Miss, reach out

No.20 second shot: when awake

In the blink of an eye, May [-]st arrived, and since then, Sui Yi and Xia Yanran haven't had a good conversation or met each other for two weeks.

Xia Yanran calmed down after crying that night, and put all her energy into the recent homework.

The grades of homework in her sophomore year will affect the choice of major courses in her junior year. Xia Yanran still doesn't know what she wants to choose, so she can only try her best to learn all painting courses well.

In fact, she still has another task, which is the CET-[-] and CET-[-] exams in June.

Xia Yanran's English is not good, and she gave herself tasks for CET-[-] and CET-[-]. Originally, she thought that Sui Yi was an English major, so maybe she could ask Sui Yi to make up for her. Alright.

Xia Yanran knows that her temper has been very grumpy recently. In order not to affect the people around her, she has been acting alone during this time. Zhan Yajing wants to accompany her, but Xia Yanran can't occupy Zhan Yajing and her boyfriend. spend time together.

It was the end of the month, and her homework was finally finished. The moment she handed in the homework, she relaxed.

Zhan Yajing came over and took her arm, and said, "Xia Xia, it's the May Day holiday soon, and the homework is done, should you relax?"

Xia Yanran rubbed her eyes with dark circles, and smiled wearily: "Yes, I really want to rest, but now, I really want to sleep."

Zhan Yajing patted her head, feeling a little distressed, she had seen Xia Yanran's situation recently, and knew that something must have happened between her and Sui Yi, but she didn't want to ask too much.

"Well, then let's go to dinner, and go back quickly after dinner."

"Don't you need to accompany your boyfriend?" Xia Yanran asked curiously.

"Am I such a heartless person, how could I spend all my time on him, now you are more important, you are finally willing to let me have dinner with you." Zhan Yajing complained to her.

Xia Yanran smiled, feeling better, "You are really my best friend."

"Stop, don't put the tricks you learned from Sui Yi on me, I'm not a dog." Zhan Yajing was not fooled, but she regretted it as soon as she finished speaking.

Xia Yanran didn't expect to hear Sui Yi's name suddenly, she was stunned for a moment, then shook her head.Zhan Yajing didn't dare to speak anymore, she ate with her silently and went back to the dormitory.

"Xiao Jing, I'm fine, don't worry." Xia Yanran said to Zhan Yajing helplessly.Zhan Yajing couldn't hide her worried expression, but it made her a little uncomfortable.

"Well, then you can rest, me, the partner is looking for me..." Zhan Yajing shook the phone in her hand.

Xia Yanran nodded, loosened her hair, turned over and climbed onto the bed, lying peacefully in the bed.

"Go, I'm asleep."

The door was gently closed, and the bedroom was quiet again.

Xia Yanran and Zhan Yajing were lucky, they passed the final homework without any risk, but the other two roommates were very miserable, they haven't finished their homework until now.

So now she can enjoy some quiet personal time and get a good night's sleep.

Xia Yanran closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep not long after.She was too tired, so tired that she didn't have the time to think about something, so she fell into a deep sleep, but she remembered a lot in her dream.

She dreamed of Sui Yi, and she hadn't seen Sui Yi for two weeks, and she hadn't talked to Sui Yi properly.

The dream was still the scene of that night, Sui Yi walked beside Wen Biyu, put on her coat tenderly and considerately, and teased her softly.

The only difference is that Xia Yanran clearly knew that this was a dream, so she rushed forward and pulled the two of them away.

"Of course?" Sui Yi in the dream looked at her suddenly appearing in surprise, Xia Yanran's eyes glistened with tears, and the resentment and grievance of the past two weeks gushed out at this moment.

"What on earth do you mean!! Since you don't like me, why do you treat me so well and give me hope?! Why do you have to remember so clearly what I like to eat and what I hate, and why do you need to know the time of my menstrual period? , why did you tie my shoelaces, why did you urge me to go to bed early and get up early... What the hell are you doing, you are sick?! You are so kind to me for no reason, what are you trying to do!!!! You don't know that I will really take it seriously What?!"

Xia Yanran tightly grasped Sui Yi's sleeve in Mengzhong, lowered her head and roared angrily.But at the end of the rant, she was even more angry with herself, angry that she fell in love with the straight girl again.

The most cunning thing about straight girls is this. They can treat you well, pamper you to heaven, and even make excessive physical contact with them with peace of mind. Playing in the name of a joke, no one will take it seriously except her.

In high school, because Xia Yanran was an art student, at the final sprint of the cultural class, the class was full of art students, and many of them were media students.

Media students are more open than art students, and they dare to do many things.Before Xia Yanran came into contact with them, she never dared to imagine how open they were.But at a classmate's birthday party, she clearly realized that she couldn't get along with these people after all.

At the end of the day, everyone was a little crazy and drowsy from drinking. In order to prevent Xia Yanran from telling the truth, they forced her to take her there.

Then she was the only one who was a little awake, staring at the scene in front of her in a daze.

