Never be a bully again

He felt as if the sky was falling, as if the sky had finally decided to take away the seven years of his lucky and happy life, and return him to his boring and boring life. This is completely helpless.

"Ah... why don't you ask Xiaopeng!" Zheng Daqian Fu Zhixin said, "Isn't he a medical student! Ask him! See if he has any classmates in the hospital! Say hello and take care of him! ──Which hospital is he in? Xiaopeng seems to be in China and Japan? Oh yes! And Liu Tong! Liu Tong is in Fuwai! And Qin Dan! Is she in Xiehe?"

Xue Mu was pulled back from his thoughts by Zheng Daqian's words, and when he heard the names of his high school classmates one by one, he felt more at ease in his heart, nodded and replied: "Chaoyang is in... Chaoyang... Chaoyang Hospital .”

"Chaoyang?" Zheng Daqian was stunned, and the word "Lin Siqing" quickly popped out of his mind, "Well... Isn't Ouyang Ye's sister in Chaoyang Hospital... How about I ask him... ..."

Xue Mu was stunned, and then remembered that they had troubled Lin Siqing at Chaoyang Hospital during the New Year's Eve. Although they usually went to Chaoyang Hospital when they had a headache, they never regarded Lin Siqing as an acquaintance at all. If Zheng Daqian hadn't mentioned it, he wouldn't have thought of it at all.

"You..." Xue Mu hesitated. If Zheng Daqian was asked to ask, he must contact Ouyang Ye, and he had made up his mind before not to interfere with their problems. Wan Chaoyang casually said on New Year's Eve The words provoked Zheng Daqian to talk back. If he was asked to go to him again because of this matter, he might be even more confused, "Forget it... also... there is nothing to ask..."

"It's okay..." Zheng Daqian pursed his lips. He knew that now was not the time to tell Xue Mu that he had figured it out, but no matter what, he wanted to find Ouyang Ye. Taking this opportunity, he could kill two birds with one stone. "Get your things ready, let's go to the hospital first, I'll call Ouyang Ye."

Xue Mu wanted to stop him again, but Zheng Daqian had already picked up his mobile phone and walked towards the door. He could only sigh helplessly, put his backpack on his back, picked up his car keys and followed.

The nurse put the hospital gown and medicine box on the bedside cabinet, glanced at Wan Chaoyang, who was holding an iPad, and asked, "Where's your family?"

"Go home and get me some clothes." Wan Chaoyang was concentrating on counting the cards in the opponent's hand, without even raising his head.

"This medicine is to be taken before meals, and I will deliver it to you after meals at six o'clock." The nurse said again.

"Yes, thank you." Wan Chaoyang replied perfunctorily.

The nurse pursed her lips and said, "When the family members come later, tell them to go to the small supermarket to buy a urinal." After she finished speaking, she turned and left.

"Urinal pot?" Wan Chaoyang quickly put down the iPad, "Why buy a urinal?"

"You have to lie flat all the time after the operation, and you can only urinate on the bed." The nurse opened the door as she spoke, just as Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian walked in. Hearing these words, Xue Mu hurriedly asked : "Hello, is Wan Chaoyang in need of a urinal?"

"Yes," the nurse glanced at the tall and handsome Zheng Daqian, and her attitude became much gentler. "There is a small supermarket in front of the hospital, ten yuan each."

"All right, I'll go buy it later, thank you."

The words "Wan Chaoyang needs a urinal" fell into Wan Chaoyang's ears, and he blushed immediately, and quickly raised his iPad to block it, but he skipped a round because of the two words just now, and was directly "beaten" by the opponent Not bad".

"I choose to die!" Wan Chaoyang's Garrosh exploded into pieces while roaring, he put down his iPad helplessly, looked at Zheng Daqian, and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I don't want to come and see you after your surgery?" Zheng Daqian sat down by the bed while talking, glanced at the screen, and said with a curled lips, "I live in a hospital and still rub hearth stones. Is there a patient like you?"

