old friends return

Cheng Muzhi thought of Liu Qingyan's recent body, and thought about how he had become more and more attached to his coquettish appearance recently, and his heart became more and more uneasy. He was afraid that Liu Qingyan would be like before, everything was settled, and he turned his head. , and left again.

He really can't bear such a dark day anymore.

At this time, the door was pushed open with a "squeak" and Liu Qingyan stood in front of him and said in a deep voice against the light, "I don't agree."

"Cheng Muzhi, you let the ghost hand push me away, are you just thinking about how to kill me here?" Liu Qingyan looked at him, his eyes were red, and there was a dead air in his eyes. Apart from pain, there was despair in his eyes. All the reluctance for Cheng Muzhi in his heart was buried in the deepest place.

Xiao Changfeng straightened his clothes at this time, glanced at Cheng Muzhi, then at Liu Qingyan, got up and closed the door, leaving only the two of them in the room.

Seeing him coming out, the ghost hand just wanted to ask how it was, but the ghost hand shook his head, "Let's finish the game of chess just now, there are some things that we can't intervene in."

Cheng Muzhi looked at him without speaking.

Liu Qingyan said again: "You'd better put away all these thoughts, I won't agree with you to do such a thing for me, if you really want to save me like this, why don't you let me just stay with you and live a good life Year."

At the end, Liu Qingyan's voice was lowered, and his eyes were a little dodgy.

Only then did Cheng Muzhi speak, with a hoarse voice, "Stay with me for a few years? Ah Yan, you obviously don't think so. You will still miss me in the end, and you are afraid that I will miss you, so you don't know when you will Walk."

"Like before, keep it from me and keep silent."

"Just go."

Liu Qingyan wanted to defend himself, but he opened his mouth and realized that he was indeed at fault, so he kept silent.

Instead, he said: "Mu Zhi, when the Liu family was plotted against by Yan Qi, you saved my life. I used my ten years of life to change your fate, and it was just a life for a life. You don't need to save me again. My ending today is all my own cause and effect."

Cheng Mu took two steps forward and tightly grasped his wrist, his face darkened, "Liu Qingyan, are you telling me that one life is worth one life now? What did you pay for? Did you ever think about me? Why didn't you agree?" Believe me? In the past few months, everything has been going well, and there is no obstacle to regaining the throne. Yes, you avoided this for me before, but what if you don’t avoid it for me?"

"Why don't you believe me? I, Cheng Muzhi, am capable of doing things myself. Why do you want to do them for me? You kept saying you loved me and that you would stay with me, but you didn't just leave at the beginning." ?”

"Do you know that as long as you are by my side, no matter how much suffering I suffer, I can enjoy it? Why do I want too much?"

Cheng Muzhi watched his blushing face and then released him belatedly. Liu Qingyan's wrist was numb from his grasp, and then he hugged him into his arms. Liu Qingyan blinked, and the tears couldn't help Fall under control.

He really never realized that Cheng Muzhi had such a big resentment.

Cheng Muzhi stroked his back again and again, watching him cry made him feel uncomfortable. His emotions had never fluctuated so much, but after all the regrets in his heart were expressed, he once again Xiang Liu Qingyan softened, and coaxed with a sense of grievance in his mouth.

It's really one thing and one thing, he thought he would be lonely all his life, but now he realizes that it's just because he didn't meet him.

Love is so deeply rooted that it is difficult to extricate oneself.

"A Yan, I know that you left because of the Liu family's affairs, and I also know that you didn't want to drag me down, but Ah Yan, think about me."

"You didn't drag me down. You have to have some trust in our relationship. Ah Yan, you can't be selfish and only think about yourself. Do you know what I would be like if you left?"

"Ah Yan, death is different from leaving. The reason why you can survive after you leave me is because I know that I will find you one day, but if you die, what should I do? You want me to live the rest of my life alone?"

"Then why do I have to worry about the rest of my life?" Cheng Muzhi looked at him and wiped his tears with his hand.

"Ayan, I know you won't be so cruel."

Now that things have come to an end, even if I force you, I want you to be reluctant to part with me, so let's settle this matter first.

Liu Qingyan didn't speak, but there was a bit of indescribable confusion and sadness in his eyes, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

"Ah Yan, I know you are soft-hearted. Once something happens to you, you can't hide it. You always want to treat me better before you leave, but you have already done this once before. How can I Will you be so careless that you will be fooled a second time?"

"You are not such a coquettish person. You have been so clingy to me these days, you just want to use this method to make up for me."

Cheng Muzhi pulled him to sit down, hugged him in his arms, wrapped his arms around his waist, and tears gradually rolled down his eyes, "If an ordinary person wants to leave, he must break down first, and make that person hate himself , so that we won't have so many worries after we really parted."

"But you are different. You are reluctant to part with me, and always think about how to make me feel better. But if you are like this, if you really want to leave, how can you understand the pain in my heart?"

Liu Qingyan choked her throat, and said in a crying voice: "I...why don't you know? Since you left you for a few years, you really think I'm heartless? It's not that I don't miss you, but I don't dare to miss you. If it's true If you can be so ruthless, many things will not happen later."

"After I've done everything, I'll just leave." As soon as I finished speaking, I felt the strength of my arms around my waist became heavier again. Liu Qingyan sighed helplessly and patted his hand, " Mu Zhi...I'm in pain."

Cheng Muzhi also felt that there was a lot of affection in this very ordinary sentence.

Cheng Muzhi relaxed a little after hearing the words, he buried himself in Liu Qingyan's neck, his voice was also aggrieved, "Ayan, I also hurt, my heart hurts."

"I..." Liu Qingyan wanted to say something, but was snatched away by Cheng Muzhi again, "Ah Yan, if I really wanted to hide it from you, my son would have given you sweat medicine and brought you here earlier, it's not that I don't want to Let me tell you, it's only until things are completely certain that we can talk about it."

"But..." Liu Qingyan hesitated to speak, he didn't want Cheng Muzhi to ruin his life for him.

"Ayan, think about it carefully, if I were in today's situation, would you save me?"

"..." Before Liu Qingyan could speak, Cheng Muzhi took it again, "I know you will, so you and I are the same."

"Instead of being exhausted physically and mentally during the remaining years of being together, and you need to be alone when you leave me in the future, it is better to live and die together from the beginning and enjoy the rest of your life."

"You don't have to worry too much about my pain, Ah Yan, without you, I have nothing."

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