leisurely time

The rain in the season is always so hasty, and it stops soon, just like it came, which makes people unprepared.

The sky soon darkened, and after the rain, water droplets dripped from the eaves and landed in the dirty puddles on the road.

In the old corridors, the fluorescent lamps hanging from the ceiling are always bright and dark. Running up the crackling corridors, you can see the old iron door with peeling paint at the door of your house.

creak.

Qi Si leaned against the door, scratching her neck that started to ache at some point, looking up at the ceiling where the lights were not turned on, in a daze.

The house is dark, the window opposite the door is facing the road below, occasionally the headlights of passing cars will shine on the curtains that have not been drawn tightly, and the light will enter the room. His black pupils seemed to come alive again, like fireworks that had been let off in the dark night, flickering on and off.

When did it start?

He felt like he didn't care about anything, and spent his days hiding in this small dark room every day, as if he was very busy even though he had nothing to do.

Qi Si looked at her embarrassed body and sneered: "What are you?"

He closed his eyes to calm down, and then planned to clean himself up.

After taking a shower, he hugged the instant food that hadn't spoiled completely, and ate it.The immortal entertainment variety show was broadcast on TV for a long time. He watched it for a long time before realizing that today is already Saturday.The mobile phone that was put aside suddenly rang, it was a call from his friend Xiang Xing.

"Hey."

"Qi Si, tomorrow is Manga Exhibition, are you going?"

"...Huh? Not next week?" Qi Si was puzzled, confirming the date.

"I'm going, it's tomorrow!" The other side growled: "Don't tell me you're not ready?"

"Uh... that," Qi Si hurried to the bedroom to open his notebook. The internet speed was very slow, and he waited for a few minutes before entering. It was clearly written in the chat record that, unfortunately, it was indeed tomorrow.

Xiang Xing over there was already furious, scratching his head and swearing constantly.

"..." Qi Si was a little scared.

"That... For example, if, tomorrow..." Qi Si asked cautiously: "I said tomorrow, I won't go..."

"Go away, you know how scary it is for those girls in the group to go crazy!"

"Uh, hehehe..."

"You're still in the mood to laugh!"

Xiang Xing then suddenly said in a soft voice: "Don't forget, tomorrow is the last time everyone gets together for the comic exhibition..."

Yes, it is also time to separate.

Before hanging up the phone, Qi Si promised Xiang Xing that he would go tomorrow.It's just that he didn't prepare any clothes, so Xiang Xing solemnly promised to prepare a satisfactory set of clothes for him.

Emmm...

Qi Si always felt that the guarantee was weird, and intuitively, he thought it might not be a good thing.

"Forget it, forget about him..." I'll think about tomorrow's matter tomorrow.

Qi Si lay on the bed and fell asleep.

"...Qi Si, Qi Si."

"... Qi Si!"

Qi Si was frightened awake from his sleep. In the dream, a wild boar had become a spirit, staring at a pair of big fierce eyes, running behind him and chasing him non-stop, with big fangs in its mouth!He yelled his name angrily, hey, good guy, and finally threw him down with a big leap of the hind hoof... God, it's terrible!He broke into a cold sweat and woke up dazed.

It was dark for a while, and when the dilated pupils returned to normal, there was a boy standing in front of him.

As soon as Qi Si sees him, he doesn't get angry, it's annoying!Qi Si pushed him violently, and said angrily, "What are you doing!"

Shen Lingge lowered his glasses. The large black frame made his complexion look particularly fair, and his hands were also very slender and beautiful. The youthful calm temperament was very attractive.

Qi Si came back to his senses, found himself staring at his hand for an unknown amount of time, secretly cursing himself for something wrong, then moved his eyes away a little uncomfortably, changed the subject stiffly, and said viciously on purpose: "You're not nearsighted, Dai What kind of broken glasses?"

Then I still felt that something was missing in my heart, and added unhappily: "It's ugly."

Shen Lingge took off his glasses and showed him: "This is just a frame, just for decoration."

Qi Si patted his hand, stood up, turned around and left: "Oh."

He took a few steps forward and stopped suddenly: "Give me the bag."

Shen Lingge squinted his eyes, and the boy raised his eyebrows, slightly unhappy: "Where do you want to go?"

"There's still one class left." Shen Lingge said, "You slept through one class, isn't that enough?"

"Leave me alone!" Qi Si returned to his seat, pulled his bag, made a funny face at him, and left with his middle finger up.

He walked through the back door, and there were only a few people in the classroom at this time, and they were all concentrating on their own business, so they didn't notice that someone was sneaking away.

Xiang Xing didn't notice until halfway through class, and passed a note to Shen Lingge: Qi Si ran out to play again.

Shen Lingge replied: I know, I saw him go out.

Xiang Xing read the note, was silent for a while, and wrote him a long string of words.

"You'd better think of a way to bring him back. If this goes on, he will almost become a waste."

After thinking about it, I added that sentence: "Yes, they crossed Qi Si off the list. I know that Qi Si has been preparing for this matter for a long time... I also know that it's not Qi Si's fault, but, But...who is Qi Si showing his virtue now? Except for us who care about him, will others care? They can only make jokes. Does Qi Si insist on making us feel uncomfortable like this..."

