these years

After Wang Lijun returned to Hong Kong, Chen Li packed her luggage and went north to Beijing to study and perform before the days of fatherly kindness and filial piety had passed. Even Flora, who had never been to the mainland, followed her to take care of Li Guan’s daily life. Wang Lijun started living as an empty nester again.Of course, he himself does not admit it, he just lives in seclusion, holds the mountain as king, and tries to forget the smoky outside world.

During the days when the door was closed, Wang Lijun often ran to the garden and stared at the tourists on the Lingxiao Pavilion.Sometimes he also made up his mind to go out for a walk, but when he got up, it was a long day. After lunch, he fell asleep again, and he had to take a nap. When he woke up late from the afternoon nap, it was three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and he would wash up again. After tidying up and painting eyebrows and eyes, the sun went down.Therefore, Wang Lijun always walks at night in brocade, slowly traveling in the night fog.The Wang's house is next to the Fenli path, and he most often walks down the steps along this path, roaming all the way.Victoria Peak seems to be quiet, but it is not. There are always tourists here, all year round, the sound of the cable car rumbling all day long, and the night in Hong Kong’s Central is still under the feet. Everyone wants to escape from the world, but who can really escape from the world?

When Wang Lijun traveled to the mountains at night, he always recalled the scene in the theater compound when he was a child. At that time, he had his master, mother, senior brother and younger brother, buddies and classmates who played basketball together, and soldiers Dongdong who dawdled with each other... …It was so lively at that time, and there were many people who accompanied him, but now there is no one around him.

But he changed his mind and thought again, some of the partners who used to be on the same road are now indifferent, some are indifferent, even if some are doing well, how can they compare with him in that little achievement?Wang Lijun calmed down. As he walked on the mountain road, his body and mind became more and more buoyant, and his nightgown fluttered. He thought happily, life is like this, lonely or vulgar, you have to choose one, or what the ancients always said, what is Dugu seeking? If you are defeated, why stand proudly on the top of the Forbidden City, why is it so cold at a high place.Thinking of this, he opened his arms suddenly, embracing a gust of mountain wind blowing towards his face, his nightgown suddenly bulged up, and the pattern on the robe was undulating, this feeling is really chic, like a chivalrous man in a martial arts novel who rides the wind, Swords fly.

So Wang Lijun comforted herself again.

A week passed like this, and soon came the day when I agreed with Zhang Xiaobo to go back to record the show.Wang Lijun wanted to be dedicated to his job at first, but he thought, no one was waiting for him there anymore, and the opportunity he wanted to win for Kang Xiaofei was now in vain.Now it seemed that there was no need to go back, so he sent Qiu Yuanzheng to contact the program group, saying that he would no longer participate in the program.

Since then, Wang Lijun has no job and no charging. Wang Lijun's life is even more boring.Until one day, Du Yibing called him and said that someone wanted to visit him in a very secretive tone.Wang Lijun asked who it was, and Du Yibing said it was Chang Miaotong.

Du Yibing also said that Chang Miaotong was having a hard time recently, so he might have asked him for help and asked him to save face.

Wang Lijun retorted, I have been friends with him for so many years, and I still use your teaching?

So on a day approaching summer, Wang Lijun received Chang Miaotong.

That day when the servant opened the door, Wang Lijun saw Chang Miaotong standing by the garden fountain, with his hands in his pockets, wearing a set of sportswear sold in a supermarket, which looked clean, but not decent—worse What's more, his long hair has been cut off at some point, and his facial expression is no longer domineering. Now Chang Miaotong looks no different from any healthy and handsome Hong Kong man.

Seeing the opening of many wealthy houses, Chang Miaotong saw Wang Lijun. He stood deep in the house, wearing a robe that reached the ground. In the eyes of others, he was youthful and precious.When Chang Miaotong saw him, she was a little at a loss, and finally took out a hand from her trouser pocket, shook it and said, "Hi."

Wang Lijun grinned, actually a little laughing through his tears, he didn't answer, just rushed up and hugged the other party fiercely.Chang Miaotong was flattered at first when he bumped into her, but they hugged tightly all the time, and they soon lost their restraint.Chang Miaotong also embraced Wang Lijun in his arms, and within a few minutes, his smile gradually widened, his eyebrows raised, and his eyes became a little brighter—his nature was always so flying, but in the world Finding food, I need to hide it occasionally, hide it, but I don’t even remember it.