"Is there any relative or friend like you who doesn't bring flowers and nutritional supplements when you come to visit a doctor?" Wan Chaoyang choked back with a smile.

Zheng Daqian gave Wan Chaoyang a blank look, and then looked at his complexion. He always felt that he didn't look sick at all. On the contrary, Xue Mu seemed a little too nervous and sensitive in contrast, and Xue Mu was in front of Wan Chaoyang. He didn't dare to express too much uneasiness, worrying that he would affect his mood in reverse, so he could only forcefully smile and say, "As soon as Da Qian'er heard that you were hospitalized, he immediately took a taxi and told Ouyang Ye his sister You said hello and asked her to come and have a look, and you still said it was someone else."

When Wan Chaoyang heard the word "Ouyang Ye", he felt a little unhappy, but he also understood that it was Zheng Daqian's kindness, and thinking of what Xue Mu had told him a few days ago, he could only smile along with him and said: " Where is it so evil, asking this and saying hello to that, isn’t it just a minor operation, if it’s not for the general anesthesia to sign, I don’t even want to tell my dad, just do it, you are too, and let the big money run away , it's a big weekend, won't this delay people's partying?"

"What are you talking about like I'm a party animal?" Zheng Daqian flattened his mouth, "It's good for you to come to see you with good intentions! Just your stinky mouth, you have been against me since you were in high school. If you want me to say that you are Don't make a fuss with bad words, to put it bluntly, it's a sore on the tongue, which grows into the nose!"

"That's daring! The long nose is alright, I have a sore mouth and it's so hard to do live broadcast! Thanks to you!"

Xue Mu looked at the two of them bickering back and forth, as if they had returned to the carefree high school days, and half of the worries in their hearts disappeared unconsciously.

After chatting and joking for a while, Lin Siqing knocked on the door of the ward, and Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian stood up quickly to greet her.Lin Siqing didn't want to be polite to them, and asked about her condition directly, Xue Mu hurriedly explained it honestly.

Lin Siqing smiled after hearing this, and said, "It's okay, don't be nervous, it's a sinus surgery, a minor operation, there's nothing wrong with it."

Wan Chaoyang smiled after hearing the words, and said, "I think it's okay too, they're just nervous."

Lin Siqing nodded with a smile, and said, "You should pay attention to rest, don't keep playing games, I'll go find my colleagues in the department."

After hearing this, Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian hurriedly followed her out of the ward, while Wan Chaoyang nodded helplessly, and started another round of Hearthstone.

Lin Siqing took Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian to greet the nurses and doctors, gave a few instructions, urged to arrange the operation time, and specially explained that the director would be the surgeon. Everything seemed to be fine.

The two sent Lin Siqing to the elevator, Xue Mu was still nervous and asked, "Sister Siqing, is he... all right?"

Lin Siqing smiled and said: "If you say it's okay, no one can guarantee that it's [-]% okay, but this operation is indeed a minor operation, although general anesthesia is risky, but... don't worry, there will be no problems in general. "

Of course, Xue Mu also understood that all operations have risks, and he didn't expect Lin Siqing to say anything to ensure safety and health, but after hearing what she said, he was still very uncertain, but he could only reluctantly smile and nodded, thinking to himself He said comfortingly, "Well...it should be fine."

Just as they were talking, the elevator door opened, and Wan Shuqing and Ouyang Ye, who was holding flowers, came out together. Everyone was stunned for a moment, and Xue Mu hurriedly introduced: "Uncle, this is Sister Siqing, uh ...Big Qianer's friend, just took us to greet the doctors in the department, and invited the director to perform the operation the day after tomorrow. Sister Siqing, this is Chaoyang's father."

"Hello, uncle." Lin Siqing immediately showed a polite and well-behaved smile, and didn't bother to talk to Ouyang Ye, while Ouyang Ye silently took two steps aside, hiding not far from Zheng Daqian.

"Hey, hello, hello," Wan Shuqing said with some unconcealable anxiety, but he still forced himself to say calmly, "I'm sorry to trouble you..."

