Never be a bully again

...really angry? "

Xue Mu panted heavily, pursed his lips tightly, his chest heaved violently, and he didn't speak, so frightened Wan Chaoyang got up quickly, took his hand and said, "Why are you so impatient...I'm not messing with you Are you playing..."

"Who is playing with you!" Xue Mu couldn't control the volume, and roared out, "I told you not to make such a joke!"

"Okay, okay, I was wrong, I was wrong..." Wan Chaoyang quickly stroked Xue Mu's back, "I won't open it in the future, my God... no wonder I'm never jealous... This is too scary..."

"I'm not jealous!" Xue Mu pushed Wan Chaoyang's hand away angrily, "I am... I am..." He said "I am" for a long time, but he didn't know what was going on with him.

"Okay, okay, I'm not jealous or jealous..." Wan Chaoyang patted Xue Mu's hand lightly, looked at his face, and said hesitantly, "How about...how about I tell Jiang Tao not to come?"

"..." Xue Mu gritted his teeth. Although he was full of a sense of crisis towards Xie Jiangtao, he didn't want to embarrass Wan Chaoyang, and he didn't want to appear too petty, so he pretended to be generous, "That's not necessary..." After finishing speaking, he Still couldn't help adding: "But you are not allowed to get too close to him!"

Wan Chaoyang still couldn't hold back his laughter, and then quickly put away his smile, pointing to the sky and swore: "Not close! Absolutely not close! Who is he? What can I get close to? He doesn't look as good-looking as Mu Mu , legs are not as long as ours, and butts are not as tall as ours! Why should I get close to him? I promise! I will like both of us for the rest of my life! Others are nobody in my eyes!"

Xue Mu looked at Wan Chaoyang's half-joking and half-serious expression, and listened to the unreasonable words, but he liked it in his heart, and finally calmed down a little, pressed the corner of his mouth, and said, "I'm not making trouble for no reason... I'm not doing it with you...but...but Jiang Tao...he's really different..."

Hearing this, Wan Chaoyang softened his heart. He gently grabbed Xue Mu's hand and said, "What's the difference? Jiang Tao and I did play well in our freshman year of high school, and we both have similar interests, but after all, we don't know each other. That year. If you want to say that the relationship is good, it’s not as good as Daqianer, Dazhao, Yufeng, and Xiaopeng. Even Xiaoxin is more familiar with me than him. Now. But you, you are you , you are here with me, no one can compare to them, no one can replace them, we have been together for so many years, and you are still angry with me so seriously because of Jiang Tao? Are you worthy of our relationship?"

Hearing these words, Xue Mu couldn't help feeling a bit tangled in self-blame. He opened his mouth, but couldn't think of any refutation, so he could only murmur: "Then... I was wrong..."

Wan Chaoyang smiled, glanced at the computer screen again, licked his lips, and said, "What should I do if I make a mistake?"

Hearing this, Xue Mu raised his eyes to see Wan Chaoyang's smile, frowned and said, "Are you playing with me?"

Wan Chaoyang laughed and said, "It's so sensational, why don't you just get it?"

Xue Mu couldn't help laughing: "You've been up all night, do you still have the strength?"

Wan Chaoyang raised his eyebrows and said, "You admit your mistake! You still need to consume my energy?! Sit up and move yourself!"

Xue Mu smiled reproachfully, shook his head and sighed, stretched out his hand and pressed the pause button, made a pretentious gesture of flicking cigarette ash, raised his chin and said, "Take off your pants for me."

Wan Chaoyang bit his lip, raised his head towards the screen, and said, "If I want to watch this...is it weird?"

Xue Mu was stunned, turned his face to look at his 17-year-old self in the picture, turned his head and shouted: "Pervert!"

Wan Chaoyang curled his lips, didn't dare to speak anymore, and silently untied his belt, but Xue Mu stretched out his hand and pressed the space again, the screen played again, Wan Chaoyang was surprised, Xue Mu leaned into his ear and said: "But I like."

A gentle kiss fell on the lips, nimble fingers penetrated into the underwear, on the screen a boy in a fat school uniform was laughing and laughing, and outside the screen, two entrepreneurial youths were kissing and caressing each other's bodies with forgetfulness, the warmth of winter Yang got up inch by inch, but the steamed buns and soy milk on the table could only be chilled bit by bit amidst the collision of flesh and lingering groans.

