back at Ouyang Ye, and asked, "You know?"

Ouyang Ye smiled and cupped his hands: "I'm sorry, brothers are like centipede's siblings, daughter-in-law is like winter clothes, please listen carefully."

"In your arms..." Xue Mu played and sang softly.

"Damn it!" Wan Chaoyang stomped his feet excitedly, not knowing whether to rush downstairs or continue to look around here, Ouyang Ye quickly pressed his shoulder, crying and laughing: "Calm down... Calm down... You are right here Listen, listen to it before going on."

"In my eyes... where the spring breeze is intoxicating...there is green grass..." Xue Mu looked up at Wan Chaoyang, but his voice trembled uncontrollably, "This is the song I sang for you... It was also you who sang it to me...I thought I had forgotten it...but the moment I plucked the strings...I knew I would always remember..."

"Fuck..." Wan Zhaoyang gritted his teeth hard, not wanting to cry easily in front of Ouyang Ye, and muttered, "When did you learn the guitar..."

"I will always remember...you wrote me...my first song...you and I locked hands and wrote the prelude...but then..."

Zheng Daqian, who was filming on the sidelines with tears in his eyes, immediately made a scene: Why does this word seem to be wrong?

"Then think about it...imagine you hear...take the time to turn your face away...seriously look up our dictionary...forever..."

Zheng Daqian breathed a sigh of relief, and quietly raised his eyes to look at Wan Chaoyang on the roof. Although he couldn't see his expression clearly, he could guess his moving expression.

"The dictionary tells me...maybe it will always be easy...the difficulty is who is willing...uh...for you...I am willing for you...I am willing to forget my name for you...even if I stay in the It's not a pity to lose the world in your arms..."

Wan Chaoyang stared hard, took deep breaths hard, and calmed down his mood, but he still couldn't control the goosebumps all over his body.

"Until I'm sure you're real...until I can't breathe...for you...I'm willing...I'm willing to go anywhere with you...I know it's not easy...my heart has been reviewing and convincing myself...I'm most afraid of you Suddenly said to give up..."

The piano sound stopped abruptly, Xue Mu gently supported the microphone, and asked softly: "Chaoyang, won't you give up?"

"No!!!" Wan Chaoyang finally roared out uncontrollably, and the moment his voice broke out, two hot tears finally rolled down from his eyes.

Xue Mu smiled softly: "Why?"

"Because..." Wan Chaoyang choked his throat and shouted even harder, "Because I love you!!!"

Xue Mu smiled knowingly, wiped the corners of his eyes, "Iknewit!" After speaking, he swept the strings, changed the style of the tune, and sang passionately: "I love you! I dare to go! Unknown! Any fate! I love you! I want to kiss you!" !Your stubborn heart to the limit! Go everywhere together! Look up at the stars together! Walk out of the deep forest together! Taste the memories together! In this whole life──how many of you and I...have been engulfed in the moonlight...in the night like water..."

Wan Chaoyang wiped his eyes vigorously, but the valve of tears could not be closed, even Ouyang Ye was moved to the side and cried, not to mention Zheng Daqian, who loved crying the most.

"Ten years ago...I didn't like you...you didn't want to see me...we were still the same...walking on the road of life...on the road without each other...ten years later...you are in my heart... ...I am in your eyes...I have made the next most important decision...I am willing...to break the fear of the unknown...if you will too...if you are equally sure...if you say it...you You can have me... as long as you say it... you can have me..."

The sound of the piano gradually stopped, Xue Mu looked at his watch, the time was just right, he gave Zheng Daqian a look, got up and put down the guitar, and held the microphone again.

Zheng Daqian quickly ran to the side and lit the fuze of the fireworks. Xue Mu looked at the faint fire light from the corner of his eye, raised his head and said to Wan Chaoyang on the roof: "Chaoyang, there are still more than ten seconds until [-] Eight, we both agreed, after zero o'clock, it will be a real legal love, I know you are going to propose to me at this time, but I'm sorry, you have to let me this time, who let me hold it The microphone is louder than you!"

"You fucking..." Wan Chaoyang cried and laughed, his voice completely covered by Xue Mu.

Xue Mu glanced at the spark of the fuze, then looked at the time, took out the jewelry box from his pocket with one hand, and gently lifted it up: "There are still a few seconds left! As long as you say it, you can have me! Think clearly! Five! Four! Three! Two! One! Wan Chaoyang! Would you like to—”

At the moment when the fireworks were supposed to soar into the sky, the fireworks behind them did not move at all. Xue Mu turned his head to look suspiciously. The fuze had already been burned out, but the fireworks were still standing quietly. Bad feeling.

"boom!"

The sudden flash of light stung Xue Mu's eyes. The heat wave and air current swept him into the sky. Before he could open his mouth to exclaim, he fell to the ground in weightlessness. There was nothing but darkness in front of his eyes.