"It's okay, everything should be done," Lin Siqing smiled, "Minor surgery, the risk is not great, don't worry, Chaoyang is resting inside, I have to go back to the department, so I'll go first."

"Okay, you are busy, you are busy."

Lin Siqing looked at Ouyang Ye, exchanged glances with him, said no more, said goodbye to everyone with a smile, walked into the elevator, and disappeared through the crack of the door.

Zheng Daqian introduced Ouyang Ye again: "Uncle, this is Ouyang Ye, and also our friend."

"Hello, Uncle." Ouyang Ye subconsciously showed Wan Shuqing a professional smile.

"Hey..." Wan Shuqing nodded, "Then... let's go in first..."

Wan Chaoyang was fighting in full swing, when he heard the sound of the door opening, he looked up and saw Ouyang Ye and Wan Shuqing coming in, sighed, had no choice but to admit defeat again, and put the iPad aside.

Wan Shuqing's question was almost the same as Lin Siqing's just now, Wan Chaoyang could only answer it again patiently, Ouyang Ye put down the flowers, followed by a few words of concern, and there was nothing more to say, Zheng Daqian observed his words and made a clear statement With a sharp voice, he said: "Then what, Chaoyang, you should pay attention to rest, we will come back after the operation the day after tomorrow."

"Hi, no need," Wan Chaoyang said with a smile, "I'll treat you guys to dinner after I leave the hospital, next weekend."

Zheng Daqian didn't argue with him, nodded and said: "Then let's go first, if you need anything, please call me."

Although Xue Mu wanted Zheng Daqian to be with him at the moment, but looking at Wan Shuqing in front of him, he knew it was inconvenient, so he had to get up and send them to the elevator. Ye left together.

Xue Mu went back to the ward silently, seeing Wan Shuqing and Wan Chaoyang father and son looking at each other silently, he didn't know what to say, usually he accompanied Wan Chaoyang to see Wan Shuqing and he was always active, but today he was in a bad mood Good, I really don't have the energy left.

"That..." After a long silence, Wan Chaoyang broke the silence, "Xue Mu, go to the nurse later to get the surgery contract for my dad to sign. Tonight... You can stay at my place in the evening, go back tomorrow, I will There’s nothing wrong here, you just need to sign, after signing, you can go back to work as usual.”

"What class are you on? I took a week off." Wan Shuqing frowned.

"Then why?" Wan Chaoyang said, "No need, Xue Mu is here."

Wan Shuqing looked up at Xue Mu, Xue Mu hurriedly smiled awkwardly, and said, "Uncle, if you are worried, you can do it here, mainly because Chaoyang is afraid that you will be tired."

Wan Shuqing nodded, stood up again and said, "I'll go to the doctor again." After saying that, he turned around and left the ward.

Wan Zhaoyang and Xue Mu sighed at the same time, Wan Zhaoyang said helplessly, "What will you do this week?"

"I'll go back to live with my parents, it's not too far to drive anyway..."

"You have to tell your parents, won't they come to see me too?"

"Then don't worry, you must come."

"Oh my god..."

In the evening, the three of them had a meal together at a small restaurant near the hospital. Wan Shuqing insisted on paying the bill, and Wan Chaoyang and Xue Mu couldn't argue anymore. After returning to the ward, he asked Xue Mu to send Wan Shuqing home.

Wan Shuqing originally wanted to stay with her, but the surgery hadn't been done yet, so there was no need to stay with her, so she listened to Wan Chaoyang's arrangement and got into Xue Mu's car.

The two of them didn't have much to say along the way, although what they heard said that it was a minor operation, but one was really upset because of their lover and the other because of their son, and they couldn't arouse the interest of chatting politely.

Xue Mu brought Wan Shuqing into the house, and turned on the water heater for him. There was nothing to say, so he said good night, and drove to Xue Feng and He Donglan's house.

