Miss, reach out

No.20 Six beats: Suspicion and temptation

When she understood what happened, Sui Yi froze in place.

The distance between Xia Yanran and her is so close, her breath is filled with the warmth of the other party, like a feather lightly brushing her cheeks, and like a shelled egg sticking to her lips.

Sui Yi felt the soft touch on her lips in a daze, and forgot to breathe for a while, only felt her heart beating like never before, and her heartbeat hit her chest, which made her consciousness unable to support her consciousness. There was a vast expanse of white in front of her eyes, Not sure.

Xia Yanran squinted her eyes, paying attention to Sui Yi's reaction, watching Sui Yi's lips slightly open as if to lure her to taste more deeply.

Xia Yanran closed her eyes and calmed down for a while, then got up and left Sui Yi, and helped Sui Yi straighten her sweaty hair on her forehead.Sui Yi came back to her senses, seeing Xia Yanran touching her hand, she trembled suddenly.

Xia Yanran's eyes deepened, and she silently glanced at Sui Yi, who stared at her with wide eyes.

Too much haste.

This sentence came to Xia Yanran's heart.

She knew that Sui Yi had been escaping from reality, but she didn't expect Sui Yi to react so strongly.

Let her calm down and take her time.Xia Yanran said this to herself.She turned around, turned her back to Sui Yi, and said softly.

"I'm going to take a nap, do you want to sleep?"

Sui Yi stared blankly at her, Xia Yanran's words echoed in her mind, and subconsciously asked: "Sleep, where to sleep?"

Xia Yanran turned her head and glanced at her, Sui Yi suddenly realized what she had said, and instantly wanted to take it back.

Fortunately, Xia Yanran didn't press her every step of the way. She pointed to the folding chair behind the door, and said to Sui Yi: "Three choices, one folding chair, two Zhan Yajing's bed, three, sleep with me." She After a pause, "I don't mind being with you..."

"No, no need, I, I'm going back to the dormitory now, but you can sleep!" Sui Yi quickly interrupted her and stood up.

Xia Yanran nodded, thought for a while, and took two books from her shelf to Sui Yi.

"These two books are here for you. Go back and read them carefully. They will be very helpful for you to learn portrait photography. After reading them, you can discuss them with me."

"Okay, thank you." Sui Yi took the book.I don't know if it was a coincidence or Xia Yanran did it on purpose, but when the two handed over the book, their fingers touched lightly.Sui Yi's heart skipped a beat, and she became nervous again.

"Well, let's go back. If it's sunny outside, just take my umbrella from the door and use it, don't let it dry out." Xia Yanran pretended not to feel anything, and said to Sui Yi thoughtfully.

Sui Yi pursed her lips, thanked Xia Yanran again, then opened the door, and left the dormitory in such a hurry that she couldn't remember to take the umbrella.

Xia Yanran stood on the balcony, watching Sui Yi hurriedly leave with her head down.

That embarrassed and anxious figure made Xia Yanran see a different Sui Yi.Although she felt a little disappointed in her heart, Xia Yanran felt inexplicably satisfied when she thought that this person would have such a big contrast because of herself.

I'm such a... lousy woman.Xia Yanran laughed bitterly at herself.

Sui Yi didn't know, but there were times when she fled in despair.Obviously Xia Yanran is such a small one, soft and cute, but recently, she feels a deeper and deeper sense of oppression. Today, this sense of oppression has risen to a new height.

What did that mean just now?Why kiss yourself?why not explain?Why are you so calm as if nothing happened?Or, is this kind of thing normal for her?

Sui Yi recalled that when she was in school, girls with good relationships in the class would also kiss each other. At that time, she felt that the door to a new world had been opened, and she knew that girls could be so intimate.

Does that mean that when Xia Yanran expressed her love for her friends, would she do the same thing?Is this normal for Xia Yanran?

After having this idea, Sui Yi first felt relaxed, but what followed was a kind of inexplicable dull pain.

Sui Yi frowned and touched her chest, feeling a little confused.

