Jonson's Diary

May 2018, 2, early morning

Xue Lin said that he would not come back today, and Xiao Song slept soundly in his kennel.

I pushed the door shut, and the soundproofing effect of the room is so good that I can sing karaoke in the room without any problem.

"Who the hell are you?" I didn't even know I could make such a sharp voice.

Unknown ballads sounded intermittently, mixed with piercing mechanical voices, and crisp laughter came from a distance, and the innocent and innocent child's voice said: "If I want to kill him, I will wait until he is abandoned. , first find out his whereabouts so that I can create an alibi..."

I sat on the ground, closed my eyes, buried my head in my knees, covered my ears with my hands, and trembled all over.

A woman in a long white dress appeared in front of my eyes, I obviously closed my eyes, "Hey, do you think this is useful?" Useless?

"Are you expecting someone to save you?" The pure-looking girl uttered poisonous words with innocent cruelty.

"Don't worry, no one will come."

I'm very experienced in dealing with this kind of situation, so bear with it, no matter what he says, I will never answer without moving a finger.

The last time she asked me to pick apples, it turned out to be a light bulb, and my hands were all scratched. Another time she gave me a gemstone, and I spread my hands, all of which were glass shards. Fortunately, my hands were very lightly injured. Otherwise, it is still unknown whether I can play the piano.

The piano, I can only say that I once liked it, is now just my means of earning a living, nothing more.

"What! You are really embarrassed like this, Qiao Song." It was Xue Rin's voice, I couldn't help opening my eyes, it was really him, he pulled me up from the ground, "What the hell are you doing? "

I used the small knife hidden in my pocket and stabbed it hard into my thigh. It hurt so much, but I wanted to laugh, it was not a dream.

As usual, he put his hand on my shoulder and said casually: "Ah, I plan to marry that woman, come and be my best man!"

I smiled, like a spring breeze: "Okay."

"Let me tell you, did I confess to you? Don't pay too much attention to it. I'm just playing for fun. I'm a man. Don't worry about it, mother-in-law!" He stretched out his hand to pinch my cheek, and I moved impatiently Pushing forward, Xue Lin fell straight backwards.

The head hit a sharp edge, and a large amount of blood spread out, wrapping around my nerves. Xue Lin looked at me resentfully, and slowly lost her anger.

It's not me, I didn't mean it, I widened my eyes and knelt on the floor weakly.

"Oh! You killed him, just because you didn't love you, you killed him, how pitiful!"

I was as motionless as a stone.

"I kept saying that I want him to forget you, but in the end I really forgot that you were married to someone else and killed him. You deserve it! Even I am willing to bow down."

I can't say a word, what just happened?

Ah, Xue Lin is dead.

How did you die?

you killed

you killed

you killed him

You killed Xue Lin

Oh.

That's it.

I killed him, so I killed him.

I laughed like crazy, this joke is so funny!Are jokes like this popular now?Xue Lin, how could Xue Lin die?This must be a dream, right!I'm dreaming, I've been dreaming!Dreams are the opposite, Xue Lin is alive and well, and he is still causing trouble everywhere!People love to hate.

"Are you escaping? Man, it's really sad! When you encounter something you can't bear, you choose to escape, deceiving yourself, he is dead! You killed him."

"Come on! Look clearly", she pushed me from behind, her skin was pale, her eyes were empty, and the corners of her mouth raised dangerously and disgustingly, "Look, that's the earring you gave him, now it's soaked in blood, it's him Favorite shirt, now crumpled..."

"Good boy! He's dead! Do you want to go find him?"

Why didn't I die, why didn't I die?Yes, I should die.

The door slammed loudly. In the bedroom, there were smashed cups, torn sheets and quilt covers, and blood splattered everywhere, as if they had been robbed.There is no Xue Lin's body, no girls, nothing is useless, like a dream.

Xue Lin smashed the door and broke in. His mouth opened and closed, anxious, angry, distressed, and self-blaming, but I couldn't hear anything. He tried to hold my hand, but I shook it off like an electric shock.

It hurts so much, the moment he touched me, there was a heart-piercing pain, and his eyes blurred again.

He was petrified and completely afraid to touch me.

It took me a long time before I recovered and reached out to hug.

Xue Rin touched my face hesitantly, and then hugged me carefully, very lightly.This time it was me who strangled his waist, crying out of breath. When he touched me, it still hurt, burning pain, as if I was hugging the sun.

I called his name in panic, I didn't know what to do or how to explain it, I just yelled over and over:

薛凛

薛凛

薛凛

He pinched my chin, gently touched my cheek with his fingers, and said with a smile: "I said it before, there must be a limit to being coquettish."

He gave me a comforting kiss, so gentle that it didn't look like him. What I felt in the extreme tenderness was extreme pain.

Like countless poisonous needles piercing my lips, and grinding my tongue like red-hot iron.

Every contact with you makes me feel pain, and I, being poisoned by you, enjoy it so much.

Xue Lin's room was clean, nothing but a bed, I sat on the bed and he bandaged my wound.When I go to take a shower, he will stay outside and check every few minutes.

After tossing and tossing for a long time, it was almost dawn, and I lay down exhausted, Xue Lin sat up and massaged my head, asking me from time to time if I was still in pain.

In fact, I want to say, if you take your hand away, I won't feel any pain.It's not distressed, it's a real physical pain, who knows what tricks my brain is playing!

"You resign, I don't worry about it."

Seeing his solemn face, I couldn't help but say: "Resigned, drink the northwest wind?" Although it was a joke, it was also true. The medicine is not cheap. I have been squatting at home for a long time. Although I still have a little savings, I You can't just sit and eat.

He solemnly said: "I support you."

After less than three seconds, he said with a playful smile: "You are my wife! It's only right for me to raise you!"

"I can't say no to you, go to sleep!"

"Can you sleep?" I got stuck for a while, and he rolled his eyes, "I knew it, then do you want my brother to sing you a lullaby?"

I thought he was joking, so I smiled and nodded.

Unexpectedly, he actually sang it. It was a tune I didn't know. His voice was clear and clean, like salvation.