Golden Boy

All this happened so fast that Su Pei's back ached when He Yiming slammed him against the wall.

Before he recovered, he heard He Yiming asking something hoarsely.

Buzzing in his mind, he murmured back, "...what?"

Then he realized what He Yiming meant.

Without waiting for him to speak, He Yiming pressed his shoulder with one hand and supported his head with the other, pressed his whole body up, and kissed Su Pei forcefully.

Su Pei's eyes darkened, and he was suffocated for a while, the air between them seemed to be sucked away in an instant.He is top-heavy in a vacuum.

It's a rough kiss.The kisser is full of anger, and the kissed person does not know how to bear it.

Su Pei struggled as if drowning, he patted He Yiming's back hard, trying to break free from He Yiming's confinement.

He Yiming finally let go of his head, but it was still around his shoulders. He was half a head smaller than Su Peigao, forming an ambiguous space between the wall and his body, and Su Pei had nowhere to turn around.

Su Pei pushed He Yiming's chest, he just wanted to get more breaths.

But He Yiming exercises all the year round, his muscles are tight and full of strength.

Su Pei could barely push away some "He Yiming, don't do this!" He wanted to tell He Yiming something to say, but he was weak now, and it didn't sound like a deterrent.

"You haven't answered my question yet," He Yiming said, "Would you rather have a try with that Li Han than with me?"

Su Pei said, "Before your birthday, I actually want to tell you. If you want, we can try together..."

He Yiming said, "Impossible. You clearly told me..."

He stopped suddenly.He just realized one thing, that day he didn't wait for Su Pei's "final judgment", he didn't hear Su Pei really say the phrase "we can only be friends".

His face faded a layer of blood.

Su Pei said, "However, I also felt afterwards that the decision was made too hastily and impulsively."

He Yiming was like petrified, he didn't move and didn't say anything.

Su Pei said, "I don't really mean that Li Yunsheng is better than you. It's just that there is no history between him and me, and there is too much history between you and me... These are all under the premise of what if, and it will not be successful." real……"

He was really uncomfortable, probably because of the drunken and violent kiss just now.

"Su Pei..." He Yiming finally spoke.

Su Pei raised his eyes to look at He Yiming, He Yiming's eyes were filled with dim fire, broken light, maybe tears, he wasn't sure, but it must be bitter.

They looked at each other, and He Yiming said firmly again, "Impossible."

Su Pei didn't want to tell this matter, he knew that he would regret it if he said it.Maybe it will become He Yiming's joke, but now He Yiming's performance faintly confirms his worry.

"Why is it impossible?" Su Pei said.

He Yiming said, "You only like women. You only like women like Shen Lan. This is your taste."

The stuffy feeling of suffocation in Su Pei's chest came up again, and his heart was pounding. He whispered, "I'm not feeling well..."

Then his knees gave way and he collapsed.

He Yiming hugged him tightly.

"Su Pei!"

He Yiming immediately carried Su Pei to the bed and laid him flat, and unbuttoned his neckline.Su Pei was breathing quickly, his lips were a little purple, He Yiming found his medicine and gave him a pill.

"I'll take you to the hospital right away," He Yiming stroked Su Pei's hair and said, "It's fine."

The hotel staff brought the wheelchair and helped He Yiming put Su Pei into the car.He Yiming's driver drove to the hospital immediately.

When they arrived at the hospital, the doctor gave Su Pei a drip, and Su Pei's condition quickly stabilized.

He Yiming sat beside Su Pei's hospital bed, held Su Pei's hand, put it to his lips and kissed it again and again.

He is still doubting what Su Pei said before he passed out.Maybe he heard it wrong, maybe he misunderstood it, maybe it was his delusion, but no matter how he recalled the scene just now, what Su Pei said was so clear-"Before your birthday, I actually wanted to tell you .If you want, we can try together..."

When he thought about what Su Pei originally wanted to tell him that day, and what he said to Su Pei, his heart trembled.After all these years, he thought he would never tremble over anything again.But when he thought of the heavy rain that day, he just stabbed the tip of the knife into Su Pei's heart, he couldn't help but want to slap himself.

Su Pei woke up in the morning, and He Yiming was lying beside his bed.

"He Yiming." He pushed He Yiming's shoulder.

He Yiming raised his head, he looked haggard, with stubble growing out.

Su Pei said, "You look more like a sick person than me."

He Yiming said, "Su Pei."

He wanted to say directly, Su Pei, let's be together.But he wanted to find a better time to say it.

Su Pei took the initiative to say, "You drank too much last night."

He Yiming's heart suddenly sank, he wondered if Su Pei thought he was drunk and crazy.

"I drank a lot, but I remember everything. But I want to wait until you feel better."

When the doctor came to make rounds in the morning, He Yiming had already left.He couldn't stay in the hospital all the time, and left in a hurry after making sure that Su Pei had settled down.

The doctor chatted with Su Pei for a while, saying that his recent insomnia had aggravated his symptoms, and suggested that Su Pei should undergo surgery.

Su Pei didn't expect to go to the stage of surgery, he said, "I want to see again."

The doctor said, "You are young, so do it early."

That night He Yiming came to see Su Pei again.

He saw some balloons and biscuit treats in the ward, obviously someone had been there.

"Who has been here?" he asked.

Su Pei said, "It's someone from the film crew. They knew I was hospitalized, so they came by."

He Yiming saw the few balloons tied to the head of the bed. They were brightly colored and cute in shape, like gifts from girls.He thought that Su Pei was still very attractive to women no matter where he went.

He glanced again, and immediately saw two clouds drawn with a marker on a blue balloon, with a small heart next to the clouds.

He Yiming immediately knew that it was Li Yunsheng who had come.

Su Pei said that the crew did not lie to him, but it was not the whole truth.

Now he began to have a real sense of crisis towards Li Yunsheng.Because Su Pei almost agreed to be with him, it should be said, almost offered to be with him.

He Yiming's heart was full of sourness and bitterness, more regret.

He tore down the few balloons calmly, and said, "Whoever gives this thing to a heart patient, if it blows up, it won't be a shock. I'll take it out."

Su Pei let out an "ah", before He Yiming had time to say anything, He Yiming had already untied the balloon and took it out to throw it away.

He felt that He Yiming's mood seemed to be much better, but he didn't know if this was a good sign.