save him

2017. 1, 10

"Why are you getting thinner and thinner?" Yan Yu hugged Ji Li who had taken a bath, groping here and there.

Ji Li was chatting with his friends on his mobile phone, and casually answered, "Is there any? Don't I eat a lot every day?"

Yan Yu looked at him and said distressedly: "I can't lose weight like this, go to the hospital?"

Ji Li was startled, and smiled to ease his discomfort: "It's better to be thin than fat."

Yan Yu pulled out his mobile phone without flipping through it. After turning it off, he lay down with his arms around him: "I hope you get fatter, so that it doesn't look like I abused you."

Ji Li rested his head on his heart, listened to his strong heartbeat, and closed his eyes: "Brother Yu, you didn't abuse me, I just have a physique that doesn't grow flesh."

"Hmm..." Yan Yu looked at the ceiling and wanted to ask a question, "What do you want Lu Siyue to do for you?"

"What's the matter?" Ji Li said weakly in a half-drowsy state, "Do you want to hear it?"

Yan Yu said: "Think."

"Then I..." Ji Li rubbed his face, "I won't tell you."

Yan Yu's fingers on his arm tapped regularly, and then asked: "Why?"

Ji Li's voice gradually became smaller, and he was about to fall asleep, so he squeezed out a sentence: "I'm afraid you'll dislike me."

Yan Yu's chest heaved, in order not to wake him up, he had to hold back his laughter, put him on the pillow, bent down and pressed a good night kiss on his soft lips.

"I will never dislike you, no matter you are rich or poor, old or sick."

After finishing speaking, Yan Yu got goosebumps all over his body. Why does it sound like a wedding vow?

2017. 3, 1

Life is fulfilling and warm, and the happiness in busyness is even more precious. This is Yan Yu's ideal life. Living in a dull way, the concept of time becomes blurred in a short time.

Liu Li asked Ji Li to have dinner. Yan Yu was afraid that Ji Li would have no sense of freedom due to his possessiveness, so he resisted the urge to follow him. After eating casually at home, he sat on the sofa and watched the news.

Occasionally, I glimpsed a corner of the photo in the drawer of the coffee table. Driven by curiosity, I pulled it out, took a closer look, and couldn't help opening my eyes wide.

In the photo, Ji Li is thin and sickly, wearing a bachelor's uniform and standing in a small courtyard with a forced smile. On the stool in front of him is a kind-hearted old woman, but the image of the old woman is somewhat different from the photo, it is not difficult to see It was cut by later technology.

"What's going on?" Yan Yu murmured as the scene in his mind was ever-changing.

In his memory, Ji Li seldom mentioned his family situation, and he never went back once, let alone heard him and his family on the phone.

It seems to know something, but also seems to know nothing. The truth may be numb to Ji Li, but it will make Yan Yu feel extremely self-blame.Putting the photo back to its original place, a thought that never occurred to me came to my mind, my heart was beating like thunder, and I went out regardless, and went straight to the restaurant where Ji Li was.

While eating and chatting, Ji Li and Liu Li were terrified by Yan Yu's sudden appearance, and scolded with a smile: "Damn it, brother Yu, you came here without anyone noticing it, a starved ghost reincarnated?"

Liu Li followed suit with a smile: "It's almost time to eat, I'll go to pay the bill, you guys talk."

Yan Yu hugged Ji Li, trembling all over, Ji Li noticed something strange, put his hand on his back: "Brother Yu, you seem to be sad, why are you sad? I bullied you?"

Yan Yu was next to his ear, and said in a trembling voice: "Tell me everything about you, don't hide it."

"you……"

Yan Yu pinched his shoulders and looked directly at him in astonishment: "I will not dislike you, this word will never exist in my eyes."

Ji Li stopped his hand and tightly circled Yan Yu: "Are you hungry? Eat something first? Go home and talk slowly. It's a bit long and boring. Don't keep it in your mind. It's like listening to an open class. It goes in the left ear and out the right ear."

At night, there was still a boring program on TV. Ji Li was sitting on the sofa, eating fruit and telling his life story in a humorous tone.Yan Yu listened extremely depressed, breathing softly for fear of making Ji Li, who pretended not to care, feel uncomfortable.

Ji Li ate the last bite of the apple, and said the last sentence: "How is it? I just said it's boring, right?"

Yan Yu probably understood that Ji Li's parents divorced when he was very young, and no one was willing to raise him. Only his grandmother took care of him from childhood until he graduated from high school.When he was in college, his grandmother passed away, and he was alone. After graduation, in order to satisfy his grandmother's wish to see him graduate from college, Tolu Siyue took a photo like this for him.

"Isn't it an idol drama?" Ji Li kissed Yan Yu, with a sweet apple flavor, "I don't want to hide from you, I just think it's not a good thing, there's no need for you to treat me I feel pitiful, so I feel uncomfortable."