In the next few days, Xue Mu, Wan Chaoyang and Cai Wei conducted several rounds of interviews one after another, ranging from social people with rich work experience to enthusiastic student fans who came here especially for the name, from the early stage of business content In the later stage of planning and marketing, to the human and financial public relations business development of the company's operation, it took more than a week of deliberation, discussion and debate before finally finalizing the team list for the first wave of Red Sun.

And at this very busy time, Xue Feng and He Donglan interrupted from time to time, saying that they were going to change to a new car, and sent a dozen pictures and links a day for Xue Mu to help the staff.

Xue Mu was so annoyed that he rolled his eyes in his heart, secretly thinking that he would borrow money from you and not give it back, so he changed the car by himself?

It's just that Xue Mu didn't know much about cars, and didn't have that much time to help with research, so he made a group and asked Wan Chaoyang to deal with it for him.Wan Chaoyang enthusiastically helped to take a look, and recommended several good models. Xue Mu didn't carefully review his recommendations. When he was free, he took a look again, only to find that those models were a bit too young. Publicity doesn't fit Xue Feng and He Donglan's temperament as a middle-aged couple.

"What kind of car did you choose..." Xue Mu complained, "Is this suitable for my parents to drive?"

"I'm also very embarrassed..." Wan Chaoyang said helplessly, "With a budget of 15... what car can be suitable for them? Besides, aren't your parents young at heart? Be stylish..."

"15?" Xue Mu was a little surprised, "Such a small budget? The Nissan I bought when I was a freshman was also 20. Why is the budget for a new car not mentioned but dropped instead?"

In doubt, Xue Mu opened the group chat, searched through the chat history for a while, and found that the interested models sent by Xue Feng and He Donglan were also young and fashionable models, even more exaggerated than those recommended by Wan Chaoyang, he thought As soon as he moved, he quickly called.

"Dad! What about buying a car... what's going on?"

"What's the matter?"

"That car... you two are not going to drive it...?"

Xue Feng on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, then suddenly laughed and said, "Did you see it?"

"Oh my god, I still can't see it?" Xue Mu's body was a little hot, "It can't be...you bought it for me?"

"If I don't buy it for you, who will I buy it for?" Xue Feng said with a casual smile, "You've started a business, and you have lots of places to use your car. I'll buy you one and drive it!"

"My God... No need! If you have this money, you might as well use it as registered capital for me! What kind of car to buy!"

"I've told you about this too. We won't invest in investment, but buying a car for our son is our own business as parents. We originally said that after buying a car, we will directly start a company for you. As a birthday present, I let you find out, then go to the 4S shop with us, and save the last one you are not satisfied with--do you have a rest on New Year's Day?"

"Rest, rest..." Xue Mu raised his eyes to look at Wan Chaoyang, half moved and half helpless in his heart, "Okay... then thank you both... I will treat you two to dinner tomorrow..."

"Come on, you, let's talk about it after you make money."

After hanging up the phone, Xue Mu sighed quietly, and Wan Chaoyang, who had already understood the whole story, also smiled helplessly, and said, "Your parents are really interesting too... If you want to buy it, just buy it directly, and even make it out like this..."

Xue Mu shook his head and said with a wry smile: "They don't agree to lend me money, but knowing that I just took your equity for nothing, I must feel uncomfortable, so thinking about buying a car is considered to be a show of support for me, that's fine. Well, anyway, this car can be used when returning to the company, and we can use it ourselves, so you can go to the 4S shop with me tomorrow."

"I'm not going..." Wan Chaoyang shrank his neck, "When I saw your father, I was terrified."

"Look at your potential!" Xue Mubai gave him a look, "We have been together for four and a half years! You are already 22! Still afraid of my dad?"

"I'm 32 and I'm afraid too... Aren't you afraid of my dad too?"

"..." Xue Mu was speechless, flattened his mouth, turned off the desk lamp, "Sleep!"

In the gentle embrace, Xue Mu and Wan Chaoyang quickly fell asleep. During this time, the two have been busy with intense preparations, and now they can finally get a moment of relaxation. Before going to bed, Xue Mu was still vaguely thinking about New Year's Day The three-day arrangement, and the new company team work that will officially start after New Year's Day, I was half expecting and half apprehensive, and I completely forgot about the annual test.

The Third Ring Road at midnight was still full of traffic, the shopping plaza not far away was brightly lit, and small New Year’s Eve events were in full swing. The light of the fireworks was covered by the neon lights of the city.

