LOVE CATCH

This is the right way to do it, but there is always some knot in Shibuya's heart that prevents him from opening his mouth.

Let go of troublesome, difficult emotions and your own selfishness.I like Osaki.Because I like her, I have to say it even more.

"I heard Tomoya doesn't have a girlfriend."

Osaki raised his head suddenly.Those eyes, which were still soaked with tears, instantly burst into dazzling light.

My faint liking is like the petals of cherry blossoms, dissipating in an instant.That day, Shibuya was kicked countless times by his younger brothers and did not get up.Lost anger like dried cuttlefish thrown on the side of the road, despite this, I still slept through the night, and my mood was also very calm, I want to look forward and become Osaki's help on the road of love.Every night from now on, Osaki will come to the house to cook dinner.Even if I see her so focused on wisdom, my heart will be very complicated and painful, but I still have to support her.

It's not all bad.Shibuya, who used to commute to get off work by bicycle while wearing a plaster cast, is now being picked up by Osaki.Originally, Shibuya's home was on the way to and from get off work in Osaki, so it didn't take much effort, and it was easy to go around the cremation furnace and wait for Shibuya to go home together.

He has been good at patience since before. "You are an older brother, so you must know how to be patient" I don't know how many times my mother said this, because I am an older brother, so it seems to be a matter of course, so Shibuya has always been patient.Although she likes Osaki, the person she likes is not herself.Be patient, give up, when you tell yourself like this, your chest starts to hurt like a festering wound, but you can pretend that you are fine.

Osaki's entry into a part of his life was very new.The younger brothers became more polite, and the room wasn't being misplaced as devastatingly as it had been before.

On Tuesday afternoon, Shibuya had to rest, so he returned to the office from the cremation furnace. At this time, Osaki informed him that "it seems that there is your mail".So my mobile phone is in the office.If there is an emergency at work, I should call the company. If it is an email to myself, it should not be a big deal.Thinking of this, Shibuya turned on the phone.

"When will you be here today?"

After glancing at it, he immediately snapped the phone together.

"Did it come from your girlfriend?"

Osaki's laughter was heard.Shibuya felt pain in his chest.

"Well... almost"

"Can you not reply?"

"Because it's not urgent, so it's okay to wait for a reply."

Although I didn't become a couple with Osaki, I still have a good relationship now, and it hurts me to do that kind of thing with Horiuchi.

Horiuchi is a nice guy, and he's comfortable making love to.But after seeing myself so excited by the beautiful girl Osaki, I felt that the kind of sex without emotion really made people feel empty.

Speaking of the reason, it is because Aoyama wrote "bald LOVE" on top of Horiuchi's head a long time ago.Since then, because I don't want Horiuchi to be hit, and I don't want to give up this job, I started dating him.Horiuchi is a good person, but he can't feel his heart for Oji-san.I don't want to have a physical relationship with him.But Horiuchi loves herself deeply.No matter from his sight, attitude, way of speaking, and the attitude of acting like a baby to himself when he is obviously old, it can be seen that he likes himself.Because I knew it would hurt him, it was difficult for me to say the word of breaking up.

After the break, Shibuya returned to the cremation furnace to remove the cooled remains from the furnace.Put the broken bones into the urn while confirming on the note.

Seeing the ashes flying in the air, a thought flashed in Shibuya's mind.If you can't say breakup, then just let the other party hate you and tell yourself to break up, wouldn't it be enough?For example, pretending to be a bad guy in front of Horiuchi.In the world of Shibuya, the definition of a bad guy is a hooligan. ...No, that would be too difficult.Is there no more feasible way?By the way, as long as Horiuchi falls in love with someone else, that's all.Then he will want to break up with himself...

Why didn't I think of such a perfect solution sooner? Shibuya, who is a little regretful now, is angry with himself sullenly by the cremation furnace.

After the work was over, I asked Osaki to go back first.While checking the invoice, Shibuya waited for Horiuchi to return from his field work.

At 45:15, Horiuchi and Kosugi came back on time.Kosugi went home immediately, and Horiuchi had to stay and use the computer for another [-] minutes because he had to deal with some things today.

