Jonson's Diary

July 2018, 4, overcast

Li Keji came to see me and took me to his secret base, saying he wanted to hunt for treasure.

It doesn't matter, just follow him.

Last time I came here, I cleaned the house by the way, but Li Keji didn't know where the cabinet was opened, and the dust was flying all over the place.

I leaned over and took a look, and it was all books.

From "Douluo Continent" to "Love in the Time of Cholera", all kinds of books are dizzying.

"This is the book I read during my freshman year of high school. Well, these books still look very new. I could open a bookstore. If you add your book collection!"

"Wait, did you read so many books during the freshman year of high school?"

"Yeah, anyway, just look at it and remember it."

"But remember, it doesn't mean understanding."

"Really? Then how about we open a second-hand bookstore together? I can make coffee, and I can also provide some drinks for the guests who read books! How about it? Isn't it super good..."

Li Keji was rambling on, I was silent, I was sure he had noticed something, so I asked him directly:

"Are you here to persuade me?"

Li Keji put away his laughing expression: "No, I just want to help you."

"Help me, are you sure? If you want to help me, you shouldn't stop it. I think you can understand."

"Because we're all monsters."

April 2018, 4, sunny day

I've never seen so clearly - I'm a monster - so obvious.

Something took root in my body, and it grew slowly, gnawing at me day after day.

Year after year, he finally gnawed away my soul, and he and I became one.

That monster is me, I am a monster.

I deluded myself into wearing human skin, pretending that I was still a normal human being, hanging out with loud crowds, so that I could find a little comfort-I was still normal, I comforted myself.

When others laugh, I laugh with them, and when others cry, I cry with them. Sometimes I laugh like I'm crying, and I cry like I'm laughing. It's disgusting and ironic.

Today's follow-up visit, the doctor said, I have improved.

July 2018, 4, sunny

I was lying on the balcony, and the hot sun penetrated into my skin, which was burning and painful.

I suddenly had a flash of inspiration——

How about we make a bet?

OK!How do you want to bet?

From now on, from 14:37 to 17:3, during this time period, if someone wearing a red sweater passes by, I will die.

I will give the tiger piranha that the old lady gave me to my neighbor and tell him that I am going on a trip. I am afraid that the tiger piranha will die, and I will set up messages to be sent to Li Keji and Anhuai on a regular basis.

I will put the signed body donation form next to me, and donate all the clothes to the children in the mountainous area. The rest of the money I earned and the inheritance of my parents and grandma will all be donated to the Hope Project.

Finally, burn this diary.

The first one, a girl in school uniform, happily ran to the boutique.

The second one, a woman wearing a strapless shirt with a sun umbrella, hurried on her feet.

The third……

I was bored looking at the people passing by, and speaking of it, have you ever had such an experience?It's just that there are always a few teachers who like to point people according to their clothes to answer questions.

For example, those who don’t wear school uniforms stand up and answer in turn, or those who wear blue clothes go up and explain physics problems to everyone.

Xue Lin will be called out every time, but he has never panicked, because I will quietly repeat the teacher's question every time, and what he is afraid of is that he does not know the topic hahahahahahahahaha!

No.70 is six, the little girl with twin ponytails is wearing exaggerated makeup and a red sweater.

I won.