Golden Boy

The new cover design of "Reverse Love" is bold and eye-catching.The pure vermilion is the base, and the two characters of reverse love are one upright and the other upside down.

He Yiming looked at the new books on the bookshelf.

Su Pei is generally a simple person, he never plots, has no resentment, and is rarely jealous.But a simple person does not mean that his emotions and thoughts are easy to control.

Children are the most innocent, but their actions are the most unexpected.

The same is true for Su Pei.He Yiming can't help but wonder whether Su Pei is alienating him and why.

Carrying a secret that is too important is like walking on a single-plank bridge with a boulder on your back, and you can clearly feel the slightest tremor.He must be able to distinguish what is a false alarm and what is a sign that the single-plank bridge is about to break.

But they haven't had a fight recently, everything is normal.He thought maybe he was thinking too much.

He Yiming's current plan is to cut off all the female relationships around Su Pei.Now that Su Pei is single, he has no scruples about those women who covet Su Pei.Now he wants to nibble and eventually occupy all of Su Pei's personal time, and Su Pei's closest personal relationship can only be left to him.

On his birthday, he will definitely go out to play with Su Pei.He has already thought of the title, his birthday, nostalgia for the graduation season, revisiting their youth, and revisiting their old places.

He Yiming thought that he would invite Su Pei again in June to make a final decision on this trip.

Su Pei's old book "Reverse Love" was republished after a few years, and finally there was some discussion.Su Pei paid attention to some reading websites, and the comments on "Inverse Love" were very good.

This is somewhat of a consolation.

And it has a positive impact on his unpublished new book, and more people are looking forward to his new novel.Although there are not many, some people still ask on the Internet, "When will Mr. Su's new novel come out?"

The publisher's launch of the new book "The Days Unfinished" has also been accelerated.Li Yan told Su Pei that the publishing house wanted to increase the promotion of new books, and they wanted to arrange for Su Pei to participate in some live broadcast activities at the Shanghai Book Fair at the end of August.

Su Pei would have liked this kind of activity when he was in college—he enjoyed the stage, the camera, everyone's eyes and gazes very much.It's a pity that when they were in college, the live broadcast was not as simple and developed as it is now.

Now he keeps a low profile a lot, perhaps because he feels that if everyone's eyes are on him, it's easy to see through his scars, and now all information is too transparent.

But he has no way to refuse the activities arranged by the publishing house.

"Okay, I will participate, but the process must be done well, I have not done a live broadcast." Su Pei said.

Li Yan promised him, "I will communicate well with the publicity side. Selling books is not easy nowadays, please be considerate." He is an old editor and has personally experienced various changes in physical publishing under the impact of the Internet.

Su Pei is now in the new crew, and the writing of the new script is going smoothly, and the progress is not delayed.They will finish writing in mid-September and finalize the first draft of the script.

However, if he wants to go to Shanghai to participate in the book fair, he will have to delay for two days. During the summer vacation, he still wants to take Cookie out to play, and it will take a few more days.That is to say, during July and August, he will spend a lot of time on private affairs.

Also, He Yiming told him before that he wanted him to go on a trip together...

Su Pei really couldn't think about this matter, he still dragged his mouth on it.

He could easily refuse Xiaoyan, but he couldn't refuse He Yiming like this.

"I know I shouldn't travel alone with him." Su Pei confided to the psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist had no expression on his face, and he said, "Why?"

Su Pei said, "Because this is pampering him. If I knew that he had such feelings from the beginning, I would immediately reject him and tell him not to have such thoughts. Let him find his own happiness. The more I dragged him, The more he can't start a real relationship. Thinking that he has spent so much time in the past ten years, I feel guilty..."

The psychiatrist said "It's not your fault. It's his own choice."

Su Pei said, "But I know now, if I drag him down like this, I'll feel sorry for him."

"Then are you ready to confess to him and reject him?" the doctor asked softly.

Su Pei shook his head in a daze, "No."

The doctor paused and asked "Why?"

Su Pei only said, "He is not an ordinary person."

He Yiming is not an ordinary person, not an ordinary friend.It is no exaggeration to say that he has been integrated into his life.

The doctor said, "As you said just now, if you found out about this when you first met him, you would immediately reject it. But ten years of time is a kind of subtle influence, and you have a very strong empathy for him .Even symbiosis to a certain extent. This kind of abandonment will be very painful. So you don't have to worry too much, you can give yourself a period of time to prepare yourself. It's just that I suggest you think more about yourself instead of assuming the other person's feelings— — After all, you are not him, and he may not be as painful as you imagined. So you don’t have to use those assumptions to restrain yourself.”

Su Pei heard the meaning of the doctor's words.He is the doctor's patient, and the doctor is only responsible to him.

At the end of this conversation, Dr. Xu said to Su Pei, "Teacher Su, there is something I want to explain to you. I want to transfer you to my senior sister. She is a very professional doctor and is more suitable than me. you."

Su Pei was a little surprised. He was only mildly depressed and emotionally troubled, so it shouldn't be a complicated case.

Dr. Xu took the initiative to explain, "Because of my own emotional experience, I was worried that my treatment of you would be subjectively affected. I thought I could do it before, but maybe... your entanglement has gradually infected me, and I feel a little I can't do what I want."

