presumptuous

After getting into the taxi, Yu was still a little dizzy from the warm air conditioner, so he leaned against the car window to counteract the dizziness with the faint coolness.

This time the taxi was closer to Yu Huan's residence.Yu Huan got out of the car first and heard the sound of another door closing. He felt something wrong and turned around: "...Why did you get down?"

"It's too stuffy in the car."

"It's not close to the school."

"There are still buses available, it's only nine o'clock now."

Yu still couldn't understand: "Then what's the point of taking a taxi?"

"I don't know, you want to take a taxi, I'll follow you."

Yu still tried his best to calm down: "Are you planning to walk back to school?"

"No, walk to the station and take the car back."

Someone came across the road, before Yu could say anything else, he was suddenly stopped from behind.

"Yu Huan, is that you?"

There are always all kinds of coincidences overlapping in the world, piecemeal together to form a circle.

A circle made of broken glass that shatters when touched.

Feng Zhun looked up at the voice, and this time he really saw the man's face.

Dressed in a serious suit, with black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, he has a gentle and steady appearance.A man who is completely opposite to Feng Jiuwang.

"Auntie said that you didn't go home, so you didn't go back to see it on New Year's Day?" The man asked again, "Or are you trying to hide from me?"

The dim light of the street lamp fell on the heads of the three of them.Feng Jiuwang was pushed by Yu Huan, and he lowered his head to hear Yu Huan's urging, "You go back first."

The scene and that day are completely inverted.

This time the person standing next to Yu Huan was him.

And the man becomes a bystander.

"What if I say no?"

Yu still hangs his head wearily, as expected, "Then be honest, don't do unnecessary things and don't say unnecessary things."

Feng Jiuwang was a little surprised, he thought that Yu would still tell him to leave resolutely.

"Isn't that what you're curious about?" Yu raised his head and said, as if he had given up or decided on something, "Remember to go back to school on time after the play."

Feng Juwang failed to answer Yu Huan, so he turned his back to him.

"Li Huaiqing, didn't I tell you not to come to me?"

The man named Li Huaiqing said calmly: "I just happened to pass by to try my luck, but I didn't expect to meet you...Who is next to you?"

He didn't recognize Feng Jiuwang.

Right.

The lights were so dim that night, he was so focused on running away that he didn't see clearly what the student who called Yu Huan looked like.

Li Huaiqing continued: "A new friend? So you like younger ones?"

Yu Huan's anger was instantly raised, but was interrupted by the hand on his shoulder.

Before he could turn around, Feng Juwang was already approaching, lowered his head slightly and rested his chin on his shoulder.It was an embracing posture, and the scorching breath fainted in the ears.

"Yu Huan, who is he?"

It belongs to the unique timbre of teenagers, and it is a little longer. It takes advantage of its young age and can act like a baby with the elders unscrupulously.

Li Huaiqing's expression changed, just as a bus was coming, and the bright headlights passed behind him, his voice stuck in his throat.

Yu was still standing in front of Feng Juwang, so he couldn't see it.

But Li Huaiqing saw it.

The deep blackness in the young man's eyes belonged to the eyes of a wolf, staring at him dangerously and fatally, as if he would bite through his pulse if he said a word or took a step forward.

On cold winter days, the air smells of rust.

"you……"

In the end Li Huaiqing didn't say anything, took a deep look at Yu Huan and walked away.

Yu still staggered his steps, and turned his surprised eyes to Feng Jiuwang: "I thought you were curious about the two of us..."

"I'm curious, but I don't want to listen to him." Feng Juwang straightened up and looked at the place where Li Huaiqing was standing just now. Now there was nothing there, "His voice is so ugly."

Yu laughed untimely, "No, it's just a normal man's voice."

"I like the teacher's voice better."

Yu also stopped laughing, the smile disappeared slowly, and finally turned into a sigh: "Do you have to know?"

Feng Juwang didn't speak.

"Okay, I get it. After all, I've heard so many secrets from you. To be fair, I'll... tell me about mine. Don't drive people away in this way next time. If other people see it, they will misunderstand you..."

"Misunderstanding what?"

Yu also opened his mouth and couldn't explain it.He knew that Feng Jiuwang did that on purpose to drive that person away.

But what to say?

The boy's chest was too hot, and his voice buzzed in his ears.He was not a petite person, but Feng Jiuwang was able to open his arms and pull him into his arms.

Too close, too close to breathe, too close.

Feng Zhuwang probably doesn't think it's a big deal, after all, he is heterosexual, he likes girls with long hair and breasts, no matter how close he is with the same sex, he is only a good brother.

But Yu is different, he is born gay, likes men, and will associate with men.

Yu also sighed, pampering a child: "Forget it, anyway, you don't understand..."

Feng Jiuwang did not refute this time.Probably because he knew that it was useless to refute, so he went with Yu.He turned his head deliberately: "Then teacher teach me."

Yu Huan: "..."

Yu Huan: "Go upstairs and tell me, it's so cold here..."

Changed the topic because I couldn't answer.

The teacher is still as good as ever.

Entering the elevator, Feng Zhuwang pressed the floor button, and Yu also said: "Actually, there is nothing to talk about, just... well, I should understand that some bad things in relationships are just changing genders. Are you really Want to hear?"