Those girls were laughing and trying to touch each other... Xia Yanran's face turned pale.

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That was the first time Xia Yanran knew that straight girls could make jokes to this extent.

The lights in the KTV were dim, no one could see each other's expressions clearly, only the ambiguous atmosphere lingered between each other, the girls were teasing and talking obscene words, their movements became bolder and bolder, Xia Yanran's heart skipped a beat when she saw it.

It wasn't until someone came close to her and kissed her cheek with wine-smelling lips that she realized what had happened.

Xia Yanran didn't even think about it, she exclaimed, then pushed the person away, rushed to the door, pushed the door open, and left without looking back.

Since then, no one in the class talked to her again. It was those girls who obviously did something guilty, and those who were isolated and scolded secretly became Xia Yanran.

Xia Yanran didn't worry about these things, but this incident made her understand that there is no limit to being a straight girl, and thinking about what Sui Yi usually did to her, she couldn't help but laugh out loud.

In fact, Sui Yi was much better than them. Apart from being nice to her, she didn't do anything ambiguous or excessive.

It was she who threw herself into her own fantasy, and then one day she was awakened suddenly, and she took out her grievance and anger on Sui Yi.

In fact, this is not fair to Sui Yi.

Xia Yanran opened her eyes, inexplicably thinking about these things in her dream.She stared at the pink bed cover above her head, and after a while, she took out her phone to check the time.

It's already night... She really slept long enough...

"Dingling Dangling~"

Xia Yanran was startled when the phone rang suddenly, squinting her eyes, she found that it was Sui Yi's voice call.She stared at the Chinese characters on the screen for a long time before gently pressing the call button.

"...Hello." Xia Yanran was silent for a moment, then said softly with a hoarse voice.

"Of course, did you just wake up?" Sui Yi's voice came from the other end of the phone, it was not as lively as usual, but seemed a little cautious.

Xia Yanran chuckled, laughing at herself trying to figure out Sui Yi's mood, and also laughing at Sui Yi's timid appearance.When will she, Sui Yi, do the same.

"Well, I just finished my homework today, and I've been up late for two weeks..." Xia Yanran replied softly, curling up a lock of hair on her chest.

"God... Are you so tired? Thank you for your hard work. It seems that art students are not as easy as us..." Sui Yi sighed.

"Well, people will always be tired, and it is impossible to relax all the time."

"Yes." Sui Yi agreed.Then there was a moment of silence between them.

Sui Yi on the other end of the phone scratched her hair, her heart was pounding, but her words were repeatedly suppressed when she reached her mouth.After repeating it several times, she collapsed.

She had wanted to have a good talk with Xia Yanran for a long time. Recently, her behavior of hiding from Xia Yanran was too obvious. With Xia Yanran's sensitivity, it was impossible not to notice that she was terribly guilty.

Today I heard from Zhan Yajing that their homework was finally over, Sui Yi thought she should apologize to Xia Yanran, she felt sorry for Xia Yanran in her heart.

But if you want to explain why it's hot and cold... Sui Yi's brain twitched, and her head went bald again.

She thought about it for two weeks, but she still didn't dare to come up with a reason! ! !

"that……"

"that……"

The voices of the two sounded at the same time, and then paused at the same time.

Sui Yi hurriedly said: "Of course you speak first!"

Xia Yanran smiled, "Then I'll talk about it first. Sui Yi, I haven't slept enough. Let's talk about it next time. I want to continue resting."

Sui Yi coughed in his heart, opened his mouth, and his mind was buzzing.Still pulled his throat and laughed twice, "Okay, ah, but Ranran, you haven't finished your meal yet, I, I'll take it for you..."

"No need." Xia Yanran interrupted her, and her voice was tired again: "I have some snacks in the dormitory, I can just fill up my stomach, I'm too tired, I'll hang up first."

"Ah, good, good." Sui Yi stammered and then Xia Yanran hung up the phone without hesitation.

Sui Yi stared blankly at the screen and didn't recover for a long time.

She was only sure of one thing, Xia Yanran was really angry, and it was because of rejecting her.Pushing her away...like the people in her life who made her unhappy.

"Axi... I really shouldn't hide from her casually..." Sui Yi hugged her head in distress.

How can she save her relationship with Xia Yanran?No matter what, she didn't want to become friends with Xia Yanran as an ordinary passerby!

On the other side, after Xia Yanran hung up the phone, she got out of bed and took out a bag of biscuits from the cabinet.She didn't perfunctory Sui Yi, she really planned to have some snacks in the dormitory.

only……

Xia Yanran clicked on her phone, and a person whom she hadn't contacted for a long time found her.

"Do you have time? I'm coming to school and want to see you."

Xia Yanran lowered her eyes, finished eating the biscuits in her hand, wiped her hands, and replied to the visitor.

"Okay, senpai."

The author has something to say: I just found out today that my favorite wife and I actually like the same author, rolling happily.But still too cowardly to talk to my wife qvq