"Five—four—three—two—one! Happy New Year!"

Xue Mu in his sleep suddenly felt a convulsion all over his body, and woke up suddenly. Wan Chaoyang was also awakened by his movement, and asked in a daze, "What's wrong?"

Xue Mu's mind was still not clear, and suddenly felt a sharp pain in his chest, like being pierced by thousands of steel needles, and like a strong electric current passing through, he opened his mouth to mourn, but found that he couldn't make a sound.

Wan Chaoyang was completely awakened by fright, and hastily turned on the desk lamp. Looking at Xue Mu, who was trembling with his hands on his chest, staring at him with his eyes and mouth open, he panicked for a moment, and asked repeatedly: "Xue Mu! Xue Mu! What are you doing?" Already!"

Another wave of severe pain spread from his chest to his whole body. Xue Mu was in so much pain that he felt as if he was on the verge of death. He knew that Wan Chaoyang's hands were supporting his body, but he couldn't feel any warmth from his palms.

"Xue Mu! Xue Mu!" Wan Chaoyang was so shocked that he was sweating profusely. He quickly turned over, picked up his mobile phone, and dialed 120.

The severe pain swept over again, Xue Mu's eyes suddenly went dark, the warmth of the hut was no longer around, and Wan Chaoyang's voice could not be heard. In the darkness and chaos, he seemed to be drowned in the boundless darkness. In the sea, it is cold, oppressive, and unable to breathe.

I don't know how long this nightmarish experience has lasted, but he heard a voice in a trance.

"Twenty milliliters of dopamine intravenously!"

"Xue Mu, can you hear me? Xue Mu!"

"Two kilojoules are fully charged!"

"I don't know either! He just keeps trembling all over, staring with his eyes open and mouth open!"

"Heartbeat! Pulse one hundred and two!"

"Xue Mu! Don't scare me! The ambulance is coming soon!"

"Transfer to the ICU and tell the family members that the patient may become a vegetative state and prepare for brain resuscitation."

"Xue Mu! Xue Mu!"

No.90 five questions are self-referential and ignorant

When Xue Mu woke up again, he found himself lying in the observation room, with a drip on his left hand and someone gently holding his right hand. He turned his head and saw that the person holding his hand was He Donglan.

"Mumu, are you awake?" He Donglan approached her body with concern, and stroked his head, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

Xue Mu frowned, he didn't quite remember what happened, when there was a sound of footsteps, he saw Xue Feng and Wan Chaoyang also appear beside the bed.

"How do you feel?" It was Xue Feng who spoke, and Wan Chaoyang still didn't dare to make a high profile in front of him.

"Hmm..." Xue Mu took a deep breath and tried to move his body, "It seems... nothing wrong..."

The other three breathed a sigh of relief when they heard the words, Wan Chaoyang looked at the faces of Xue Feng and He Donglan, and said hesitantly: "Uncle and aunt...how about you go home first, I will stay here with Xue Mu, and wait for him to lose After that, I'll take him back."

He Donglan glanced at Xue Feng calmly, Xue Feng cleared his throat and said, "No need, you go back first, we will take Xue Mu back to Baiziwan today."

After hearing this, Wan Chaoyang quickly turned his head to look at Xue Mu, Xue Mu understood, and said, "You two go back, it's so late, I'm fine, let's go back to Phoenix City."

"Okay," He Donglan frowned, "It's okay to go to the hospital, go back to Baiziwan, you two boys are careless and don't know how to take care of yourself, let's talk about it after New Year's Day."

"Chaoyang, I'll drive you back." Xue Feng's tone could not be refuted.

"Uh... no need... I'll be there on foot..." Wan Zhaoyang glanced at Xue Mu disappointedly, "Then I'll go back first..."

"Hmm..." Xue Mu also nodded helplessly, watching Wan Chaoyang leave the ward dejectedly.

There were only three people left in the room, but the atmosphere did not ease down.

Xue Mu's mind was a little confused, and he didn't quite understand what happened, but Xue Feng and He Donglan didn't dare to ask. Wan Chaoyang told them that after Xue Mu called Xue Feng, the two went to bed early together. He knew why Xue Mu suddenly fell ill in the middle of the night.

