Surrender III

After coming and going, autumn has become deep, the weather has turned cold, and there is a coolness in the breeze blowing on the face.Chu Yunhan, who was leaning on the car door, pulled up the neckline of the windbreaker a little, and when it touched his neck, his hands paused slightly.

The hickey under the side of the neck still left a faint imprint, and he remembered the way the man supported his body and looked at him from above.In a two-person game three days ago, his legs were tied into an M shape, and he was raped by a man with his legs wide open.This time the other party didn't use any props, just the insertion and stroking of his fingers made him fall into the tide of passion, wanting to live and die, and finally ejaculated tremblingly.But Chu Yichen was also moved by the way he was played with spring waves in his eyes and begged again and again.Breathing began to become rapid, the body tensed up, and there was a thin layer of sweat on the forehead.

The contract signed by the two not only restricts dom from having sexual intercourse with him, but also restricts the "one-on-one" relationship.This also means that a man cannot accept other slaves, nor can he use his body. When he has desires, he can only masturbate and have patience.This overlord clause is indeed not fair.Chu Yunhan, whose climax had faded, felt a little soft-hearted when he saw him holding back like this.

To be honest, he really admires Chu Yichen in terms of endurance. After so long, he can hold it back so abruptly every time. Will he get internal injuries if he keeps holding it like this?Chu Yunhan looked at the person lying beside him, hesitated for a while, and said in a low voice, "Or... I'll get it out for you?"

The man turned his face to look at him, but said nothing.

His face was flushed, and he said awkwardly: "If you want to come by yourself, I can avoid it." Then he sat up and said, "I'll go wash..."

Before the word "bath" could be uttered, the whole person was dragged down on the bed, the light above his head was covered by a slender body covering him, and the man leaned over to press him down. On his handsome face, those dark and deep eyes Staring at him closely, there seemed to be a black flame burning inside, silent and hot.

Chu Yunhan wanted to slap himself twice at this moment.

Why did Mao take the initiative to do this kind of thing... What did he learn from Lei Feng at this moment?It's almost full, what a cheap mouth!

But the words have already been spoken. Judging by Chu Yichen's current state, if he said "Forget it, I'm not going to do it" and ran away, he would probably be skinned... Even if he didn't skin him directly, his ass would have to be opened next time flower.Now that the matter has come to this point, just do it. Anyway, he has served him for so long, and it can be regarded as reciprocation.

He bravely stretched out his hand to unbutton the man's jacket, but he was caught by the wrist, pulled directly under him, and pressed against the belt.

Does this mean that you don't need to take off your clothes, just start masturbation?

It seems that this guy didn't like to take off his clothes when he raped me before... a quirk...

Chu Yunhan blushed, undid the belt in embarrassment, pulled down the zipper, and then pulled off some of the underwear, and when the palm felt the part that was about to grow, he couldn't help shrinking.

It's hot.

The blood vessels swelled, making the entire column thick and even a little hideous.

"You..." He swallowed, looked at the other person who was staring at him, resignedly grasped the monster, and started to play it slowly.

He is clear about Chu Yichen's staying power, after all, he has "experienced it personally" many times in the old Chu family's house.At this moment, his hands were sore, and he didn't show any signs of ejaculation, so he said in a suffocated voice: "If you don't come out again, I won't care about it."

There was a helpless smile in the man's slightly drooping eyes, and he said in a slightly hoarse voice: "The clumsy ones are even more impatient."

Chu Yunhan, who was criticized for his hard work, was unhappy, so he squeezed his cock and squeezed it hard. Seeing Chu Yichen trembling and gasping, he couldn't help laughing.

It's not right until the laugh is over.

The conversation and actions between them just now were too intimate... as if they were teasing between a pair of close lovers.And this way of getting along without any grievances still has a bit of a youthful flavor.

"Chu Yichen..." His eyes trembled, and he wanted to say something, but his lips were blocked.

The man's body pressed down, as if to stop him from thinking about other things, and kept deepening the kiss.Prying open his teeth, stirring his tongue a little roughly, kissing him until his breathing was hard and his body was limp before leaving.

"If you want me to ejaculate, just cooperate." The hot and humid air was sprayed on the side of his neck, and Chu Yichen played with his genitals while leaving spots of hickey marks on his body.In the end, he ejaculated with him holding both of their cocks at the same time.

