[HPDH] Glass color

Harry decided to ignore Diary, a Ravenclaw whose poisonous tongue was not much worse than Slytherin, and turned his attention back to himself in the diary.

At that time, when he just entered school, he seemed much thinner than his peers. He looked even thinner than his actual figure, with a thin face, a small pointed chin, protruding knees, black and messy short hair, And a pair of emerald green eyes with a pair of round eyes glued together with a lot of clear glue, and that faint scar on his forehead that looks like a lightning bolt.

——The description of Harry's appearance is adapted from "Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone" Chapter 2

Passing through the dense crowd, Harry saw a malnourished self at a glance, which made him feel very fresh. This was an experience he had never had before—looking at himself from the perspective of others, he felt that he was more important than himself. The memory is even more embarrassing.

"Your aesthetic is really, uh, different from what your ex said, huh?" Diary sarcastically.

Harry was about to explain something, but in despair he found that he was not much more capable than when he was a child, so he wisely chose to keep his mouth shut.There is a saying in Chinese, don't bring shame on yourself?Or, don't justify yourself in front of a poisonous tongue? ← The late Headmaster Snape gave Harry good lessons and coping lessons.

Diary giggled, "I know him, Severus Snape, the professor of Potions, the greasy old bat, your ex said he was not bad, and always cared about people awkwardly."

Harry was sure that the previous owner of the diary must have belonged to a Slytherin, otherwise he could hardly imagine who among the students at Hogwarts thought that Snape cared about people? !Merlin, Harry's heart throbbed violently when he thought of this, and he was included among those people, a guy who didn't know what was good and what was wrong.Harry sneered at himself.

Diary obviously knew what to say and what not to say, so he didn't speak.

Harry quickly regained his spirits. After all, the dead are such that he can't always be immersed in this state of excessive self-loathing.do you remember?The purpose of his coming to Hogwarts was to treat his irritability caused by his self-loathing.

The scene remained unchanged, and Harry saw him appearing from the crowd in the first grade time and time again, and then disappearing at the end of the corridor, over and over again, as if it was stuck, or a scene kept repeating.He appears, then he walks by, then he disappears.Looking at it like this, it seems that the world has no end, and a feeling of hopelessness arises spontaneously.

So Harry yelled loudly, "That's enough, I don't want to read this paragraph anymore, do you mind if we read another memory?"

Diary widened his glazed eyes, "I always thought you were stupid, but I didn't expect you to be so stupid. You once again refreshed my understanding of 'stupid', Harry, this deserves praise."

"What do you mean?" Harry's usual gentle attitude towards people was finally broken by Diary's attitude, and he was a little angry.

Diary shrugged, shaking his hands, his expression innocent, "Need I say that again? Literally. Harry, do you think you're looking at a memory that keeps repeating?"

"Or else?" Harry frowned irritably, with anger still in his tone, he felt that he had been fooled.

Diary sighed, "Looks like I can't expect too much from your IQ, can I, Harry? Your ex always told me how smart you are, damn smart, always from his Slipping away again and again. Now it seems that I need to change some of my perceptions. You are good at Quidditch, but that’s all.” Or, this is the legendary Xi Tzu in the eye of the beholder. ?The last sentence Diary just thought about in his heart, and didn't ask it out.

Harry squinted the corners of his lake-green eyes, lowered his voice, and paused every word, Harry was sure that if he put his words on paper, he would capitalize every letter in the sentence, so as to make sure that he could understand the meaning of the sentence. Express your anger, "Please explain what you mean!"

"Okay, okay, have something to say, your patience is really bad, just like your ex said." Diary smiled gracefully, calmly, "Harry, what you just saw Everything is a lot of memories of your ex in this corner. It is not the repetition of memories of a certain day, but the same scene observed by the diary holders of different days. He is always in the same place, secretly Watching you who must pass by, Harry. Congratulations, you have the most ardent fans that you don't even know about." Or a crush.

Harry didn't want to believe some of what Diary said, this cunning diary like Slytherin would definitely not be so honest, so Harry decided to selectively believe Diary's words.

