【Luanji】Dreamback

Yicun's random number was awakened by boredom.

In the quiet room, he could hear the subtle running sound of the air conditioner, and the steady breathing of his co-residents, but he didn't expect to see an over-magnified face when he opened his eyes, suppressing the annoying shock. Crying, he looked down, and finally found the source of his discomfort - someone unceremoniously hugged him like a doll.

Luanshu has a very sensitive body and is not used to too high or too low temperature, but he always likes to roll up the quilt to suffocate himself when sleeping, or kick the quilt under the bed in the middle of the night.

He liked this position quite a bit, except for the fact that the quilt between the two of them was really suffocating him, it wasn't a bad morning when he woke up.Luan Shu carefully withdrew his hand, and pushed back his long hair, so that the cold air could blow through the back of his neck—there was already a layer of sweat from being stuffy there.

He looked over his bedmate to the wall. On the white wall was the cuckoo clock that he strongly requested when decorating. The wooden minute hand was beating one frame at a time. It was so quiet that he could hear the rattling sound of the gears running. The bird hadn't come out of the hole yet, and it wasn't their usual wake-up time.

"?? Random numbers?"

Jinguji Jirei is a light sleeper, and the random counting movements just now are enough to wake him up.The voice that just woke up was a little hoarse, and before the ice blue eyes had time to focus, I felt a pink patch dangling in front of my eyes.

"Hey, Ji Lei woke up." Mimi said with a random smile, unable to tell that she was shaking when she was suddenly called by her name just now, "but I didn't expect Ji Lei to be so big and so childish, sleeping with a baby .”

Ji Lei, who was not yet fully awake, was confused by the unknown smile on Luan Shu's face. Following the other party's gaze, he found that his hand was still on the other party's waist. Now that his head was fully turned on, he silently pulled his hand away. , as if he didn't see the unconscionable smile on Luan Shu's face.

He turned over and got out of bed neatly, Yicun Luanshu was still sitting on the edge of the bed dangling his feet and had no intention of leaving for the time being, he took the mobile phone with a pink case beside the bed to play with.

Without arguing over who should use the bathroom first, Jinguji Jirei casually tied up her long hair and hung it behind her after a simple wash.Yimura Luanshu is already changing clothes. The original pale pink pajamas with peach red dots are thrown aside, and the naked upper body is covered with a white shirt. There is no cover from the chest to the abdomen, and the looming rib marks can be seen.Seeing Ji Lei coming out of the bathroom, he raised his hands and yelled for him to button his buttons.

Jinguji Jirei and the boy looked at each other for a while, and finally he was defeated and sighed.First pick up the pajamas thrown by the other party, then half-kneel and pull the two pieces of shirt fabric, twist the white buttons and corresponding mouths to button up the other party one by one, in exchange for the other party's sweet thank you.

The man wonders if he spoils the other party too much—after all, Yicun Luanshu is also an "adult man", so he won't have to be shot by others even buttoning a button? But this is probably the other party's unique way of acting like a baby. I can't get angry.

Today's Jinguji Jirei is not wearing a white coat but a rare suit. Inside the black suit jacket is a white shirt. The dark color makes his figure more slender, and he is amazed by the random numbers. He believed even two hundred centimeters.

After speaking, he was finally willing to get out of bed, ran to the man's closet and took out a black tie, and then asked someone to sit on the bed so that he could match his height, and tied the tie for him.

After pulling the pointed fabric out of the knot, it was boring to count randomly. This tie is not up to standard, it is too short and too fat, and it does not suit his Ji Lei at all.When he was about to untie and re-tie him, he was stopped, the man said softly that it would be fine, he was very satisfied, he was satisfied when he was satisfied with random numbers, the satisfied pink-haired boy jumped into the bathroom, and locked the door with a click.

When I came out again, Jinguji Jirei had already tidied things up. Even though it was just baked toast sandwiched with lettuce and sliced ​​meat, I could still smell the attractive aroma when I walked downstairs, and the miso soup on the table was still smelling. Breathing the heat, he blurred the edges and corners of the person opposite, only to feel that he was a gentle person.

Luan Shu sipped the soup, secretly raised his head from time to time to look at Jinguji Jirei, although the other party seemed to be taking a long time to solve the food, the speed was not slow, when he finished breakfast and stood up, Luan Shu hurriedly put it down, only half of it was lost Toast followed suit.

"You're not in good health, don't run around before I come back." The other party's hesitant appearance made Ji Lei smile helplessly, stretched out his hand to rub the pink hair, glanced randomly, except for putting on a suit, The things I brought are the same as usual? Are you going to a meeting?

