[Bo Qing] Straw pillow

Qingming occasionally feels that he may be like that cherry tree, which blooms all year round and has no return date.In the past, he never thought about immortality. Since he was a child, he knew that he was not an ordinary human being, and his lifespan could not be compared with that of a human being. The monsters and ghosts he had seen were often hundreds of thousands of years old. As time passed, his concept of lifespan became more and more blurred.

He once asked eight hundred nuns what is eternal life and what is eternal life.He has an answer in his heart, but this answer has been accumulated for a long time, and he wants to hear from others.

Eight hundred bhikkhunis said: "For me, eternal life is despair and loneliness. But for what reason, I don't know."

Eternal life is despair and loneliness, Qingming knows it clearly.So he made very few relatives and friends, and he was afraid that one day, those close friends would die and leave him, leaving him alone.So Qingming always likes to be quiet, and prefers to deal with monsters and ghosts.

To say that people in the world pursue immortality is nothing more than to guard fame, fortune and power, but he has no obsession with those things, or in other words, he has very little obsession with this world. The idea of ​​guarding Heianjing is nothing more than the mission and responsibility that he put on himself. Now that this mission is completed, he has nothing to worry about.If you can't die, it's better to go back to the mountains and forests.It doesn't matter whether it's idle clouds and wild cranes, or simple tea and light food, after all, you have to live.

Such thoughts have existed.But only once.

God Inari once asked him, is longevity bad?Qingming thinks that longevity is not a bad thing for people, it is better to say that it is a wish.Besides, he didn't want this at all, and he didn't care about it at all, but he thought of Yuan Boya, the Yuan Boya who was willing to hold his hand.

So he said, I give birth to another life, he dies and I die.

Yimulian heard Qingming's words, but said with a smile, I knew you were an extraordinary person, but I never thought that you would be so different.

"how do I say this?"

"There are countless human beings who have prayed to me for peace and longevity, but you are thinking about when to go back. It is really different."

Qingming remained silent, stroking the rim of the cup with her shiny fingers, and said, "I can't make Boya like me, so I have to be like him."

Looking at the cherry blossoms in one eye, he asked, "Do you have a solution?"

"It's just a try, and I'm not completely sure."

"Even so, do you want to try?"

Qingming nodded. "through thick and thin."

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Qing Xingdeng was born to love listening to stories and collecting them. At first, she followed Yuan Boya just for the sake of stories.Human life is short and wonderful. The more extraordinary a person is, the more touching stories he can write, such as Yuan Boya.When Qing Xingdeng first met Yuan Boya, he was still an ignorant young man, but he possessed extraordinary spiritual power and ability.She thought, this human being is very interesting, perhaps throughout his life, he can witness many stories with his own eyes.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, separation of love and hate, this is the bridge and road that almost every human being has to go through, and Yuan Boya may be no exception.But Qing Xingdeng didn't think so, she knew that Yuan Boya was extraordinary since she was a child, even the path she chose was different from ordinary people, not to mention love and hatred.

It's just that she didn't expect that the person Yuan Boya was willing to join hands with in the end would be Seimei Abe, that cold, seemingly lifeless man.It's not that she has never seen Long Yang with broken sleeves between men, but the choice of Yuan Boya surprised her a bit.

Abe Seimei is not a human being. She could feel the aura of that person since she first saw him, and she dared to make such a judgment, but she kept her mouth shut to Yuan Boya. She also wanted to see if that Abe Seimei would confess to Yuan Boya .The result did not disappoint her.

"Since you know that he is not a human being and cannot live the same life as a human being, the two of you shouldn't join hands together, so you don't regret it?" Qing Xingdeng asked Yuan Boya such a question.She has seen too many parting ways between humans and monsters. After all, she has lived for hundreds of years, and almost none of the stories she has heard in these hundreds of years has a happy ending.

Yuan Boya scratched his head, frowned and thought for a long time before replying: "I know, and I don't regret it."

"I don't care whether Seimei is a man or a demon, I just like him, I like Abe Seimei, and I want to be with him forever."

"This is a dangerous road after all, just look at Tao's friend Ying." Qing Xingdeng said.

Yuan Boya looked outside his home.His courtyard is not as exquisite and delicate as Qingming's, nor is it full of perennial cherry blossom trees. It is huge but empty, and he can't even like it after looking at it for a long time.

"There is no dangerous road that can stop me, Yuan Boya." He laughed.

"The lifespan is different. If you grow old, he will still look like this."

"Qingming is very pretty, and it's good to be like this all the time."

"You can neither live nor die together. You leave this world, and he is still alive. There are two different paths."

Yuan Boya thought for a while, and felt that he couldn't live for more than a hundred years like Qingming, so he said: "Then I can only work hard to live a few more years, and the time now is even more precious."

Qing Xingdeng didn't expect to get such an answer, she was startled, then laughed out loud.She said, "How about you?"

Yuan Boya walked out of the inner room, raised his eyes to look at the slightly drooping clouds in the sky, and said with a smile: "We are in the same boat with him."

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Qingming closed the door to thank guests for more than a month, even Yuan Boya refused to see him, this time he was really sick.If it hadn't been for Yimulian to stop Yuan Boya a few days ago, Yuan Boya might have already broken into the door.