Two consecutive ejaculations and high-intensity sex made Chu Yunhan extremely sleepy, even though he knew he was in the other's arms, he didn't bother to move, and let the man fall asleep in his arms.When he woke up, he was alone in the room again.

During these three days, he always thought of Chu Yichen unconsciously.Whenever he thought of Chu Yichen, he couldn't help but think about the relationship between the two of them, about the past, about the future direction... his mind was in a mess.

He rubbed his head irritably, his brown hair was messed up like a bird's nest.

There was a "puchi" laugh not far away.Chu Yunhan looked up and saw the woman walking over, smiled too, and leaned over to greet the little girl beside her: "Hi, little beauty."

Yuanyuan was wearing a beautiful little white sweater and little red leather shoes. Although she still had a little shyness on her face, she no longer shyly looked at him with her big furry eyes.

"Have you had a good time today?"

The little girl nodded to him, hesitated for a moment, took out a lollipop from her pocket and handed it to him.

"For me? Thank you." He took it, tore off the wrapping paper and put it in his mouth, smiling, "It's very sweet."

Yuanyuan's beautiful big eyes were bent, revealing two dimples.

"Get in the car and go home together."

"Why is Young Master Yun free to pick us up today?" Lan Xin asked as she opened the car door.

"Why, are you not satisfied with me as a driver?" Chu Yunhan teased.

"How dare you." Lan Xin laughed, "You are so busy, I'm afraid it will delay your work." She got rid of her alcoholic and beating husband and stayed in Qinglan Mansion to become a maid. Taking care of her daughter, she also took time to learn cooking and flower arrangement.The heavy makeup on his face was gone, revealing a plain and clear face, and the Yanshi Meixing in the nightclub was also gone, showing a gentle and capable side, becoming a good assistant to the housekeeper Feng Tai.However, she only takes 300 yuan a month to buy snacks and supplies for Yuanyuan, and refuses to take any of the rest.In her view, Chu Yunhan is her benefactor, who rescued herself from the sea of ​​suffering, helped her return to a simple life, and even sponsored Yuanyuan to attend the best private kindergarten in K City. She was willing to repay these kindnesses with her whole life.

"I got off work early today, so I happened to take you back on the way." He drove the car, and suddenly thought of something, and said, "By the way, tell Uncle Feng to prepare the things for me the day after tomorrow."

"The day after tomorrow, it's number seven..." She suddenly came to her senses, she looked at the man with some unbearable eyes, and said softly, "Okay."

Although Lan Xin didn't enter the mansion for a long time, everyone regarded her as one of their own, and they didn't avoid her when they talked about some things. In addition, she was good at observing words and expressions, and she was smart and smart, so she knew something about this young master. perhaps.

November [-]th is the anniversary of Chu Qin's death.

That was the most painful dividing point in Chu Yunhan's life.The family became torn apart overnight, and since then his temperament has changed drastically. The once cheerful teenager became depressed, and then he soaked in women and alcohol all day long, and never even returned home.All this made Feng Tai and the servants feel distressed and sad, and they didn't know what to do.Well now he's back.But this day will still make them nervous, afraid that Chu Yunhan will do something to hurt themselves because of his sadness.

It may be tired from playing in kindergarten.Yuanyuan fell asleep in the car, and when she returned to Qinglan Mansion, Lan Xin wanted to wake her up, but was stopped by Chu Yunhan.

"Let her sleep." He bent down and carried the little girl out from the back seat, and quickly walked into the door.In a daze, Yuanyuan softly wrapped her small wrist around his neck, pressed her face against the crest of his neck and continued to fall asleep.

That's a relaxed position that feels safe.Yuanyuan trusts him very much, and is gradually getting out of the state of nervousness and fear.The child, who suffered horrific treatment from his biological father, is finally returning to a little bit of normal life.Although she still doesn't like to talk and is wary of strangers, she has started to play with the kindergarten children and has become more and more fond of laughing.

Chu Yunhan suddenly felt that he had really done something right.The feeling of being depended on and trusted by this sensitive child gave him even more satisfaction and pleasure than winning a project or doubling his profits.It was as if warm wind was blowing on the face, pouring into the body, blowing a heart soft and warm.

Dr. Chen was right, he really longed deep down to be needed and... loved.

If I can have my own family, if I have my own children...

Thinking of this, Chu Yichen's face suddenly flashed in his mind.