Wan Shuqing washed up briefly in a trance, turned on the TV and leaned on the bed, but his attention was all on the search results of "sinus opening surgery" on the mobile webpage.

Coming out in a hurry, Wan Shuqing forgot to put on his glasses, but still habitually reached out to touch the bedside table, then knocked something down with a "bang", he hurriedly got up and took a look, helped the black bottle up, Taking it by hand, I saw a row of eye-catching words jumping in front of my eyes—the ice-sensing body lubricant is only for the backyard.

Question 110: Who makes me feel sad? Who makes me worry about you?

The operation was scheduled for Tuesday, and Wan Chaoyang started fasting on Monday, Xue Mu greeted Cai Wei, and drove to pick up Wan Shuqing to the hospital in the morning, and accompanied Wan Chaoyang to do various preoperative examinations.

When Xue Mu and Xue Feng and He Donglan went home the night before, they told their friends about Wan Chaoyang's illness, and they called their friends in the hospital for consultation. There will be no major events, Xue Mu still can't completely let go after hearing such a statement, but he can only pray anxiously that everything will go well.

After sleeping, Xue Mu finally calmed down a lot, and when facing Wan Shuqing, he used his usual polite chatting tone to ease the atmosphere, but in a vague way, he always felt that Wan Shuqing was treating him He was a bit indifferent, thinking that maybe he was really worried about the result of the operation, so he didn't take it particularly seriously.

In the evening, people from the company came to visit the hospital one after another. Naturally, the relationship between the two of them has been made public in the company. Everyone is young, so there is nothing unacceptable to this, but everyone does not know They have not come out to their families, so they dare not make jokes. They are used to laughing and joking on weekdays, and suddenly they are a little reserved and coy in front of their parents. The sentence hastily dispersed.

Xue Feng and He Donglan also made a special trip here. When Xue Mu received the call, he ran to the elevator to greet them, and quietly explained to them that Wan Chaoyang hadn't come out to Wan Shuqing. He already knew that if he had really told Wan Shuqing, no matter whether he supported him or not, he should have communicated with them as well, but right now he had to help the two children hide it, so let him They both felt a little weird.

Wan Shuqing did not expect that Xue Feng and He Donglan would come to visit Wan Chaoyang. In all fairness, if Xue Mu was sick and hospitalized, he probably would not take the initiative to visit him, and Xue Feng and his wife were either too sophisticated, or... In their eyes, Wan Chaoyang is not just Xue Mu's entrepreneurial partner.

Xue Feng, He Donglan and Wan Chaoyang are naturally very close. Although Wan Chaoyang still can't restrain his inexplicable fear of Xue Feng in his heart, he is still very close to them on the surface, and Xue Feng and his wife have already recognized him as The half son, while caring and exhorting, also did not forget to say a few words of courtesy to the half son's own father.

Wan Shuqing responded to their words with a smile on her face, but she became more and more suspicious in her heart. She was really shocked when she accidentally saw the bottle of lubricating fluid yesterday. Although Wan Chaoyang and Xue Mu have been close since high school. He and Entrepreneur have always lived together, but from his point of view, he never thought about it in another direction, and when he held the black bottle, everything in front of him seemed to be suddenly clarified.One-bedroom, double bed, same style of pajamas and slippers, group photos all over the wall, panties and socks hanging on the balcony regardless of each other, bottles and cans on the sink, dumbbells and yoga mats in the corner of the bedroom, even beside the bed The suspicious white balls of paper in the trash can, all the faint traces seemed to point to the truth he least wanted to believe.

Wan Shuqing couldn't imagine whether Wan Chaoyang was really having sex with Xue Mu, let alone how he would face it if it was true. After Cui Lijun left, Wan Chaoyang was the only focus and goal of his life. One person, when Wan Chaoyang was rebellious, he only wanted to make money so that he would not kill himself in the future. After Wan Chaoyang got on the right track, he only wanted to save money so that he could live comfortably in the future. He tried his best to ask him to work hard, but when Wan Chaoyang really succeeded in starting a business and began to give back and even tried to persuade him to live a good life, he panicked.