"Hmm?? Can I really not go to work with Ji Lei?" Luan Shu looked eagerly at the man who was already putting on shoes at the entrance, holding the doll puppy on the sofa in his arms at some point, trying to show his The same innocent expression of the doll invites sympathy.

Having been with the other party for a long time, Jinguji Jirei has long been immune to the other party's behavior of pretending to be cute, and this kind of dialogue has been repeated for a long time, so he said with a normal face and said no, seeing the other party's head It seems that there are ears hanging down, and I add another sentence: "I will drive you out to play after the holiday, okay?"

"Then it's agreed to tick!" Luan Shu immediately raised his head, stretched out the round hand of the puppy to touch the finger of the other party, and then raised his feet and patted the man's forehead with the dog's paw.

"Then I want to go with Jirei's friends, um, um... Ichiran One Two Three and Kanonzaka Dopo and the others. Don't Jirei like fishing? Then I will definitely catch the biggest one—— Don't underestimate me and count me randomly!"

Jinguji Jirei paused unnaturally when he heard this, and said in surprise, "How do you know them?"

"The last time you put your phone on the dining table, the message just popped out and I saw it... I thought Ji Lei was a lonely old man, but I didn't expect to have friends."

Ji Lei frowned, and didn't know whether it was a joke about the other party peeking at his phone content in the first half or the lack of embellishment in the second half.In the end, he looked at the pink-haired boy with an innocent face and didn't feel that he said anything wrong and sighed.

"is a friend."

"Sighing gets old, Jirei."

"??"

The chicken talks to the duck, the bull's head is wrong and the horse's mouth is wrong? If you are serious about random numbers with Yicun, you will lose. This is the conclusion that Jirei Jinguji has known each other for a long time.

"One, two, three, and Dubu are both very busy at work. If I have time, I will introduce them to you again. Random numbers." He picked up his briefcase again, looked at the young man who was still holding his hand, and groaned. Face refused to let him go, "Really can't follow?"

"No... I'll be late, come back and bring you a gift, okay?" Coaxing the other party, Yicun Luanshu finally let go of his hand, holding the puppy's furry arm and waving at the other party, the door opened Closed by the other party.

When Luan Shu couldn't hear the footsteps outside, his face suddenly fell down. The puppy in his hand slammed on the door panel vigorously, but because it was a plush toy, there was not much sound. He panted lightly, and his slightly trembling fingertips could tell How much effort he had just used.

The young man curled his lips, and the expression of reluctance just now was no longer seen on his face. There was no smile in the dark sky blue pupils, resentment, anger, unwillingness... There are more complex emotions intertwined together like a dark dark clouds.

It only took a few seconds to vent. He quickly regained his composure, picked up the doll that had been indiscriminately stricken on the ground, patted the dust on it, and threw it back on the sofa.

He doesn't care about such things with the old man.

Yicun Luanshu knew that the other party's worries were well-founded, because even he knew that his body was several times worse than ordinary people's.

A year ago was when he just "woke up". It is said that he had been in a coma for a year due to a serious accident. When he opened his eyes, he saw Jinguji Jirei resting next to the hospital bed.

The gray-haired man was sitting on a chair without a back, resting against the wall with his eyes closed. His long hair was hanging down like a waterfall. Most of it fell on the chair, but a few fell on the random number of beds.

The whole hand was a little numb. He tried to move his fingers to gradually regain consciousness, and then he reached out to grab the gray hair on the bed. The man was woken up by the pain, and looked at him with his eyes open, his lips slightly parted It seems to want to say something.

He also wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, he could only make a hoarse voice. His mouth was so dry that it was difficult to even move the corners of his mouth.

Jinguji Jirei seemed to be pulled back to reality by that unpleasant voice, and reached out his hand to touch his face. The temperature of his fingertips was accompanied by an imperceptible trembling. He originally thought that Jirei would withdraw his hand, but he didn't expect that man in the next moment. But Miao stretched out his hands to hug him, strangling his waist so hard that it hurt, this time not only his fingertips, he could hear the trembling of the other person's whole body.

He has never seen this man show such an expression? No, there should be some, but no matter how he thinks about it, he can't remember when it happened, as if a piece was suddenly dug out.

Aware of his gaffe, Jinguji Jirei apologized in embarrassment and then let go of his hand. He left his seat and poured a glass of water for himself. He had to hold the glass with both hands so as not to let the glass fall from his drop down.

He drank in small sips, his fingertips had a temperature similar to that of the other person, and when he drank the water quietly, the man explained why he was lying here.