He froze and stopped.

"What's wrong?" Blue Heart asked.

"It's okay." His eyelashes drooped slightly, and he continued to walk forward.

November [-]th.

It is suitable for offering sacrifices, receiving gifts, opening markets, and traveling.Avoid breaking ground, making beams, and building.

In the early morning, Chu Yunhan straightened his neckline, pressed the black cuff buttons into the buttonholes with his slender fingers, looked at himself in black in the mirror, exhaled lightly, turned around and said, "Let's go."

Feng Tai, who was standing aside, responded and followed.

The sky seemed to have been splashed with a bucket of sewage, gloomy, and even the clouds were stained with black and dizzy colors. There seemed to be an invisible sense of oppression in the atmosphere, which made people feel heavy.

One after another, black Mercedes parked outside the gate of the cemetery.

When Chu Yunhan got off the car, Lan Xin put a black overcoat on him and said, "It's windy."

He put on his coat and walked forward.People all dressed in black followed in a file, including the servants of the mansion and the old Ministry of Chu and Qin. The number was not large, but they were neat and solemn, attracting the attention of some grave sweepers.

He walked slowly along the road in the morning mist, and slowly walked up the mountain. There was only the sound of scattered footsteps on the fallen leaves in the silence.

On the sunny hillside of the cemetery, there was an open area isolated by a fence, planted with green pines and cypresses. The two men in black who had been waiting here earlier nodded to him in salute.

There stood three tombstones, two of which stood side by side.One belongs to the old man, and the other is engraved with the words "Qin Yuxuan".Chu Yunhan took a towel from Feng Tai, wiped the two tombstones carefully, put the white chrysanthemum in front of the tomb, and offered incense to worship.After finishing, he turned to the separate tombstone not far away. After finishing everything according to the rules, the rest of the people retreated beyond the fence, leaving him standing alone in front of the tombstone.

"Dad, I'm here." He said, "How are you doing over there? Mom didn't come today, you know, her lumbar spine is very uncomfortable at this time. She is fine now. I I just went to see her, and she gained a little weight recently. She is learning traditional Chinese painting with her teacher, and she is very focused. I secretly took a picture and put it here for you to see. This is also her wish, and she said she wanted to paint Here you go. She's still waiting for your return."

He smiled, but his eyes were a little red, "I'll take good care of her, don't worry. I'm... pretty good now. I have taken over several companies, and there are still many difficulties in the management level, but basically I can also enter the state. I regret it now, why don’t you study hard while you are here, then you just know how to play and don’t worry about anything.” He paused, lowered his head and said softly, “Dad , I did a wrong thing before, and I really don’t have the face to tell you. I guess if you are still there, you will definitely beat me up. I can’t explain why I am obsessed with ghosts. Maybe I just feel that I am not taken seriously. , low self-esteem and jealousy. Chu Yichen... is a good heir, and handles everything in an orderly manner. I really can't compare to him."

Looking at the black and white portrait of his father on the cold tombstone, Chu Yunhan was silent for a while, the hand hanging by his side clenched tightly into a fist, the red corners of his eyes became more intense, and his voice trembled in the wind: "Dad, he and I... We, we..." The words stopped here and he couldn't continue, his lips trembled a little, and as he lowered his head, the tears accumulated in his eye sockets fell to the ground and melted into the soil.

Shame, guilt, grief.

The mixture has become a pain of hesitating to speak.

"I know it's wrong...but I can't help it...I really...hate myself...Dad, I'm a beast...I don't deserve to be your son..." He covered his face with one hand His eyes and shoulders trembled violently, tears blurred his vision and wet his palms.

Although he tried to tell himself that it was just a game, although the other party deliberately blurred the relationship between the two, although they had such a tacit understanding with each other, when Chu Yunhan faced his deceased father, he felt No more excuses.

When the fig leaf covering this ridiculous relationship is ripped off, all the embarrassment will be laid out in front of your eyes.

It cannot be faked, it cannot be avoided, it cannot be resisted.

He has nowhere to say these words, he can only confess to the dead through today's grave sweeping.It took him a while to control himself to calm down.Wiping off the tears with a handkerchief, he took a few deep breaths to manage his expression before turning around.

A figure bumped into his line of sight unsuspectingly.

In a long black coat, with a straight figure, holding a bouquet of white carnations in his hand.