Never be a bully again
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It can't, it can't be frosted. "
"My mother, brother, how thick is your inner skin, grinding every day?"
"Did I hear you right? You two are talking about face oil and facial cleanser?" Yang Zhao curled his lips while spreading the quilt, "Aren't you a sissy!"
When Zheng Daqian heard it, he was a little embarrassed. He has always been difficult to get rid of a somewhat feminine image in terms of figure, appearance and manner, so he is particularly sensitive to this word.
Xue Mu quickly glanced at Zheng Daqian's face, and immediately retorted: "What does skin care have to do with being a woman or not? Now you pretend to be manly and don't take care of yourself. After a few years, you will be full of little fresh meat and you will look like an old man." It’s too late for you to regret it! Girls don’t even want to have sex with you!”
Seeing that Xue Mu was so excited, Yang Zhao realized that Zheng Daqian's face was hurt by his casual words, so he smiled a little embarrassedly, didn't answer any more, and lay down on the bed.
Zheng Daqian asked suspiciously: "What is Xiao Xianrou?"
"...It's not important." Xue Mu turned over and lay down, and the light-off bell rang at the right time.
In fact, the matter of becoming handsome is indeed managed by Xue Mu on purpose. In the not-too-distant year of [-], the first test for any problem is to "look at the face", so Xue Mu, who didn't pay much attention to appearance I also gradually learned to control myself.
Especially under the influence and guidance of Zheng Daqian, cleansing, skin care, beard, hair, clothing, and accessories are all checked by him personally. Over time, he also gradually got rid of the "straight male aesthetic" that Zheng Daqian sneered at. , even if the figure is not very good, but can always clean up the person who looks like a dog and go out.
It’s just that it’s back to 16, and the capital investment can’t meet the standard of ten years later. I can only improve the details as much as possible. First, I replaced all the skin care products that are not suitable for me, and then re-formulate them on the grounds that the prescription is not enough. He put on a pair of glasses, and then carefully improved for a few months to restore his hairstyle ten years later. Although he was only facing the fixed dozens of classmates, he insisted on shaving and washing his hair every morning, and used hair mud to scratch his hair before going out. Well, while improving the shape of the face, it also made the body look two centimeters taller. Coupled with the already energetic [-]-year-old young body, it naturally exudes vigorous charm.
Xue Mu worked so hard to maintain his image not to attract attention, but he got used to it after ten years, besides, who wouldn't want to look good?Even if other roommates will silently roll their eyes when they grab their hair every day, but---I've died once, can't I be handsome?
"You have become handsome." Wan Chaoyang's muffled voice suddenly came from the upper bunk, interrupting Xue Mu's train of thought.
"what?"
"I said...you have become handsome." Wan Chaoyang repeated it with a blushing face, but luckily no one could see it.
Xue Mu couldn't help but smiled after hearing this, and said, "Uncle will make you a private beauty consultant later on, it's not expensive, just a small stir-fry will do."
"Then I want it too!" Zheng Daqian said eagerly in the next bed.
"Did you listen to how much advice I gave you!" Xue Mu rolled his eyes.
"I—"
"Dong dong dong!" Zheng Daqian's words were interrupted by a stern knock on the door, and the dorm manager's flashlight shone into 301. Everyone quickly closed their mouths and pretended to be asleep. After a while, they really fell asleep.
Wan Chaoyang had long given up the habit of sleeping late, and got up and had breakfast with Xue Mu every day, but when he washed up the next morning, he paid special attention to Xue Mu's shaving movements.
Xue Mu didn't shave very elegantly, and he got up in the morning with a bit of breath. After washing his face anxiously, he shook the shaving foam, squeezed it in the palm of his hand, and then randomly pasted it around his lips. And the chin and cheeks, then pick up the razor and use the blade to quickly scrape off the foam from top to bottom in front of the mirror, then apply it again, and shave it again from bottom to top, then rinse the blade and throw it aside to start wash your face.
Wan Chaoyang turned his head, subconsciously touched the soft fluff on his lips, and secretly decided to buy a set of razor blades and foam on the weekend.
Xue Mu didn't notice Wan Chaoyang's observation of him, he just felt much more refreshed after washing up, returned to the dormitory and wiped Dabao's hair in front of the mirror, only to find Wan Chaoyang watching him quietly.
He turned his head to look at Wan Chaoyang in doubt, Wan Chaoyang hurriedly looked away in panic, Xue Mu smiled and said, "What are you looking at?"
Wan Chaoyang knew that he couldn't hide, so he could only hesitate and say, "Look at you scratching your hair...it's very powerful."
As soon as Xue Mu heard that his craftsmanship was praised, he immediately smiled, dug another piece, rubbed it in his palm and said, "Come on, I'll grab one for you too."
Before Wan Chaoyang could refuse, Xue Mu had already walked up to him, and inserted his fingers into his hair.
Wan Chaoyang's body stiffened suddenly, the distance from the tip of his nose to the tip of his nose was only about ten centimeters, the faint fragrance of Dabao drifted down Xue Mu's face, making him itchy.
Xue Mu carefully combed Wan Chaoyang's hair, not paying attention to his little thoughts at all, took two steps back to look at it, and said with a smile, "Oh my god, who is this! Why is he so handsome!"
Wan Chaoyang was elated, and before he had time to blush, Zheng Daqian shouted, "Hey Wood Wood! I want it, I want it too!"
Before Wan Chaoyang could react, he saw Xue Mu's hands touching Zheng Daqian's hair.
"It's over!" Wan Chaoyang finished catching Zheng Daqian, and turned his head to ask Wan Chaoyang contentedly, "Isn't he handsome?"
After hearing this, Zheng Daqian turned his head to look at Wan Chaoyang, waiting for his evaluation with full expectation.
"The shabby mother cried shabby," Wan Chaoyang rolled his eyes, "The shabby is dead."
"Pooh!"
After that, Wan Chaoyang also began to pay attention to his own image. When he returned home on the weekend, he bought the same skin care products, razors and hair mud as Xue Mu. Chaoyang suddenly had the illusion of becoming an adult.
"It's a man." This idea popped up out of nowhere, which made him a little excited for some reason, "Like a man, open and generous, just like it if you like it."
He wiped his face, dug out a piece of hair mud and applied it on his hands, imitated Xue Mu's way and scratched on his head, but he couldn't get the same effect. He washed it off, dried it and scratched again, but it still failed. , Looking at the time, it was almost too late to take the same car with Xue Mu, so he could only stuff the hair mud into his bag angrily, and hurried out the door.
"Why does your family eat here every week?" When Wan Chaoyang appeared in front of Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian again, Zheng Daqian asked suspiciously.
"Is it okay? I'm willing." Wan Chaoyang still didn't give him a good face.
Zheng Daqian looked at Wan Chaoyang carefully, but Xue Mu said in surprise: "Hey! Have you shaved? You're so handsome!"
Wan Chaoyang pressed the corner of his lips, pretending to be nonchalant and let out a "hmm".
Xue Mu showed a kind smile: "The baby has grown up... You see, the big money is also scratched."
Wan Chaoyang didn't look at Zheng Daqian, turned his head to look at the direction the bus was coming from, and muttered, "Scrape or not."
When the bus came, Zheng Daqian got on the bus first and sat in the old seat again, but Wan Chaoyang rolled his eyes and sat next to him.
"Huh? I want to stick to the wood!" Zheng Daqian quickly protested.
"Just stay next to me." Wan Chaoyang dismissed the protest with a cold face, and then watched Xue Mu sitting beside him proudly, and handed over one of his earphones to Xue Mu.
Xue Mu borrowed the earphones while putting it on and said with a smile: "Are you still taking the initiative to be next to the big money? It's over, this is trying to empathize!"
Wan Chaoyang couldn't help but give Xue Mu a blank look, and as for Zheng Daqian who was staring at him with puffed cheeks, he didn't even bother to look at him.
"I'm a gecko waiting for a mosquito~ You're a butterfly dancing~" Xue Mu hummed along with the melody in the earphones in a low voice, completely unaware of the incompatibility between the two people around him.