【You don't forget that Xia Yanran likes girls, right? 】

Wen Biyu's words suddenly rushed into Sui Yi's mind, Sui Yi hugged the book Xia Yanran gave her, and a chill came to his heart.

What if... Xia Yanran's behavior is actually, like it?After all, Xia Yanran likes girls?

No, no, Sui Yi, don't think you are so popular, don't be sentimental.

Sui Yi shook her head and quickly put this thought behind her. If she thought this way and Xia Yanran found out, she might not even be able to be a friend.

When she reached the dormitory, she didn't even think about how to deal with what happened today. In the end, she could only hold the book and howl for a long time. Her groans echoed in the corridor, which lasted for a long time.

Still, how to live how to live.Sui Yi lay on the table and thought helplessly.

But it is impossible to follow her thoughts in everything in the world, and Sui Yi found out to her dismay that it is no longer whether she wants to live as usual, but that she cannot do it like usual.

The nth time when she subconsciously was one meter away from Xia Yanran, Sui Yi collapsed.

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On the contrary, Xia Yanran was quite calm.

She seemed to be able to guess what Sui Yi's reaction would be. When Sui Yi got along with her cautiously, she would remain calm and calm as usual.

Sui Yi looked at Xia Yanran like this, and thought to herself, she must have thought too much, what happened that day was really normal.

Since this is the case, then she doesn't have to worry, just spend every day happily and peacefully!Sui Yi clenched her fists to encourage herself, trying to ignore the inexplicable loss and anger in her heart.

But the less you want to care about, sometimes the more you care about it.Sui Yi kept letting herself relax, but sometimes, when she looked at Xia Yanran's face, she would blurt out the doubts in her heart.

Why did you kiss me that day?Is it an expression of love for a friend?Is that what I think?

But she dared not ask anything.

On the other side, Xia Yanran waited for Sui Yi for a long time, but Sui Yi still held back and didn't ask her a word, she felt a little irritable.Is it all like this, and Sui Yi still intends to fool around?

Is it necessary to do more excessive things by myself in order to make her a little self-conscious?Xia Yanran thought with a cold face.

Suppressing her anger, she drew a few business drafts in a dark style. Xia Yanran finally felt a little better when she saw that the small treasury had received money again.

Unexpectedly, Sui Yi turned around and became angry with herself.

It was a sunny afternoon, Xia Yanran pulled up her waist-length hair, put the last strokes on the canvas, and breathed a sigh of relief.

The phone vibrated at the right time, and Sui Yi sent her a message.Xia Yanran clicked on it, her face darkened.

[Sui Yi]: Of course, I seem to have been confessed...

Xia Yanran pursed her lips and typed cracklingly.

[The cutest and most adorable Master Ranran]: Huh?When did this happen.

[Sui Yi]: Last night, a sudden incident...

[The cutest Master Ranran]: Oh, it's pretty good, isn't it nice that someone likes you, boys and girls?

[Sui Yi]: Of course it's a boy, and I don't like girls.

"Heh." Xia Yanran sneered, and Zhan Yajing, who was sitting next to her, saw that her expression was not right, and asked nervously.

"Xia Xia, what's the matter?"

Xia Yanran's face was frosty, and she handed the phone to Zhan Yajing, who turned it over, dumbstruck.

"This..." Doesn't Sui Yi like Xia Xia? !Impossible, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like it. What's the situation? !

Xia Yanran lowered her eyes, watching the conversation between the two over and over again, she almost broke the thin hook pen in her hand.

Zhan Yajing silently took out the brush from her hand and put it into the bucket, and patted her on the back to comfort her.

"Uh, don't be angry, I think maybe she is rather dull, didn't you say last time that you kissed her before, she can't feel nothing, right?"

It's okay not to talk about it, but as soon as it was mentioned, Xia Yanran's restlessness that had been suppressed with great difficulty in the past two days rebounded again.She smiled twice with a sullen face, "Yes, there is still this matter."

Zhan Yajing trembled, feeling as if she had said the wrong thing.

Xia Yanran brushed her hair, but never took her eyes off the phone from the beginning to the end.She was silent for a while, then suddenly started typing.