He seemed to have had a serious accident—an accident that was enough to cause him to lose consciousness for a whole year. If he didn't wake up today, no one could guarantee how long he would sleep again.Except for the body that is having difficulty in functioning, Yicun Luanshu feels as if he just fell asleep, without dreams, and his consciousness sinks in the darkness at the bottom, and the last memory seems to be just what happened yesterday.

He couldn't remember what happened to him, and no matter how hard he searched, there was no part about such things in his memory, but he remembered Jinguji Jilei.

It is not a good experience to see this guy as soon as I opened my eyes. After all, they used to be tit-for-tat, and now it seems that it is not so important for what they are arguing about. It seems that the other party is taking care of me. I can't help but feel a little embarrassed... But there is also a tinge of gratitude .

It seems that he hasn't been that close to Jinguji Jirei for a long time, and the lines on the opponent's face are a little more than in memory. Originally, he should have mercilessly made fun of the traces left by the years on the opponent's face-but he I suddenly remembered one thing, one thing that was suppressed in my heart in the past. I should have ignored it and forgotten it over time, but it seemed that I had forgotten too many things, which made it impossible to ignore the remembered fragments.

The timing of jumping out was too abrupt, and Amemura Luanshu was not someone who would allow his emotions to control him, and he never was, so he looked at Jinguji Jirei with a normal expression, and narrowed his eyes politely.

Why take care of me?he asks.

"I have the obligation to take care of the patients... besides, you are a random number in Yicun."

When he said this, Luan Shu noticed that the other party looked away slightly. Although it was only a sudden thing, it was enough to make him suspicious.

He feels that the man's context is irrelevant, because he is a random number???

"You may not have noticed it in the past, but I..." The second half of the man's words were hidden between his lips, and he was so experienced that he could immediately think of the ending of the sentence that the other party did not say.

However, it's too ridiculous to act like a rotten script-but Yicun couldn't laugh out loud, and the unknown emotion was stirring in his chest, making him breathless, and he coughed vigorously to attract the other party. Some nervous eyes.

Will you worry about him?

"I seem to have forgotten a lot of things, but I haven't forgotten you." It seemed that after a long silence, the random number was a little uncertain, and he could only hear the soft sound of medical instruments at a fixed frequency in the dark.The smelly old man didn't seem to want to take the initiative to explain, so Luan Shu had no choice but to open his mouth to avoid being silent with the other party for eternity.

That man, Jinguji Jirei said it was okay.Originally, he might not be able to wake up for the rest of his life, but it was nothing to lose part of his memory. The lost memory could be slowly regained later, but the lost life could not come back.

Jinguji Jirei asked him to move to the suburbs of Tokyo to recuperate with him. His income is stable, and his working hours are also considered fixed. Amemura Luanshu is also an adult. Apart from poor health, he has all the life skills he should have, and it is not easy to take care of him. Difficult.

It may be because Jinguji Jirei's attitude towards him is very interesting now, and it didn't take long for Luan Shu to agree.

As the other party said, I have been in a coma for a whole year. Although it is not difficult to rebuild the past work that has been suspended for so long, it is not something that can be recovered in a short time.

Although that person is Ji Lei that he hates very much.

When I moved to this house after recovering from a serious illness, I was reminded by Jinguji Jirei that my body was weak and I should not run around.

If Yicun numbers randomly, then being obedient is not Yicun's random numbers.

Unbelievable, he secretly ran outside when the other party was out. It happened to be a big sun that day, and a normal person would sweat profusely after staying outside for 10 minutes, let alone Yicun Luanshu who had just been discharged from the hospital.

After walking outside for a short time, I felt a little powerless. It was not because of face, so Luanshu immediately chose to go back. The vain steps finally returned to the house and searched for pockets, but they were all empty——Yicun Luanshu I think he probably didn't take anything out of the house except his body, such as keys, such as his head.

Fortunately and unfortunately, Jinguji Jirei, who had just moved to his new home, found that he forgot some documents at home, closed the door before getting in the car, and hurried home to find something.

So when he turned into the intersection, the first thing he saw was not the house, but the pink-haired boy sitting by the door. He couldn't care about any documents at the moment, so he quickly carried Yicun Luanshu, who had fainted for an unknown amount of time, back into the house He didn't even close the door. He carefully put the person on the sofa and then went into the kitchen to take out the ice bag. Only when he heard the sound of the car whizzing by outside did he realize that he seemed to have forgotten something.

After Luan Shu woke up, he thought that the man would be angry with him, and taught him that he was always refusing to listen to others and insisted on going his own way. He even prepared a plan to escape, but the other party just sat quietly next to him. Go back and get a new bag.

