Xiao Qin

Wen Renyi remained silent as if being slapped.He had the beef noodles handed over by Xiao Qin and put it on the table next to him: "Xiao Qin, I have already said that I didn't know you would come today."

"I know, what happened today is not your fault—"

"Xiao Qin, we didn't make it clear in the morning."

"Not for today, I really need time—"

Wen Renyi interrupted him unbearably: "How young do you think you are, you can find a better one after breaking up?"

Xiao Qin no longer wanted to emphasize the difference between "temporarily separate and calm down" and "break up" with him, so he took a deep breath: "There is still something to do in the hospital, I have to go."

Wen Renyi pulled him back, suppressed his anger and raised his voice: "Xiao Qin, you must break up, right? Don't be self-righteous, I won't wait for you for a day. Do you believe it or not?"

Xiao Qin's heart was on fire, and he held back his anger: "I believe it."

Wen Renyi watched him turn around to leave, and said angrily: "If you break up, don't even think about getting back together."

"Not getting back together."

Wen Renyi seemed to choke when he heard those three words, he didn't know what to say for a while, and said angrily: "You will do what you say, and never see each other again from now on."

Xiao Qin was so angry that he took out a bunch of keys from his pocket, took two of them off and put them on the table, the keys made a crisp metal clashing sound: "This is the key to your house, return it to the original owner."

Wen Renyi's chest rose and fell: "Just wait and see."

Xiao Qin bowed his head and walked out without saying a word.What are you waiting to see, we will never see each other again, what are you waiting to see?

It was nine o'clock in the evening when I got home.

In the afternoon, he couldn't concentrate and was slow to do things. He usually got off work at 08 o'clock, but today it was delayed until 30:[-].Xiao Qin walked into the subway station habitually, and after sitting for two stops, he suddenly remembered that it was time to go back to his home today, and Wen Renyi could no longer go there.

It really couldn't be better.

I can't tell what it feels like, he is just numb right now.

His small apartment is only one bus ride away from where he works.He returned to his place like a walking corpse, greeted his colleagues on the night shift with a smile, got on the bus, and staggered into a trance along the way.

He couldn't figure out how Tiantian broke up with Wen Renyi. In fact, it has become a habit to accommodate everything for so many years. He never thought that he would have such a dare to speak and act one day.

Opening the door, there is a dusty smell that has been stagnant for a long time, and the empty living room is dark.

Reality suddenly settled.

He finally broke up with Wen Renyi, and from today onwards, he will live here alone.

When I woke up, the phone next to the bed rang sweetly.Xiao Qin picked up the phone with sleepy eyes, his consciousness suddenly became clear, and his whole body was shocked!

It's 07:30!Oops!

He has to prepare breakfast, wash his face and brush his teeth, and has to go to work for an hour. Wen Renyi doesn't like to eat breakfast in the morning, so he has to fry eggs for him. His clothes were not ironed last night, and he has to iron them...

wrong--

He looked at his unfamiliar bedroom, and the chaotic memories of yesterday suddenly came back.

He already broke up with Wen Renyi?

Xiao Qin sat alone.

His heart was a little heavy and dark, he couldn't think about it now, he was afraid that he would get into a dead end, so he deliberately controlled not to analyze this matter.

Very strange, there is a feeling of being at a loss.

Wen Renyi was already a part of his life, and he always felt a little top-heavy when he disappeared like this, and he couldn't find Bei for a while.This is an inevitable result. No matter whether the decision was right or wrong yesterday, now he is like a tumbler whose low-end center of gravity has been pulled, and the sky is spinning, and he can't stand up all of a sudden.

But he has to adapt to a person's life.

Xiao Qin lifted his trousers, went to the kitchen and rummaged for a long time, and found a pack of instant noodles from the cupboard.

He looked at the date on the package, and it was more than a month expired.

Forget it, you can eat it.

He doesn't come home often, he doesn't have anything to eat, the refrigerator is empty, only this pack of instant noodles can satisfy his hunger.Xiao Qin opened the package of instant noodles, boiled them in water, and looked around the dusty small apartment while chewing on the dry and slightly stale instant noodles.