Wan Chaoyang fell asleep on Xue Mu's left without going to the Internet cafe during evening self-study. Zheng Daqian also changed places with Xue Mu's right classmate before class. Cheeks are bored doing exercises.
The mid-term exam is coming soon, Xue Mu is a little confident this time, although the foundation is not as solid as other students, but the mid-term exam is about the content learned in the past two months, Xue Mu thinks that he has mastered it well, although three different At [-] o'clock, he would still go out to go to the Internet cafe with Wan Chaoyang, but he studied hard anyway. He conservatively estimated that it should be no problem to get to the middle level in the class.
Just as they reached a difficult step, Zheng Daqian suddenly handed over a piece of paper, Xue Mu took it in doubt, and it read: What are you doing with Chaoyang?
Xue Mu turned his head to look at Wan Chaoyang, who was sleeping soundly, and turned his head to look at Zheng Daqian wonderingly.
Zheng Daqian pursed his lips, took back the paper, wrote a few strokes and handed it back: Are you stupid?He likes you!
No.20 Seven Questions You Know What I Didn’t Say
"Pfft—cough cough cough cough!"
Xue Mu's weird movements quickly attracted the attention of a small circle of students around him, Wan Chaoyang was also awakened suddenly, and raised his head to look at him in a daze.
Zheng Daqian was startled, and pulled his piece of paper back from Xue Mu's desk, and quickly crumpled it into a ball.
Wan Chaoyang stared at him vigilantly, he silently raised a hand to block Wan Chaoyang's sight, lowered his head and acted like his own queen hero again.
"What are you laughing at?" Wan Chaoyang asked Xue Mu angrily.
Xue Muyou giggled to himself, waved his hands, but didn't answer.
Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips, moved his numb arm a few times, knocked on the desk of his classmate on the left hand side, borrowed his "Youth Digest" and began to read.
While Xue Mu continued to do the questions, the corners of his mouth kept curling up.
This big money is really too funny, if you are gay, no one looks like a straight man?Chaoyang likes me?Hahahahahaha!
Zheng Daqian quietly glanced at Xue Mu, and sighed helplessly.
Wood is really a piece of wood, Chaoyang can't even see such obvious love?I never expected that the first person of the same kind I met in my life did not like me.
Wan Chaoyang flipped through the pages of the book, his eyes also wandering towards Xue Mu's smiling face.
What's the fun?
After evening self-study, Xue Mu rarely abandoned Wan Chaoyang, took the initiative to hook Zheng Daqian's shoulder, put it into his ear and whispered: "I will find you when the lights are off at night."
Zheng Daqian scratched his ears: "Why are you looking for me?"
"Let's talk about what's on your mind!" Xue Mu said with a smirk.
A pair of big hands quickly reached between the two of them, grabbing their necks and separating them sharply, without asking, he knew it was Mr. Wan Chaoyang.
"Don't block the way." Wan Zhaoyang said coldly.
"Do you have to walk between the two of us?" Zheng Daqian asked with raised eyebrows.
Before Wan Chaoyang could reply, Xue Mu grabbed his neck again: "Oh my god, are you still jealous? Come, come, uncle dotes on you, MUA!"
With this, Wan Chaoyang couldn't care less about Zheng Daqian, and followed Xue Mu with a tense smile, leaving only Zheng Daqian sighing resentfully.
After returning to the dormitory, washing and turning off the lights, the dormitory supervisor made a round of inspection, the whole building became quiet, and soon there was the sound of even breathing, Xue Mu tiptoed off the quilt and jumped out of bed, got into Zheng Daqian in the bed.
"What are you doing?" Zheng Daqian asked angrily.
"It's agreed to do an in-depth interview." Xue Mu also replied angrily.
At the beginning, Zheng Daqian came out to Xue Mu during the summer vacation of his freshman year. Xue Mu felt a little unbelievable at the time, but also seemed reasonable, because he never considered the possibility that Zheng Daqian would be gay. , but once he accepted this setting, he felt that he was obviously gay.
When he came out of the closet, Zheng Daqian said that he was "turned over" by his first love, and he also popularized all kinds of strange concepts such as straight bend, attack and victim, and rotten women to Xue Mu, who was as pure as water at that time.
Although Xue Mu did not have any direct understanding and contact with the gay community, corruption culture prevailed on the university campus, and all kinds of performances would not be complete without cross-dressing and spoofing programs selling corruption. Moreover, after studying law for a year, most law teachers When referring to concepts such as gender, sexual orientation, and same-sex marriage, he consistently expressed respect for equality, so he accepted Zheng Daqian's coming out without any obstacles.
It’s just that after a few years, Zheng Daqian told Xue Mu the truth when he was drunk. In fact, he had realized that he was different as early as junior high school, but he didn’t dare to admit and accept himself. When I met my first love Ouyang Ye in college, I grasped this life-saving straw, took the opportunity to complete my self-identity, and even threw the blame on the other party, saying that he was "turned" by him, and let him be responsible to the end.But Ouyang Ye is a person who can't settle down. The two have been entangled with each other for seven or eight years, and they haven't escaped from each other's trap until Xue Mu returned to the present.
Returning to high school, Xue Mu actually made a plan to let Zheng Daqian tear down his cabinet door before meeting Ouyang Ye again, so as to prevent him from falling into Ouyang Ye's hands again for such a reason. He originally thought it would be appropriate. The timing should be the summer vacation of the third year of high school, but since Zheng Daqian brought up the pot by himself now, Xue Mu took advantage of the opportunity to help him boil it.
"Interview with Mao?" Zheng Daqian elbowed Xue Mu's chest, "I'm sleepy!"
"Didn't you say that Chaoyang likes me? Tell me, why do you like me? How did you see it?" Xue Mu laughed softly.
"Blind people can see it, okay?" Zheng Daqian rolled his eyes.
"Why didn't I see it?"
"You are stupid!"
"I think it's you looking at Renji with rotten eyes!"
"Look at the chicken?"
"Ji! Rotten eyes look at Renji!"
Zheng Daqian was stunned, although he had never heard of this word, but after pondering it, he understood the meaning of the words, but he has always presented himself as a fake straight man, how could Xue Mu see through his heart?
"What's rotten? What do you mean?" He pretended to be stupid and said in a daze.
"Okay, don't pretend to be a grandson with me, I know you are gay!"
"What nonsense are you talking about!" Zheng Daqian rushed up with the spirit of his dantian, and couldn't control the volume for a while, waking Wan Chaoyang who was still asleep.
"Is it necessary for you to pretend to be with me?" Xue Mu patted him lightly, "You don't even believe me?"
Zheng Daqian couldn't recover for a while. Originally, he saw Wan Chaoyang's thoughts and wanted to remind Xue Mu not to play wild jokes with him without any scruples all day long. He didn't expect to burn himself, but was questioned by Xue Mu orientation.
"You don't need to hide it from me, I know it all." Xue Mu whispered, "I know you like boys, and you have been suppressing yourself, pretending to like girls. In fact, you don't have to do this, you can tell me what's on your mind, I completely I can understand you, whether you like boys or girls, you are my best buddy."
Zheng Daqian stared at Xue Mu dumbfounded, the faint moonlight from the curtain shone on his face, his eyes were shining brightly, so gentle—although it was disgusting to say so, Zheng Daqian really felt that he was like an angel Same.
"I...I..." Zheng Daqian didn't expect the matter to unfold like this, and was speechless for a moment, unable to utter a complete sentence.
"IknowIknow," Xue Mu raised his hand and patted Zheng Daqian's shoulder, "You don't need to say anything, I understand, I will help you keep it secret first, but you should restrain yourself a little bit, Chaoyang and I are just buddies Ah, it's the same as the two of us. Think about it, how can an ordinary straight man always suspect that others are gay? Only gays will pay attention to this! You are just exposing yourself like this!"
The rustling voice made Wan Chaoyang unable to fall asleep. He turned over and listened, but couldn't understand who Zheng Daqian was talking to. The strange thing was that the volume was so low, who could hear it clearly?