He has long since lost himself, let alone his own life. As a "father", he has always forced himself to burn his life to illuminate Wan Chaoyang, and when Wan Chaoyang becomes a sun brighter than him At that time, he lost all his goals and meanings, and he could no longer find his so-called self.Wan Chaoyang's words gave him the illusion that the situation was over and the status and power of each other had been reversed, so he suddenly lost his temper and used this to arm the dignity of his so-called "father".

Wan Chaoyang's never-before-seen attitude really frightened Wan Chaoyang, and he didn't dare to persuade him to find a step-wife. After reflection, he also knew that he was too sensitive, so he returned to his usual gentle and honest appearance, and he didn't urge Wan Chaoyang again. Chaoyang's wedding.

He understands that Wan Chaoyang has already passed Zhao Yue to him, and there is no need for him to intervene in many things. The hard work in the past has turned into passive waiting, as long as Wan Chaoyang meets the right person and brings them back to him. He sees, he thinks that no matter what the crooked melon is, as long as Wan Chaoyang likes it, he will agree to it, and when the time comes, he will get married and have a child for life, and he will have no other regrets or pursuits in his life.

But now, all of this might turn into a fantasy. He didn't know how to face such a terrible result, so he could only tell himself repeatedly that he was thinking too much, but looking at the attitudes of Xue Feng and He Donglan, he still had to doubt, Xue Mu was really the person Wan Chaoyang wanted to bring home, and Xue Mu's parents knew about it before him.

Xue Feng and He Donglan naturally sensed Wan Shuqing's absent-mindedness, but they came here for Wan Chaoyang, and seeing that his pre-operative preparations were all right, they didn't intend to bother him any more, and left after a few comforting words out of the ward.

Seeing that they were leaving, Wan Chaoyang asked Xue Mu to send Wan Shuqing back together. Although Wan Shuqing didn't want to go back to the loving nest of Wan Chaoyang and Xue Mu, he had no choice but to go to Xue Mu silently. wooden car.Seeing that he was still unhappy, Xue Mu explained a few more words to him as if he was still worrying about the operation.Wan Shuqing didn't know what kind of mentality he should have when facing Xue Mu, he just felt upset, didn't want to mention this matter for the time being, and was going to wait until Wan Chaoyang recovered, so he responded a few times indiscriminately, and didn't say anything more.

And Wan Chaoyang finally sent everyone away, heaved a long sigh of relief, finally picked up the iPad and started rubbing his hearthstone, and didn't fall asleep until late at night.

The operation was scheduled at nine o'clock. Xue Mu and Wan Shuqing anxiously sent him to the door of the operating room. Wan Chaoyang waved his hand and said goodbye to them carelessly. After lying on the operating table, the conductor finally felt a little nervous when he looked at the shadowless lamp above his head.

"Relax, it's okay, it's a minor operation, I'll wake up after a short sleep." The anesthetist said while pulling up Wan Chaoyang's right hand, he felt the needle tip piercing his skin, before he could respond to the anesthetist's words , he felt the painful anesthetic hit his arm hard, he gritted his teeth tightly, not wanting to show timidity, but when he blinked, he found that he was already lying back in the ward.

"Are you awake?" Xue Mu's face appeared in front of Wan Chaoyang's eyes, completely free of the worries and worries of the past few days, and his eyes were full of relaxation and joy.

"Hmm..." Wan Chaoyang responded, only to realize that his mouth and tongue were so dry and his nose was stuffed with something, he couldn't breathe at all, so he tried to say, "Thirsty..."

"I can't drink water yet," Xue Mu turned around and worked on the cabinet for a while, and then turned around, Wan Chaoyang felt a burst of moisture and sweetness on his lips, "It's fine to moisten your lips with a cotton swab, you can Lick it yourself."

"Oh..." Wan Chaoyang licked his lips, his mind was still a little confused, he couldn't believe that Quanma felt like this in the blink of an eye, "Where's my dad?"