Shen Lingge didn't answer Xiang Xing, he stuffed the note into the table, clenched his hands, and silently looked at some dazzling and complicated formulas on the blackboard.

After school, Shen Lingge found Qi Si who was playing games in the game hall.

"Go back with me."

He just pulled Qi Si out of the game room so forcefully.

On the road, Shen Lingge finally let go of Qi Si who had been struggling. He looked at the angry Qi Si in front of him, and didn't know what to say.

The two of them just kept silent, then Qi Si walked aimlessly along the road, Shen Lingge just followed.

I heard the hawker's cry: "It's cheap, two yuan a catty..."

"Candied haws...cotton candy..."

It was the voices of students laughing and cursing, discussing hot topics at the moment...

Girls gossip about star classmates, boys play basketball games, all kinds of proud and not proud voices, all kinds of childish laughter and cursing.

Then it gradually turned into the sound of car horns and horns, the lights on the street were feasting, and all kinds of miscellaneous advertisements flew all over the place, followed by the yelling of vegetables for a few yuan a few cents a catty, the sound of children crying, and the sound of women. The voice of the thin and high-pitched voice haggling...

Then, walking, walking, as if walking to the ends of the earth, suddenly all the voices have gone away... Then all the sadness that I can feel is pouring out, Qi Si sees the small half-pointed moon on the willow branch, feels Seeing the soreness in my feet, I realized that a long time had passed.

Obviously... I feel in my heart that only a moment has passed.

Qi Si squatted next to Malu Yazi, all the pain could not be restrained from flowing out of his eyes, tears streaming down his face.

"Tell me, why?"

——Why is it me who is better, but you surpass me casually?

——Why was it me who was brushed off? Is it because I didn’t work hard enough?What are those days of suffering and gritting your teeth to persevere?

——Why do I want to degenerate myself?

Shen Lingge squatted with him silently, on this road that was still under development, looking at the potholed dirt at the end of the road, trying to figure out the bitterness of growing up.

"You're always better than me."

He looked at the person opposite and laughed at himself: "I've only taught you how long, you are so capable, you are better than me, the former top student..."

Before he finished speaking, the boy on the opposite side suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged him, pressed his head on his shoulder, breathed warm breath on his neck, and said softly and solemnly: "Because of you..."

"Qi Si, because of you."

The young man held him tightly with his strong hands, and heard the words vaguely but word by word in his ears.

Shen Lingge said: "Qi Si, it's because your kindness is so contagious that I became so good. So, don't give up on yourself, okay?"

That's right, Shen Lingge was such a bad person before, he was a fool, how could he be as reliable as he is now.

You can still say such words to comfort him.

Qi Si patted his head, took a deep breath, and wiped away his tears.

"Let's go back."

"Ah."

In the end, Qi Si still failed to get into the first choice. He was too confused during this time. Although Shen Lingge tried his best to give him tutoring, Qi Si also worked hard, but it was negligible, and his brain was too big, but it didn't help. , After all, it has been absurd for a long time.

Later, Qi Si was admitted to the second choice, and it was accompanied by the opposite, accompanied by the difference, accompanied by bitterness.

"Congratulations, I heard that you are going abroad."

He raised the cup in his hand, signaled to Shen Lingge, and ran over to join in the fun: "Okay, kid. You won't come back often in the future, right?"

"Yeah." Shen Lingge also raised his glass and touched Qi Si, saying: "The air ticket to come back is too expensive, so I won't come back much."

"Haha, what's wrong with that!" Xiang Xing said with a happy smile: "You will know the benefits of going abroad when you go abroad. What kind of future can you have if you stay in this poor place? You should go out and see more."

Xiang Xing gnawed a piece of fruit, pointed at himself, and said sourly: "Like me, you can only stay here in the future."

Qi Siren on the side couldn't help laughing: "It's not that I'm with you."

Both of them are meant to stay local.

"Qi Si. Go out with me." Shen Lingge called him suddenly, and he pointed to the door.

"Ganza, don't take me with you!" Xiang Xing yelled jokingly, and a few students not far away were a little strange and looked over here.

Shen Lingge frowned displeasedly and looked at Xiang Xing.

"Good good!"

Xiang Xing had no choice but to bite the fruit and leave: "You are the uncle. Ah, I should eat more for today's graduation party."

Xiang Xing murmured in his heart, this is a breakup meal, there is no meal.

He shouted loudly to his classmates over there: "Come, come, let's join in the fun!"

The classmates laughed, and someone yelled loudly: "Don't, don't, you have a duck voice..."

"Quack quack...hahaha!"

"Get off! Fuck you."

Seeing the commotion over there, Qi Si also smiled from the bottom of her heart.

He turned his head with a smile, and Shen Lingge, who was standing by the side, was looking at him with a vague expression, without blinking.

"Ahem, where are you looking?"

"Look at you."

"...Ahem, have you seen enough?"

"not enough."