After hugging for a long time, Wang Lijun welcomed Chang Miaotong into the house.When the two old friends met, they burst into tears. They talked a lot that day.Wang Lijun took Chang Miaotong to the corridor on the second floor, and they talked about it from the beginning, taking down and analyzing every photo over the years.Wang Lijun said that his favorite is the photo taken at Happy Valley. Chang Miaotong shook his head and laughed and said that he had sold the trophy a long time ago, because the fifth daughter was born at that time, and he couldn't afford the money...Wang Lijun showed him Chen Lijun again. Chang Miaotong was even more envious of his graduation certificate. He said that his daughter was not doing well in school. Wang Lijun comforted him and said that no matter how bad it was, she was better than Jin Rulin's family.Both of them laughed together.

Later they talked about Qiao Weidong. Chang Miaotong said that last year an authoritative media rated a top 21 global directors in the 30st century.Wang Lijun replied, yes, it's good, he has talent since he was a child, we can see it.Who is Chang Miaotong? He rolled over in that era, and he could tell at a glance that the other person's expression was not right, so he immediately changed the subject, and said that the family was pointing at him for making money, and he was about to let the blame go. Son.

Wang Lijun waved his hands, he didn't want Chang Miaotong to say this, Chang Miaotong shouldn't be like this.

Chang Miaotong didn't mention it anymore.

Later, they sat in the living room, and Wang Lijun brought out the KTV system that he had bought for many years but had no time to enjoy, and the two sang in one breath.Songs of love, friendship, family, men and women, men and men, women and women, the list is filled one by one, they sing songs about wine, vowing to make the absent reunion happy Make it up once.

Wang Lijun drank too much, was tired from singing, and soared too high. At this moment, his heart was beating wildly, his cheeks were flushed, and his ears were beating like drums, so he lay down on the sofa with his head resting on Chang Miaotong's shoulder .He turned his head to look at Chang Miaotong, staring at the other person singing word by word, he felt that Chang Miaotong was not old, they were not old, because Hong Kong men know how to take care of themselves and love sports, so they look young, unlike mainland men , in his early forties it was horrible.

Chang Miaotong sang seriously, and occasionally looked at him with a smile, and the soundtrack drum beat again and again, like a small hammer hitting people's hearts.This song is a Mandarin song. It was once popular in both sides of the strait and three places. Maybe it was because it sang from the heart. This song was praised by many gay friends. Later, it made a movie soundtrack. The emotion of that movie is really tragic.

This song is sung like this.

对 你 的 思念 是 一 一 一 天

孤单 的 我 没有 改变

美丽 的 梦何时 能 出现

亲爱 的 你 好 想 再见 一 面

……

最 爱 你 的 是 我

你 怎么 舍 得 难 过

对 你 付出 这么 多

你 却 没有 感动 过

How about saying that music is the highest art form.When Wang Lijun heard this song, his tears couldn't stop flowing, as if the strength he had trained himself over the years was bullshit.He murmured, following the rhythm of Chang Miaotong, chanting the lyrics upside down, thinking about you day after day, and the lonely me still hasn't changed... There are many people in his mind, Kang Xiaofei, Zhang Xiaobo, Chen Li, Those people whom he really cherished but left him at the top of Victoria Peak, he will criticize them one by one.Of course, he didn't dare to think carefully about the face of the person who should be criticized the most.Only those eyes that symbolized the Slavic blood kept flashing back in his mind. Those eyes were big and deep-socketed. Blinking, lowering their eyebrows, staring, and crying, no matter what they did, they all carried the melancholy of the Snow Country, which made people feel sad for no reason. sad.Wang Lijun didn't dare to think about it anymore, he just babbled drunkenly, leaned on Chang Miaotong's shoulder, put his hands on his eyes, and cried out loudly, as if he was the tragic hero of that movie - how could you bear to I am sad.

As for Chang Miaotong, his wine tasted very good, even when he was drunk, he would cry silently.He just thought of the four lovers and seven daughters in his family, each of whom depended on him to live, but he was so useless, unable to give them a stable life.Now that the family is in chaos, the wives had to separate temporarily and took their daughters back to their natal homes. On the day of parting, the women in the family cried into a ball, and Chang Miaotong's heart was broken by crying.When everyone was gone and the night was quiet, he lay on the bed and thought, look at his colleagues back then, others live in Deep Water Bay now, and Chang Miaotong lives in Sham Shui Po.If he could have foreseen this day, more than 20 years ago, he would not be domineering, would not offend everywhere, he would never behave like that... Chang Miaotong had to pay attention to lowering his shoulders while crying, so that Wang Lijun Relying on tears, he occasionally felt muscle soreness, so he would switch hands to hold the microphone and free his right hand to wipe away the tears.

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Cue to "Lan Yu", this movie made me cry when I watched it... Qiao Weidong will appear in the next chapter, let's celebrate, double update.