tenderness is impossible

He Jingyu decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination, so he went home and started counting down the days to go back to school.When he walked into the school gate with his suitcase, even though he had studied Chinese for many years, he sighed unconventionally: Time flies like an arrow, and the sun and the moon fly like a shuttle.

He unexpectedly ran into Lu Zhongyao and He Wenwen, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, and felt a sigh of relief.

He Wenwen took the initiative to say hello, and said with a smile, "Just as Zhongyao said he missed you, you came back, what a coincidence."

He Jingyu was astonished, and looked at Lu Zhongyao in disbelief, with a hint of hope in his eyes, but he didn't give him a look.

"I just said that I want to be quiet. Aren't you in a hurry to print, Wenwen, let's go."

"I want to respect you" is a stalk between the two people, and now it may really be just a literal meaning, and He Wenwen can be vaguely heard saying: I told you to ride a bicycle to pick me up or not, and I'm not heavy...

He seemed to have lost weight, his hair was short, and his back became strange. It felt like he hadn't seen each other for centuries. How I wished he could turn his head and say respect.

He Jingyu deserved to suffer all kinds of hardships, this is the retribution he deserves.He also has a hundred ways to snatch Lu Zhongyao back, but he doesn't want to hurt Lu Zhongyao anymore, or it's not a good time yet.

At 11 o'clock in the evening, He Jingyu closed the book, picked up the schoolbag and walked out of the classroom. He Wenwen, who was chasing after him, called her after a few steps.

He Wenwen came over and said embarrassingly: "He Jingyu, I heard that you are paid to write love letters for others, write one for me."

"To whom?"

"Lu Zhongyao."

He Jingyu looked at He Wenwen and said nothing for a long time, then looked down at his right hand uncontrollably scratching the flesh of his left hand, and asked, "What do you like about him?"

"Well, he is very nice, and his clothes have also improved."

He Jingyu nodded in agreement, maybe this is an opportunity.

He Wenwen was very happy, and waved goodbye to find her little friend.

"It's finished, send me a message."

That night, He Jingyu was tossing and turning, unable to sleep no matter what, he simply turned on a small orange desk lamp to complete the task that He Wenwen had clearly explained.Except for the bed against the wall, the rest is covered with a bed curtain, so he doesn't need to worry about whether it will affect his roommate's rest.Take out the notepad that was under the pillow, turn to the blank page and start writing.

He Jingyu wrote no less than twenty love letters, but they were all written for others.If you write too much, you will naturally generate a built-in template, and you can get a 5-character love letter in [-] minutes.

Fifteen minutes passed, and He Jingyu didn't finish writing half of the letter. He felt that these stereotyped love letters were too rough and he couldn't handle them. He, who was quick and quick, encountered a bottleneck.

I tore off the messy manuscript paper written on the next page and planned to rewrite it, but suddenly the red petals on the next page came into view.When picking up the petal, a maze broke out from the ground and rose up, trapping He Jingyu. He stood helpless in the center, feeling that the whole world was spinning, shaking dizzily.

He Jingyu let go of the petal and let it float away with the wind. The petal turned around a few times and turned into countless pieces of bright red, flying forward in the air, guiding him forward, and writing a short love letter.

The next day, He Jingyu handed the love letter to He Wenwen and asked her to copy a copy by herself. After all, the two people's words are very different.

He Wenwen looked at the characters drawn with iron hooks and silver hooks. She could recognize every word, but she couldn't understand it when they were put together.

"He Jingyu, is this a love letter? Why didn't I understand it?"

"Look at the last word of each line."

He Wenwen read the last word of each line together, which happened to be "I like you, Lu Zhongyao".Immediately beamed with joy.

"It's ok. As expected of a liberal arts student, I'll transfer your money to Alipay."

"No, maybe you will come to me and ask for postage."

He Wenwen was baffled by what she heard, and left happily after thanking her.

The corners of He Jingyu's mouth turned up, thinking about something, Jingyu, who had been offline for a long time, came back.

He Wenwen sent a WeChat message and learned that Lu Zhongyao was playing basketball on the playground, so she ran over excitedly to find him, and even put on some lipstick.

There were several other people on the basketball court, and He Wenwen was a little apprehensive, so she called them to the vending machine alone.

"What's the matter, tell me quickly." Lu Zhongyao asked displeasedly, frowning.

He Wenwen took out the love letter and offered it with both hands, and said shyly, "Open it and have a look."