The last one is titled "You Recreate a New Universe, Undying Body, Undying Tenderness"

"Twenty milliliters of dopamine intravenously!"

"Blood pressure 74 ten!"

"Two kilojoules are fully charged!"

"Still no heartbeat!"

"Xue Mu—!"

"Wood! Wood!"

"Mumu... Mumu..."

The darkness in front of him gradually dissipated, but Xue Mu still couldn't see anything except for hearing these disturbing sounds.

"Did you hear that?" A familiar voice sounded.

"Who?" Xue Mu asked subconsciously, but he couldn't feel whether he really asked the question, to be exact, he didn't seem to feel the existence of his body.

"Did you hear that?" the voice repeated. "People on both sides are calling for you."

"Who are you?" Xue Mu asked again, he seemed to have asked without making a sound.

"Who am I? Can't you hear me?"

His eyes seemed to brighten up, the pitch black gradually turned into a cloudy milky white, Xue Mu felt his breathing and heartbeat again, he seemed to have recovered his body, looked down, he was still wearing the coat and short boots just now, but looking around All around, there seemed to be nothing but a chaotic white.

"Have you made a decision? Where are you going?" the voice sounded again.

"Who the hell are you?!" Xue Mu had no fear in his heart, but felt extremely anxious.

"Ah...do I have to show my face?" The voice seemed to come from behind, and then there was a sound of footsteps, Xue Mu hurriedly turned to look, but was surprised to find that the person in front of him was himself in a suit and leather shoes.

"You are……"

"I'm you," the man smiled faintly, "Can't you see?"

Xue Mu staggered back two steps, tried to take a deep breath to calm himself down, looked up at "myself", and murmured: "Dream... this must be a dream... I... I dreamed of myself? "

The visitor smiled again, and said, "As expected of 'I', I'm really smart, then guess, is it I dreaming of you now, or you dreaming of me?"

Xue Mu stared at him blankly, thought for a long time, and replied: "You dreamed of me...I came to your dream...I...I am not you anymore..."

The man smiled and nodded: "Shuang, I just like to talk to smart people like me, save yourself the trouble."

Xue Mu looked at his smile, but suddenly frowned, shook his head and said, "You are not me...I...I never talk like this..."

The man's smile became more and more unbridled, and he nodded again and again: "Okay! It's amazing! You can see that too!"

Xue Mu finally had fear and doubts in his heart: "Who the hell are you... Where is this..."

"I am you, I am not you, I am anyone, and I am no one," he still had a smile on his face, but it made people shudder, "This is everywhere and nowhere."

Xue Mu was tongue-tied, this time he finally couldn't understand what he was talking about.

He shook his head with a smile, and said, "I'm not kidding you anymore, I'm really nobody, I'm just the projection of your mind, and this is indeed not any place, but your heart."

Xue Mu stroked his chest subconsciously: "My heart?"

"In your heart, or," he tapped his head with a smile, "in your head."

Xue Mu was confused for a while, but seemed to understand something, and asked, "This dream of mine...was created for me?"

He smiled "puchi": "Even I am your projection, how can I create a dream for you?" After speaking, he shook his head, and suddenly sat back, and at some point a row of blue eyes appeared under his buttocks. Bench, "Haven't you figured it out already? It's the escape from reality that made you indulge in the dream of fantasy. Why do you doubt it's me now?"

"I made the dream myself?" Xue Mu couldn't believe it, "I...how could I...create a whole world?"

"That world is your heaven," he replied with a smile, "it's nothing difficult. You haven't done anything bad in your life, and of course you will go to heaven after you die, but you went there earlier, you haven't died completely, and in the end you even went to heaven." This embarrassing situation happened only after I came back to life.”

"My heaven..." Xue Mu murmured and repeated, and then laughed, "I really didn't expect... Heaven is like this..."

"Then what do you think? The sound of fairy music everywhere? An angel playing a harp with bare buttocks?" He tilted his head and asked with a smile. So you went back to high school where grades are the most important thing; you felt that it was too hard to study and make money, so you hugged Wan Chaoyang's thigh; For a moment, you have never encountered any difficulties and obstacles; you feel sorry for Zheng Daqian's bumpy love journey, so Ouyang Ye's prodigal son turned back, and Xin Ke helped him see through the maze; you are worried about the disasters, wars, lawlessness, and lack of freedom in this world , so everything you see is just like the prosperous and prosperous world you wished for... such a world, you don’t even want to wake up in reality, isn’t it heaven?”

Xue Mu was left speechless by the question, so he could only nod slowly, and said with a wry smile, "If you didn't wake up, it would indeed be heaven. After you wake up, you know it's just a dream."

He smiled again, pointed behind Xue Mu, and asked, "You know it's a dream, so do you want to wake up? Do you want to return to this reality?"