Xue Feng and He Donglan were skeptical about this statement. Xue Mu usually stayed up until one or two o'clock at night when he came home. How could this New Year's Day go to bed so early?It's just that Wan Chaoyang said so, they can't question it, not to mention two boys in their early twenties sleeping on the same bed, what did they do in the middle of the night, it's really inconvenient for them to ask, but they all went to the hospital Here, no matter how it happened, the two of them felt uncomfortable, as if their son had been bullied.

"Uh..." Xue Mu struggled and couldn't help opening his mouth, "What did the doctor say?"

"Alkalosis." Xue Feng replied coldly.

"Alkaline poisoning?" Xue Mu's eyebrows twitched, "What do you mean? Is the food poisonous? Or the pollution of the furniture in the house?"

"Great breathing leads to alkalosis." He Donglan carefully repeated the cause of the doctor's explanation to them, "It is said that you were breathing too fast and exhaled too much carbon dioxide, which is why you got poisoned."

"Ah...?" Xue Mu had never heard of such a disease, so he couldn't understand it for a while, "Then... how to cure it?"

"It's nothing serious, it's not serious, just take some potassium and rest." Xue Feng answered.

"Oh..." Xue Mu nodded silently, looked up at the hanging bottle, there was still half of the bottle left unfinished, and he didn't know when he would lose it.

"The doctor said you were... stimulated..." He Donglan hesitated and said, "You are too nervous and excited to overbreathe...you...what the hell are you doing?"

Xue Mu was stunned for a moment, but Xue Feng coughed lightly, seeing him winking at He Donglan, telling her not to ask any more, but He Donglan gave him a blank look, and said to Xue Mu: "You...You young people...Usually... ...be careful!"

Xue Mu frowned and pondered for a while, then realized the meaning of He Donglan's words, blushed, and hurriedly said: "No! I... I fell asleep after calling you two! I'm dealing with company affairs during this time Very tired! Didn't...didn't stay up late at all!"

Xue Feng and He Donglan looked at each other after hearing the words, which matched Wan Chaoyang's words, and asked again: "Then why are you so nervous and excited to breathe too much when you're already asleep?"

"I..." Xue Mu tried his best to think back, the hazy pain and the voice he heard in a trance came to his mind again, his heart sank suddenly, and he raised his eyes and asked, "Is the doctor talking to you?" Are you saying that I may become a vegetable?"

"Vegetable?" He Donglan was stunned, "No."

Xue Mu looked around at the decoration of the ward again, and asked, "Have I been sent to the ICU?"

"Send me to the ICU...you just need an infusion."

"Then have I been rescued by electric shock?"

"No... what's wrong with you? Are you dreaming?"

"dream……"

Xue Mu's mind was in chaos, he waved his hands weakly, and said, "I'm a little dizzy... I'll squint for a while..."

Seeing him like this, He Donglan had no choice but to cover him with the quilt again, sighed silently, and didn't ask any further questions.

Xue Mu closed his eyes, but the thoughts in his mind were intertwined like turbulent currents. This is already the fifth year after rebirth. Every year at the turn of the New Year, some strange phenomena will happen. After experiencing it twice, he has I made some mental preparations, but I didn't expect that the stimulation would become more intense year after year. This time I ignored it because I was too busy with work, and I didn't expect that he would be taken directly to the hospital.

He frowned slightly, and the eyeballs under his eyelids rolled anxiously, thinking about every year's experience.

In the first year, I heard the call of "Lawyer Xue" in a trance; in the second year, there was the sound of an ambulance; in the third year, the strong light shone on the eyes; And this year, the electric shock-like pain and those professional rescue terms...

Xue Mu slowly opened his eyes, staring blankly at the ceiling, a layer of cold sweat broke out all over his skin, he finally had to admit that everything in front of him was probably nothing but a dream.

In fact, he should have thought of it a long time ago, but he has been deliberately avoiding it.

When he heard the call of "Lawyer Xue" for the first time, he had already doubted it, but later it was only his own hallucination; when he heard it again for the second time, fear and doubt invaded him again, and he was panicked. During this time, he had an unprecedented painful and pleasant sex, which temporarily covered up the panic in his heart; the third time and the fourth time, he had given up thinking, as long as it was an annual test, and he passed it. ...

But this time, lying on the hospital bed, he had to seriously reflect on and consider the seriousness of this matter, because he was almost sure that the world he lived in now was not that simple. The original world was independent and parallel to another time and space, or... it was just a dream of his.

And if this is really a dream, then there must be a day when you wake up.