Lu Zhongyao didn't think about the love letter at all, and opened it impatiently.

I have seen Yuan Yu, don't let people deceive me

Not tired of worldly affairs but suddenly feel unhappy

Once you meet a man, you will make love three nights

Huang Liang has a dream, the one who does not want to wake up is for me or for you

Looking up is fog, and going forward is poor land

The glory of the sun, fascinated by the momentary love

How can the Phantom of the Dark Night shine with the same brightness, fleeing in fear?

Lu Zhongyao asked with a gloomy expression, "Who asked you to give this letter to me?"

He Wenwen felt guilty for a while: "It's my love letter to you, look at the last word of each line, don't you see it?"

Why can't I see that every sentence is He Jingyu's heartfelt voice.Lu Zhongyao held the letter tightly, and asked through gritted teeth, "Who wrote this letter?"

He Wenwen panicked, and quickly admitted: "It's He Jingyu. Although I wrote the love letter for someone else, it's what I want to say to you."

"I'm sorry, I already have someone in my heart. I'm sorry to let you make this trip in vain."

One sentence for myself, one sentence for He Jingyu.

He Wenwen forced a smile and said, "It's okay, I don't like you that much either."

Really, when she turned and left, she was not as heartbroken as she imagined, and felt that her college time was complete.

"Dalu, what's the situation?" Wang Lei waited for He Wenwen to leave and asked.

"It's nothing, some people don't want me to have a good time." Lu Zhongyao went to the basketball hoop, picked up his mobile phone and dialed the number.

The phone rang, the fish took the bait, and there was a roar from inside.

"He Jingyu, what are you doing? What are you doing?"

"I'm going to get the courier."

"Who the hell cares about this? What's the matter with your love letter? I'll just say hello, I'll tell you that you just played with me like this, now come here and do this, what are you doing, don't tell me you Regret it, who are you lying to? I don’t like this. I really don’t understand why you don’t like me and why you want to tease me everywhere, and we will never communicate with each other in the future.”

He Jingyu put away his playfulness and said seriously: "I just want to tell you that I was wrong. I hope you can forgive me. I just have something wrong and I didn't understand it. I failed you. I'm sorry. Lu Zhongyao, I like you, and you still like me ?"

"I like you ass, I hate you so much, I wish I could cut you into pieces."

"Okay, let hatred blind your eyes, and only me in your heart, okay?"

"You have such a big fucking face, why do you want me to miss you all the time."

"Looking at the sky at dawn and looking at the clouds at dusk, thinking about you when you walk, and thinking about you when you sit. Zhongyao, I miss you very much."【1】

"Fuck, don't mess with those literary ones, I don't understand."

"Then ask a math question, what is 123 equal to 100?"

Regarding this kind of pediatric topic, Lu Zhongyao blurted out: "5050, no, He Jingyu, what do you want to do?"

"Peace, I'm serious, please give me another chance, all mistakes are my fault, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, can you?"

Lu Zhongyao was a little shaken, and arrogantly said: "The words are really nice, please prove it with actions."

Hanging up the phone, watching Wang Lei hesitate to speak, thinking about his doubts, he kindly asked: "What's the matter, you can ask."

"I heard it all. Since you are all reconciled, can you ask him to get me a courier?"

"Hey shit, don't you understand human language?"

Well, instead of being pissed off by the enemy, he was pissed off by the pig teammates.

In the evening, He Jingyu knocked on the door of 613, and Lu Zhongyao opened it.

"What are you doing here, you are not welcome here."

"Here to deliver zongzi. My mother asked me to give them to you and your roommate, but they were not heated."

"Send cold rice dumplings, do you want us to have a stomachache?"

"Ah? There is no pot in our dormitory, you must have a solution."

"You are so smart, you are the one who has a way."

"Then I'll go to the cafeteria tomorrow and ask someone to heat it up in the microwave before delivering it."

"Isn't it still early, why not go now."

He Jingyu looked at the time. At ten o'clock, the canteen No. 10 was still open. There were a lot of students going there for supper every night. There were many small shops selling delicacies from all over the country, and there was a projector that could broadcast sports games. TV drama.It's just a bit far away from the boys' dormitory building, and it takes about [-] minutes to go back and forth. However, the student who took the test now has a card for swiping the access control, so he doesn't worry about being locked out.

"Can you lend me your bike?"

Lu Zhongyao stopped embarrassing him, handed him the car keys, and closed the door, it was really heartless.