"Ahem." Yang Zhao was also disturbed and cleared his throat in protest.
Xue Mu could hear it clearly, and said "Go to bed first", then jumped off the bed and ran back to his own bed, and this scene happened to be fully seen by Wan Chaoyang who opened his eyes curiously.
Wan Chaoyang thought he was dazzled, so he rubbed his eyes and looked down. He clearly saw Xue Mu get into his quilt and lie down again, and Zheng Daqian on the other side also made the whole quilt. Obviously, someone just leave.
Wan Chaoyang fell back on the pillow like falling into an ice cave, and didn't fall asleep much all night.
Zheng Daqian, whose door was forcibly demolished, was also in a complicated mood and couldn't sleep.
Only Xue Mu, the culprit, fell asleep early.
The next morning, Wan Chaoyang ignored Xue Mu's love and didn't ask Xue Mu to help him brush his hair before going out.
Zheng Daqian also felt an inexplicable embarrassment in his heart, and deliberately avoided Xue Mu, eating and classing with Yang Zhao.
Although Xue Mu felt a little strange, he didn't take it seriously, because facing the mid-term exam, he fell into a long-lost excitement, eager to verify the effect of the two months of learning and playing.
On Friday night, the results were announced. Xue Mu's class was 21 and his grade was 57.
Xue Mule is crazy. Although in everyone's eyes, his grades are regressed after being addicted to Internet cafes like Wan Chaoyang, but only he knows how awesome he got this score in the test.
"Go to the Internet cafe tomorrow!" The bell rang at the end of the evening self-study, Xue Mu leaned on Wan Chaoyang's shoulder, shaking the report card shyly, "Uncle treats you, and I will give you another bottle of Coke!"
Wan Chaoyang pushed Xue Mu's hand away coldly, and while putting away his paper and stuffing it into the table hole, he stood up and said with a stinky face, "No."
"Ah?" Xue Mu was a little surprised, put down the paper and hurriedly chased two steps, and asked, "Did I hear correctly? This is the first time you rejected my offer to go to an Internet cafe?"
"En." Wan Chaoyang responded sullenly, and quickened his pace.
"Why?" Xue Mu followed persistently, "Why have you been so weird these two days?" After saying that, he was taken aback, grabbed Wan Chaoyang's arm, and asked, "Is there something wrong with your family? "
Wan Chaoyang looked at Xue Mu's concerned eyes, feeling a little complicated in his heart, he shook his hand and said, "It's okay."
"Is it all right?"
"Ah."
"Why is that?" Xue Mu persisted, "How did I offend you?"
"..." Wan Chaoyang held back for a long time, and said: "Think for yourself!"
Xue Mu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and followed Wan Chaoyang all the way back to the dormitory, constantly asking——
"Because I did better than you?" "No."
"Because I didn't grab your hair?" "No."
"Because I didn't wait for you to take a bath with Daqianer?" "No."
"Because you stained your pants when you were on the ground?" "No."
"What is the reason for that? I really can't figure it out, brother..."
Hearing the word "brother", Wan Chaoyang blushed for a long time, and seeing Xue Mu's questioning to this point, he couldn't give up without telling him to turn off the lights, so he had to drag Xue Mu out of the dormitory door. He ran to the laundry room and asked in a low voice, "Sunday night...after the lights were turned off, what did you do with Big Qianer?"
Xue Mu was taken aback, thought for a while, but it was not easy to reveal Zheng Daqian's matter, so he laughed and said, "You said I slept on his bed? Just whisper, we both slept under the same quilt when we were young, we are not allowed ah?"
Wan Zhaoyang pursed his lips, and said, "When I was a child, I was a child, how old I am, and I still have a bed, is it disgusting?"
Xue Mu chuckled and said, "Are you upset because you think we're disgusting?"
"Nor...not..." Wan Chaoyang stammered, "disgusting" has almost become his mantra, why would he find Xue Mu disgusting?
"What's the matter, brother?"
"..." Wan Chaoyang gritted his teeth, "Are you just being so good with him? Am I not your buddy too? Why don't you sleep with me in the same bed?"
"Hahaha, are you still jealous when co-authoring?" Xue Mu laughed, "I really wonder why you are so jealous of big money? Okay, I'm exposed to the rain and dew, so I'll sleep with you today, okay?"
Wan Chaoyang was stunned for a moment, not knowing whether he should refuse.
"Sleeping with you under the quilt, can you calm down? Can you go to the Internet cafe tomorrow?"
"...Yes." Wan Chaoyang swallowed, and replied dully.
"My God, I still have to sell my body for you to accompany me to the Internet cafe. After that, I have to pay for the Internet cafe? This is a mess! Let's go! Go to bed, go to bed!"
No.20 eight questions, how much anxiety do you have in your heart, leave it to me to hold it hard
When the lights were turned off and the bell rang, the dormitory was plunged into darkness. Wan Chaoyang's heart jumped quickly. He clutched the corner of the quilt nervously. He wondered if it was because of Xue Mu's sentence "the rain and dew are all soaked" that he was really a bit of a concubine for the first time. Anxiety at bedtime.
The usual sleeping meeting was routinely interrupted by the flashlight of the dormitory supervisor. After the sound of footsteps went away, there were occasional loud knocks and yelling at the door. At first glance, I thought it was the prison guards threatening the prisoners.
After the voice gradually quieted down, Xue Mu sat up, knocked on Wan Chaoyang's bed, and asked in a breathy voice, "Are you asleep?"
"No... cough cough cough..." Wan Zhaoyang choked on his own saliva as soon as he opened his mouth, and coughed several times.
Zheng Daqian opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Xue Mu crawling on Wan Chaoyang's bed in his underwear. He was so startled that he sat up quickly and whispered, "Mu! What are you doing!"
When Wan Chaoyang heard this, he immediately became alert: Bad for me, good for me?
Xue Mu climbed halfway, turned his head to look at earning a lot of money, thought for a while, and said with a smile: "Maintenance of customer relationship!"
"Ah?" Zheng Daqian didn't understand.
"Go to sleep!" Xue Mu waved his hand at him, and rushed onto Wan Chaoyang's bed.
The light leaking in from the curtains was reflected in the naked body, and the thin but not weak lines exuded youthful hormones, which made Wan Zhaoyang's eyes straighten.
"Go in!" Xue Mu patted Wan Chaoyang's knee.
Wan Chaoyang came back to his senses, quickly moved his body, pressed against the wall tightly, and made room for Xue Mu.
Xue Mu unceremoniously got into the quilt and lay down, Zheng Daqian stared dumbfounded for a while, wanted to stop him, but remembered what Xue Mu had reminded him before, endured and endured, and had to lie back silently with complicated emotions.
The weather in April was already a bit hot and dry in late spring, but the temperature at night was just pleasant, only Wan Chaoyang looked at Xue Mu who was so close, his whole body was as hot as in a sauna.
The quilts in the school were neither thin nor thick, and it would be cold if they were not covered. After covering them for a while, they felt a little stuffy. Moreover, the two boys were lying together, their body temperature was steaming and steaming, and after a while, Xue Mu was so hot that he lifted the quilts again. In one corner, half of his shoulders were exposed.
Wan Chaoyang couldn't look away, so he had to force himself to close his eyes, but once he closed his eyes, Xue Mu didn't even have his underwear left.
Xue Mu turned over and lay face to face with Wan Chaoyang, opened his eyes unconsciously, but saw Wan Chaoyang's eyes closed and his brows furrowed tightly, as if the muscles of the whole face were exerting force, he had never seen With this sleeping appearance, I couldn't help but smiled slightly.
When Wan Chaoyang heard it, he opened his eyes, and seeing Xue Mu's smile that was almost on his face, his heart beat wildly again, but he still pretended to be calm and asked softly, "What are you laughing at?"
"Laugh at your sleeping appearance," Xue Mu replied in a low voice, "It's so bitter and bitter."
"..." Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips and shouted in a low voice, "Sleep!"