[The cutest Master Ranran]: Then do you agree?

After half a minute, Sui Yi replied.

[Sui Yi]: Not yet...

[The cutest Mr. Ranran]: If the conditions are good, you can consider it. It's always a pity to go to university without dating.

After the message was sent, there was no reply for a long time.Xia Yanran held the phone tightly, never leaving the message interface.

Sui Yi was a little confused when she received Xia Yanran's reply.She thought that Xia Yanran would at least show something, or say something to her, but she never thought that Xia Yanran would support her without saying a word.

What would Xia Yanran say?What am I expecting her to say?

Sui Yi's mind was a little confused, her palms were covered with cold sweat, her heart was throbbing with pain.

Yeah, that's a pretty normal answer for anyone, right?Such a thing happened to Xie Miaomiao, surely she would say the same thing, right?That being the case, what is she dissatisfied with, and what is she looking forward to?

Sui Yi couldn't think about it anymore, and felt more and more headache.She lay down on the table, sorted out her thoughts for a long time, and finally asked something that she had been unsure of.

[Sui Yi]: Of course, that.Um……

[The cutest and most adorable Master Ranran]: Huh?What's wrong?

[Sui Yi]: ...What happened that day...

Sui Yi took a deep breath, touched her sweaty fingers, and was just about to continue when Xia Yanran replied to her.

[The cutest Master Ranran]: Well, you want to ask me about kissing you that day, right?

Sui Yi was taken aback for a moment, and answered bravely.

[Sui Yi]: Well, I want to ask, but that is...

[The cutest Mr. Ranran]: Sure enough, it will be different if you want to fall in love. If you haven't asked me for so long, I thought you forgot.

[Sui Yi]: How could I forget...

[The cutest Master Ranran]: Of course I can't forget, I like you so much, how can you forget.

Sui Yi's mind exploded, and she watched Xia Yanran's reply in disbelief, before her emotions could be brewed, the next sentence woke her up.

[The cutest Mr. Ranran]: After you have a boyfriend, don't tell your boyfriend casually, I'm afraid your boyfriend will be jealous.I kiss my good friends like this sometimes, you don't misunderstand me, do you?

Sui Yi's blood that had just rushed to his head froze at this moment.She stared at Xia Yanran's words in a daze, unable to recover for a long time.

After a while, she shook her cold fingers, unlocked the screen saver, and slowly replied to Xia Yanran with stiff hands.

[Sui Yi]: Of course there is no misunderstanding, senior sister, you are my best friend, of course I know this is a joke.

Xia Yanran replied in seconds.

[The cutest Master Ranran]: Besides, I'm a dog, and I'm going to beat you.

[Sui Yi]: Hey, I know you don't want to part with it. Okay, let me go and talk to that person. I'll try it if it suits me.

[The cutest Master Ranran]: Well, come on.

Zhan Yajing looked at Xia Yanran with a look of eating flies, and couldn't help asking with a raised voice.

"There's something wrong with you. Don't you like her? Let her talk about her boyfriend?"

Xia Yanran turned off her phone, looked down at the bucket, wondering what she was thinking.

Seeing her like this, Zhan Yajing didn't know what to say. After all, Xia Yanran herself was the saddest. Although she felt wronged for her, she couldn't make a decision for her.

"Sui Yi can't be forced." Xia Yanran whispered in a hoarse voice.

"Wen Biyu told me that she can accept other people's feelings, but when she puts it on herself, she will show strong rejection. I find it a bit strange. Before I know the situation... I can't be tough."

Zhan Yajing was very distressed, Xia Yanran had always been this temperament of thinking about others, sometimes she would be even more sad, but she still chose to hurt herself.

She sighed, hugged Xia Yanran, and said softly.

"Don't worry, take your time, anyway, I will always stand by your side."

"Well, thank you, Xiao Jing." Xia Yanran raised her head and smiled reluctantly at her.

The author has something to say: For a person like me who can immediately figure out when there is a misunderstanding, it is very difficult to imagine that others misunderstood and then abused or something... A completely different way of thinking