After writing a paper, he didn't actually write much. Lu Zhongyao checked the time, and it was almost half an hour. Why didn't He Jingyu come here? He felt irritable and wanted to hit someone.When he sat on the chair and stared at the computer, his face was serious, and he was holding his breath, as if he was waiting for his son who had been outside for a day, and would hit a stick at any time.

Zhang Mingyu poked his head out from the mosquito net and said, "Wow, some people in Moments said they saw snakes in and out of our dormitory downstairs, it was so scary, and some people commented that you let the snake meat just like that, eh~. Mainland China , He Jingyu, is he okay?"

Lu Zhongyao said in a bad tone: "How do I know, you call and ask where he is?"

Zhang Mingyu called and pressed the speakerphone, but no one answered for a long time.

He Jingyu was going to the cafeteria soon, and the bike stopped moving forward. It seemed that the chain of the bike was off, so he stopped and looked around in a daze.This shouldn't be too difficult to fix, he turned the car over and squatted down to install the chain.

The one on the big gear is installed, but the one on the small gear can't be fixed. When the small gear is installed, the one on the big gear falls off again.

On the side of the road at night, repairing bicycles with the help of weak lights, no matter how hard it is to repair, sometimes a few students pass by, it is really lonely.He Jingyu used to eat alone, watch movies alone, and go to the hospital alone. He thought it was nothing, but now he really hopes that someone can accompany him.

The phone rang, but his hands were covered with oil stains, and he couldn't do it for a while. Finally, he made up his mind to wipe his clothes a few times and answered the phone.

"Hey, Jingyu, where are you?"

"I'm at the cafeteria. I'm fixing the car chain. I might be late."

"Huh? The car chain fell off, so don't fix it, just lock it on the side of the road, and you come back first."

"Well, my zongzi is not hot yet, so I'll go to the cafeteria first."

Lu Zhongyao snatched the phone and snarled: "The whole fart rice dumpling, don't come back and die outside."

Beep beep, the phone was hung up.He Jingyu was wronged to death, before Lu Zhongyao would not talk to him in this tone, if he wasn't hot, he wouldn't be hot.

After walking for a while, a person in front came over, and without careful identification, he could recognize that it was Lu Zhongyao.

"Why did you come here? I locked the car together with the street light pole, so no one will steal it."

Who the hell cared about the car? Lu Zhongyao had never seen He Jingyu in such a mess. His hands were covered in oil and his clothes were dirty. Anyway, he was very angry, and grabbed the plastic bag of rice dumplings in his hand and walked back.

He Jingyu trotted to follow and said, "When I was repairing the car just now, I thought that if someone came to help me and accompany me, I would go through fire and water for him, but it's you."

"What's wrong with me, I'm sorry."

"If it's you, I won't go through fire and water, I will promise you with my body."

"Neuropathy."

Lu Zhongyao couldn't hold back his smile, he couldn't help laughing, and He Jingyu laughed too.

Entering the dormitory building, He Jingyu realized that he didn't seem to have the key with him.

"What should I do? I didn't bring the key. It's not very good to knock on the door now."

"What's wrong, they must be playing with their phones."

"Our dormitory is more healthy, and we go to bed before 11:30."

Lu Zhongyao didn't bother to find out whether what He Jingyu said was true or not, so he took him directly to his dormitory.

He Jingyu borrowed Lu Zhongyao's bedroom to take a shower, put on Lu Zhongyao's loose T-shirt, and his own pair of pants.He came out and made trouble, where should he sleep tonight?

Lu Zhongyao came to the school because he found a part-time job in an educational institution near the school, Zhang Mingyu was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and the other two went home, and the bed was empty.He Jingyu feels that the relationship between the two of them is a bit delicate now, it's better to be more reserved, the ghost knows how much he wants to climb into Lu Zhongyao's bed.

"Mingyu, then I'll sleep with you, okay?"

Zhang Mingyu glanced at Lu Zhongyao, and saw that he rolled over to sleep without saying a word, what else could he do, he could only say yes, and moved inside to make room for him.

After turning off the lights and going to sleep, He Jingyu hugged the quilt and lay down neatly like a bamboo pole, feeling very fresh.

"I haven't slept with anyone yet." He Jingyu felt that something was wrong, and quickly explained: "I mean I have never slept with anyone on the bed in the dormitory."