Su Pei understood, and he said, "I didn't expect..."

Dr. Xu seemed relieved and said, "Do you want to say that you can't see it?"

Su Pei thought, now he no longer dares to judge who is not gay.He smiled and said, "But when you say that, I feel like I have a bit of a premonition."

Dr. Xu turned off the computer and said, "Now I am not your psychiatrist. So I can tell you some things as an ordinary person, a person who has emotional entanglements in this area."

Su Pei was inexplicably nervous, as if she was about to spy on a world she had never seen before.

"what?"

Dr. Xu said, "You said your friend had a successful career, right?"

Su Pei said, "It's not that successful...just to ensure a good quality of life." He didn't want to reveal too much information about He Yiming, because it was known that this friend was He Yiming.

Dr. Xu nodded and said, "A man who has a successful career and pays attention to the quality of life, if he has this desire, it will be difficult for him to suppress it. Maybe he has been secretly in love with you and regards you as his spiritual partner, the most important person in the spiritual world." Human, but it does not prevent him from having some unfixed relationship to satisfy the body. It is almost inevitable."

Su Pei's face gradually turned pale.

Dr. Xu went on to say, "Miss Su, you are too gentle. So I hope you think about yourself more than feel sorry for the other party. Because you don't know how many secrets the other party has. You don't know whether he is with others during the lunch break at work. There was a relief in the office. For him, it was just 10 minutes to vent, and it doesn't prevent you from being his elusive male god and Bai Yueguang."

Su Pei seemed to be stunned by the imaginary picture with one corner uncovered.

He slowly said "He is not such a person..."

Dr. Xu smiled, "Yes. Maybe he is not. So I said, I have been influenced by myself. But you can look up the data in this area. I just hope that you will consider many aspects and consider the probability issue. It can be regarded as... a kind of psychological preparation."

Su Pei was speechless for a while, he couldn't imagine that He Yiming had sex with a strange man in a corner where no one saw for so many years.

"Doctor Xu," Su Pei asked before leaving, "As Bai Yueguang, how did you deal with it later?"

Dr. Xu said, "I don't need to deal with it...because I'm just the one to vent in my spare time."

When Su Pei came back from the hospital, sitting on the subway, he felt lonely like never before.He thought of He Yiming's appearance and figure, and He Yiming's muscle lines.

He Yiming is so healthy, strong, and full of energy, unlike him who has been weak and sickly and exhausted in recent years. Will his body full of masculine strength and beauty be abstinent all the time?

Dr. Xu's sincere advice is still in his ears.Su Pei thought, if it was like what Dr. Xu said, then he should have made it clear to He Yiming earlier, so that his spirit and body would not be separated.

Su Pei didn't want to talk along the way, he even turned off the voice in his heart.He just went home silently and cooked some noodles for dinner.

He immerses himself in the script, writing other people's stories and sorrows and joys, only in this way can he temporarily divert his attention.

At around eight o'clock in the evening, his cell phone rang several times.

He thought it was a good night chat from Cookie, but when he picked it up, it was from Xiaoyan.

"Teacher Su, quickly check Weibo."

"I'm going to be pissed off."

She sent such a few thoughtless words, as if she sent them on impulse.

Su Pei felt that nothing could shock him anymore, but he still opened Weibo.

I saw that the hot search on Weibo was "Cheng Cheng's confidential plot collapsed".It turned out that "Rongcheng Confidential" had good ratings before, many people watched it, and there were many discussions about the plot, but recently there are many holes dug in the plot that are not filled, or the details are not right before and after, and several characters have different degrees of inconsistency or character design. collapse.

Audience discontent finally erupted today after the death of a major supporting character.

"It's too sudden to die!"

"I feel that the plot can't be explained, so I killed the person!"

"No, if you kill him now, isn't it easier for the heroine to be exposed?"

Both male and female lead actors have many fans, so they immediately passed the big pot of the plot collapse to the screenwriter.The audience even scolded.

At this time, Su Pei was very thankful that he only had a private account on Weibo.So he doesn't have to accept crazy DM insults.Moreover, the collapse of the plot in Rongcheng was completely within his expectations.

He originally wanted to see how the screenwriter who took over would do it well, but after watching a few episodes, he found out that the screenwriter who took over had nothing to do with it.Just put the pit there, it is a pit, just jump over and write it hard.Only suspense, no decryption, and a bumpy plot, it's strange if it doesn't collapse.

If it was Su Pei in normal times, he might feel sorry for this drama.But today he was disheartened. Seeing the audience's master's anger, he even felt a little bit of pleasure in destroying it.

Su Pei thought, in fact, he is not all good people.

The phone rang, it was He Yiming calling, it was his exclusive ringtone.Su Pei just watched quietly and didn't answer the phone.

He Yiming called again.Su Pei finally picked it up.

"I was in the bathroom just now." Su Pei said with a guilty conscience.

He Yiming asked, "Don't worry about things on the Internet. I will arrange some public relations for you. There will be no such criticisms tomorrow. This script is not your fault."

Su Pei took a breath and said, "Don't worry about it..."

He Yiming said, "It's very simple, you don't have to worry about it."

Su Pei suddenly raised his voice, "I said don't worry about it!"