Golden Boy

He Yiming asked Su Pei what he wanted to eat.Su Pei said, "I'm not hungry. Just take me to the subway entrance."

He Yiming didn't listen to him, and just said, "We haven't eaten Laobai's dumplings for a while, let's go together. I'll take you back after eating."

Su Pei didn't say anything, he didn't know what He Yiming wanted to do.

The two were silent, and after a few minutes, He Yiming asked, "Who was that person just now?"

Su Pei said, "That's Li Yunsheng, our hero."

He Yiming said, "How can he ride an electric bike. To be handsome, he should ride a motorcycle."

Su Pei thought, yes, He Yiming has several motorcycles, so he must know how to be handsome.

He said, "He's not trying to be handsome, and he can't afford a motorcycle. He's just a young actor in a theater troupe now, with no background and no money. Riding an electric bike is just for convenience and saving money."

He Yiming didn't comment on Li Yunsheng again.

He made an assessment of Li Yunsheng in his heart.He thinks that apart from his age, he crushes Li Yunsheng in everything.A young boy riding an electric scooter, with weird clothes and dyed hair, with a sloppy demeanor.How could it be a threat.

Besides, He Yiming felt that he should not have such an evaluation.Because Su Pei is a straight man, if Li Yunsheng was a woman, it might arouse his curiosity and affection.But Li Yunsheng is a man, Su Pei at most regards him as a friend who can play with and add to the material library.

He Yiming drove Su Pei to a dumpling shop that he was familiar with. He and Su Pei had eaten there several times before.

This dumpling shop has a good business, and it also serves as barbecue takeaway at night.The boss saw that it was He Yiming who came, and immediately took them to the box with the best location near the window, and even took charge of the kitchen, quickly made them two plates of dumplings, fried two side dishes, and hot soup .

Su Pei was indeed a little hungry.The takeaway ordered in the studio in the afternoon was not to his liking, so he just ate some casually.Now drinking a bowl of tomato and egg soup with a slightly sour, rich and delicious taste, accompanied by stir-fry, and eating a few seafood dumplings, he feels much more comfortable.

He Yiming didn't seem to have had dinner, he looked famished, and quickly finished a plate of dumplings.Su Pei gave him all the remaining dumplings on his plate.

He Yiming glanced at him, and Su Pei said, "I've already had dinner, and you brought me here involuntarily."

Su Pei is full now, he is not so tired, and his mind is turning faster.

He felt that he had fallen into He Yiming's rhythm again.

The environment at the moment is too comfortable.Familiar old shops, delicious food, outside the window are the autumn leaves that are gradually turning cold, the wind shakes the yellow leaves, and the interior is so warm that it makes people yawn.Su Peizhen couldn't help yawning, he was too comfortable, but he felt a little inexplicable and wanted to criticize - He Yiming is too good at bringing people into his environment, and then make people paralyzed, follow his rhythm.

But the problem is, now that they are all like this, what does He Yiming want?

Su Pei felt that he was probably crazy, he always felt that He Yiming was holding on to him.Does He Yiming want them to be friends like before?Why don't you try to make him lose his memory.

Su Pei thought, he has already acted passionately once, there is no need to act passionately a second time.

He ate his food slowly and didn't talk much.

He Yiming asked Su Pei, "Is this crew very busy now?"

Su Pei said, "It's just like this at the beginning, and I'm used to it."

He Yiming said, "You lost a little weight, have you gone for a re-examination recently?"

Su Pei nodded, "I'll be there in two days, it's fine."

He Yiming said, "I can accompany..."

Before he finished speaking, Su Pei interrupted him, "Are you busy too? I saw the news that you want to acquire a streaming media recently. Is it true?"

He Yiming was very cautious, "Not sure yet."

Su Pei smiled, "Streaming media is too expensive, you must have a lot of troubles."

He implied that He Yiming didn't need to worry about such a small matter.

He Yiming could feel Su Pei's resistance.They fell silent again.

It was almost eleven o'clock at this time, and the business of the dumpling shop was still very good, with background music echoing in the shop.The boss is obviously a middle-aged man who likes old songs, back and forth are those few bad street love songs.

"In the vicissitudes of life, only love is an eternal myth

The ebb and flow never regrets the appointment of true love

How many times of painful entanglements, how many dark night struggles

Hold hands so that I will never be separated from you again"

He Yiming frowned, Su Pei supported his head, both of them stared at their bowls and chopsticks, silently listening to the lyrics.