Zhang Mingyu turned around and said softly: "I was lying in bed thinking about life once, and then I realized that I didn't take the quilt, so I slept with my roommate."

"You still have to think about life, so busy."

"That's not right, by the way, who's book did you buy for the English for the postgraduate entrance examination? I spent hundreds of dollars."

"Before Fangfang.com spent 100, you got 50 off. You have to buy things when there are activities."

Like little sisters, the two chatted softly on the bed.

Bang, Lu Zhongyao slammed the bed, "I'm not letting anyone sleep."

Zhang Mingyu hissed, began to sleep, and fell asleep after a while.

He Jingyu didn't feel sleepy, one was not used to it, the other was hot.He didn't have any pajamas to wear, and the pants were still jeans, which were very uncomfortable. Moreover, Zhang Mingyu was still sleeping on the bedding without a mat. Was he so unafraid of the heat?He took away the hands that were lying on his body, sat up and wiped his sweat, and turned his head to look almost to death.

There was no mosquito net installed on the opposite bed, and Lu Zhongyao could be seen standing up and sitting, looking at him leisurely, and suddenly he stretched out his hand and hooked himself.

He Jingyu rolled out of bed carefully, and got his wish and climbed onto Lu Zhongyao's bed.

"What is it?"

"sleep."

Lu Zhongyao pulled He Jingyu into the bed, shared half of the air-conditioning quilt with him, and then began to sleep with his head turned outward. "

He Jingyu looked at the back of his head and asked softly, "Can I take off my pants?"

"You are poisonous, you have to ask me about this."

He Jingyu quickly took off his trousers, couldn't help poking Lu Zhongyao's back, and asked, "When can we make up?"

The other party didn't answer, He Jingyu didn't wait for him to answer, he reviewed Sun Tzu's Art of War in his mind, and figured out what his next plan would be.

Lu Zhongyao said abruptly, "Wait until you say good morning."

He Jingyu understood, let go of his head and didn't count anything, started to sleep, and could say good morning when he woke up.

On the roof, the east is white, and the morning glow breaks the darkness.

He Jingyu and Lu Zhongyao woke up very early for an unprecedented time. After saying good morning to each other, they went to the rooftop to watch the sunrise on a whim.They have formally dated, but the two of them are a bit reserved, Nima is so shy, like a pair of innocent little gays, it can't be seen that they are two old drivers who have a good understanding.

The moment Lu Zhongyao heard He Jingyu regretted it, he softened and forgave him.

Lu Zhongyao couldn't be sure how true He Jingyu's sincerity was, the only thing he could be sure of was that his love was hopeless.He has always lived a comfortable life, he drinks when he has wine, sings when he has songs, there is no lingering song, he dares to love and hate, if he repeats the same mistakes again, he is willing to accept it, life should be as he wants, how can he be afraid of this or that.

"Aren't there a lot of chairs here? Why is there only one uneven table left?"

The hot-handed Lu Zhongyao scratched his scalp and didn't want to answer this question, so he quickly changed the subject: "Jingjing, how did you find out that you are gay."

He Jingyu thought for a while, and replied: "Probably in high school. The two recognized class girls in the class walked up to me, tightened their loose school pants, showing well-proportioned legs, and asked me whose legs are thinner."

"Are you unimpressed and even want to laugh?"

"That's not true. I just bent down and pulled the trousers up to my thighs easily. They looked at them and walked away silently. Later, the group of people in our dormitory were bored and compared their sizes."

"What!" When Lu Zhongyao heard that it was okay, he jumped off the table in anger, and asked with a frown, "And then?"

He Jingyu pulled the man over and whispered, "To be honest, I'm a little bit moved, but they're not as big as you. I'm still a little bit confused about how you turned around. You have been in love with me for a long time."

Lu Zhongyao's liking for He Jingyu didn't know where to trace it back. He was in the same school for three years, and he had never noticed this young man with a strong temperament. Suddenly, one day, he eroded his world with the scent of peppermint, and he was defeated. .

"Maybe it was love at first sight. The first time we ate on the rooftop, I had feelings for you."

He Jingyu throbbed for a while, wrapped his feet around Lu Zhongyao's legs, put his hands back on the table and smiled: "That time I thought this is really a good place to make|love."

Lu Zhongyao held He Jingyu's cheek, biting that tender lip covered with sunlight, tasting it carefully like fine wine.The pale moon and the rising sun in the distance giggle and giggle, not knowing what pure love is.

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