Xue Mu thought about Wan Chaoyang's sleeping face that was not relaxed just now, and looked at his pretending to be serious, suddenly felt a little distressed, and sighed sadly: "You are so young, it is quite difficult for you to accept such family changes. ,well……"
Wan Chaoyang frowned: "How young?"
Xue Mu smiled lightly and said, "Only our age."
Wan Chaoyang's emotions gradually sank when Xue Mu talked about his thoughts, and said in a deep voice, "It's nothing, didn't you say it, you have to tolerate your parents."
Xue Mu raised his eyebrows: "Did you really take what I said to heart?"
"En." Wan Chaoyang responded, "It makes sense—I found that you are usually not a regular person, but you know a lot about the truth."
Xue Mu was stunned when he heard this.
In the dead of night, when the laughter that caters to the impetuous daylight fades away, it is always easier for people to discover the anguish that is hidden by themselves.
Xue Mu has always been unwilling to think deeply about his situation, but Wan Chaoyang's words hit a pain point in his heart.
He came back in 2 with ten years of experience and knowledge. He knows the social changes in the next ten years, the popularization of smart phones and high-speed networks, the rapid development of sharing economy and O[-]O, the turning point of childbirth policy and gender equality The awakening of consciousness, the expansion and lock-up of the macro economy, the restoration of racism and terrorism, the tightening of opening up and the control of ideology...
He is the only one in this world who knows about the blessings and disasters that will happen, but he can only stay in this high school on the outskirts of the city, silently waiting for it to happen again, and all he thinks about is the results of the midterm exam and Wan Chaoyang. When will I become a game master?
To be honest, if you really want to hug your thighs, how thick are Wan Chaoyang's?Now at this time, he went to those Ma Yun, Ma Huateng, Wang Jianlin, Dong Mingzhu and Liu Qiangdong who were still on the rise. Which one would bring him no more benefits than Wan Chaoyang in the future?
But with his identity, how could he get into the eyes of those big shots?How could they become close friends with him unconditionally just because they played games together like Wan Chaoyang?
What makes Xue Mu feel even more sad is that, after much deliberation, he always thinks about how to hug and who's thigh, but he doesn't know what he can do with his own ability.
What can he do? After the examination, he can master the laws of fourteen departments by heart. After returning to the United States, he is a practicing foreign lawyer who can go to court with a certificate. After working for three years, he can independently complete the legal opinion for the listing of a small company... …
But these abilities, back in [-], he can't use them for anything. He can only rely on his simple legal logic to question the school's code of conduct, and in the end he didn't shake the rules.
He has heard a lot, seen a lot, and knows a lot, but he has no ability.
From the beginning of the third year of high school, he was gradually overtaken by his classmates, to the outstanding students from all provinces and places in college, and to the top elites from all walks of life he met at work. Being ground down, he accepted his own ordinaryness and ordinaryness painfully and helplessly.
Therefore, at this moment, facing the opportunity to start again, he opportunistically chose this Wan Chaoyang who needed the least effort to rely on.
He knew that he was lazy and shameful, but his previous life was really exhausting, and he just wanted to be ashamed like this.
"After hearing a lot of truths, I still can't live a good life." Xue Mu murmured with his eyes blank.
Wan Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Xue Mu to say such inexplicable words, and seeing that his face was a bit dim, he couldn't help asking: "Why are you having a hard time?"
Xue Mu quickly came back to his senses, put on a cynical smile again, and said with a smile: "Just say it casually, it's still a lifetime, what do teenage children talk about a lifetime. Go to sleep, go to sleep, love as soon as it gets dark." Thinking wildly, young people don't know what it's like to be sad."
Xue Mu finished beating haha, turned over on his back, was about to close his eyes and go to sleep, when Wan Chaoyang asked, "Do you still think we are children?"
He looked sideways at Wan Chaoyang, only to see him say with a serious expression: "We are all sixteen and seventeen, we will be adults soon, it's fine if adults think we are children, even you think so?"
Xue Mu laughed a little, and said in his heart that I am not a child, but you are clearly a child, which adult would intentionally fail to study hard for the exam in order to punish his father?
"It's because adults treat us like children that they don't value our opinions, manipulate us at will, and make decisions for us selfishly. Now even you have to deny yourself like this?!"
Xue Mu stared blankly at Wan Chaoyang's righteous indignation, and sighed silently in his heart. He still underestimated the impact of his parents' divorce on Wan Chaoyang.
Although he now understands that "parents" are only one of their many identities, and "children" should be responsible for their own lives, and should not ask their parents to sacrifice their own happiness, but for growing up in the suburbs and not accepting more open For Wan Chaoyang, who is influenced by Internet thinking, the divorce of his parents may be as hopeless as the sky has fallen to him.
Feelings of pity once again flooded Xue Mu's heart, he smiled softly and said, "I'm sorry, I said something wrong."
Wan Chaoyang was taken aback when he heard this, he was only stung by Xue Mu's "baby" words for a moment, so he blurted out to express his dissatisfaction, but the word "sorry" seemed too much for him and Xue Mu. Born and grand, it seems that this casual night talk has been raised to a different height.
"I didn't treat you like a child," Xue Mu continued, "Although you are not fully mature in dealing with your parents' affairs, you have done a good job for the current you. If it were me , must not be as strong as you."
Wan Chaoyang stared blankly at Xue Mu, he didn't realize that his momentary loss of control was also due to his parents, and hearing Xue Mu's words made him feel mixed feelings for a while, and he was speechless for a while.
Xue Mu smiled softly, and said: "But being strong doesn't mean being brave. I know you don't like to express yourself, and you are always bored, but you can rest assured to tell me, or else I, a buddy, will do it." Huh?" After finishing speaking, he gave another "tsk" and said, "Oh, I feel like I should have a hug at this time."
The grievance hidden in his heart was easily evoked by Xue Mu's three or two sentences, before Wan Chaoyang could be moved, after hearing the second half of the sentence, his heart suddenly jumped wildly again.
"Yes...you can..." he stammered.
Xue Mu looked at Wan Chaoyang's silly expression, smiled distressedly, raised his right hand and hugged him gently.
Even during the heart-to-heart exchange during the last spring outing, Wan Chaoyang never got a hug from Xue Mu, even on the bicycle in winter night, the hands around his waist were separated by layers of clothes.
But at this moment, the first face-to-face hug between Wan Chaoyang and Xue Mu turned out to be naked in the same bed.
There was no gap, the skins slid across each other lightly, Xue Mu's warm palm lightly patted Wan Chaoyang's back, the slightly protruding biceps rested on his arm, and the breath from his nose gently fell on his lips. peak.
Wan Chaoyang got goosebumps all over his body, swallowed his saliva, didn't dare to hesitate for too long, and raised his arms to wrap around Xue Mu's waist.
It turned out that this was Xue Mu's waist, so strong, so smooth, so warm.
He supported his waist, not daring to lift it up, not daring to move, at a loss, with inexplicable force in his hands to maintain the same posture, he began to tremble slightly, and his breathing became more and more rapid.
Xue Mu felt his trembling and disordered breathing, and thought that he might shed tears of grievance, so he stroked his back more gently and said: "Be good, be good, uncle loves you."
Before he finished speaking, Xue Mu suddenly felt something was wrong—why did his thigh seem to be pushed against by something hard...?
No.20 Nine questions, gently kiss and tightly close eyes
Wan Chaoyang quickly pushed his butt back as if he was electrocuted, and pressed it tightly against the wall, but his hands still hugged Xue Mu's waist reluctantly and refused to let go.
When his body made such a response, he didn't realize it at all, and he didn't realize it until he accidentally touched Xue Mu's thigh.
He didn't dare to look directly into Xue Mu's eyes. He lowered his eyelids, and his eyes fell on Xue Mu's chest. The hook became more and more excited.
Xue Mu was absent-minded for a moment, he tried to figure out what it was with his heel, but...why? ? ?
As a boy, Xue Mu also understands that sometimes that thing can't control himself to get mental. He has also experienced fainting on the subway.