He turned his head and looked at his parents beside the bed. Five years had passed, and the two of them were getting older, but compared to the other world, they were still much younger.

His palm was held by He Donglan, clearly conveying the temperature of his mother. Her face was full of fatigue, and there were fine lines at the corners of her eyes, but she still looked young and beautiful, as if she was still the same girl in her 30s. Young female teacher.

Xue Feng, who was sitting at the foot of the bed, looked down at the screen of his mobile phone, his temples had quietly revealed gray shadows, but at the age of 47, he was still quite energetic, and his eyes were not presbyopic, unlike Xue Mu's memory. I always have to push away my glasses and bend my eyes to look at my phone.

He looked at the two of them in a daze for a while, listening to the faint sound of electric current from the incandescent tube on the ceiling, his cold left arm ached from the potassium in the drip, and there seemed to be no disinfectant and water in the air. The smell of medicine irritated his somewhat sensitive nasal cavity, and he couldn't help sneezing.

Xue Feng and He Donglan heard his movement, turned their heads to look at him at the same time, raised their eyes to look at the hanging bottle, and then lowered their eyes together.

Xue Mu sniffed, it was really hard to believe, how could such a clear and real world be a dream.

After finishing the drip, Xue Feng drove Xue Mu and He Donglan back home, and lay down on his own bed. Xue Mu still couldn't fall asleep for a long time, so he picked up his mobile phone and sent Wan Chaoyang a WeChat message: Don't worry, you're home.

At this moment, Wan Chaoyang was tossing and turning in the same way. Hearing the sound of the phone, he quickly slid it away and looked at it, feeling a little more at ease in his heart. He wanted to chat with Xue Mu a little more, but he was afraid that he would not be able to rest after a tossing all night. , I had to reply: Go to sleep, I will wait for you at home.

Holding the mobile phone, Xue Mu sighed a long time. He exited the WeChat interface, opened the mobile phone photo album, and slid his finger down gently. The little things he got along with Wan Chaoyang in the past few years were intentional or unintentional. It was recorded by the lens of the mobile phone, the group photo of three people with Xie Jiangtao in the hotel, the selfie of three people with Cai Wei holding a business license, Wan Chaoyang's slightly drunk appearance in the New Year's Eve bar, Zheng Daqian and Xin Ke The first meeting of the four when we went to Nanjing for an outing, the warm New Year's Day in Sanya, the unconcealable resentment when we traveled to Zhejiang for the first time, the group photo with the drunk Zheng Daqian at the teacher appreciation banquet...

Unknowingly, the photo album turned to the top, and the memories of high school could not be found on the phone. Xue Mu couldn't help himself, got up and turned on the computer, and found the folder named "L7 Backup". In the pixels, there are group photos taken in the dormitory with his roommates in 301 before graduation, Wan Chaoyang he captured in the auditorium at the New Year's Day Gala, Miaofeng Mountain they climbed together in the summer vacation of the second year of high school, and the botanical garden in autumn tour, There is Yuyuantan in the spring outing, and the snowfall on the 16th birthday.

In addition to the photos, there is also a document, which is the text message chat records he exported earlier.

──You can go today, what time?

──After lunch, I will go to your house to find you

──It's downstairs

──I don’t want to sleep and watch Dream of the Red Chamber, do you know what I do when I don’t want to sleep

── why

──I said I was afraid of harming you

──I'm tired of playing

──I can also play dreams with you

──Love me so much

──Here we go again

──Asleep?

──It's twelve o'clock, happy birthday

──So many text messages can't wake you up?pig

──Have you turned off the lights, Xue Zhu?

──Did your father scold you?

──My dad suspects that we are gay

──What does it mean to be gay?

── Gay! GAY!

──My dad has left, what time do you come?

──It's ten o'clock

──So late?I'll pick you up

──I will go after dinner, an hour.

Xue Mu's fingers turned the scroll wheel of the mouse, and the words on the screen flew over line by line. He watched intently with a smile on his face, but he didn't know when tears were streaming down his face.

After reading the last word of the short message record, Xue Mu shut down the computer silently, took out two pieces of paper and wiped his face, then fell powerlessly on the bed, with uncontrollable tears pouring out.

He and Wan Chaoyang have gone through these five years step by step, all the joys and sorrows are so real and clear, how can all this be fake?