"Is he watching me every day?" Harry asked, which was the part Harry wanted to believe.

Diary shrugged, made a face at Harry, and didn't defend Harry's evaluation of himself, which made Harry more sure that his guess was right, that Diary was only partially telling the truth.

"The place we are standing now is the place where your predecessor liked to stand when he was in the first grade. He always liked to observe you from this place..." From a distance, separated from the crowd, he cautiously used a kind of near-worship, mixed with Looking at you with a variety of mixed emotions, Harry, do you understand?Diary didn't ask the question in the end, Harry would definitely not understand this tone of voice, and he would startle the snake and make the uncooked duck fly away.

Wouldn't it be a waste of the good opportunity that Merlin sent to his door?God said, if you miss it, you will definitely be punished.

Harry decided to ignore Diary's suddenly weird expression, and he re-watched the scene as if it hadn't changed at all, looking at himself in first year, and then he noticed some small differences in it, it really seemed different Every day, he thought.

"Where are Ron and Hermione?" Harry asked.

Diary pointed to the vague figure beside Harry, "They've always been there, but in the eyes of your ex, only you are alive, as for the others..." Diary shrugged and shook his head.

Harry nodded, which was very much in line with the Slytherin style, they only focused on what they cared about, and nothing else.

Harry looked at it for a long time, until he felt that it must be late in the world outside the diary, and then he mentioned to Diary that he was going to leave, and Diary nodded in agreement.

Before leaving, Harry asked another question, "Why did he observe me?" After Harry asked again, he quickly realized his stupidity. Many people are very curious about him

Diary shrugged, he naturally heard Harry's thoughts on this, and bluntly laughed at Harry's stupidity, "Please allow me to remind you, Mr. Harry Potter, the holder of the diary, oh, I mean Your ex, he is a Slytherin, a standard Slytherin! He will not think highly of you because of your almost stupid 'savior' status, at most he will estimate your usable value, But he won't be so obsessed. Those are his words."

Harry also thought the title "savior" was silly, and then he suddenly developed a vague liking for the previous owner of the diary, someone who didn't notice him because of who he was, and he could Do you think that person just wants to be his friend?Whatever the outcome, Harry suddenly felt happy.

"If you want to know the answer, then I'll tell you tomorrow." Diary's tone became a straight line again.

Harry was stunned, then he didn't speak, just let Diary send him away.

Then, the world spun and it was pitch black.Harry felt himself falling, with a final thud, onto the four-poster bed in the Slytherin dormitory he'd entered in the first place, the glass-coloured diary open in his lap.

Harry was sure that he would not enter that diary again tomorrow, and the reason why he didn't think so in the diary just now was because he was afraid that Diary would see his thoughts and not let him out.In fact, Harry's sensitive intuition told him that Diary was weird, not that there was any danger, but that Diary seemed to be planning something, a conspiracy related to himself, and Harry could feel that Diary alone lonely.

After meeting Diary, it was difficult for Harry to see him as an object anymore, so Harry felt that his speculation was correct.

However, Harry, who had originally planned to end his behavior of peeping at other people's diaries, suddenly became curious while lying on the bed. Why did "he" want to observe himself?Harry rolled back and forth on the bed, holding his head, oh, Merlin, it seems that tomorrow he has to enter the diary again in order to get the answer, only this time, never mind, yes, definitely!

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Q1: Where did the author go?

The answer: Inner Mongolia, the return date is uncertain.

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(But if this gentleman goes on strike, then there is nothing he can do...)

Q4: If this gentleman really smoked for a while...what should I do?

The answer is: resign to fate, hope.

Q5: Is it really guaranteed to be updated?

Answer: Probably... After all, Inner Mongolia also has computers and the Internet, but what is lacking is time.

(What kind of answer is that!)

Q6: What should I do if I leave a message?

The answer was: Let's watch together when I come back.

Q7: Is there anything to add?

The answer was: I will miss my relatives, and I would like to thank the 37 relatives who collected this essay (this is the latest data when I typed this).