"My mother, brother, how thick is your inner skin, grinding every day?"
"Did I hear you right? You two are talking about face oil and facial cleanser?" Yang Zhao curled his lips while spreading the quilt, "Aren't you a sissy!"
When Zheng Daqian heard it, he was a little embarrassed. He has always been difficult to get rid of a somewhat feminine image in terms of figure, appearance and manner, so he is particularly sensitive to this word.
Xue Mu quickly glanced at Zheng Daqian's face, and immediately retorted: "What does skin care have to do with being a woman or not? Now you pretend to be manly and don't take care of yourself. After a few years, you will be full of little fresh meat and you will look like an old man." It’s too late for you to regret it! Girls don’t even want to have sex with you!”
Seeing that Xue Mu was so excited, Yang Zhao realized that Zheng Daqian's face was hurt by his casual words, so he smiled a little embarrassedly, didn't answer any more, and lay down on the bed.
Zheng Daqian asked suspiciously: "What is Xiao Xianrou?"
"...It's not important." Xue Mu turned over and lay down, and the light-off bell rang at the right time.
In fact, the matter of becoming handsome is indeed managed by Xue Mu on purpose. In the not-too-distant year of [-], the first test for any problem is to "look at the face", so Xue Mu, who didn't pay much attention to appearance I also gradually learned to control myself.
Especially under the influence and guidance of Zheng Daqian, cleansing, skin care, beard, hair, clothing, and accessories are all checked by him personally. Over time, he also gradually got rid of the "straight male aesthetic" that Zheng Daqian sneered at. , even if the figure is not very good, but can always clean up the person who looks like a dog and go out.
It’s just that it’s back to 16, and the capital investment can’t meet the standard of ten years later. I can only improve the details as much as possible. First, I replaced all the skin care products that are not suitable for me, and then re-formulate them on the grounds that the prescription is not enough. He put on a pair of glasses, and then carefully improved for a few months to restore his hairstyle ten years later. Although he was only facing the fixed dozens of classmates, he insisted on shaving and washing his hair every morning, and used hair mud to scratch his hair before going out. Well, while improving the shape of the face, it also made the body look two centimeters taller. Coupled with the already energetic [-]-year-old young body, it naturally exudes vigorous charm.
Xue Mu worked so hard to maintain his image not to attract attention, but he got used to it after ten years, besides, who wouldn't want to look good?Even if other roommates will silently roll their eyes when they grab their hair every day, but---I've died once, can't I be handsome?
"You have become handsome." Wan Chaoyang's muffled voice suddenly came from the upper bunk, interrupting Xue Mu's train of thought.
"what?"
"I said...you have become handsome." Wan Chaoyang repeated it with a blushing face, but luckily no one could see it.
Xue Mu couldn't help but smiled after hearing this, and said, "Uncle will make you a private beauty consultant later on, it's not expensive, just a small stir-fry will do."
"Then I want it too!" Zheng Daqian said eagerly in the next bed.
"Did you listen to how much advice I gave you!" Xue Mu rolled his eyes.
"I—"
"Dong dong dong!" Zheng Daqian's words were interrupted by a stern knock on the door, and the dorm manager's flashlight shone into 301. Everyone quickly closed their mouths and pretended to be asleep. After a while, they really fell asleep.
Wan Chaoyang had long given up the habit of sleeping late, and got up and had breakfast with Xue Mu every day, but when he washed up the next morning, he paid special attention to Xue Mu's shaving movements.
Xue Mu didn't shave very elegantly, and he got up in the morning with a bit of breath. After washing his face anxiously, he shook the shaving foam, squeezed it in the palm of his hand, and then randomly pasted it around his lips. And the chin and cheeks, then pick up the razor and use the blade to quickly scrape off the foam from top to bottom in front of the mirror, then apply it again, and shave it again from bottom to top, then rinse the blade and throw it aside to start wash your face.
Wan Chaoyang turned his head, subconsciously touched the soft fluff on his lips, and secretly decided to buy a set of razor blades and foam on the weekend.
Xue Mu didn't notice Wan Chaoyang's observation of him, he just felt much more refreshed after washing up, returned to the dormitory and wiped Dabao's hair in front of the mirror, only to find Wan Chaoyang watching him quietly.
He turned his head to look at Wan Chaoyang in doubt, Wan Chaoyang hurriedly looked away in panic, Xue Mu smiled and said, "What are you looking at?"
Wan Chaoyang knew that he couldn't hide, so he could only hesitate and say, "Look at you scratching your hair...it's very powerful."
As soon as Xue Mu heard that his craftsmanship was praised, he immediately smiled, dug another piece, rubbed it in his palm and said, "Come on, I'll grab one for you too."
Before Wan Chaoyang could refuse, Xue Mu had already walked up to him, and inserted his fingers into his hair.
Wan Chaoyang's body stiffened suddenly, the distance from the tip of his nose to the tip of his nose was only about ten centimeters, the faint fragrance of Dabao drifted down Xue Mu's face, making him itchy.
Xue Mu carefully combed Wan Chaoyang's hair, not paying attention to his little thoughts at all, took two steps back to look at it, and said with a smile, "Oh my god, who is this! Why is he so handsome!"
Wan Chaoyang was elated, and before he had time to blush, Zheng Daqian shouted, "Hey Wood Wood! I want it, I want it too!"
Before Wan Chaoyang could react, he saw Xue Mu's hands touching Zheng Daqian's hair.
"It's over!" Wan Chaoyang finished catching Zheng Daqian, and turned his head to ask Wan Chaoyang contentedly, "Isn't he handsome?"
After hearing this, Zheng Daqian turned his head to look at Wan Chaoyang, waiting for his evaluation with full expectation.
"The shabby mother cried shabby," Wan Chaoyang rolled his eyes, "The shabby is dead."
"Pooh!"
After that, Wan Chaoyang also began to pay attention to his own image. When he returned home on the weekend, he bought the same skin care products, razors and hair mud as Xue Mu. Chaoyang suddenly had the illusion of becoming an adult.
"It's a man." This idea popped up out of nowhere, which made him a little excited for some reason, "Like a man, open and generous, just like it if you like it."
He wiped his face, dug out a piece of hair mud and applied it on his hands, imitated Xue Mu's way and scratched on his head, but he couldn't get the same effect. He washed it off, dried it and scratched again, but it still failed. , Looking at the time, it was almost too late to take the same car with Xue Mu, so he could only stuff the hair mud into his bag angrily, and hurried out the door.
"Why does your family eat here every week?" When Wan Chaoyang appeared in front of Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian again, Zheng Daqian asked suspiciously.
"Is it okay? I'm willing." Wan Chaoyang still didn't give him a good face.
Zheng Daqian looked at Wan Chaoyang carefully, but Xue Mu said in surprise: "Hey! Have you shaved? You're so handsome!"
Wan Chaoyang pressed the corner of his lips, pretending to be nonchalant and let out a "hmm".
Xue Mu showed a kind smile: "The baby has grown up... You see, the big money is also scratched."
Wan Chaoyang didn't look at Zheng Daqian, turned his head to look at the direction the bus was coming from, and muttered, "Scrape or not."
When the bus came, Zheng Daqian got on the bus first and sat in the old seat again, but Wan Chaoyang rolled his eyes and sat next to him.
"Huh? I want to stick to the wood!" Zheng Daqian quickly protested.
"Just stay next to me." Wan Chaoyang dismissed the protest with a cold face, and then watched Xue Mu sitting beside him proudly, and handed over one of his earphones to Xue Mu.
Xue Mu borrowed the earphones while putting it on and said with a smile: "Are you still taking the initiative to be next to the big money? It's over, this is trying to empathize!"
Wan Chaoyang couldn't help but give Xue Mu a blank look, and as for Zheng Daqian who was staring at him with puffed cheeks, he didn't even bother to look at him.
"I'm a gecko waiting for a mosquito~ You're a butterfly dancing~" Xue Mu hummed along with the melody in the earphones in a low voice, completely unaware of the incompatibility between the two people around him.