This is the house left to him by his parents. Although it is dilapidated and worthless, it is three quarters smaller than the house in Wenrenyi City, but it is his own.Life can't be too rich, but I don't owe anyone or ask for help. I have work and ability, and I feel very at ease.

He wants to remember this moment today.

Today is the worst day, no matter how bad it will be in the future, it will not be worse than this moment.

Xiao Qin picked up his mobile phone from the bedside.

The classmates and friends are swiping the screen every day, Xiao Qin flipped through it a few times, and accidentally saw a sentence written by Wen Renyi: "See you then."

Wen Renyi seldom shows his presence in the group. Even when he talks, he occasionally talks about important matters. When Xiao Qin saw his text messages, he felt a dull pain in his heart. He didn't want to care about what he was talking about, so he blocked the group messages. .

He went into the bathroom to brush his teeth.

In fact, apart from being lonely, there is really nothing wrong with it.

It is less than half an hour away from the hospital. From now on, he will have one hour to eat, wash and iron his clothes every morning.Thinking of Wen Renyi still makes me feel bad, but Xiao Qin has the feeling that he just got a salary increase and doesn’t need to tighten his belt. He can go home early after work, sleep for half an hour in the morning, and do housework if he wants to. Just do it, if you don't want to do it, just leave it temporarily, feel relaxed, and the burden on your heart is really much less.

The mobile phone on the bed was beeping, Xiao Qin wiped his mouth, went to the bedroom and picked up the phone.

"Gu Zhen, what's the matter?" Xiao Qin put the phone between his ears and shoulders, picked up the shirt he wore yesterday, and turned on the electric iron.

"I want to confirm with you about Sun Zhi's birthday party the day after tomorrow, will you come?" The other party went straight to the point.

This is Xiao Qin's close friend and college classmate who has been with him for more than ten years.

He and Wen Renyi have many friends in common, breaking up is very complicated, and friends should be careful to stand aside.After a normal couple breaks up, they can't even be friends, so people around them must carefully evaluate who they want to be closer to in the future.

He just broke up with Wen Renyi, and now he really can't meet in public, otherwise it must be embarrassing.

"I have something to do the day after tomorrow and I won't go, so the gift money will be shared." Xiao Qin said.

"Ah."

The other party was quiet for a long time, and asked: "What happened to you and Wen Renyi?"

"..."

"I didn't find you last night. I called him this morning. He said he didn't know if you were going or not, so he asked me to call you. Don't you live together, and you want me to call back and forth? Are you kidding me?" ?”

Xiao Qin said implicitly, "Well... I'm moving back to my home for the time being."

"Moved back?" Gu Zhen weighed it for a long time without saying a word, and finally asked, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay... I just want to move back and think about it calmly."

Gu Zhen remained silent for a long time again: "You have to think clearly."

"I know."

"If you have something on your mind that you need to talk about..."

"It's okay, I actually feel pretty good now, and I feel very relaxed by myself. I'm going to work and it's close, and I'll be at the hospital in less than half an hour, so I don't have to worry about it..."

"Xiao Qin, tell the truth, did Wen Renyi do something wrong to you?"

Xiao Qin quickly said, "No."

"Then why did you... or did he propose to break up?"

Xiao Qin didn't know how to explain: "No. I think we are still young, so there is no need to stick to each other. We can give each other a little space to think things through when we are separated. Anyway, we may not be able to find other men in the future. Friends..."

"Xiao Qin..." The other side was silent for a long time, "Forget it, we outsiders can't say anything about this kind of thing. I'll go to work first. In short, you should think clearly about this matter and don't make a decision casually."

"Yeah." Xiao Qin hung up the phone.

When it comes to breaking up, outsiders really can't intervene. People are not involved in it, and they don't know the pain involved.He and Wen Renyi have been together for so many years, it's best to get together and break up, and he doesn't want to end everything in scolding each other.

Not long after, Gu Zhen sent another text message: [You are not as easy to find a boyfriend as Wen Renyi, don't be stupid. 】

【Is it? 】Is his condition so bad?

[You can try it if you don't believe it. 】

Walking to the door, Xiao Qin's cell phone flicked again.