There was no answer from the elevator.

Yu couldn't help but look up, and found that Feng Jiuwang was also looking at him.

silence.

Continued silence.

"Okay, I understand, let me explain."

In the end, Yu still compromised.

"I'm going to quote what you said before." His expression suddenly became very cold, "but it's all boring things."

##

Yu Huan didn't plan to go to the appointment that night, Li Huaiqing chose that kind of place to meet, he himself didn't like it, besides, he still had work to do.

Li Huaiqing said on the phone: "Yu Huan, let's meet and have a good chat. Some things need to be clarified in person."

Yu was still holding the phone, and was a little silent in the face of the half-finished work.

He finally went, wearing a very simple suit, with the cuffs rolled up, and his hair scattered randomly, the slightly longer ones had pierced his eyes.

He was a little confused, the wind was still a little cold at night, he had two dollars in his pocket, and he didn't even have any change to go home after taking this bus.

How come back in a while?Ask Li Huaiqing for it.

I have been neighbors for so many years, and we have been together for a year and a half, so I still have the affection of two yuan.

There is still a long way to go when the car arrives at the station, and Yu Huan is no stranger to this city.Came here once two years ago.At that time, Li Huaiqing was already working, and he was here.

Yu Huan was still a Ph.D. student at the time, and had no specific plans for the future. Li Huaiqing said that he was stupid in studying and insisted that he come to the place where he worked to relax.

Yu also agreed and went to the appointment.

He and Li Huaiqing were neighbors, and when they were eleven or twelve years old, they moved to a remote courtyard next to the Li family.Li Huaiqing's family has many children, and Li Huaiqing is the oldest one. He was skinny when he was young, but he is much safer when he grows up.

Yu is still from the city, different from their wild boys, he is an only child, and there is only such a baby bump in the family.She had never been to the village before the age of five, so she was very unfamiliar with these mountains, rivers, rivers, customs, customs, and timidly followed behind her parents, as timid as a girl.

——That's what boys used to say about him back then.

Bullying him like pulling a girl's braid, every day he said "you are so delicate like a little girl".

Little did they know that this was a special kind of concern. They cast their eyes on this boy, saying that it didn't matter whether they were bullied or not, but their minds were on him anyway.

Yu doesn't like to play with them yet. He used to be very naughty, but he doesn't like to run around when he comes here. He just studies and studies at home, and he doesn't want to go out to play when others ask him to.

His parents opened a farmyard, and guests came every day. He would occasionally help his parents accommodate the guests. At first, he only said a simple sentence: "Wait a minute, my mother/my father will be here in a while."

He was good-looking, with a straight body, and the boys liked to laugh at his appearance, and laughed at him for not daring to climb trees to catch bugs, but none of his peers was taller than him, even Li Huaiqing was shorter than him at that time.

Most of the guests came by car from the city. In order to experience life and feel the folk customs, those skinny boys were too noisy, so seeing that Yu was still looking good and quiet, they couldn't help talking to him.Yu was not used to it at first, and sometimes he would pretend he couldn't hear. His mother was worried that he didn't like to talk to people, and would get bored if this continued, so she pushed him out to practice courage.

After a long time, I will be able to say something, and know when to smile and when to do something.He has always been a shrewd child, and he learned to act according to people's faces early on.

However, Li Huaiqing and Yu didn't have much in-depth communication when they were young.

The two of them are different, Li Huaiqing is from a real farming family, and there is a younger sister behind him.Yu Huan came to the village from the city. His parents did come from the village, and they did a good job in business. Yu had some savings before he was born.

Until Li Huaiqing was admitted to a fairly good university, his parents beamed with joy and invited the neighbors to dinner, and Yu, who was still in high school, happened to return to the village on vacation.

He came back directly on the day of the holiday, wearing a school uniform and carrying a schoolbag.The usually baggy and useless school uniform fit him indescribably well. The clothes were neatly tucked into his trousers, making his legs look long, and they should be thin and white.

Li Huaiqing was already thinking about it at that time.

It's just that Yu at that time only had a vague impression of him, and didn't remember him as a person.

Until three years ago, Li Huaiqing added Yu Huan's WeChat to care for him as a senior and big brother.Afterwards, he even invited Yu Huan to visit the city where he worked, and confessed his love when the atmosphere was right.

The night wind was blowing hard that day, and Yu kept his eyes wide open. He was already in his twenties, and he still looked naive when he was surprised.

Yu was still thinking, and Li Huaiqing was also nervous.

Such a good-looking person should be followed by many people. Looking at Yu Huan's circle of friends, it is not difficult to see that many of his friends have strong communication skills. Logically speaking, such a person should not be confused about the future.

"it is good."

Yu also agreed, as if it was an easy task and there was nothing to think about.

For a moment, Li Huaiqing felt lost for a moment.I can't tell the reason, but Yu Huan actually agreed before he pursued it with all his might.

Is he so easy to chase?

Fortunately, that feeling only stayed for a short second, and was quickly washed away by joy.

Li Huaiqing, who was overly excited, didn't notice that Yu's still clenched hands were sweating under his fists, which betrayed his nervousness.