Wan Chaoyang fell asleep on Xue Mu's left without going to the Internet cafe during evening self-study. Zheng Daqian also changed places with Xue Mu's right classmate before class. Cheeks are bored doing exercises.
The mid-term exam is coming soon, Xue Mu is a little confident this time, although the foundation is not as solid as other students, but the mid-term exam is about the content learned in the past two months, Xue Mu thinks that he has mastered it well, although three different At [-] o'clock, he would still go out to go to the Internet cafe with Wan Chaoyang, but he studied hard anyway. He conservatively estimated that it should be no problem to get to the middle level in the class.
Just as they reached a difficult step, Zheng Daqian suddenly handed over a piece of paper, Xue Mu took it in doubt, and it read: What are you doing with Chaoyang?
Xue Mu turned his head to look at Wan Chaoyang, who was sleeping soundly, and turned his head to look at Zheng Daqian wonderingly.
Zheng Daqian pursed his lips, took back the paper, wrote a few strokes and handed it back: Are you stupid?He likes you!
No.20 Seven Questions You Know What I Didn’t Say
"Pfft—cough cough cough cough!"
Xue Mu's weird movements quickly attracted the attention of a small circle of students around him, Wan Chaoyang was also awakened suddenly, and raised his head to look at him in a daze.
Zheng Daqian was startled, and pulled his piece of paper back from Xue Mu's desk, and quickly crumpled it into a ball.
Wan Chaoyang stared at him vigilantly, he silently raised a hand to block Wan Chaoyang's sight, lowered his head and acted like his own queen hero again.
"What are you laughing at?" Wan Chaoyang asked Xue Mu angrily.
Xue Muyou giggled to himself, waved his hands, but didn't answer.
Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips, moved his numb arm a few times, knocked on the desk of his classmate on the left hand side, borrowed his "Youth Digest" and began to read.
While Xue Mu continued to do the questions, the corners of his mouth kept curling up.
This big money is really too funny, if you are gay, no one looks like a straight man?Chaoyang likes me?Hahahahahaha!
Zheng Daqian quietly glanced at Xue Mu, and sighed helplessly.
Wood is really a piece of wood, Chaoyang can't even see such obvious love?I never expected that the first person of the same kind I met in my life did not like me.
Wan Chaoyang flipped through the pages of the book, his eyes also wandering towards Xue Mu's smiling face.
What's the fun?
After evening self-study, Xue Mu rarely abandoned Wan Chaoyang, took the initiative to hook Zheng Daqian's shoulder, put it into his ear and whispered: "I will find you when the lights are off at night."
Zheng Daqian scratched his ears: "Why are you looking for me?"
"Let's talk about what's on your mind!" Xue Mu said with a smirk.
A pair of big hands quickly reached between the two of them, grabbing their necks and separating them sharply, without asking, he knew it was Mr. Wan Chaoyang.
"Don't block the way." Wan Zhaoyang said coldly.
"Do you have to walk between the two of us?" Zheng Daqian asked with raised eyebrows.
Before Wan Chaoyang could reply, Xue Mu grabbed his neck again: "Oh my god, are you still jealous? Come, come, uncle dotes on you, MUA!"
With this, Wan Chaoyang couldn't care less about Zheng Daqian, and followed Xue Mu with a tense smile, leaving only Zheng Daqian sighing resentfully.
After returning to the dormitory, washing and turning off the lights, the dormitory supervisor made a round of inspection, the whole building became quiet, and soon there was the sound of even breathing, Xue Mu tiptoed off the quilt and jumped out of bed, got into Zheng Daqian in the bed.
"What are you doing?" Zheng Daqian asked angrily.
"It's agreed to do an in-depth interview." Xue Mu also replied angrily.
At the beginning, Zheng Daqian came out to Xue Mu during the summer vacation of his freshman year. Xue Mu felt a little unbelievable at the time, but also seemed reasonable, because he never considered the possibility that Zheng Daqian would be gay. , but once he accepted this setting, he felt that he was obviously gay.
When he came out of the closet, Zheng Daqian said that he was "turned over" by his first love, and he also popularized all kinds of strange concepts such as straight bend, attack and victim, and rotten women to Xue Mu, who was as pure as water at that time.
Although Xue Mu did not have any direct understanding and contact with the gay community, corruption culture prevailed on the university campus, and all kinds of performances would not be complete without cross-dressing and spoofing programs selling corruption. Moreover, after studying law for a year, most law teachers When referring to concepts such as gender, sexual orientation, and same-sex marriage, he consistently expressed respect for equality, so he accepted Zheng Daqian's coming out without any obstacles.
It’s just that after a few years, Zheng Daqian told Xue Mu the truth when he was drunk. In fact, he had realized that he was different as early as junior high school, but he didn’t dare to admit and accept himself. When I met my first love Ouyang Ye in college, I grasped this life-saving straw, took the opportunity to complete my self-identity, and even threw the blame on the other party, saying that he was "turned" by him, and let him be responsible to the end.But Ouyang Ye is a person who can't settle down. The two have been entangled with each other for seven or eight years, and they haven't escaped from each other's trap until Xue Mu returned to the present.
Returning to high school, Xue Mu actually made a plan to let Zheng Daqian tear down his cabinet door before meeting Ouyang Ye again, so as to prevent him from falling into Ouyang Ye's hands again for such a reason. He originally thought it would be appropriate. The timing should be the summer vacation of the third year of high school, but since Zheng Daqian brought up the pot by himself now, Xue Mu took advantage of the opportunity to help him boil it.
"Interview with Mao?" Zheng Daqian elbowed Xue Mu's chest, "I'm sleepy!"
"Didn't you say that Chaoyang likes me? Tell me, why do you like me? How did you see it?" Xue Mu laughed softly.
"Blind people can see it, okay?" Zheng Daqian rolled his eyes.
"Why didn't I see it?"
"You are stupid!"
"I think it's you looking at Renji with rotten eyes!"
"Look at the chicken?"
"Ji! Rotten eyes look at Renji!"
Zheng Daqian was stunned, although he had never heard of this word, but after pondering it, he understood the meaning of the words, but he has always presented himself as a fake straight man, how could Xue Mu see through his heart?
"What's rotten? What do you mean?" He pretended to be stupid and said in a daze.
"Okay, don't pretend to be a grandson with me, I know you are gay!"
"What nonsense are you talking about!" Zheng Daqian rushed up with the spirit of his dantian, and couldn't control the volume for a while, waking Wan Chaoyang who was still asleep.
"Is it necessary for you to pretend to be with me?" Xue Mu patted him lightly, "You don't even believe me?"
Zheng Daqian couldn't recover for a while. Originally, he saw Wan Chaoyang's thoughts and wanted to remind Xue Mu not to play wild jokes with him without any scruples all day long. He didn't expect to burn himself, but was questioned by Xue Mu orientation.
"You don't need to hide it from me, I know it all." Xue Mu whispered, "I know you like boys, and you have been suppressing yourself, pretending to like girls. In fact, you don't have to do this, you can tell me what's on your mind, I completely I can understand you, whether you like boys or girls, you are my best buddy."
Zheng Daqian stared at Xue Mu dumbfounded, the faint moonlight from the curtain shone on his face, his eyes were shining brightly, so gentle—although it was disgusting to say so, Zheng Daqian really felt that he was like an angel Same.
"I...I..." Zheng Daqian didn't expect the matter to unfold like this, and was speechless for a moment, unable to utter a complete sentence.
"IknowIknow," Xue Mu raised his hand and patted Zheng Daqian's shoulder, "You don't need to say anything, I understand, I will help you keep it secret first, but you should restrain yourself a little bit, Chaoyang and I are just buddies Ah, it's the same as the two of us. Think about it, how can an ordinary straight man always suspect that others are gay? Only gays will pay attention to this! You are just exposing yourself like this!"
The rustling voice made Wan Chaoyang unable to fall asleep. He turned over and listened, but couldn't understand who Zheng Daqian was talking to. The strange thing was that the volume was so low, who could hear it clearly?
