I've suffered so much, I want to look for it

Chapter 31

Bo Feifan covered up the Grimm's fairy tale, he repeated hesitantly. "secret?"

Wang Lin was still half lying on the sofa, his eyes were clear, seeing Bai Feifan's unbelievable look, he smiled easily and asked again. "Do you want to know my secret?"

"Do not want to."

However, Bai Feifei shook his head, not wanting to find out.He put down the fairy tale book, picked up the bowls that had been on the table for a long time, and went straight to the kitchen to wash them. When Bai Feifan was washing the dishes, Wang Lin sat up straight and followed Bai Feifan's pace into the kitchen.

"But, I really want to tell you." Wang Lin Taohua's eyes flickered, and it seemed that he just wanted to mention a trivial matter.

Bo Feifan smiled, he squeezed some dish soap, and covered the noodle bowl with bubbles. "Mr. Wang Lin, since it is a secret, it should be kept well in your heart."

"However, sometimes you carry the secret for too long, and you will feel very tired when you are alone." Wang Lin walked to Bai Feifan's side, took the bubble bowl from his hand, and let the clear water wash it away. "Bai Feifan, would you like to share a secret with me?"

I don't know whether Wang Lin is testing or if he really wants to exchange secrets. Bo Feifan looked into his eyes with some confusion. , scratching his head, biting his teeth desperately. "Mr. Wang Lin, since this is the case, I will also exchange a secret with you..."

Wang Lin was not interested in the secret that Bai Feifei said, so he spoke first. "Then let me tell you first, okay..."

Bai Feifan was confused by him, "I won't fight with you."

Both of them laughed. They walked out of the kitchen slowly and sat back on the sofa. Wang Lin suddenly leaned back and lay on Bo Feifan's lap. Bo Feifan didn't seem to expect that in his impression, Wang Lin had always He is a very independent and strong man, but he seems to be showing some fragility in lying down like this. Bai Feifei didn't dare to think deeply about the secret that Wang Lin wanted to say, so he had to place his palm on top of his head in a daze.

He clearly said that he wanted to share the secret, but Wang Lin never opened his mouth, and Bai Feifan did not urge them. Both of them fell into their own contemplation. After a long time, Wang Lin suddenly said: "...my parents passed away in a car accident a few years ago. "

The matter about Wang Lin's parents is not a secret. Bai Feifan had heard about it from Ji Rui, so he thought about it and asked. "Is this why Mr. Wang Lin is sad today?"

Wang Lin did not answer Bai Feifan's words, but said to himself, "The car accident at that time was caused by a car suddenly changing its track. My parents had a chance to avoid it, but they found that the brakes failed, and finally rushed straight to the car. The cars collided..."

Bai Feifan was shocked, he only knew about the existence of the car accident, but he didn't know that there were such dirty secrets in it, "This...isn't this a deliberate murder!..."

"Yes, if it is proven that the brakes have failed, someone will definitely be convicted of premeditated murder. But... on the second day of the evidence collection, my parents' car exploded, and there was no way to prove that there was a problem with the brakes. All the police officers have changed their confessions." Wang Lin said shyly. "I offered to testify in court, but because I was a direct relative of the victim, the police station and the judge didn't believe me..."

"Mr. Wang Lin..." Bai Feifan was startled, he held Wang Lin's hand in disbelief, "but..."

"I begged the police officer in charge of the case for a long time, and was finally allowed to go to court, but... because my sister-in-law appeared in court and said that I was mentally ill, and because my parents passed away, I was so sad that I had an illusion, so the brakes I said All invalid testimonies are invalid..." Wang Lin's eyes were a little dazed, and he held Bai Feifan's hand weakly. "And the perpetrator of that traffic accident never showed up from the beginning to the end, and the whole trial was like a farce... The perpetrator finally paid a sum of 50 yuan through a lawyer... I know, there are many rumors that I was in I got a good amount of compensation in this traffic accident, but those people didn’t know that it was my parents’ lives! I spent 50, can they give me their lives?—”

The perpetrators of this lawsuit did have inescapable responsibilities, but a major reason for the disastrous failure of the lawsuit was Fan Qiujing's identification of mental illness, and Bai Feifei's pupils shrank. "But why is your sister..."

"I also want to know why, but there are always many things in this world beyond your imagination. The reason why you want to find the reason is just to comfort and convince yourself..." Wang Lin couldn't help but smiled wryly.

Obviously there is an unavoidable kinship relationship, but under such circumstances, they perjure themselves, making Wang Lin's parents die inexplicably.Originally wanted to ask a reason, but found that Wang Lin could not give a reasonable explanation for all this, and even now he was still burdened with regret and unwillingness. Top, as if passing heat to him.

Wang Lin's eyes were blank, and he didn't speak any more.

Bo Feifei leaned against him, his thoughts were confused. He probably guessed the reason for Wang Lin's loss of control. An unexpected car accident, which was originally thought to be an ordinary accident compensation, concealed Wang Lin's pain for several years.

"But you have tried your best..." Bai Feifan sighed. "It's because they don't believe you..."

"That's right...they don't believe me, or believe my words, but deliberately hide the truth, Bai Feifei, sometimes I think, what is the justice that I have been looking forward to and seeking? Obviously I should be punished The culprits are at large, and the culprits who broke the brakes, who should be investigated strictly, are ignored... If I become a lawyer in the future, will I become such a person? All fairness and justice are just a game between interests and values. If I lose, it will destroy the hope of the victims and cause indelible harm just like that lawsuit, but who can uphold justice for someone as small as me..."

As Wang Lin said, the self-blame and hatred that had been buried all those years surged up again. This is indeed a frighteningly heavy secret, and it is also an absurd truth. Lin testified, he could only hold his hand tightly at this moment, and put his belated trust in him.

"I can't do justice for you, but I believe in you."

The two depended on each other, but Bai Feifan's joke-like secret of treating Wang Lin as a "cheaper" was never exchanged after tonight.

The author has something to say: I went out during the day~ I'm sorry