Su Pei seemed to come to his senses suddenly, and said, "Let's go, it's getting late."

He Yiming also woke up immediately.

The two got up and left wisely, and the boss warmly saw off the guests.That penetrating singing voice is still hovering, "In the sad and happy years, only love is an eternal myth...you are the only beautiful myth in my heart..."

On the way back, Su Pei fell asleep in He Yiming's car.He hasn't been sleeping very well recently, maybe because he didn't sleep well, and he fell asleep in a daze on the road.

When He Yiming was waiting for the red light, he put his coat on Su Pei's body. Su Pei was still in a deep sleep. He didn't wake up until he got downstairs in the community.

He Yiming didn't wake him up immediately, but just looked at his profile.In this quiet moment, Su Pei's cell phone rang, and He Yiming saw Su Pei's cell phone dropped under the seat.

He Yiming picked it up and saw the WeChat message from "Yun Sheng".

"Mr. Yunshengsu, are you home yet?"

Su Pei was awakened by the movement, and he immediately took the phone.He Yiming couldn't help but said, "Is this Li Yunsheng too young and too unknown? Is it reliable to star in a movie?"

They sat in the dark car, and He Yiming felt that his voice sounded much more sour than that bowl of tomato soup.

Su Pei said indifferently, "What's the matter? All celebrities are unknown before they become popular, and they don't have many fans. I believe that all he needs is a chance."

He Yiming said, "Do you trust that kid?"

Su Pei said, "I believe in his potential. Just like ten years ago, how many people knew your name? But I know your ability."

He took off the coat covering his body and handed it to He Yiming, and opened the car door.

He Yiming took it silently, and he called Su Pei again, "Let's have dinner together next time when we have time."

Su Pei waved at him.He Yiming looked at his back as he went back, as if he was looking at his phone with his head down, replying to WeChat.

Su Pei found time to go to the hospital after two days.He hasn't slept well in the past few months and feels a little uncomfortable.I think it started in Xia Tian, ​​when he "refused" with He Yiming, he didn't sleep well for several days.

After seeing the cardiology department, Su Pei went to the office of his previous psychiatrist, Dr. Xu.

Doctor Xu bumped into Su Pei in the corridor, he didn't expect Su Pei to come to him.

He asked Su Pei, "Why don't you go to my senior sister's place?"

Su Pei said, "I'm here to see you. Can we have a meal together after get off work? It's not a doctor-patient relationship, but a friend relationship."

Dr. Xu looked at Su Pei and immediately understood.What Su Pei wanted to talk about was that "friend".

The senior sister that Dr. Xu introduced to Su Pei is a very straightforward person, really responsible and patient.But Su Pei felt that Dr. Xu might be more clear about some things.

Su Pei struggled for a long time, but still came to find Dr. Xu.

Now they sat down in a restaurant near the hospital, ordered a few things, and chatted while eating.

The two exchanged a few words, and Xu Zhiwei asked Su Pei how he was doing.

Su Pei said, "Although there are some twists and turns at work, it's okay now."

"Emotionally?" Xu Zhiwei asked.

Su Pei said, "something happened in the summer."

Xu Zhiwei waited for Su Pei to speak.Su Pei hesitated for a moment, and said, "It might be a little funny, we talked about it later, but he rejected me."

Xu Zhiwei said, "Why?"

Su Pei gave an overview of the matter, but withdrew the name and location.

"After this incident, we had no contact for a while. But recently he contacted me again, expressed his apology, and seemed to want to continue to be friends with me."

Xu Zhiwei thought for a moment, "Don't you know whether to forgive him?"

Su Pei shook his head, "I'm just worried about him. He doesn't want to admit that he is gay, he hides himself too well."

Xu Zhiwei said, "This can only be self-help or the consciousness of self-help. You can't help him... Really. You can never guess what a person's true thoughts are. The reasons and motivations are too complicated. Unless he voluntarily confide in you."

Su Pei felt a little melancholy, "I always thought I knew him well before."

Xu Zhiwei tentatively asked again, "He said that, don't you resent him?"

Su Pei said, "I don't know. Maybe I still find it annoying, but recently I can't help worrying about him. Is this possible?"

Xu Zhiwei said, "You have already proved it, haven't you?"