I've suffered so much, I want to look for it

Chapter Nineteen

"Huh? So, you just let him go?"

West Point School, in class, Bai Feifan, who was holding cherries with his head down, nodded. He weakly fiddled with the cherries in the basket and sighed.

Ji Rui patted the table in a low voice, and when he saw the teacher turned his head, he quickly lowered his head and complained in a low voice. "But... you didn't make an appointment with him for the next meal?! You didn't ask for a phone number... How can this continue to develop? What should I do..."

Ji Rui babbled beside him, disturbing Bai Feifei so much that he couldn't stack a single cherry, he hung his head and replied irritably. "That's right... what else? Mr. Wang Lin didn't mean that at all... Besides, he will no longer be my neighbor in the future, and he won't even have the slightest contact. Wouldn't it be... wouldn't there be no chance? "

At the beginning, Ji Rui still comforted Bai Feifan with a dispensable mood, and his words were quite flippant, but when Bai Feifan opened his mouth, his silly, sad and serious expression seemed to be really interested in pursuing him. Wang Lin took it seriously, finally made up his mind, and was easily rejected by the other party. The feeling of being denied repeatedly must make people feel very disappointed... Ji Rui couldn't help but worry about Bai Feifan's emotions. Have the heart to hit each other.

"Afan...you..."

"...Although I feel more and more that Mr. Wang Lin has a lot of bright spots, but it's probably due to fate...We probably won't have the chance to be together again..."

After all, Bai Feifei glanced at him in a daze, endured it, and suddenly stuffed all the cherries in his hand into his mouth. A mouthful of red fruit juice looked like a mouthful of old blood, he said vaguely.

Bai Feifei: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!——"

Ji Rui: "..."

Bo Feifan: "Why did Mr. Wang Lin refuse so quickly...in fact, you can think about it. Although my current income is not high, I will do housework obediently in the future. Even if I have ten jobs, I will hand in my salary card. I I can ride a bicycle, and I can take Mr. Wang Lin to and from school...and I obviously cook delicious food...even when Lu Ruqing hates me the most, he will scold me after eating the bento I made..."

Ji Rui: "..."

Bo Feifan: "...I have many, many advantages...really..."

Hearing this, Ji Rui patted Bai Feifan's back, silently relieving the moisture in his eyes.

"Afan, you do have many advantages. This is the problem of your failure to confess. Maybe things are not as bad as you think?...Although I didn't expect this Wang Lin to be Liu Xiahui who doesn't change his face when he faces delicious food. , but, Afan, have you ever heard of a word called 'playing hard to get'." Ji Rui said clearly.

"I guess, don't say it's because Wang Lin felt that you confessed too hastily and refused out of reserve. How many times have you met? You know a lot about people, but they still treat you like an ordinary person. How can you make your image alive in Wang Lin's eyes, let him see you, pay attention to you, and follow you... At that time, it will come naturally, and the confession will last longer, don't you think?"

Seeing Bai Feifei listening carefully, Ji Rui smiled.

"Besides, Bo Feifan, don't worry! Even if you can't make an appointment, it's not a side statement...Wang Lin is a clean man, he is not a scumbag who is merciful and will not refuse anyone! If he doesn't accept you , it doesn’t necessarily mean that you are bad, and it doesn’t necessarily mean that he doesn’t like you at all, maybe it’s because there’s not enough time, and he doesn’t know you well enough!”

Hearing the words of the love master Ji Rui, Bai Feifei began to think deeply. While chewing the cherries, he put the branches of the cherries on the cake, surrounded the cake, and murmured softly.

"Then how do I let him understand me..."

Ji Rui's suggestion is simple and rude. "Chase him! Although he is not your neighbor anymore, don't you know that he is a student of University B! The university campus is not closed management, you can go to University B to meet him and get to know him better, Bai Feifan, move on! Your brain."

"...Ah? But, I'm not a student of B University... If someone finds out, will it embarrass Mr. Wang Lin..." After speaking, Bai Feifan was startled, and he waved his hand. "I don't mean to look down on myself... I also like myself who is learning how to make desserts. It's just that there are many high-achieving students, and they don't want them to know me... people with low education and little knowledge, just like Lu Ruqing in the past I don’t want to go to University B, I’m afraid of being laughed at by my classmates... I’m not afraid of others laughing at me, I’m upright, but I don’t want to bring trouble to Mr. Wang Lin..."

Ji Rui couldn't get angry. "Come on, if that Wang Lin can really say such a thing, isn't it just like Lu Ruqing, I don't think you will fall twice on the same road, right?"

Suddenly, Bai Feifei shook his head firmly. "I thought it was wrong, Mr. Wang Lin would not be this kind of person."

"By the way... Ari, you have said so much, do you have any good ideas!" Bai Feifei ran to Ji Rui's side in a brisk manner, and handed him all the remaining cherries in his basket. "After listening to what you just said, I thought about it... It seems that I can only deliver lunch to Mr. Wang Lin at noon every day, because I have to work in the supermarket at night. At noon... I will pack more clean fruits and bring them there ... I don’t know if he will think that I am persistent and considerate if this continues!”

Ji Rui bared his teeth. "shallow!"

"Eat, eat, Brother Bai, I'm not happy if you keep doing this. Don't think of Wang Lin as a recruiter for a home cook! He fell in love with your food, but not your person What should I do, if there is a little three and little four who can cook in the future, won't you cry out loud?"

Bai Feifei's eyes dimmed. "Ah...then what should I do?"

"Write a love letter." Ji Rui affirmed.

Bai Feifan: "...Your idea is not as good as I thought..."

"That's not necessarily true, Afan, let me ask you, tell me, if you were to write a love letter, what would you write?"

Bo Feifan: "Praise him in a long way?"

"Shallow!" Ji Rui smiled. "Many people think that as long as they write long paragraphs of beautiful words and sentences, they can write a gorgeous love letter by adding comparisons and comparisons. I can only say that it is superficial! People like Wang Lin look like elementary school students who have read good words and sentences since they were young. Big one, if you copied those corners and corners, you would be recognized at a glance, right? This is very impressive, isn’t it?...So, even if it’s just a love letter, it contains a lot of things Truth, what I'm pursuing now...that's called a truthful statement, sincere and honest, and this is touching, isn't it right?"

Bai Feifei subconsciously nodded.

"Of course, writing love letters is only part of it. Didn't you say it just now when you were boasting about your own strengths? You will take Wang Lin to and from school, but you only have a bicycle, how low!" Ji Rui thought for a while. "At least put a luxurious cushion on the bicycle..."

"It seems very reasonable." Bo Feifan nodded his head while resting his chin.

"Besides, Wang Lin is a talented student! Xueba! You have to think about what a Xueba might need! You have to live in Wang Lin's world all the time, like a shadow, everywhere, and live in Wang Lin's world like air!" Time?! Understand?"

Bai Feifei looked up in admiration, and seemed to have the fighting spirit again. The two chatted for a while, and suddenly, the teacher on the podium clapped his hands, signaling to check today's decorations.

Bai Feifan looked at the circle of bare branches on the cake, and was startled. He didn't care to ask Ji Rui for further advice, and immediately lowered his head and stretched out his hands to transform it. With his flexible hands, he slightly adjusted the branches. With a pattern like thorns and thorns, Bai Feifan placed the cherries in sections, like a thorns wreath on a cream cake.

"...You are really amazing." Ji Rui sighed from the side. "I hope you and Wang Lin can achieve positive results, come on!"

Bai Feifan raised his head and smiled, his smiling eyes were as bright as stars.

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