"I let him eat first."

"Then you don't want to eat?"

"The big money will come later, and we will eat together."

"Come back at noon?"

"It's still noon? It's five o'clock!"

Wan Chaoyang was taken aback: "It's five o'clock? How long has it been since I had the surgery?"

"It was launched after twelve o'clock, about three hours," Xue Mu replied, and then added, "It's all right, it's polyps, and the director also rubbed your turbinate for you. You lie down for two days, and then I will extubate you, and you can be discharged from the hospital if there is nothing wrong, but these days you have to lie down as much as possible, take medicine, infusion, and nebulization, and eat liquid food, but you can’t eat hot food. Tell me if the blockage is uncomfortable, and I will ask the nurse to inhale your nose."

Wan Chaoyang nodded half-understood, raised his hand and touched his nose, felt a dull pain, and his nose seemed to be much bigger, so he said, "Give me a picture with your phone."

Xue Mu smiled and said, "I've already taken a photo for you." As he spoke, he turned on the phone and handed it to Wan Chaoyang. Wan Chaoyang saw that he was lying on the hospital bed with his mouth wide open, with some kind of tube stuck in his nose , the whole was wrapped in gauze, it was funny and miserable, so he smiled foolishly.

Seeing him smiling, Xue Mu also smiled and said, "You really have a big heart, and you can still be happy. Your father and I are worried to death."

Wan Chaoyang smiled softly: "I'm really not worried, it feels like an operation similar to pulling a tooth, but general anesthesia is really amazing, the time in between doesn't seem to exist, I was still under anesthesia for the last second The teacher is talking, and it will be here in the next second."

Xue Mu raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, and said, "Then you don't remember the nonsense you said when you came back?"

"Nonsense?" Wan Chaoyang was a little surprised, "What nonsense did I say?"

"Needing about me," Xue Mu said with a smile, "what did you say 'Xue Mu, did you tell Zhange about my leave', what 'Xue Mu, or you can live broadcast for me for two days', what 'Xue Mu Mu Kaichun’er, let’s go abroad for a while’, what’s ‘Xue Mu, don’t be afraid that I’ll wake up after a short sleep’, what’s ‘Xue Mu, I’m so comfortable and I slept so soundly, come and sleep for a while too’, this, that, that Yes, I laughed to death."

"Really?" Wan Chaoyang smiled in disbelief.

"What are you doing? Sister Siqing was there at the time. If you don't believe me, you can ask her!" Xue Mu said more and more vigorously, walked to the bed and shook the handle, lifted the bed a little, and then said, "Push it back for you When the nurse called your name, you answered very rationally and soberly, and then babbled for a long time before falling asleep, and your articulate words were very clear, not at all weak like just after the operation I guess it's because the anesthetic is too strong, and I'm giving you a high."

"Who is high?" Zheng Daqian's voice suddenly sounded at the door, Xue Mu looked back and saw him walking in with a bouquet of flowers, "Hey, that big nose! I bought you flowers, don't tell me I come empty-handed!"

Wan Chaoyang couldn't keep up with his brain, he didn't know how to reply, so he could only smile stupidly, Zheng Daqian was taken aback, and said with a smile: "Oh my god, are you high? Fresh, hey, you won't talk back to adults anymore."

Xue Mu laughed twice, took the flowers and put them aside, Wan Chaoyang knew that he was taken advantage of, but still didn't know how to reply, Zheng Daqian became more and more proud: "Oh, look how good this is, honest and well-behaved Yes, not much cuter than usual? But I also have to say to you, you are happy when you are small, but you are hurt if you are big, don't give up your body just to please me."

"Okay, you," Xue Mu smiled and pushed Zheng Daqian, "You're lying, you're bullying!"

Zheng Daqian smiled and said, "Don't worry this time?"

Xue Mu nodded with a smile, and hurriedly said: "I have never been worried."

