Miss, reach out

Five Beats: Confession or not

This is the first time that Sui Yi took the initiative to do such a straightforward act, there is nowhere to hide her naked/naked/naked emotions, and she just looked so deeply into Xia Yanran's eyes.

It was a crazy version of myself, with deep obsession, insecurity, and release.The usual confinement completely collapsed because of Xia Yanran's one word and one look.

Xia Yanran squinted at Sui Yi like this, and suddenly flinched a little, her eyes had the illusion of tearing her apart.

But she couldn't help reaching out and grabbing Sui Yi's clothes, trembling slightly, but screaming excitedly in her heart.

Sui Yi didn't dare to watch it anymore, she was afraid that if she watched too much of such a strange self, she would never be able to go back.

So Sui Yi raised her arms and was about to get up, but at this moment Xia Yanran clasped her neck, opened her lips and tongue lightly, and welcomed Sui Yi into her own territory.

It's not the first time to kiss, every kiss is guided by Xia Yanran, after a long time, no matter how stupid people are, they have learned how to fight back.

Sui Yi's mind exploded. After receiving this bold response, she tightened her hands around Xia Yanran's waist, and her body involuntarily pressed down more and more, giving people a heavy sense of oppression.

Then, Xia Yanran's dominance was lost in an instant.

The tip of Xia Yanran's tongue was slightly numb due to Sui Yi's rough movements, her palate was constantly being attacked, and the current surged straight up to her brain.

The heartbeat is getting faster and faster, the beating chest is about to explode, the heart is full of joy and anticipation, and the movements are expressing emotions strongly.

It was so comfortable, it made her consciousness gradually drift away, and she could only feel the tremors brought about by that movement.

Tears didn't know when the eyes were wet, she didn't want to cry, but this kind of pleasure/sensation that was uncontrollable and destroyed her mobility was so exciting that she couldn't help but shed physiological tears.

Accompanied by the seeping of the liquid, Xia Yanran's face was blushing and dripping blood, her eyelashes were dancing with tears, in the hot breath of each other, the two hugged each other even tighter, wishing they could really melt into their arms.

At the end of this long kiss, Xia Yanran only had one thought in her head.

She will die.

Sui Yi was panting deeply, the taste of Xia Yanran was still on her lips and teeth, the tip of her tongue was a little sore, more numb.The scene in front of her gradually became clear, Xia Yanran looked at her with a blushing face in a daze, tears rolling down her cheeks.

Sui Yi was startled, just thinking that she had gone too far just now, Xia Yanran licked the corner of her lips with the tip of her bright red tongue like a kitten, her lips parted slightly, panting softly.

Sui Yi looked at her for a few seconds, covered her face, not daring to look at her.

Xia Yanran slowly regained her composure, just at the end, she was almost starved of oxygen by Sui Yi's kiss, until she couldn't bear it anymore and bit Sui Yi, Sui Yi finally reacted and let her go.

Xia Yanran's right hand was resting on her ear, her nightgown was a little loose from the intense exercise just now, and half of her chest was completely exposed.She stared at the ceiling for a while, then suddenly chuckled.

I didn't expect Sui Yi to go crazy like this, it really makes people... unbearable.

There was an inexplicable gleam in Xia Yanran's eyes, and she couldn't bear the excitement.She couldn't help biting her lower lip.

Sui Yi trembled when she heard her voice. The thin and tall girl carefully peeked at Xia Yanran through her fingers, drooping her head. She looked pitiful, weak and cute at this moment.

Xia Yanran didn't know when her white teeth bit her little finger, she looked at Sui Yi with a half-smile, and asked her in a hoarse voice.

"Obviously you took advantage of me, why do you look like you're being bullied now?"

Sui Yi was dumbfounded, still clutching the dishonest hand that Xia Yanran had pinched on her chest just now, Sui Yi looked at it with the look of looking at the culprit.

It's all your fault, if you weren't dishonest, I...

Sui Yi blamed it halfway, but didn't know what to say, so she just stared at it.

Xia Yanran raised her eyebrows and moved her fingers, Sui Yi was startled and quickly let go.

"Of course, I, that..." Xia Yanran squeezed her fingers, not knowing what to say, she couldn't figure out Xia Yanran's emotions now, and she didn't dare to speak casually.

Xia Yanran interrupted her, patted her thighs that were stuck on both sides of her waist, and said helplessly, "Get off of me first, I'm a little tired."

Sui Yi was startled and quickly jumped up.

Xia Yanran found it funny, and ordered: "Go, turn off the lights, and go to bed."

Sui Yi was very obedient, with every word and every movement, five seconds later, she returned to the bedside again, not daring to go up.

Xia Yanran snorted, Sui Yi trembled.Xia Yanran smiled, grabbed the man's hand and dragged him to the bed, leaning close to her ear, all the warm breath entered Sui Yi's ear.

"You were quite intense just now, why are you staying like this now?"

Sui Yi's body froze, her face blushed quietly in the dark, and her pulse beat faster.

Xia Yanran waited for a while, but Sui Yi still didn't say a word.She was a little disappointed in her heart, and the passion she had just experienced slowly cooled down.Although she has long been prepared for this.

Comparing to Xu Zhiwei, Xia Yanran knew that no amount of hints would be of any use, so she might as well change the direction.

She sighed, and took the initiative to get into Sui Yi's arms, and a dull crying voice came out of Sui Yi's arms.

"You have touched me so many times, are you going to be irresponsible if you ruin me?"

Sui Yi was dumbfounded and dumbfounded.

