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The place Su and An took Han Zeang to was a rural countryside.

The summer heat in the countryside is very different from that in the city.If the city is like a steamer, then the countryside is like a grain drying field.

The sun shines down without any shelter, making people feel scorching hot after walking for a while, but the heat is very comfortable.It is not the light that falls to the ground after being refracted by waves of glass, nor is it the heat that spreads along the glass when standing by the window.

It is the most natural feeling of sunlight shining on the body.

It was almost noon when Su and An arrived at their destination. At the hottest time, there were not many people on the country roads.Only a few farmers wearing straw hats and bending over to mow grass in the field can be seen sporadically, and the field is full of verdant greenery.

Holding the gift prepared by Su and An, Han Zeang rarely asked curiously, "Who are you taking me to see?" It stands to reason that there should be no ordinary people living in the countryside among Su and An's relatives.

Su and An, who had changed their hands to hold the parasol, shook their free right hands—Han Zeang was half a head taller than him, so that both of them could be covered by the parasol Su and An looked like the Statue of Liberty holding the torch Like, my hands are sore: "It's a very respected elder of mine. I promised to bring it to him when I find someone."

The elder Su Hean mentioned was his high school head teacher, surnamed Xu, who lived an idyllic life with his wife after retirement.

When Su, An and the others knocked on the door of the old man's house, old man Xu had just served the meal. People living in the country eat early.

"Teacher, we are here, teacher's wife." Su and An obediently greeted the two old people.

"Hi, old man." Han Zeang also followed Su Hean and nodded respectfully to them.

The old man holding the cattail fan patted Su and An on the shoulders to express his welcome, and looked at Han Zeang with some surprise: "This is it?"

"This is my partner." Su and An handed the gift from Han Zeang to Mrs. Xu's wife, "Master, I also brought some snacks."

The old man didn't say anything, and looked at Han Zeang with a kind smile on his sweaty forehead because of the high temperature in the countryside: "Good boy, come and eat."

The elderly don't like to use the air conditioner. There is an electric fan hanging from the ceiling of the dining room. The electric fan is shaking its head from side to side, blowing the corners of the neatly ironed tablecloth towards people.

Looking at Su and An who were sitting under the fan and constantly struggling with the tablecloth, Han Zeang helplessly reached out to help him hold down the tablecloth that was always running into the bowl: "Eat, I will hold it down for you."

Su and An Xingxing glanced at Han Zeang, with expressions on their faces that were so moved that they wanted to make love with each other: "I love you!"

Watching the interaction between the two, Mr. Xu took a sip of the health-preserving wine in the small wine cup, with a contented expression on his face.

Mr. Xu, who was used to taking a nap after dinner, slipped into the bedroom and went to sleep. Before going to bed, he invited the two of them to stroll around casually, and left after dinner.So Su and An very naturally moved two small chairs to the corner of the shady courtyard, and fished a cut watermelon from the well.

"The well water in the teacher's house is very sweet. I used to think that if I use this well water to wash my face, will the beauty effect be good?" Su and An presented the watermelon to Han Zeang like a treasure, and the wind blowing from the alley dispelled it. Despite the heat of summer, the watermelon just taken out of the well is also sweet.

Han Zeang, who took a sip of the watermelon, saw Su Hean pursed his mouth and said nothing, and stretched out his hand helplessly: "Don't even bother to spit out the seeds?"

Su and An, who had their secret exposed, blushed and spat out two watermelon seeds that had been in their mouths for a long time into Han Zeang's palm: "It's just too lazy to take the trash can." up.

Su and An, who only vomited seeds into their parents' hands when they were young, were ashamed as children who were broken and wet the bed, but a small corner of their hearts couldn't help jumping for joy because Han Zeang spoiled themselves so much.

"What subjects did Teacher Xu teach before?" Two urbanites sitting in the corner eating watermelon chatted amidst the chirping of cicadas in the summer afternoon, enjoying a slow-paced life.

"Language."

"Do you visit every teacher?"

"No, Teacher Xu is special."

Su and An, who were full of watermelon, took all the watermelon seeds in Han Zeang's hand and threw them away, and then poured cool well water for him to wash his hands: "Let's rest for a while, when it's cooler outside, let's go to Xu Steal cucumbers from the teacher's field to eat."

