Surrender III

Separated by a door, the two phases have no sleep.

The people outside the door were waiting anxiously, while the people inside were leaning on the bed and quietly watching the crescent moon hanging high in the night sky outside the window.

It wasn't until the sky turned pale that Chu Yichen said, "Let him in."

Hearing Du Chuan's words, Chu Yunhan rushed into the room in three steps at a time. Seeing the man sitting on the sofa became cautious again, he asked cautiously, "Have you...have you rested?" He didn't sleep all night , plus tears, the eyes are red and swollen, like a pitiful rabbit.

Both Du Chuan and Bai Xiao withdrew, leaving only two people in the room.

The man glanced at him and said, "Sit."

He sat down on the nearby sofa, his eyes stopped on Chu Yichen, and he remembered the scene last night, as if he could see the terrible scars underneath through his pajamas, his heart trembled, and the corners of his eyes turned red again.Glancing at the gloomy face of the other party, he suddenly came to his senses, hurriedly lowered his head to control his expression, and said, "It seems that something is in the eye..."

Chu Yichen was silent for a while, and said: "I don't want you to see these injuries, but I just don't think it's necessary. I know what kind of person you are, and I know what kind of situation I might face. I let go of the responsibility of the head of the family to go It's my will to save you, and the consequences should be borne by myself, and it has nothing to do with you." He paused, and continued, "I forced you to submit because I didn't control you when I saw the traces Sheng Wu left on you. Control emotions. That is my unilateral obsession with you. I tried to turn you into my private property as the head of the family, forcing you to almost commit suicide. I will try my best to make up for these mistakes in the future. If you want, we can keep Stranger game relationship. If you get bored, we can end the contract, and I can introduce you to another dom."

Chu Yunhan never expected that the other party would say such a thing, and he was completely stunned. "It has nothing to do with me...?" He murmured and repeated, with a layer of bitter sadness on his face, "If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have made it like this at all, if it wasn't for me..."

"So?" Chu Yichen abruptly interrupted his words, staring at him with a pair of black eyes, and said, "Apart from guilt, what else are you going to do? What can you do for me? Can you give me what I want?" And the only thing I don't want is your pity." He also said something in a very soft voice, and it dissipated like smoke.

But Chu Yunhan heard what that person said—"I'd rather hate than pity." He froze in place in a daze, unable to utter a word.

A dry and long silence spread in the room, as if a deep gap had opened up between the two, standing on opposite sides of each other, looking at each other, but it was difficult to get close.

"Go out, you should go to work." There was indescribable fatigue in the man's voice, he stood up and walked towards the desk.

The interlacing of eyes was interrupted, and Chu Yunhan suddenly felt an inexplicable panic from the depths of his heart, his whole heart was empty, as if he had been pushed down the moat by someone, he kept rolling and falling, and he was about to be smashed to pieces.And the person in front of him seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him, and was about to disappear.

He stood up abruptly, walked over quickly, and hugged the figure tightly with both hands.He didn't know why he did this, but he knew that at this moment, he wanted to do it.Only by doing this can we expel those fears and unease, and only by doing this can we grasp the person in front of us.This kind of thought was so strong that it made him tremble slightly, and he clinged tightly to the person in his arms.

Chu Yichen, who was suddenly hugged, froze, and the document in his hand fell on the table.

His hands were trembling, his heart was trembling, and his body seemed to be getting nervous and out of control.Chu Yunhan lowered his eyelashes, rested his head on the back of Chu Yichen's neck, and said in a crying voice, "I'll give you everything...don't push me away..."

At this moment, the eyes of the usually cold man had an uncontrollable blush, the palm bones of his hands pressing on the table protruded, and his fingertips turned white.He tried his best to restrain the ups and downs of his voice, and said, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"I know." Chu Yunhan's voice was trembling, "It's not pity, it's just regret... I regret that I did this kind of thing, I regret that I'm so stupid, I don't know anything, I regret that I have hurt you so much... See When I got those scars, I..." He lowered his head, unable to continue, the feeling of heartache seemed to surge up again, as if to tear him apart, tears splashed a small ball of warmth on Chu Yichen's back. Hot water stains, choked up and said, "I thought about it all night yesterday, I owe you too much, and I can't pay it off. If you want, I will give you this heart and my life. In this life... the rest of my life... The time left...we will continue to entangle like this. If you don't want...I want to be with you too..."