"Ahem." Yang Zhao was also disturbed and cleared his throat in protest.
Xue Mu could hear it clearly, and said "Go to bed first", then jumped off the bed and ran back to his own bed, and this scene happened to be fully seen by Wan Chaoyang who opened his eyes curiously.
Wan Chaoyang thought he was dazzled, so he rubbed his eyes and looked down. He clearly saw Xue Mu get into his quilt and lie down again, and Zheng Daqian on the other side also made the whole quilt. Obviously, someone just leave.
Wan Chaoyang fell back on the pillow like falling into an ice cave, and didn't fall asleep much all night.
Zheng Daqian, whose door was forcibly demolished, was also in a complicated mood and couldn't sleep.
Only Xue Mu, the culprit, fell asleep early.
The next morning, Wan Chaoyang ignored Xue Mu's love and didn't ask Xue Mu to help him brush his hair before going out.
Zheng Daqian also felt an inexplicable embarrassment in his heart, and deliberately avoided Xue Mu, eating and classing with Yang Zhao.
Although Xue Mu felt a little strange, he didn't take it seriously, because facing the mid-term exam, he fell into a long-lost excitement, eager to verify the effect of the two months of learning and playing.
On Friday night, the results were announced. Xue Mu's class was 21 and his grade was 57.
Xue Mule is crazy. Although in everyone's eyes, his grades are regressed after being addicted to Internet cafes like Wan Chaoyang, but only he knows how awesome he got this score in the test.
"Go to the Internet cafe tomorrow!" The bell rang at the end of the evening self-study, Xue Mu leaned on Wan Chaoyang's shoulder, shaking the report card shyly, "Uncle treats you, and I will give you another bottle of Coke!"
Wan Chaoyang pushed Xue Mu's hand away coldly, and while putting away his paper and stuffing it into the table hole, he stood up and said with a stinky face, "No."
"Ah?" Xue Mu was a little surprised, put down the paper and hurriedly chased two steps, and asked, "Did I hear correctly? This is the first time you rejected my offer to go to an Internet cafe?"
"En." Wan Chaoyang responded sullenly, and quickened his pace.
"Why?" Xue Mu followed persistently, "Why have you been so weird these two days?" After saying that, he was taken aback, grabbed Wan Chaoyang's arm, and asked, "Is there something wrong with your family? "
Wan Chaoyang looked at Xue Mu's concerned eyes, feeling a little complicated in his heart, he shook his hand and said, "It's okay."
"Is it all right?"
"Ah."
"Why is that?" Xue Mu persisted, "How did I offend you?"
"..." Wan Chaoyang held back for a long time, and said: "Think for yourself!"
Xue Mu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and followed Wan Chaoyang all the way back to the dormitory, constantly asking——
"Because I did better than you?" "No."
"Because I didn't grab your hair?" "No."
"Because I didn't wait for you to take a bath with Daqianer?" "No."
"Because you stained your pants when you were on the ground?" "No."
"What is the reason for that? I really can't figure it out, brother..."
Hearing the word "brother", Wan Chaoyang blushed for a long time, and seeing Xue Mu's questioning to this point, he couldn't give up without telling him to turn off the lights, so he had to drag Xue Mu out of the dormitory door. He ran to the laundry room and asked in a low voice, "Sunday night...after the lights were turned off, what did you do with Big Qianer?"
Xue Mu was taken aback, thought for a while, but it was not easy to reveal Zheng Daqian's matter, so he laughed and said, "You said I slept on his bed? Just whisper, we both slept under the same quilt when we were young, we are not allowed ah?"
Wan Zhaoyang pursed his lips, and said, "When I was a child, I was a child, how old I am, and I still have a bed, is it disgusting?"
Xue Mu chuckled and said, "Are you upset because you think we're disgusting?"
"Nor...not..." Wan Chaoyang stammered, "disgusting" has almost become his mantra, why would he find Xue Mu disgusting?
"What's the matter, brother?"
"..." Wan Chaoyang gritted his teeth, "Are you just being so good with him? Am I not your buddy too? Why don't you sleep with me in the same bed?"
"Hahaha, are you still jealous when co-authoring?" Xue Mu laughed, "I really wonder why you are so jealous of big money? Okay, I'm exposed to the rain and dew, so I'll sleep with you today, okay?"
Wan Chaoyang was stunned for a moment, not knowing whether he should refuse.
"Sleeping with you under the quilt, can you calm down? Can you go to the Internet cafe tomorrow?"
"...Yes." Wan Chaoyang swallowed, and replied dully.
"My God, I still have to sell my body for you to accompany me to the Internet cafe. After that, I have to pay for the Internet cafe? This is a mess! Let's go! Go to bed, go to bed!"
No.20 eight questions, how much anxiety do you have in your heart, leave it to me to hold it hard
When the lights were turned off and the bell rang, the dormitory was plunged into darkness. Wan Chaoyang's heart jumped quickly. He clutched the corner of the quilt nervously. He wondered if it was because of Xue Mu's sentence "the rain and dew are all soaked" that he was really a bit of a concubine for the first time. Anxiety at bedtime.
The usual sleeping meeting was routinely interrupted by the flashlight of the dormitory supervisor. After the sound of footsteps went away, there were occasional loud knocks and yelling at the door. At first glance, I thought it was the prison guards threatening the prisoners.
After the voice gradually quieted down, Xue Mu sat up, knocked on Wan Chaoyang's bed, and asked in a breathy voice, "Are you asleep?"
"No... cough cough cough..." Wan Zhaoyang choked on his own saliva as soon as he opened his mouth, and coughed several times.
Zheng Daqian opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Xue Mu crawling on Wan Chaoyang's bed in his underwear. He was so startled that he sat up quickly and whispered, "Mu! What are you doing!"
When Wan Chaoyang heard this, he immediately became alert: Bad for me, good for me?
Xue Mu climbed halfway, turned his head to look at earning a lot of money, thought for a while, and said with a smile: "Maintenance of customer relationship!"
"Ah?" Zheng Daqian didn't understand.
"Go to sleep!" Xue Mu waved his hand at him, and rushed onto Wan Chaoyang's bed.
The light leaking in from the curtains was reflected in the naked body, and the thin but not weak lines exuded youthful hormones, which made Wan Zhaoyang's eyes straighten.
"Go in!" Xue Mu patted Wan Chaoyang's knee.
Wan Chaoyang came back to his senses, quickly moved his body, pressed against the wall tightly, and made room for Xue Mu.
Xue Mu unceremoniously got into the quilt and lay down, Zheng Daqian stared dumbfounded for a while, wanted to stop him, but remembered what Xue Mu had reminded him before, endured and endured, and had to lie back silently with complicated emotions.
The weather in April was already a bit hot and dry in late spring, but the temperature at night was just pleasant, only Wan Chaoyang looked at Xue Mu who was so close, his whole body was as hot as in a sauna.
The quilts in the school were neither thin nor thick, and it would be cold if they were not covered. After covering them for a while, they felt a little stuffy. Moreover, the two boys were lying together, their body temperature was steaming and steaming, and after a while, Xue Mu was so hot that he lifted the quilts again. In one corner, half of his shoulders were exposed.
Wan Chaoyang couldn't look away, so he had to force himself to close his eyes, but once he closed his eyes, Xue Mu didn't even have his underwear left.
Xue Mu turned over and lay face to face with Wan Chaoyang, opened his eyes unconsciously, but saw Wan Chaoyang's eyes closed and his brows furrowed tightly, as if the muscles of the whole face were exerting force, he had never seen With this sleeping appearance, I couldn't help but smiled slightly.
When Wan Chaoyang heard it, he opened his eyes, and seeing Xue Mu's smile that was almost on his face, his heart beat wildly again, but he still pretended to be calm and asked softly, "What are you laughing at?"
"Laugh at your sleeping appearance," Xue Mu replied in a low voice, "It's so bitter and bitter."
"..." Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips and shouted in a low voice, "Sleep!"