After ten days, I got into Horiuchi's car again.Osaki's car has a fragrant smell, but in Horiuchi's car, I can always smell the smell of incense sticks.On the way back, the two had dinner at a Chinese restaurant, and then drove to the apartment.Chatting on the road is still not lively.The two had very little in common.So I entered the room without a warm atmosphere, and then watched old movies on the bed.

Because I was injured, I announced "I can't do it today", so I hugged and fell asleep.It seems that this excuse can be used to not have sex with Horiuchi until the plaster is removed.

Lying next to Horiuchi.Then, as if remembering something, Shibuya moved closer to the neck of the man who was sleeping on his side and sniffed.Although I was afraid of the smell of obasan that Tomoya said, but I only smelled the refreshing fragrance of body lotion, so I was a little confused.

Did he misunderstand that he was acting like a baby? The man turned around and hugged himself in his arms, and then began to slowly stroke Shibuya's head.Horiuchi often touches his head, and he likes it very much.Although Shibuya has touched the heads of his younger brothers, Shibuya has almost never been treated like this.

"...you and Osaki have a good relationship recently."

I was taken aback by Horiuchi's sudden words.Did he know that he had a slight affection for Osaki?Although I didn't tell anyone, I might be able to feel it from my attitude and eyes.In order to hide his unnaturalness, Shibuya hugged Horiuchi back.

"Because I'm in the back office now, I have more opportunities to talk to her"

"Yeah," Horiuchi echoed.

"At first, I was worried that you and Osaki...well, you can't get along, but now it seems that you have a good relationship, I am very happy."

Seemingly not doubting his love, Shibuya breathed a sigh of relief and left the man's embrace.Horiuchi looked at Shibuya suspiciously.

"Are you gay"

Suddenly asked.

"I checked on the Internet. There are many types of men who like men. If you are not a man, you can't do it anyway. Such a man is gay, and those who can be both men and women are bisexual. Which one are you?"

I'm not gay or bi... can't say it.

"……I'm not so sure either"

Vaguely cover up the past.

"I've only ever liked you as a man. So I think I'm bisexual"

Horiuchi stroked Shibuya's cheeks.His fingers are thin.

"Do you think Osaki is cute?"

Horiuchi looked at himself and asked.Although I think it's very cute, but now I feel like I'm being watched, and I can't say it.

"so so"

Horiuchi narrowed his eyes, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes deepened from his smile.

"Osaki is very cute. Maybe I can be your girlfriend, Eiko probably thinks so"

Thought he was going to interrogate himself while he couldn't escape in bed, but that didn't seem to be the case.Because he did something wrong, he thought he would blame himself.

"Whether it's Osaki or other girls, if you have a child you like, go out with her."

My own breathing almost stopped.

"If you really like someone else, you don't have to worry about me. At my age, even if you are your father, it's not surprising at all, and we can't get married. If you like girls, it will definitely be a problem for you Better. Your mother will be happy too"

Ah, but... Horiuchi sat up from the bed.

"You don't have to force yourself to date girls. I mean, if there is a girl you like. Until then, I'll be happy if you can stay with me forever"

Ojissan tilted his head.Visually, she definitely can't be regarded as a beauty, but the strong and pitiful appearance of the man made Shibuya's heart ache.

Involuntarily pulling the man over, he hugged him tightly.Rarely, I also feel that a man is very cute, and it is very comfortable to have sex with him.If there were only the two of them left in the world, Shibuya could make up his mind to make a decision.But Shibuya knew that it was impossible for them to be left alone in this world.

Commuting by car in Osaki is Shibuya's little pleasure.Even if it is impossible for him to marry her, being able to walk next to the girl he likes is enough to make Shibuya's heart happy.During this healing time of about 5 minutes, the two of them will talk about some boring topics related to the family or the company, but today I have something to talk about.

"Do you want to introduce someone to the president?"

Osaki looked at Shibuya in the passenger seat.

"yes"

"The president is also 50 years old."

"I'm 49 this year"

Did Osaki really watch the road? Although he was a little worried, Osaki stepped on the accelerator with ease when the signal light changed.

"I'm still single at this age, don't I like living alone?"

"I think it's purely a matter of fate. The president started to go bald when he was young, and he seems to mind about it."

"Ah..." Osaki looked understandable.

"but