"Why didn't you let me in?" Yuan Boya asked angrily, suppressing his anger and doubts as Yimulian blocked the door.

Yimulian sighed and said, "Master Qingming told you not to come to the door recently. As for the reason, please wait for Master Qingming to recover from his illness and ask yourself."

Yuan Boya was at a loss, but he couldn't get in.The protective barrier that Yimulian and Seimei jointly set up was too strong, and he couldn't get in and out at will with his own strength.But since Seimei said so, he just waited patiently.

"When he recovers, I will ask him personally. Just tell him that I come here every day."

"do not worry."

Yuan Boya kept his word and did not miss a day in the following month. He came to visit every day, but he was blocked by Yimulian. It was not until Qingming opened the door a few days ago that he was able to see his lover. .

"Why are you sick all of a sudden? Aren't you all well on weekdays?" Seeing Qingming, Yuan Boya pulled him into her arms, took a deep breath, and wanted to make up for the regret and regret of not being able to see him these days. dissatisfied.

"The weather has been hot and cold recently, and I caught a cold if I didn't pay attention when I took off my clothes." Qingming patted Yuan Boya on the back, as if to comfort him, "It's okay, I'm afraid it will bring you bad luck, so I put it on." You blocked the door."

"What's that called?" Yuan Boya sighed, hugged his lover tighter, and played with Qingming's loose long hair with his fingers.

When I entered the room and saw Qingming, I felt that he had lost weight, and I could feel this even more when I held him in my arms.Yuan Boya sat down cross-legged, hugged Qingming on his lap with some distress, and kissed his forehead.

"I'm really fine." Qingming leaned in Yuan Boya's arms, let him play with his hair and fingers, and smiled instead of anger. "I haven't gone out for more than a month. Boya, will you tell me about some interesting things that happened in Kyoto?"

Yuan Boya nodded in agreement, thought about what happened recently, and told Qingming one by one.They were all trivial things, but Qingming laughed while listening, interrupting Yuan Boya to ask some questions from time to time.The two chatted happily.

"Speaking of which, when I was patrolling at night a few days ago, I found that there were a lot fewer monsters at Luocheng Gate, and there were not even a single one for a few days."

"Really." Qingming pondered for a while, "This is really a good thing."

"Yes." Yuan Boya nodded, "But it's so strange, why did it suddenly become clean?"

"In any case, this will save you a lot of worry." Qingming patted Yuan Boya's hand and said with a smile.

Yuan Boya doesn't like to delve into it, it's good to save him trouble, but now he only wants to think about the lover he hasn't seen in his arms for a long time, and let his fragrance fill his nostrils.

Qingming also took a deep breath of the familiar aura of Yuan Boya, and slowly closed his eyes.

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Yimulian stood under the gate of Luocheng, looking at the first quarter moon above his head, and sighed softly.

"What did you do to this door?"

Yimulian turned his head and looked at the Qingxing Lantern leaning against the green lantern behind him.

"What do you mean?"

"Since you brought something here that night, it has become much cleaner. What did you do to Luocheng Gate?"

Smiling at every glance. "You're really sharp."

Qing Xingdeng just stared at him without answering.

"Since you know that I did it, you should be able to feel what I brought here, right?" Yimu Lian lowered his eyes and smiled.

Qing Xingdeng frowned, and said: "If my concubine's guess is good, is it Lord Qingming?"

He nodded with a glance. "Master Qingming refined his own demon orb to block this gate."

Qing Xingdeng shrugged his shoulders and said: "I can't understand what human beings do, let alone what that lord does. Taking such a big risk, I gave up my ghost and chose to be an ordinary person with a limited lifespan , is really puzzling."

"That adult has always had his own reasons for doing things." Yimu stood with arms folded, feeling the oncoming night breeze, "Live for a long time may not be a good thing."

Qing Xingdeng shook his head, expressing that he still couldn't understand.It's okay if you don't understand Yi Mu Lian Dao, but Master Qingming has revealed a concern of his own, you just need to know about it, don't tell Master Yuan Boya.

"Why? These two have always been honest with each other, Master Qingming never confessed?" Qing Xingdeng asked.

Yimu Lian smiled and shook his head.

Before asking him to bring the Yaopo Orb, Yimulian also asked such a question.Seimei's answer to him after the silence was that this would probably be the first, last, and only secret he hid from Yuan Boya, and he would never say this secret until the end of his life.

Seimei said and looked at the cherry blossoms in the courtyard, as if thinking of something heart-warming, an imperceptible smile curled up on the corner of his lips.

"Some things, just let it settle with the wind."

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One update in the middle of the night_(:з」∠)_

This time, think less.Thank you little angels, 700 followers have been reached~

Hmm... Regarding this article, some things are private, private, private!I have always hoped that this couple will be in the same boat through thick and thin, but I don't really want to think about what kind of state Qingming should spend this life with Boya, so I came up with such a xxx

I've thought about it recently, and I feel like it's time to write the ending for Pillow Soko, and it's reached the place where I planned to end it.

In the last reply, I was really happy to see everyone's voluntary purchases!Thank you for your support ;w;

I will start planning the printed version, please stay tuned!

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