Xue Mu thought about Wan Chaoyang's sleeping face that was not relaxed just now, and looked at his pretending to be serious, suddenly felt a little distressed, and sighed sadly: "You are so young, it is quite difficult for you to accept such family changes. ,well……"
Wan Chaoyang frowned: "How young?"
Xue Mu smiled lightly and said, "Only our age."
Wan Chaoyang's emotions gradually sank when Xue Mu talked about his thoughts, and said in a deep voice, "It's nothing, didn't you say it, you have to tolerate your parents."
Xue Mu raised his eyebrows: "Did you really take what I said to heart?"
"En." Wan Chaoyang responded, "It makes sense—I found that you are usually not a regular person, but you know a lot about the truth."
Xue Mu was stunned when he heard this.
In the dead of night, when the laughter that caters to the impetuous daylight fades away, it is always easier for people to discover the anguish that is hidden by themselves.
Xue Mu has always been unwilling to think deeply about his situation, but Wan Chaoyang's words hit a pain point in his heart.
He came back in 2 with ten years of experience and knowledge. He knows the social changes in the next ten years, the popularization of smart phones and high-speed networks, the rapid development of sharing economy and O[-]O, the turning point of childbirth policy and gender equality The awakening of consciousness, the expansion and lock-up of the macro economy, the restoration of racism and terrorism, the tightening of opening up and the control of ideology...
He is the only one in this world who knows about the blessings and disasters that will happen, but he can only stay in this high school on the outskirts of the city, silently waiting for it to happen again, and all he thinks about is the results of the midterm exam and Wan Chaoyang. When will I become a game master?
To be honest, if you really want to hug your thighs, how thick are Wan Chaoyang's?Now at this time, he went to those Ma Yun, Ma Huateng, Wang Jianlin, Dong Mingzhu and Liu Qiangdong who were still on the rise. Which one would bring him no more benefits than Wan Chaoyang in the future?
But with his identity, how could he get into the eyes of those big shots?How could they become close friends with him unconditionally just because they played games together like Wan Chaoyang?
What makes Xue Mu feel even more sad is that, after much deliberation, he always thinks about how to hug and who's thigh, but he doesn't know what he can do with his own ability.
What can he do? After the examination, he can master the laws of fourteen departments by heart. After returning to the United States, he is a practicing foreign lawyer who can go to court with a certificate. After working for three years, he can independently complete the legal opinion for the listing of a small company... …
But these abilities, back in [-], he can't use them for anything. He can only rely on his simple legal logic to question the school's code of conduct, and in the end he didn't shake the rules.
He has heard a lot, seen a lot, and knows a lot, but he has no ability.
From the beginning of the third year of high school, he was gradually overtaken by his classmates, to the outstanding students from all provinces and places in college, and to the top elites from all walks of life he met at work. Being ground down, he accepted his own ordinaryness and ordinaryness painfully and helplessly.
Therefore, at this moment, facing the opportunity to start again, he opportunistically chose this Wan Chaoyang who needed the least effort to rely on.
He knew that he was lazy and shameful, but his previous life was really exhausting, and he just wanted to be ashamed like this.
"After hearing a lot of truths, I still can't live a good life." Xue Mu murmured with his eyes blank.
Wan Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Xue Mu to say such inexplicable words, and seeing that his face was a bit dim, he couldn't help asking: "Why are you having a hard time?"
Xue Mu quickly came back to his senses, put on a cynical smile again, and said with a smile: "Just say it casually, it's still a lifetime, what do teenage children talk about a lifetime. Go to sleep, go to sleep, love as soon as it gets dark." Thinking wildly, young people don't know what it's like to be sad."
Xue Mu finished beating haha, turned over on his back, was about to close his eyes and go to sleep, when Wan Chaoyang asked, "Do you still think we are children?"
He looked sideways at Wan Chaoyang, only to see him say with a serious expression: "We are all sixteen and seventeen, we will be adults soon, it's fine if adults think we are children, even you think so?"
Xue Mu laughed a little, and said in his heart that I am not a child, but you are clearly a child, which adult would intentionally fail to study hard for the exam in order to punish his father?
"It's because adults treat us like children that they don't value our opinions, manipulate us at will, and make decisions for us selfishly. Now even you have to deny yourself like this?!"
Xue Mu stared blankly at Wan Chaoyang's righteous indignation, and sighed silently in his heart. He still underestimated the impact of his parents' divorce on Wan Chaoyang.
Although he now understands that "parents" are only one of their many identities, and "children" should be responsible for their own lives, and should not ask their parents to sacrifice their own happiness, but for growing up in the suburbs and not accepting more open For Wan Chaoyang, who is influenced by Internet thinking, the divorce of his parents may be as hopeless as the sky has fallen to him.
Feelings of pity once again flooded Xue Mu's heart, he smiled softly and said, "I'm sorry, I said something wrong."
Wan Chaoyang was taken aback when he heard this, he was only stung by Xue Mu's "baby" words for a moment, so he blurted out to express his dissatisfaction, but the word "sorry" seemed too much for him and Xue Mu. Born and grand, it seems that this casual night talk has been raised to a different height.
"I didn't treat you like a child," Xue Mu continued, "Although you are not fully mature in dealing with your parents' affairs, you have done a good job for the current you. If it were me , must not be as strong as you."
Wan Chaoyang stared blankly at Xue Mu, he didn't realize that his momentary loss of control was also due to his parents, and hearing Xue Mu's words made him feel mixed feelings for a while, and he was speechless for a while.
Xue Mu smiled softly, and said: "But being strong doesn't mean being brave. I know you don't like to express yourself, and you are always bored, but you can rest assured to tell me, or else I, a buddy, will do it." Huh?" After finishing speaking, he gave another "tsk" and said, "Oh, I feel like I should have a hug at this time."
The grievance hidden in his heart was easily evoked by Xue Mu's three or two sentences, before Wan Chaoyang could be moved, after hearing the second half of the sentence, his heart suddenly jumped wildly again.
"Yes...you can..." he stammered.
Xue Mu looked at Wan Chaoyang's silly expression, smiled distressedly, raised his right hand and hugged him gently.
Even during the heart-to-heart exchange during the last spring outing, Wan Chaoyang never got a hug from Xue Mu, even on the bicycle in winter night, the hands around his waist were separated by layers of clothes.
But at this moment, the first face-to-face hug between Wan Chaoyang and Xue Mu turned out to be naked in the same bed.
There was no gap, the skins slid across each other lightly, Xue Mu's warm palm lightly patted Wan Chaoyang's back, the slightly protruding biceps rested on his arm, and the breath from his nose gently fell on his lips. peak.
Wan Chaoyang got goosebumps all over his body, swallowed his saliva, didn't dare to hesitate for too long, and raised his arms to wrap around Xue Mu's waist.
It turned out that this was Xue Mu's waist, so strong, so smooth, so warm.
He supported his waist, not daring to lift it up, not daring to move, at a loss, with inexplicable force in his hands to maintain the same posture, he began to tremble slightly, and his breathing became more and more rapid.
Xue Mu felt his trembling and disordered breathing, and thought that he might shed tears of grievance, so he stroked his back more gently and said: "Be good, be good, uncle loves you."
Before he finished speaking, Xue Mu suddenly felt something was wrong—why did his thigh seem to be pushed against by something hard...?
No.20 Nine questions, gently kiss and tightly close eyes
Wan Chaoyang quickly pushed his butt back as if he was electrocuted, and pressed it tightly against the wall, but his hands still hugged Xue Mu's waist reluctantly and refused to let go.
When his body made such a response, he didn't realize it at all, and he didn't realize it until he accidentally touched Xue Mu's thigh.
He didn't dare to look directly into Xue Mu's eyes. He lowered his eyelids, and his eyes fell on Xue Mu's chest. The hook became more and more excited.
Xue Mu was absent-minded for a moment, he tried to figure out what it was with his heel, but...why? ? ?
As a boy, Xue Mu also understands that sometimes that thing can't control himself to get mental. He has also experienced fainting on the subway.
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