Yan Yu hugged him all the time, and said in a low voice: "It turns out that what I have always known is all about you."

Ji Li approached him with all his strength: "Because I only have me, of course I am not alone now, I have you."

Yan Yu responded lightly. At this moment, there was no barrier between them, as if they had merged into one, listening to each other honestly.

2017. 5, 10

"How much have you eaten recently?" Ji Li frowned, looking at Gao Feng's increasingly blissful figure. The suit he made for him in the past two months can't even be fitted with a hard top.

Gao Feng was also frowning: "There are still ten days, can I save my body?"

Yan Yu came out of the room and made up the knife at the right time: "Even liposuction can't save you."

"I can't help it. Now I have to change it." Ji Li found a soft ruler and circled him around to measure his measurements. Gao Feng obediently let him swing it around.

Yan Yu's face tensed, and he said in a muffled voice, "Don't touch it, it's a lump of flesh, it's uncomfortable to touch."

"Wow! You eat all my jealousy! Mr. Yan is worthy of being the domineering Mr., too domineering!" Gao Feng cried, "By the way, you really don't consider being my best man?"

"Hmm...Even though Brother Yu and I don't have shocking appearances, we are still handsome. I'm really afraid of stealing your limelight." Ji Li took back the soft ruler.

"It makes sense," Gao Feng put down his hands, "You mean I'm not handsome?!"

Yan Yu walked over and hugged Ji Li: "Aren't you thinking about it?"

"I have you in my heart, ying ying ying." Gao Feng, who was tall and burly, deliberately acted cute, which was really indecent.

"roll!"

2017. 5, 15

It was very late, and Ji Li finally finished changing Gao Feng's plus-size suit. He was so tired that he couldn't straighten his waist, so Yan Yu put down his work and beat him on the back.

Ji Li eats every meal normally, his appetite is similar to that of Yan Yu, and occasionally he can add another meal, but he doesn't see any growth, and he works at his desk for a long time, his face is as pale as paper, Yan Yu is distressed, and he understands Ji Li's strong character , I dare not tell Ji Li not to work, he can support him...

"Ji Li." Yan Yu said behind his back.

"Huh? Brother Yu hammer lightly, your back hurts~" Ji Li's nasal voice was a little heavy, with a lazy and seductive air.

Yan Yu paused, and lightened his strength: "Let's go to the hospital, or call a family doctor. Otherwise, it would be nice to hire a nanny to cook nutritious meals every day."

Ji Li's body trembled slightly, he clasped his abdomen tightly with both hands, and curled up on the chair.

Yan Yu quickly walked around in front of him, knelt down on one knee, and checked, "What's wrong?! What's wrong?"

Ji Li closed his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling with his body, biting his lower lip with a pained expression, but there was no sound at all.

Yan Yu picked him up, and walked towards the door while holding the phone to dial 120. He was so anxious that he didn't feel that Ji Li was like an octopus, with two long legs hanging on both sides of his waist, and his arms were around his waist. Neck, facing him burst into laughter: "Brother Yu! Don't call! I lied to you! Hahaha!"

Yan Yu stopped his movements, and Ji Li's face seemed to regain blood, even a little rosy, and his smile was full of sunshine and youth.

In order to show that he was really fine, Ji Li swung his long legs around for a while, wrapped his arms around his waist, and touched his back with his hands: "Well, he is a qualified boyfriend."

Yan Yu threw his mobile phone on the ground fiercely, turned around and pressed Ji Li against the wall, and kissed his lips that were always saying naughty things involuntarily, panting, and said displeasedly: "It's not funny, I don't feel too worried. good."

The kiss is beautiful, but with a hint of fishy sweetness?

2017. 5, 20

Yan Yu woke up Ji Li, who was lying on the bed, and the two sitting at the dining table looked at each other, waiting for the other to speak first, and then spoke at the same time.

Ji Li: "I'm going to attend Gao Feng's wedding today."

Yan Yu: "Today is our second anniversary."

……

Ji Li was stunned, cleared his throat and coughed, but still couldn't relieve the embarrassment of the atmosphere, before Yan Yu's body temperature dropped to a negative number, he scratched his head: "Brother Yu, to be honest, we were together on August [-] last year of."

On the table is the preserved egg and lean meat porridge cooked by Yan Yuxue, who has improved every day.

"Hmm." Yan Yu wrote his displeasure on his face, and gulped down the porridge.

Noticing that Ji Li had left his seat, he didn't raise his head. After a while, Ji Li came back and patted him on the shoulder: "Brother Yu, here's a gift for you."

Yan Yu became childish and ignored him.

Ji Li put a square box next to him, and Yan Yu took it as fast as he could, and opened it. It was a transparent bottle filled with stars and folded paper.

"What is this?" Yan Yu opened the lid knowingly, and poured out a few stacks of stars.