He looked down.

【Your things are here with me, do you want them? 】

It turned out to be a text message from Wen Renyi.

Xiao Qin was a little bit stuck, he had no brains in the quarrel yesterday, and returned the key to him in a moment of impatience, and said that he would never see each other again.The plot on TV is really unbelievable, it's cool to lose the keys, but do I really throw away so many things?

He replied: [What time do you go home tonight? 】

One minute later, Wen Renyi sent a text message: [1:7. 】

Chasing after him all day long, he couldn't find out what time he was going home, but now he replied quickly.

[I'll take it in the past. 】

At 8 o'clock in the evening, Xiao Qin stood at the door of Wen Renyi's house.

He didn't arrive earlier because he felt that Wen Renyi probably hasn't come home yet.Wen Renyi often forgets the time when he is busy, and the number of times he goes home before 8 o'clock is even rarer. It is probably a miracle that someone can open the door at this time.

It's not the first time that Wen Renyi made an appointment with him and then forgot. His finger pressed on the doorbell, and he pressed it lightly without any expectation.

Soon, the door opened.

Xiao Qin looked at Wen Renyi standing at the door in surprise.

Wen Renyi's eye sockets were slightly blue, his suit had not been changed, and his face looked pale.He looked at Xiao Qin who hadn't come home all night, grabbed a handful of messy hair, lowered his head and went back to the living room, and said in a hoarse voice, "What do you want?"

Xiao Qin closed the door casually, and said uncomfortably: "I only take my own things. We bought some things together, so you can do whatever you want with them. I'll be fine in half an hour, you go out for a meal Go for a walk, and I’ll be gone when you come back.”

Wen Renyi seemed to be stimulated by something again: "This is my home, why should I go out for a walk?"

Xiao Qin thought to himself, do as you like.Whatever you say will explode, he is just making a suggestion.

He pulled out a large suitcase from the storage room, went back to the bedroom to open it, and pulled out his few clothes from the closet.Wen Renyi turned on the TV in the living room, turned it off suddenly after a while, went to the bedroom door and watched him fold his clothes and put them in.

"You just don't like me not replying to your text messages?" Wenren Yi said.

Xiao Qin didn't say anything.

"What if I text you back later?"

Xiao Qin still didn't speak.

Suddenly, he stepped forward and closed the suitcase on the bed: "Don't leave."

"It's easy to hear people."

"I bought these clothes for you. How many of your things are really yours?" Wen Renyi took out the clothes and threw them on the bed, and said depressingly, "Xiao Qin, as I said, yesterday was an unintentional accident." But, I apologized and said it, what else do you want?"

Xiao Qin held back his anger: "Wen Renyi, the breakup is not because of what happened yesterday."

"Why is that? Text?"

Xiao Qin didn't know where to start, and it took a long time before he said: "Do you remember that I had a fever, 38 and a half degrees, and I took medicine at night and went to bed early, and you got me up after you came home, and forced me to give it to you. Mouth once."

"I didn't find anyone else."

Xiao Qin really didn't want to say anything more, this kind of thing really didn't sound like a big deal, yes, it was Xiao Qin who had many problems, even Gu Zhen, an outsider, said the same.

He frowned and lowered his head to pack the box.

Wen Renyi's chest was heaving, and seeing that he ignored him without saying a word, he suddenly grabbed his wrist, frowned and pushed him onto the bed: "Xiao Qin..."

"what are you doing……"

Wen Renyi pressed down on him firmly, opened his chin, and stuck his tongue in his mouth.

Xiao Qin is his, he wants it if he wants it, he wants it, he has it, it has always been like this.

"Don't, I don't want to sleep with you now, Wen Renyi, don't be an asshole!"

He could hear a trace of fear and panic in Xiao Qin's vague voice.His strength loosened unconsciously, Xiao Qin took advantage of the situation to push him aside in a panic, jumped off the bed disheveled, buckled the suitcase, and said in a hoarse voice: "Wen Renyi, calm down."

"Don't regret it if you break up, there are many people who want to sleep with me."

Xiao Qin pulled the suitcase and went out.