Miss, reach out

No.17 shot: Put it down?

This time Sui Yi waited for three days and searched for three days, but he couldn't find Xia Yanran.

It seems that she didn't even go to class. Sui Yi waited in the art building for several days, but she never waited for Xia Yanran to come to class.I went to the dormitory to look for it, but I couldn't find anyone.

Later, through the relationship between Xiaoyue and the others, Zhan Yajing was finally added. After asking, she found out that Xia Yanran was not at school at all these days.

Sui Yi was in a hurry.Zhan Yajing told her that when Xia Yanran wanted to hide, no one could find her.

Sui Yi's heart ached, thinking of the back of Xia Yanran's petite body, her frail appearance made people worry.

The talk on the confession wall that day was eventually deleted.There are too many people who speak badly below. Although many people expressed respect for Xia Yanran's sexual orientation, most of them did not understand and attacked.Wen Biyu looked at all the aura, scolded all the cynics below, and kindly expressed that he would use his authority to punish them, and it didn't take long for anyone to dare to say anything more.

W University is an old school for decades, and its school spirit has always been rigorous and traditional.Although the current trend of sexual orientation has become much more open, the school ethos of a school still affects students quite a lot.In most cases, homosexuality does not hinder one's life, and many people can take it lightly, but W University is notoriously old-fashioned.

One of Xia Yanran's misfortunes is probably that she came to a school that didn't tolerate her very well.

After all, W University is a school that can report criticism because of homosexual ambiguity. In recent years, this kind of thing has rarely happened, but it has formed a thinking orientation.

People like Wen Biyu who are not afraid of causing trouble, but still go their own way and make a lot of noise are obviously in the minority.She is good enough and confident enough. In her opinion, the eyes and evaluations of outsiders are not as important as a meal. Rather, it is her upright and upright attitude that makes people daunting.

On the contrary, Xia Yanran is her opposite.She is afraid of exposing herself to the crowd, afraid of being viewed with special eyes, she is not good at getting along with people, how can she have the courage to face the malice of the world.

Then, what surprised Sui Yi was...it turns out that Xia Yanran likes girls.

Thinking of what Wen Biyu said to herself a few days ago, she and Xia Yanran are of the same kind, probably that's what she meant.It's just that she didn't think in this direction at all.

She, Sui Yi, is not a person who has prejudices against sexual orientation. Although this incident was beyond her expectations, Xia Yanran's whereabouts are more important to her.

It was the person who made her feel uneasy, and she couldn't ignore this kind of thing.

The photo contest time is coming up soon.These days, Sui Yi squeezed out time to prepare her entries as soon as possible, while looking for Xia Yanran's whereabouts everywhere.

Xia Yanran has too few friends, and she can't ask people in the news agency, and Wen Biyu doesn't know her movements, so Sui Yi can only worry.

Under such circumstances, Sui Yi hurriedly prepared the entries, and after registering, she asked for a leave of absence, planning to go to Xia Yanran's house to find someone if she couldn't find her.

Fortunately, the only calm Fang Luoxue around her showed her a clear path.

"Isn't that senior sister of yours doing a live broadcast? You can see if she has broadcast live in the past two days, and you can't tell where the person is from the live broadcast."

Sui Yi slapped his head, only to realize that there is another way.So as a fluke, she clicked on the software and searched for Xia Yanran's news, and she really found a clue.

That was the video Xia Yanran took by a lake the day after the accident on the confession wall.In the video, Xia Yanran was humming a song, fixed the camera in the distance, and was sitting by the lake holding a sketchbook and drawing something.After a while, her gentle voice reached Sui Yi's ears through the mobile phone, and Sui Yi's heart calmed down inexplicably.

With Xia Yanran's appearance, it looked like she hadn't suffered from the cyber violence these two days at all.Those who don't know, probably thought she was cultivating her sentiments.

"A lot of people ask me how I relieve stress when I'm in a bad mood and too much pressure. Let me talk about it today."

Xia Yanran brushed her hands non-stop, and spoke cheerfully.

"I'm not a sociable person, and I prefer to immerse myself in my own world. But people always want to face the society. In reality, we will encounter all kinds of sad things."

"A long time ago, I would choose photography, because when I was immersed in the world of photography, I would feel that I was still at peace."

"Later, something happened." Xia Yanran paused for a moment, put down the paintbrush in her hand, pointed the drawing board at the camera, and a sketch of the lakeside scenery caught everyone's eyes.

"I had to give up photography. It was a terrible time, and I couldn't even look at the things I liked. But I also knew that if I kept being depressed like this, I would definitely get worse. So I started live streaming .”

Xia Yanran put away her drawing board, picked up her phone, and a familiar face she hadn't seen for a few days jumped into the video interface again.She smiled lightly, the afterglow of the setting sun reflected on her face, soft and unbelievable.

"Fortunately, I persevered this time. Life is still terrible, and the things I hate will not disappear because of my escape. But now I am willing to use more ways to express my love for life, such as painting .I don’t want to go into depression and give up what I like because of the same thing again.”

"Huh? What happened that changed my mood? Hmm..." Xia Yanran rubbed her chin and thought for a few seconds, then she blinked suddenly and smiled mischievously. people on the screen.

"The specific reason is kept secret. But one of the very important reasons is that people can't fall down on the same road, right?"