Xue Mu looked in the direction of his finger, but saw Xue Feng and He Donglan were sitting on the same blue bench in the corridor of the hospital, He Donglan was crying hard, still muttering his name in a low voice, Xue Feng embraced her In his arms, although he suppressed himself from crying out loud, tears were also pouring down like rain. In the operating room separated by a wall, doctors and nurses were still desperately trying to save him who was on the verge of death.

"Dad...Mom..." Xue Mu subconsciously covered his mouth, and his tears fell down involuntarily.

"Or do you want to return to such a dream?" Xue Mu hurriedly turned his head when he heard his words, to see him who was sitting on the bench just now, but now he was sitting on the steps in front of the teaching building, and Where the hand pointed, Zheng Daqian was holding him and crying loudly, Wan Chaoyang and Ouyang Ye were running out of the science and technology building together, rushed to him, and picked him up, ignoring the scattered one The lights, sound, microphones and guitars on the ground, as well as the fireworks that were constantly blooming in the air, rushed towards the car.

"Anyway, there are people waiting for you on both sides," he shrugged, "make a decision."

Xue Mu wiped away his tears and asked, "If I choose to stay in the dream... here...will I still become a vegetable?"

"No," he shook his head, "you will bid farewell to this world, you will die."

Hearing these words, Xue Mu didn't feel a little bit of fear and fear, only when he looked back at his parents, he felt self-blame and reluctance in his heart.

"Then if I choose this side..." Xue Mu sniffed, "Will I die over there?"

"Yes," he replied lightly, "not only you will die, but that world will cease to exist, and the entire universe will perish."

Xue Mu's heart tightened, and he asked, "Will the universe die? You mean... time will stop forever? The world will no longer exist?"

"Time won't stop," he pointed to the direction in his dream. Wan Chaoyang had already hugged him into Ouyang Ye's back seat, calling him while clumsily giving him CPR, Ouyang Ye wiped his eyes while driving, afraid that the tears would blur his vision, while Zheng Daqian was so helpless from crying, he kept blaming himself for not buying safe fireworks.

"You are about to die, the real world is not under your control, and the dream world is out of your control." He looked at the messy scene on both sides lightly, "although this world is a dream to you , but to them it is their reality, if you leave, it means your death, but at the same time your death will make this world lose its meaning of existence, it will completely collapse, the people in the world Things, too, will perish.”

"Fall with it? You mean...like the end of the world?"

"Yes, it's like the end of the world." He smiled, "But you don't have to worry, it's not the volcanic eruption and the melting of the glaciers as you think, but the subtle, bit by bit destruction, and the human beings in it may not feel it. How painful it is, at least not as painful as losing your family."

Xue Mu stared blankly at the person in front of him, and asked later: "As you said, if I return to reality, although the world in the dream will eventually collapse and disappear, it's not that scary, and I stay in the dream, In reality, only relatives and friends related to me will feel sad? My choice is not as grand as shaking the world?"

"It depends on your understanding." He smiled. "In fact, if you say big, your decision will indeed lead to the demise of a universe. If you say small, it's just a few lines of tears from your loved ones."

"Two kilojoules are fully charged!"

"Bang!" The defibrillator passed a high-voltage current through Xue Mu's body, and he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart and lungs, and he bent down while rubbing his chest.

"Still no heartbeat!"

"Make a decision quickly," he repeated. "There's no time for hesitation."

Xue Mu looked left and right, on one side were tearful parents, on the other side were lovers and friends who were weeping hard, all kinds of pasts over the years flew by in his mind, the sweetness and sadness, entanglement and depression, hesitation and determination again and again, at this moment Finally he had to speak out his choice himself.

"If you were my projection," Xue Mu replied sadly, "you should know that I have already made a decision."

Xue Mu raised his eyes and looked at the person in front of him, with tears in his eyes, "A few years ago, when I realized that all this was a dream, I decided to stay. I bid farewell to Daqian, and I bid farewell to Chaoyang , I even bid farewell to Ouyang Ye, it's just a pity...why didn't I have a chance to say goodbye to my parents..."

The person in front of him seemed to be smiling but not smiling: "Are you sure this is your choice? Escape from reality, indulge in dreams, abandon your parents and friends, and trade your life for a fantasy?"

Xue Mu's feet finally softened, and he knelt down on the ground with a "plop", and cried out in a broken voice, "Yes! I'm just evading! I'm just cowardly! I've been a useless person all my life! I don't have a genius mind! Specialties and talents! I don't know how to socialize with people! I don't know the rules of the workplace! I can't help my friends who are troubled by love! I don't have anyone in love myself! Everything in my life is a failure! The only thing I can do is die Are you satisfied that you are no longer a drag on my parents?!"