"Hey!" Zheng Daqian curled his lips, turned to Wan Chaoyang and said, "Let me tell you, you don't even know. As soon as you were hospitalized, Mu Mu called me in tears and told me about you. It’s no good, I was so frightened, I thought something was wrong, it’s a sinus infection after a long time!”

Zheng Daqian deliberately added a playful erhua tone behind his sinuses, which made Xue Mu fuss more and more. Wan Chaoyang couldn't help but also smiled, looking at Xue Mu who was blushing a little, but his heart was extremely warm.

"Go to hell, you're the one crying, you love crying the most!"

"Yes, yes, I love crying the most. I cried a lot for Chaoyang. If Chaoyang goes, I won't live anymore. So, Chaoyang, you and I will go to the United States to get a certificate after you are discharged from the hospital. After all, I cry for you I love you more than wood!"

"roll!"

The three chatted and laughed for a while, Wan Shuqing had finished dinner and returned to the ward, asked Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian to eat too, and told Xue Mu to go home and rest after dinner, and he would keep vigil here at night.

After hearing this, Xue Mu hurriedly said: "The nurse said that there is no need to keep watch at night, besides, even if you want to keep watch, you don't need to watch, and there is me."

Wan Shuqing shook his head, and said, "I'll watch for one day today, and I'll go back to Jingxi tomorrow. I'll leave it to you for the next few days, and I won't care about it."

When Xue Mu heard that Wan Shuqing was going to leave, he felt much relieved. He turned his head to look at Wan Chaoyang, and Wan Chaoyang hurriedly said, "Then let my dad stay here. Anyway, there is no one in the hospital bed next to me. It's okay, just sleep here."

Xue Mu had no choice but to nod, and said to Wan Shuqing: "Okay, uncle, let's go first, call me if you have anything to do."

Wan Shuqing nodded slightly in silence, watched Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian leave the ward, sat down beside Wan Chaoyang, looked up at the drip, and asked, "How do you feel?"

"It's okay, but I'm a little tired from talking just now, and I want to sleep a little longer." Wan Chaoyang replied.

"Hmm..." Wan Shuqing got up and walked to the bed, holding on to the handle and was about to level the bed, but paused, hesitated for a long time, looked up at Wan Chaoyang, and said in a deep voice, "You... have you What do you want to tell me?"

Question 110, eighth question, let me caress you to comfort the tiredness after hurting me

"Ah?" Wan Chaoyang just closed his eyes to sleep, when Wan Shuqing asked him in a daze, "What?"

Wan Shuqing pursed his lips, shook his head and said, "Forget it, let's talk about it after you recover from illness." Then he shook the handle and put the hospital bed flat again.

Wan Chaoyang's mind became clearer, and he suddenly became nervous. Although Wan Shuqing usually didn't talk much, he seldom hesitated to speak like this. He instinctively felt that he might know something, and the only thing he didn't dare to let All he knew was his relationship with Xue Mu.

He didn't dare to look into Wan Shuqing's eyes, and closed his eyes in a panic to fall asleep, but he heard Wan Shuqing sighed softly, walked to the side of the empty hospital bed and sat down, there was the sound of the mobile phone, and then heard There was a sound of gradually decreasing volume, and then there was no movement.

Wan Chaoyang quietly opened his eyes a slit, and saw Wan Shuqing hanging his head, holding the phone in one hand, nodding and scratching on the screen with the other, his eyes bent with some difficulty, his eyebrows tightly knit together, the faint light Reflected on his face, the wrinkles at the corners of the eyes and around the nose and mouth are very obvious. The beard that has not been shaved for two days looks very sloppy, and the sideburns are already a little white. He is obviously about the same age as Xue Feng, but he looks older than Xue Feng several years old.

It was the first time that Wan Chaoyang realized so clearly that Wan Shuqing had passed the most prosperous years and was approaching aging and death step by step.His income is not as high as Xue Feng's, and he doesn't have a wife as gentle and considerate as He Donglan. Wan Chaoyang lives in the urban area, and he can only go back to see him once every two or three weeks.He usually didn't take these facts under his nose to heart, but after the operation, he was in an extremely weak situation, but he suddenly understood Wan Shuqing's situation.