This kind of inexplicable answer is really... the blocked Qi Si couldn't continue, he was perfunctory, waved his hands a few times, and signaled not to continue this topic.Qi Si walked to the window, the moonlight was hazy outside.

"Qi Si."

"Ok?"

"I have something to tell you, go out with me." Shen Lingge repeated.

Is there something you can't say here?strangeness.

Qi Si still agreed: "Okay."

Inside the door, ugly singing sounded, followed by laughter.

Outside the door, looking back suddenly, the young man was in a dimly lit place.

Shen Lingge hugged Qi Si from behind and told him in a hoarse voice.

"I like you."

Then Qi Si heard her own heartbeat and Shen Lingge's heartbeat mixed together, beating so hard that she couldn't tell who belonged to whom.

Then, Qi Si pushed him away, turned around and yelled at him: "You are blind!"

Then, Qi Si ran away.

After that, they never saw each other again.

The next day, Qi Si woke up from the messy dream.

In the dream, in a trance, he seemed to want to hug him back for a moment and tell him...

"Gululu..." His poor stomach rang in the morning, telling him the fact that he only ate a little yesterday.

"Ah," he was worried about what to eat today. In fact, he didn't have any food in his house. The phone rang, and he picked it up: "Hello..."

"Yo, wake up." Softly.

"Um……"

"Then... open the door quickly!" A loud voice suddenly came from the other side, accompanied by the sound of kicking the door one after another.

Sitting in the middle of the bed, Xiang Xing watched Qi Si swallow the last bite of the meal he brought, and burped heartily. He laughed out of spite and gave Qi Si a bag.

"Open it, this is what you are going to wear today."

Qi Si glanced at him and opened the bag inexplicably.

Then he yelled, "I'm going!"

"What the hell is this!"

Xiang Xing laughed and lay down on the bed, holding his stomach and still laughing non-stop.

"Why, how about it, you... What are you wearing... Oh, don't hit me, don't hit me."

Xiang Xing sat up, coughed dryly, and explained: "Well, you also know that the girls in our club have some nasty tastes... Cough cough, don't stare at me, it's not my idea. They are monkeys, I guessed it earlier You probably forgot about this event... Well, what, there is such a, well, the result you saw."

Qi Si wiped her face and lay on the bed like spreading pancakes, feeling that life was so hopeless.

In the end, he put on the oversized women's dress and went out. By the way, he gave up on himself and asked Xiang Xing to put on makeup for himself, using the makeup that Xiang Xing borrowed from the girl.

Not to mention, this dress fits pretty well... Huh?Wait - ah, calm down.what am i talking about!

"O wicked ruler!"

Qi Si finally complained.

Accompanied by a burst of bright laughter, Qi Si and Xiang Xing came to the comic exhibition, and the people in the club gathered around, chattering endlessly.

"It's so beautiful!"

"Yes, senior after makeup is really beautiful!"

"Hey, I don't even think he is a girl..."

"Hahaha!"

"Qi Si, you will have today too, huh, huh, huh, huh!"

"Don't say anything! Come on, comrade-in-arms. Finally, you are on par with us!"

"As a souvenir... come."

... and so on.

Qi Si looked at the president with tears streaming down his face, and said sadly: "Didn't you promise that I won't be allowed to pretend to be a girl?"

The president had a spring-like smile on his face: "Ah, ah, ah. It's the last time, what's wrong with being self-willed."

"Ha ha……"

The time of the comic exhibition passed quickly, Qi Si climbed Xiang Xing's neck, waved goodbye to the president and the girls, and went to visit other places.

"Hey sister, would you like to take a picture?"

A girl stopped Qi Si.

Hey, do you know that the person in front of you is a brother in women's clothes!

Qi Si thought silently, with a smile on her lips, and nodded to her, after all, they are all lovers of Two-dimensional, just to take a photo.

The girl is holding Qi Si in one arm and a half, leaning her head on Qi Si's shoulder, and taking pictures with the other hand.

Xiang Xing gnawed at the bread, looked at it, and suddenly said: "Oh, girl, you are too close! Be careful that my girl's boyfriend is jealous!"

"..." Get out!

Can you speak well!

The girl looked at Qi Si, then at Xiang Xing, and then around, not knowing why.

The girl was patted lightly on the back, and a polite and slightly smiling voice sounded.

"Hmm... hug me again, I'm going to be really angry."

Listening to the familiar voice, Qi Si silently beat her heart faster.

After the girl left, Shen Lingge let go of Qi Si's hand and greeted him, "Hi."

"Hi, hello." Qi Si's mind was blank.

Then I realized that I had the urge to cover my face and run away, why did I meet again in such an embarrassing situation!Qi Si grabbed her clothes and couldn't bear to look at him directly.

There was laughter over there, and Shen Lingge agreed lightly: "Yeah."

Xiang Xing was standing on the side, but suddenly came over and patted Qi Si on the shoulder: "Have a good chat. It's been a few years, hasn't it?" Then he walked away.

"Hey!"

Qi Si stood there in embarrassment, at a loss.

Shen Lingge smiled, approached and took his hand: "Let's go first."