Are you not angry?Even though the dizziness in his head hadn't been completely eliminated, Yicun Luanshu could still see that this person didn't intend to teach him a lesson, so he couldn't hold back the words from his mouth.

The man shook his head, pushed aside the water-soaked bangs for him and said nothing, but Luan Shu noticed that the other's fingers unconsciously tugged at the end of the long hair.

"You...really like me?" He thought of what the other party hadn't said that day in the hospital. Although the sentences he said were a little limp because of his poor condition, he could still hear a trace of surprise.

"?? Maybe a little bit, the uncertainty is too high, and it's just a possibility." After a moment of silence, the other party responded in the style of a psychiatrist, Uncertainty... Well, this answer is very Jinguji Ji Lei, he didn't even know how to complain.

Yicun Luanshu wanted to ask why, but the Ji Lei he knew would definitely not answer him directly.

He remembered that Jinguji Jilei didn't have much good looks with him in the past, he was so dull that he didn't realize it at all... Or was this also part of the disappearance of those memories?

He couldn't help feeling a little irritated, the emotions that emerged in the hospital under the gaze of those ice-blue pupils reappeared in his mind again-destruction, disgust, wishing that the other party only had his own possessiveness in the eyes of the other party, why would he treat God? Miyajiji Lei had this emotion?

I don't hate you, don't you hate me too?Why did you say that you might "like" me? Why did you take such care of him? Did you experience this disgusting tenderness somewhere in the past?

Why worry about him accidentally dying, am I really that important to you?

"?? I want to go up and rest."

"it is good."

Jinguji Jirei picked him up on the heavy sofa almost without hesitation, carefully adjusted his posture so that his head rested on his shoulder, his long hair scratched his face a little itchy, but it might be because he was too tired and he didn't want to Complain about it.

He could see the serious side face of the other party, as if he squeezed beside the table and disturbed the other party's reading before the quarrel.

Amemura Luanshu found that he didn't hate being treated like this by the other party.

Jinguji Jirei didn't go back to work, but just rubbed his hair and said that he was downstairs, if he had something to call, don't get out of bed if his head is still dizzy.Luanshu guessed that the other party should have asked for leave while he was in a coma to take care of himself so that he would not lie back in the hospital not long after he was discharged, or he might have stayed downstairs so that he would not run out again.

He didn't ask why, anyway, this man will definitely not answer well, is it all because of that unfounded "like"?

Because I like it, I am willing to give to others without getting anything in return. Yicun Luanshu thinks this kind of thing is stupid. In the past, there were women with this kind of virginity, but it is better than the kind who must get an answer and stalk. The guy is much better.

But now he doesn't hate Jinguji Jirei's gentleness so much. To be honest, this kind of life is not bad, and he doesn't have to worry about anything except that he can't run too far.

Luanshu tried to let go of his defensive attitude at the beginning and take care of his own Ji Lei better—it was not difficult, except that he was a little embarrassed to scare the other party at first, but after that they got along quite harmoniously, as if they had such times in the past, Even if it is unreasonable and coquettish, the other party will accept it helplessly.

He still hated Jinguji Jirei, hated his kind and superior attitude to everyone else, hated his interest in exploring other people's hearts, hated his height that could easily hit the door frame.

He wasn't quite sure what his emotions towards the other party were—was it a kind of liking?Although it is a bit distorted, it seems that it has not deviated from the essence of liking. I hope that the other party will stay with me more, and I hope that the other party will look at me more.

I also hope that I can see through Jinguji Jirei.

After living for a year, Yicun Luanshu is not the patient who will collapse in the sun at the beginning. Walking around the community is not harmful to the body. Occasionally, I will go to the nearby supermarket to buy something and put it in the refrigerator to represent him. I ran out again today.

This will always make that guy Ji Lei unhappy, but he can only show a helpless expression. Luan Shu likes to dig out that man to show other expressions, which gives him an inexplicable sense of accomplishment, as if he has done similar things before.

Originally only the sideburns were long, but he wanted to imitate Ji Lei with long hair, so he never cut it, and now it has reached the length of a little more than the shoulders.

Luan Shu can finally understand that his sisters complained to him about the difficulty of combing his hair, because now his hair is also prone to tangles, and every time he combs his hair, he is pulled and screamed. In comparison, he is a little envious of Ji Lei , that man's hair is smooth enough to be used in hairdressing commercials.

Even now, Amemura still has the illusion of counting randomly, maybe he has already died once—his heart beat again for Jinguji Jirei.

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