If it was really a dream, what was left at the moment he woke up?He is still the hard-working Lawyer Xue, the top student in everyone's mouth, Wan Chaoyang is still the legendary SUN, and a shareholder of the company worth tens of millions. Their deep-rooted love is nothing but fiction, and the past of working hard together is nothing It will all disappear in smoke, and similarly, Zheng Daqian is still an unrepentant Gao Ling miserably abandoned by Ouyang Ye. Without the company of the gentle and kind Xin Ke, earthquakes and snowstorms will still occur, and smog will still shroud the sky , the control of ideology, the deprivation of cultural freedom, the restoration of terrorism, the expansion of totalitarian ideology...

Xue Mu suddenly realized that the reason why everything in this world is so beautiful and happy is because he was too dissatisfied and disappointed with the real world, so he constructed such a paradise-like existence in his dream, but the problem The key is, since he has lived in this world for five years, why does God remind him and tell him that all this is just a lie?Why do you still have to let him understand that he will wake up from this dream after all?

Xue Mu struggled to sit up from the bed, wiped his face again, tried to take a few deep breaths, trying to calm himself down, he knew that now was not the time to be sad for love, he had to figure out how to deal with it next.

He can be sure that the real self should be in the ICU now, maybe he is already in a vegetative state, or he may have started to receive brain resuscitation treatment, then when the treatment in that world takes effect, it may be the day he leaves this world.

Xue Mu's internal organs began to tremble violently because of this terrible guess and suspicion. He had no control over himself who was undergoing treatment in another world, and could only passively wait for the result like a family member. announcement.

According to past experience, the fluctuations in the two worlds will occur every year at the turn of the new year, which is the moment of his death—or at present, it should be the moment of falling into a coma.

This phenomenon of intertwined worlds is becoming more and more obvious year by year. He has clearly heard the voices of doctors and nurses this year, so he cannot predict what will happen next year.

But after all, this staggered experience of this year is over, and there is still a whole year before the next one, so what should he do in this year?

He looked around and looked at this very familiar but also somewhat unfamiliar room. Although he knew that this world might be fake, everything he saw, heard, touched and felt were all real.Although many disasters and tragedies have never happened here again, not everything is as happy as a dream and too false. He also struggled with whether he should fall in love with Wan Chaoyang. After being beaten to the point of being admitted to the hospital, Zheng Daqian still couldn't get rid of the encounter and tribulations with Ouyang Ye, and the road to starting a business was also arduous and tortuous.If it wasn't for this time's awakening, I'm afraid he would never have considered whether this world is real or not.

He suddenly thought of the allusion about Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly. Zhuang Zi didn't know whether he had turned into a butterfly or the butterfly had turned into him, so he came to the epiphany that all things are equal, integrated, neither true nor false, neither real nor empty. For Xue Mu, at this moment Although he didn't turn into a butterfly, but the current self is indeed more beautiful than he imagined, so since everything is equal and there is no truth or falsehood, why should he doubt whether the world he lives in is real or not? ?The so-called fake is true when it is true and false, and there is nothing when there is nothing. Does it mean that when he is born in the world, he is born, and when he dies, the universe is dead?

He originally thought that he was reborn from a sudden death, and he only thought that this life was another chance given to him by God, and he wanted to do it again happily, so he indulged in tossing, learning, loving, and fighting, The world he has left has nothing to do with him, everything here is his new life, and now he knows that he has not completely left in another world, but now, for him, the original world is actually more beautiful. Like a dream, here is reality.

Maybe next year, maybe the year after, maybe on New Year's Day in [-], he will return there after all. At that time, everything now may seem like a big dream, but in any case, for the current Xue Mu, seriously Working hard to continue living is what he should do most in this brave new world.

The sky brightened little by little, Xue Muku sat on the bedside, but his heart sank little by little.

He has never considered any issues of worldview before, he has never thought about where life comes from and where he will die, maybe people die like lights out, maybe karma reincarnation is not good, he has never thought that these are related to himself, but now, He had to become an idealist.

Only the world he exists in is meaningful. Since he lives here, then this place is real. No matter what will happen in one year or two years, he will live out his splendor no matter what. Just as before, even redoubled efforts to fight, to play, to love, whether it is career, love, family, friendship, it is better to go out and continue to be yourself than to be suspicious here. A better self like a dream butterfly.

Xue Mu, who finally figured this out, seemed to have been opened up to Ren Du's second channel suddenly, his mind was clear and bright, and the belated tiredness finally wrapped his body, and he lay back in his bed again in the morning light, It is solid and warm from the inside to the outside, as if lying in the warm embrace of Wan Chaoyang in a trance, comfortable and relaxed, safe and dreamless.