One heart, one life, one lifetime.This is what he is going to give him.

Chu Yichen was stunned, and stood there motionless, as if he had stopped breathing.

dare not move.Like a child who suddenly got a new toy, looking at the thing he was thinking of, he was so surprised that he hesitated to touch it; like a tree that has been lonely for too long, when a bird landed on the branch to perch, he was forced to Resisting not daring to shake the branches and leaves, for fear of scaring away the visitor who is taking a nap; it also seems to be indulging in a long-awaited dream, carefully for fear of disturbing the person who has not dreamed for a long time.

That's enough.To be able to hear such words from him in this life, even if it is a dream, seems to have no regrets.

There was moisture in the man's eyes, and he resisted it, rolling in his eye sockets.

Chu Yunhan, who hadn't received a response for a long time, was full of loss and sadness. These words almost exhausted his courage, and made him no longer have the courage to ask for a result.The hand around Chu Yichen's waist slowly loosened, and he stepped back dejectedly.Feeling that the other party turned around to face him, he didn't dare to lift his head, and said in a hurry: "Did I... make it difficult for you again? I won't cause you any more trouble in the future..." He wanted to pretend He smiled indifferently, but he really couldn't laugh, his expression was so sad that he didn't know what to do, he didn't finish the sentence "I'm going out first", when suddenly his back was hooked into a A firm embrace, and the lower jaw was lifted at the same time.

A layer of soft warmth enveloped his lips, very light and shallow, like a dragonfly skimming the water, or like snowflakes touching the wings of a bird.

It took Chu Yunhan a long time to realize that it was a kiss.He stood there in a daze, and slowly closed his red eyes.

This is an extremely gentle kiss, like a response, like a comfort, like a gentle and polite gentleman, patiently wandering around, waiting for a lingering dance.The more intense the emotion, the more restrained the movements.Chu Yichen was as cautious as he was treating a piece of precious porcelain that had been handed down for thousands of years.

The heat in the air gradually increased, the breathing was chaotic, the heartbeat was chaotic, and the thoughts were also chaotic.As if drunk, every inch of his body was hot, and he couldn't help but want to get closer to each other.The word "kinship of the skin" came to Chu Yunhan's head. It turns out that touching the skin can convey feelings.In this kiss, he seemed to feel the forbearance, sadness, and unspeakable love and hatred in the heart of this cold and lonely man in front of him.Chu Yunhan gently raised his hand to hug the other person back, then raised his face, and pressed against the man's hot lips tightly.

The other party's movements stagnated for a moment, and then, the scorching breath pressed down fiercely with an undeniable force, and brutally engulfed his lips.The hot and humid tongue opened the jaws, and kept occupying his lips and tongue, as if he was going to rob him of his breath.Chu Yichen was like a ferocious animal, brutally deepening the kiss, as if trying to swallow him up and melt into his flesh and blood.

Chu Yunhan tightly closed his eyes, raised his neck and let the opponent attack the city.There was chaos humming in his head, and his whole body seemed to be on fire, so hot that he was about to burn.

For the first time, he saw Chu Yichen's heart clearly.

After he ravaged that dusty heart in every possible way and cut it open layer by layer, he finally understood.

It turned out that it was pretending to be myself.

That person hid so deep, so deep that he was skinny to the bone, but he was so stupid, so stupid that he failed again and again.

At this moment, he also saw his heart clearly for the first time.

In this heart, at some point, a shadow began to appear.Slowly occupying a bigger and bigger position, slowly becoming more and more clear, and slowly becoming a constant concern.

Chu Yichen.

I owe you a heart, and I will pay you back with this heart.Only when you have me in your heart and you in my heart can it be considered fair and complete.

Brothers, debts, entanglements, the past, everything is irrelevant.

Even if I want to fall into hell for this taboo love in the end, I still hope that I can be with you.

Tears slid down his cheeks.Chu Yunhan tightened his arms around the man, as if wanting to become one with him in the burning flames.

Let's start over.

No longer ignorant teenagers, no longer estranged brothers, no longer rivals torturing each other, no longer embarrassing and speechless masters and slaves.

I would like to accompany you, take my life as a rule, accompany you all the way until the end.

Keep my heart in your ears word by word, and you will never be wandering again.

Receive your love bit by bit in my palm, and never drift away again.

Chu Yichen, let's start over.