He has always been afraid to come out to Wan Shuqing. He thought that he was afraid that Wan Shuqing would not accept it, and he didn't know how to deal with the situation. But in fact, what he was afraid of was that this matter would give Wan Shuqing It caused him incalculable blows and injuries. For Wan Shuqing who lives alone in Jingxi, all expectations are on his future marriage and next generation. If his greatest vision is suddenly shattered, the consequences will be severe. He really dare not imagine.

Wan Chaoyang closed his eyes in frustration, he knew that this deadlock would have to be broken one day, but before that day came, he could only muddle through passively.

Wan Shuqing looked at the search results about "homosexuality" on the mobile browser page by page, "Is homosexuality a disease?", "What should I do about homosexuality?", "Does homosexuality conform to biological laws?", "How do you What do you think about the homosexuals around you?" Every link clicked on the same emphasis on "normal", "healthy", "friendly" and "anti-discrimination", but for him who is over fifty years old, he can't figure it out. How can words that have always been negative, morbid, or even disgusting and perverted become so positive?normal?How can it be normal when there are no children?

Wan Shuqing raised his eyes to look at Wan Chaoyang with a sad face. He was weak and fell asleep again, his slightly opened mouth was a little dry and cracked. He got up and dipped a cotton swab in water, and gently applied it on Wan Chaoyang's lips. Chaoyang subconsciously licked it, then swallowed twice with difficulty, frowned, but did not wake up.

Wan Shuqing looked at his sallow face, and raised his hand to caress his forehead in distress, but he was tortured in his heart: why?Why did you become gay?Is it because I divorced your mother?Is it because I didn't set an example for you as a man?Or because of Xue Mu?

Thinking of Xue Mu, Wan Shuqing's heart became more and more entangled. Although he had some resentment towards Xue Mu at the beginning, he has often accompanied Wan Chaoyang to Jingxi to see him for more than half a year. He also thought that thanks to a buddy like Xue Mu, otherwise Wan Chaoyang would not have been able to play games so successfully.But once he thought that Xue Mu was not just a partner, but maybe Wan Chaoyang's homosexual, he felt extremely conflicted and resisted from the bottom of his heart. All kinds of emotions are intertwined, and I don't know how to face him.

He sighed a long time, went back to the hospital bed beside him, took off his shoes and lay down, thinking over and over the relationship between Wan Chaoyang and Xue Mu over the years. When the film was released, everything was already done, and after six or seven years, Wan Chaoyang kept hiding it from him. He didn't know how long Wan Chaoyang planned to hide it from him, but he couldn't imagine what would happen if Wan Chaoyang confides his heart to him, how should he face it.

Wan Shuqing closed his eyes in distress. At this point, what he wanted was to let Wan Chaoyang continue to lie to him, not to tell him the truth, so that he could pretend to be confused and pretend that nothing happened. Happened, and then silently prayed that maybe one day, Wan Chaoyang would be able to turn back into heterosexuality and realize his dream of being a happy couple.

While Wan Shuqing and his son were avoiding reality, Zheng Daqian finally ended his years of vacillation and made a final decision.

"I have something to tell you." Zheng Daqian held the glass in both hands, picking his fingertips nervously.

Xue Mu looked at his expression, chuckled lightly, and said, "You and Ouyang Ye are done."

Zheng Daqian was taken aback: "How do you know?"

Xue Mu smiled helplessly: "How many years have I known you, and I can't even see your thoughts?"

In fact, Zheng Daqian's hesitant tone and complexion were exactly the same as when he told Xue Mu after reuniting with Ouyang Ye back then. Once you see it, you will naturally know it.

Xue Mu raised his cup with a smile, and said: "Okay, that's all right, I think you two have no grievances in the past life, and you are destined to be together in this life, don't you?"