"You can unfold the stack of papers to have a look." Ji Li sat back in his seat, drinking porridge to observe his reaction.

Yan Yu twisted one, unfolded it carefully, a line of familiar handwriting appeared in front of his eyes, it was his handwriting, it was the note he gave to Ji Li's doll last time.

- Do you miss me?

"You used mine and gave it to me again?" Yan Yu's voice lowered a bit, with slight disappointment.

Ji Li shook his head: "Can't you look behind the paper?"

Turn over the note, and there are a few large characters that flow freely.

— think about it every day.

"You wrote it?" Yan Yu smiled like a child who got his favorite toy.

Ji Li drank the porridge slowly and nodded: "Yeah, you gave me too few notes. I read them over and over again in the past few months. Most of the star jars are written by me. Don't read them all at once. You miss mine." See you later."

Yan Yu folded the paper and put it back, and asked: "I can see it every day, if you don't want to, can't you read it?"

"Since you can see me every day, then don't look at this messy thing, just treat it as an ornament." Ji Li put down the bowl, "Let's go, we can go to the wedding venue."

The wedding was a Western style, and the ceremony was held in a church. In Jin Liang's words, Gao Feng looked like a dog in a suit designed by Ji Li.Xiang Lingfei wanted Ji Li to help design Xiang Lingfei's wedding dress, but Ji Li referred the work to a colleague and refused in disguise.

The priest heard that he was very famous, and he spoke the oath in English. Gao Feng was probably too nervous, and he still asked loudly, "What did you say? I didn't understand."

There was a burst of laughter, which made the solemn atmosphere become amusing.

Yan Yu and Ji Li sat in the middle. Many former alumni looked back at them, and there were many people with other thoughts. In order to declare his sovereignty, Yan Yu held Ji Li's hand the whole time.

Lu Siyue, who was sitting in the back row, said between the two of them: "I'm relieved to see that your relationship is so good."

Ji Li turned his head away and raised the corner of his mouth: "What are you worried about?"

"Wow, that's too much!" Lu Siyue pinned her obstructive long hair behind her ears, and was about to start a long speech.

Yan Yu nodded with interest.

"Yan Yu, let me tell you, after you broke up with Ji Li, Ji Li always didn't eat, and he didn't go on a hunger strike on purpose, anyway, he vomited whatever he ate. Oh, hey, it's really miserable. The breakup is just the fuse, it seems. Because Ji Li has been eating irregularly for a long time, I am a medical student..."

Ji Li: "What? Hahaha, make up a story of suffering for me? I don't recognize it!"

Lu Siyue's eyes twitched, looked at Ji Li, who was a little flustered, and said before closing her mouth: "Well, it's probably because of my embellishment. But you should really take care of your body."

Yan Yu frowned, looking at Ji Li's profile.

Ji Li pretended nothing happened with a smile: "Understood."

The joy of the wedding banquet afterwards did not affect Yan Yu Yixing's unhappiness caused by Lu Siyue's words.On the way back, Ji Li didn't stop for half a second, teasing Yan Yu all the time.

Yan Yu held the steering wheel with one hand, propped his head against the car window with the other hand, his face was expressionless, showing no emotion at all.

"Brother Yu," Ji Li laughed back, "Are you unhappy?"

Yan Yu said: "You have something to hide from me again."

"No, brother Yu, it's not a secret, and it's not a big deal. I just said it out of fear that you would worry in vain." Ji Li sighed and explained, "It's just a common stomach problem. Grandma has been taking care of me. After I went to college , I starved myself out."

While waiting for the traffic light, Yan Yu turned his head: "When we broke up..."

"It's nothing serious, it's not as serious as what Lu Siyue said, it's just that I'm too busy and have no appetite near graduation, and..." Ji Li muttered, "You were the one who took care of me that year, and suddenly you didn't take care of me, I didn’t get used to it for a while, so I lost weight, and now I’ve adjusted.”

After Yan Yu heard this, he was extremely angry, and instead laughed in a low voice: "So you fool, think about it yourself, break up with me, and make it difficult for both of us."

Seeing that he was not angry anymore, Ji Li's tone became foolish: "Yeah, I regret it to death now. In order to make myself not regret it, I will definitely not break up! So brother Yu, don't worry about me, I really have nothing to do."

The corner of Yan Yu's mouth curved down: "You don't say anything, just keep it in your heart. This is what worries me the most."

"Ah!" Ji Li stretched out four fingers and pointed at the roof of the car, "I swear, I will never hide anything from Brother Yu, otherwise I will eat instant noodles without seasoning packets."

"Why do you still love instant noodles?" Yan Yu said domineeringly, "If you quit this hobby, I will cook for the purpose of making you fat."

"The relationship is good, cook more porridge, so that the stomach problem can be cured." Ji Li said, "I have nothing to do, and I really like to eat the food made by my brother Yu!"

Yan Yu believed: "Yes."