★ ★ ★ ★ ★

In fact, Xia Yanran was just taking a gamble. It can be said that she took such forced and helpless measures because of Sui Yi's love and tolerance for her.

She is not a soft girl, at least not in character.She has worked hard by herself for so long, of course she knows her external image, how many people have brought pity to her, the people who help her, the impression of her is that she is petite, hardworking, and makes people feel distressed.

Of course, Sui Yi's impression of her is also inseparable from these points, coupled with a deeper and deeper understanding, it can be said that her sudden weakness at this time is not small for Sui Yi.

So when Sui Yi heard Xia Yanran's words, she felt guilty all of a sudden.She is a soft-hearted person, and Xia Yanran can always arouse her strongest desire to protect.So Xia Yanran's trick is really useful.

"No, how is it possible, but I can't be such a bastard!" Sui Yi quickly explained.

"Then are you going to be responsible to me?" Xia Yanran raised her head from her embrace, looking at her with tears in her eyes.

Sui Yi choked for breath, opened her mouth and didn't know how to answer.

The light in Xia Yanran's eyes dimmed.She let go of Sui Yi's embrace, turned around and huddled in a corner, wrapped in a quilt and complaining about herself.

"I'm sorry, I asked too much. You have treated me very well, and let me live in your house, which is very troublesome to you."

"No, no trouble, I am willing." Sui Yi replied subconsciously.

Xia Yanran was silent for a while, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I kept forgetting to ask, I treat you like this, you... think it's disgusting."

? ? ? ?

Sui Yi was dumbfounded, she didn't understand what Xia Yanran meant.

"You are actually very popular, but I occupy you like this, and I want to be with you in everything, wasting your chance of spring."

"No..." Sui Yi wanted to deny it, but Xia Yanran ignored her and continued.

"Although you didn't show it, I've been pestering you all the time. I'm gay and want to drag you into the water. In fact, if you think about it carefully, most people would find it disgusting." Xia Yanran said in the end, her voice became weaker and weaker. Being urged by her dark aura, those who are urged to grow mushrooms.

"I'm sorry I'm so disgusting..."

"Stop talking!" Sui Yi suddenly raised her voice and shouted.

Xia Yanran paused, then slowly turned her head to look at Sui Yi, tears were shining in the dark night, Sui Yi felt a pain in her heart, it was only then that she truly felt how much her actions had hurt Xia Yanran .

She sat up and took a breath, resting her forehead with her hands, her mind was in a mess, and her heart also joined in the fun, beating restlessly.

She took a deep breath, and solemnly said to Xia Yanran: "Of course, don't say that you are disgusting, you have done nothing wrong, and it is impossible for me to discriminate against you. I am the one who haunts you, and I cannot do without you." You, it's me who treats you time and time again..." She calmed down and met Xia Yanran's eyes.

Xia Yanran looked at her quietly without saying a word.

Seeing Xia Yanran like this, Sui Yi suddenly became a little scared again.

What she wants to say, can the current self really have the courage to bear it?Once the words are spoken, is there a chance to take them back?Do you really have the ability to accompany the future of the person in front of you?

Too many questions that had troubled her for too long suddenly flooded into her mind at this moment.In her chaotic mind, she remembered the scene of Mama Sui huddled in that dark room, and the sound of Mama Sui crying on the balcony at night.

She couldn't forget the past, she couldn't restrain her desire for Xia Yanran, but she didn't have enough courage to touch her chest and say that she could be stronger than her mother and not care about the difficulties in the future.

"Should I be hurt?"

Xia Yanran's voice suddenly echoed in the room, Sui Yi looked at her, and answered without any hesitation.

"of course not."

of course not.

But if she really chooses this path, won't she bring harm to Xia Yanran?

"But your disregard for my feelings is the greatest harm to me." Xia Yanran approached her, holding Sui Yi's face in both hands, staring into her eyes, and said word by word.

Sui Yi's heart sank, and finally she had to face the problem she had avoided.

Xia Yanran saw the struggle in her eyes, her eyes darkened, she leaned her forehead against Sui Yi's, and said softly.

"Tell me, please? Sui Yi, tell me everything you said to me, and I will listen carefully, no matter what you say."

When we met, you pulled out me who was immersed in the dark past. Now, it's my turn to pull you out.

Sui Yi pressed Xia Yanran's forehead, and after adapting to the darkness of the night, she could vaguely see Xia Yanran's red and swollen eyes, which were for her...

Sui Yi lowered her eyes, Xia Yanran's face and Mother Sui's face appeared alternately in her mind.

After all, people have to look forward.

Gradually, the image of Xia Yanran became clearer in her mind, just like the person she saw when she opened her eyes, her eyes were gentle, waiting for her quietly.

Sui Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and finally decided to take this step.

"Let me tell you some stories..." Sui Yi said softly.

Xia Yanran hummed, and leaned against the window with Sui Yi, quietly listening to Sui Yi's deep voice.

【All your unbearable and fragile, only I can see. 】

Xia Yanran looked at the ceiling, and a word quietly sounded in her heart.

The author has something to say: This book is almost over, hope the sky.Shouldn't be more than ten days?

I'm very nervous about the next book... I really want to start writing the next book, which I have planned for a long time. Senior sisters and sisters, one is righteous on the surface, but is naturally black, and the other is deviant on the surface, but all kinds of truth, goodness and beauty in the heart—— This setting.

Because of the long setting, the large world view, and the large plot, although I have it in my mind, I am really afraid that I can't write it well... I am very nervous just thinking about it now.

Thanks to [Suixi] irrigation solution x1, [Xiong Er] irrigation solution x1, [Fengfeng Fengbai] irrigation solution x1