No.90 six questions Love each other as if every day is the end

After resting for a day, Xue Feng and He Donglan took Xue Mu to the 4S shop on the second day.

Xue Mu never cared about buying a car. When he was a lawyer for a few months, Xue Feng and He Donglan proposed to buy a car for Xue Mu. I rented a house with him in Chaoyangmen. Going to work is only a matter of a few subway stops, but it takes an hour or two to drive. Besides, parking fees, parking spaces, and traffic restrictions are all troublesome, so I rejected the proposal. With Xue Feng and He Donglan's insistence, Xue Mu also agreed to buy a car later—it's a pity that he didn't get the number until he left that world.

In this new world, getting a license plate no longer requires a number lottery, and there are no restrictions on traffic, so buying a car worth more than 10,000 yuan is just a matter of hand. Xue Mu asked Wan Chaoyang about his preferences in advance, and it took a long time In no time, Xue Feng swiped his card and got a Toyota Corolla.

Two weeks after picking up the car, Xue Mu insisted on inviting Xue Feng and He Donglan to have a meal, and then he was thinking about how to take the time to do small things such as getting the license plate and renting a car space, but he didn't notice that Xue Feng and He Donglan were there. There was some hesitant expression on the dinner table.

"I'll go back to Phoenix in a while, you can just drop me off at the subway station, and then you two can go home, the day after tomorrow it's time to officially enter a new working stage, and I have to prepare with Chaoyang. Xue Mu took a sip of his drink, put down his cup and picked up his rice bowl again, and boldly put the food in his mouth, as if the incident of being sent to the first aid due to alkalosis two days ago never happened at all.

He Donglan put down his chopsticks a long time ago, held the teacup with both hands and unconsciously rubbed the rim, and kept giving Xue Feng winks. Xue Feng ate his food calmly, and after a long time, he also picked up the cup and took a sip of tea, before saying nonchalantly : "What are you and Wan Chaoyang planning to do?"

The movements of Xue Mu's hands paused, he raised his eyes to look at Xue Feng, and asked, "What's the matter? Isn't this company just opened, just recruited people, and it will officially start the day after tomorrow."

"I'm talking about you two." Xue Feng put down his chopsticks, swallowed the food in his mouth, wiped his mouth, and said, "What are you two going to do?"

"Both of us..." Xue Mu had no choice but to leave his job, "We...are fine...that's it..."

"What's the matter?" He Donglan answered, "If you don't mention it, don't mention it. Are we pretending to know or pretending not to know?"

Xue Mu was a little embarrassed, forced a smile, and said, "What do you two mean?"

"You two have been in this relationship for so many years, and your mother and I know it too." Xue Feng's face was a little elusive, "I used to think that you children would not care about you if you were playing around, but now you have graduated when you talk, and this company doesn't care about you." It’s opened, and the small house is also rented, is this the plan to live like this for the rest of your life?”

Xue Mu's heart sank, the word "lifetime" is too heavy, even he himself doesn't know which New Year's Day will be the end of the world, what are we talking about for a lifetime?

"We will never interfere with your emotional matters," He Donglan continued, "After all, your father and I are already at this age, and we will definitely walk ahead of you in the future, so that only the people around you can accompany you throughout your life. In the final analysis, people still have to make their own choices, but... but regarding the matter of the day before yesterday, we were really confused."

After hearing this, Xue Mu hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong with you?"

Xue Feng sighed softly, and said: "This kid Chaoyang must be smart and capable, but...not mature enough, something happened to you, he called us in a panic, and he didn't say anything clearly. In other words, I was crying so badly first, you said that we are now at this age, and we can keep calm and drive here quickly, so what if we are 67 or [-]? Let him be so scared that he can't be the first to have an accident? "

Hearing this, Xue Mu hurriedly defended Wan Chaoyang: "He has never experienced this before, and he was frightened, not to mention how old he is. He said he was going to graduate and start a business, so he was just in his early twenties. Children, if you see that I have a problem, don’t you have to tell you two quickly? When you two are 67 and he is [-] or [-], how can you still be so unreasonable?”

"It's one thing to talk about his ability to deal with problems, but..." He Donglan frowned deeply, "We used to think that whoever you like and who you are with, as long as you can support each other and rely on each other, it's fine, but