"Why do you do this?" He still smiled lightly, completely unmoved, "I just want to persuade you to think carefully, after all, this is an unchangeable decision. You don't have to belittle yourself like this, although compared to the dream You are not so chic and successful, but you are definitely not a failure, if you cheer up and start over, you may be able to reach the top like in a dream."

Xue Mu shook his head feebly, "Impossible...that world...is not the way I want to live after all..."

He smiled again, was silent for a moment, and said, "Okay, since you have decided, then go."

Suddenly two rays of light appeared in front of his eyes, he pointed to one of them and said to Xue Mu: "Go, as you wish."

Xue Mu stood up hesitantly, wiped the tears from his face, staggered two steps, stopped suddenly, looked back at the parents who were still hugging and praying and crying in the other direction, and asked hesitantly: " I...Can I say goodbye to my parents...Even if it's like Big Qian'er...in a dream."

"That's too late."

The faint four words pierced Xue Mu's heart like a sharp blade, and his tears burst out again, clutching the clothes on his left chest, trembling all over, unwilling to leave.

"If you don't leave, you will have to wake up." He reminded coldly.

Xue Mu was startled, and took two steps back again and again, before finally realizing that no matter how reluctant he was, he would not change this decision.

Xue Mu turned his back to the direction he chose, and walked backwards step by step, but his eyes were still looking at the gradually blurred parents. He knew very well that there were also parents who loved him in this world, but in that world Here, they will eventually lose their most beloved son.

His conscience was covered with self-blame and guilt. He knew that this was a too selfish decision. The only thing he could comfort himself was that his body would eventually perish. At least this complete death would loosen the shackles on his parents, and maybe they would spend the rest of their lives. In the end, they will spend it in missing their beloved son, but at least they can take the pain left by this life change and continue to support the two of them through their lives.

People may be born alone, come to the world alone, experience a lifetime of gathering and parting, and finally can only bid farewell to this nostalgic world alone.

Lucky people will have parents who love and love each other, teachers who teach and solve puzzles, close friends, lovers who support each other until old age, successful careers, and descendants who are happy and happy. Some people may be strangled in the cradle before they have time to open their eyes to take a peek at the world, may encounter unimaginable bullying and oppression in the process of growing up, may be deceived and used by close friends, may be betrayed and abandoned by trusted lovers, Maybe you will be inactive all your life or you will lose your love if you take a wrong step, or you will lose your love forever without any precautions.

No one will always be lucky in life, but some people will always encounter misfortune. When life is dying, looking back at the revolving lantern of life, some people may not see any happy moments.

Xue Mu was lucky, he grew up steadily and healthily, and did not encounter any natural or man-made disasters, but he was also unlucky, he didn't know how to take care of his body, which made him die young when he was less than 26 years old; he was lucky Yes, he has found his own paradise, but he is also unfortunate because he knows that all this is an illusion in the end; but in the final analysis, he is still lucky, he can make the final decision by himself and choose to walk into the paradise he yearns for.

The moment he completely left the real world, the dream became real, and the real became a dream.

The white light gradually dissipated, and the shadows of his parents slowly faded away, returning to the calm darkness. He first heard cries and calls, and then felt his chest being pressed hard, and then a hurricane blew into his lungs from his mouth. He coughed violently and opened his eyes hastily.

"Wake up! Wake up! Wood!!!" Zheng Daqian was surprised and happy, tears kept coming out, Ouyang Ye also looked back at him in panic, his hands holding the steering wheel shook, the car body was in a state of shock Shaked.

"Xue Mu... Xue Mu..." Wan Chaoyang still had fear in his eyes, holding Xue Mu's smoke-stained face in his trembling hands, and asked stammeringly, "How are you... how do you feel?" Where does it hurt? Where is it uncomfortable?"

Xue Mu stared blankly at Wan Chaoyang in front of him, his mouth and nose were stained black due to the CPR, which looked extremely funny, he couldn't help coughing again, a teardrop slipped quietly from the corner of his eye, the corner of his mouth But slowly raised it up: "Wan Chaoyang..."

"I'm here! I'm here!" Wan Chaoyang replied eagerly.

"will you marry me……"

Wan Chaoyang was stunned, as if he didn't understand what he said: "What?"

Xue Mu coughed again, turned to Zheng Daqian and asked, "Where is my ring?"

Zheng Daqian was also completely stunned, subconsciously touched his pocket, and replied: "I didn't take it..."

Xue Mu literally vomited blood, struggled to get up and shouted: "Stop! Turn around! I bought a ring for tens of thousands!!!"

Hearing this, Ouyang Ye stepped on the brake subconsciously, but Wan Chaoyang came back to his senses and shouted: "What the hell! Go to the hospital!!!"

Ouyang Ye didn't dare to delay, so he stepped on the gas pedal again and continued to drive forward, but Xue Mu struggled and said, "No way! I have a ring! And a guitar! And the stereo and headlights I rented!"

"okay!