After these words, Sui Yi couldn't remember what was behind the video at all.In fact, after Xia Yanran's bright smile, she couldn't notice anything else.

It turns out that Xia Yanran can be so sunny... Sui Yi thought in a daze.

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As soon as Sui Yi finished watching the video, Xia Yanran suddenly replied to her message.Three days have passed, and this is Xia Yanran's first reply.

Sui Yi trembled, her heartbeat began to speed up, she hurriedly clicked on the message interface, and saw the picture Xia Yanran sent to herself, it was a camera lens that Sui Yi had always wanted.

[The cutest Mr. Ranran]: A gift for you.

"Of course!!!!!! Where have you been these two days!!! Why didn't you reply to my message!!!"

[The cutest Master Ranran]: Did I go out to play?What's wrong.

"??????????" Sui Yi's chest was clogged, angry, anxious and embarrassed, feeling like being thrown cold water.

[The cutest Mr. Ranran]: I lost the data cable, and when I wanted to reply to your message, the phone was out of battery, so I didn't care.

"You should take care of me! I'm worried about you!" Sui Yi vomited blood, losing her temper by Xia Yanran's nonsense, but after hearing the reason, she calmed down a bit.

Be sure to prepare a few more data cables for Ranran in the future! !Charging treasure is also indispensable!Sui Yi thought to himself.

[The cutest Mr. Ranran]: What are you worried about me? I just went home to get some clothes and played on the road for two days. I am no longer a child, and I still have to report my whereabouts to you.

Xia Yanran spoke with confidence, but the corners of her mouth raised unconsciously, and Zhan Yajing, who had come to pick her up, was amazed.

"What happened to you scared the elementary school girl half to death. I think she seems to be going to your house today to look for you. I don't know where she got your address."

"Whatever she wants to do, she will always work hard to do it." Xia Yanran brushed her hair and smiled elegantly.

"So, you didn't charge it on purpose these two days, right?" Zhan Yajing raised her eyebrows, looking at Xia Yanran using her power bank thoughtfully.How can any data cable be lost, it is clear that she did not charge it on purpose.

Xia Yanran glanced at her, noncommittal.Zhan Yajing's eyes widened with disbelief.

"Isn't it?! Are you still the Xia Yanran I know?! Haven't you always been soft and cute and need to be protected, innocent and cute?! You actually play the trick of playing hard to get?!"

Xia Yanran glanced at her with contempt: "When did I become like you commented? Others don't know, but you still don't know. Besides, it was in the past, did you get any good endings before?"

"Yes, you used to flirt with all kinds of people you like and try to drag them into the water, but... you haven't been so white and black, have you?" Zhan Yajing rubbed her chin and thought for a long time, frowning and evaluating seriously.

"It varies from person to person..." Xia Yanran touched her phone, opened the n messages that Sui Yi would send her here, and the smile on her lips deepened.

"In the past...it was too embarrassing. When people grow up, they may be very bad. When they are not sure, they will throw out the bait. I didn't understand these things before, so I jumped into it easily. The loss outweighs the gain."

Zhan Yajing looked at her silently, then touched her head, comforting her silently.

"However, is it really okay for the elementary school girl to be scared by you so much? I think she is really anxious." She was still a little worried.

"It's okay, if I fail this time, I can be relieved, right? I don't need to fall in casually anymore." Xia Yanran said to her with a smile.

Zhan Yajing felt a pain in her heart, and sighed, feeling helpless. "Just think it through, I'll always be by your side anyway."

"Well, thank you, Xiao Jing." Xia Yanran's eyes softened.Then suddenly his tone changed and he smiled.

"Xiao Jing, you go first, she will come over later."

"...You, brought people here so quickly?"

"Well, I actually told her that you came to pick me up, but she said she wanted to come and find me." Xia Yanran blinked and looked at her innocently.

Zhan Yajing resisted the urge to roll her eyes, supported her head, and said angrily: "Come on, the bastard who values ​​sex and despises friends, called me out and let me go back in hot weather, if you don't make it up to me, I will hold grudges gone."

"I brought you the hot sauce made by my mother when I went home this time." Xia Yanran said.

"Okay, give me a bottle and I'll forgive you." Zhan Yajing said decisively.

So classmate Zhan Yajing hugged the hot sauce Xia Yanran gave her, and slipped away happily.

Looking at Zhan Yajing's contented back, Xia Yanran remembered the difficult years she had spent with her.

It wasn't once or twice that her sexual orientation was exposed. Although she was very careful, she would be discovered every time. As time passed, she became more cautious, but her eyes betrayed her again and again.She was never treated with mercy.

When no one was standing by her side, only Zhan Yajing was with her all the time, no matter in the past or now.

To have such a friend is enough in this life, so there is no need to ask for more.

But if possible, she also hopes that she can get a second person who will never leave her.

The figure of Sui Yi riding a bicycle was getting closer and closer, Xia Yanran looked at her quietly, listening to her heartbeat that became more manic with the distance between the two, she thought helplessly.

It seems that I have really fallen.

The author has something to say: Although there are exaggerated elements, it is indeed the status quo in some places.Being able to do no evaluation is already the greatest tolerance.When a person is hurt, it is absolutely impossible to let it go. This process may take a long time, or it may only take a moment to figure it out.What you think you are is actually very easy to be overthrown.