Seeing that Su and An are so familiar with this place, Han Zeang guessed that Su and An must come to see Teacher Xu quite frequently, otherwise how could Su and An, who grew up in the city, adapt so well to life in the countryside.

"Why do you say Mr. Xu is special?" Han Zeang asked Su and An, who were leaning against the stone wall to rest because of eating too much.

Su and An raised their faces and looked at the sky where birds occasionally passed by and said slowly: "Because Mr. Xu made me feel that teachers are a great profession, and I have the desire to be a teacher since then."

When they were in junior high school, Su Hean was protected by Zhao Chen. Zhao Chen was enough for Su Hean who was satisfied with just one friend, not to mention that at that time he still had unclear thoughts about Zhao Chen. What are you doing with so many people around as light bulbs?

When it came to high school, Su Hean and Zhao Chen did not study in the same school because of moving.

In a school with no acquaintances, a group of children on the borderline between youth and maturity.No one went around Su and An Guangming and scolded him as a bitch like they did when they were young, and even nodded when classmates met each other.

But Su and An knew they were ostracized.

They will always be left behind when they are in groups, they will never be notified of temporary events, and the same table will leave their seats to chat with others after class.

Everyone maintained the distance of ordinary classmates, watching Su and An, the alien creatures, from afar.Occasionally, he looked at Su and An cautiously, but when he looked over, he quickly avoided it and pretended nothing happened, talking in a low voice.

Su and An didn't hear what they were saying clearly, but they always felt like animals being watched. Everyone was silently peeping at the difference between a sissy and a normal person.

Just when Su Hean couldn't maintain the smile on his face and lowered his head every day to weaken his sense of existence, teacher Xu, the head teacher, approached him.

"Su and An, remember. No one can hurt you without your permission."

You have to be strong is the strong's persuasion to the weak to stay out of it. Teacher Xu didn't do that, he just gently told Su and An how to resist this kind of harm.

"Teacher Xu, I don't understand." At that time, Su Hean didn't understand Teacher Xu's words, but he could understand the unreserved tolerance and gentleness in Teacher Xu's eyes. It seemed that to Teacher Xu, all students were just ordinary. It's just a student, and no one is a rare thing that they have never seen before.

Teacher Xu took Su Hean, who had no one to eat with, to the cafeteria. On the way, he explained to Su Hean what he just said: "I said you are ugly, will you be sad?"

"Yes..." Even though they are only high school students, Su Hean has already started to pay attention to their own image!

"But if you say I'm ugly, I won't be sad." Teacher Xu, who wears square-frame glasses and a plain shirt, was once secretly judged by the students as one of the least particular teachers.

Su He'an raised his head and looked at Teacher Xu quietly. He always felt that what Teacher Xu said next was very important.

"Words are not swords. You will be stabbed because you accept or even agree with other people's words, and internalize it into self-questioning. When you disagree with what others say and don't allow those words to hurt you, you will not be hurt. hurt."

As if thinking of something interesting, Teacher Xu chuckled and said, "Like my son, when I told him how you dress so ugly, he never felt sad, and would only say to me: You are the ugly one." !"

Su and An felt that they understood something, but they didn't quite understand it.I had a vague impression of Teacher Xu's words in my heart, and even felt an urge to cry with my nose sore, but I couldn't say a word about this truth after reading it.

"Mr. Xu, your dressing style is really not very good."

Su and An forgot how Teacher Xu reacted after he said such a sentence, probably knocked him on the head, right?

But after that day, Su and An gradually let go.No longer guessing the content of other people's conversations because of the whispers after they glanced at him, and no longer anxiously checking their clothes because of a small move of a passing person.

He also changed out of the sports bag that he had prepared to integrate into the group, and replaced it with a mint green shoulder bag that his sister bought for him, with a jackrabbit doll hanging on it.

What Su and An didn't expect was that his behavior of going back to himself made him make a few female friends. A group of people discussed TV plots and trendy clothing every day, and the chatter was very lively.Occasionally, a few boys who are rude to Su and An will be severely beaten back by the group of girlfriends.

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In such a life, the occasional sissy words that drifted into their ears could no longer stimulate Su and An to shrink back.Even if Su and An were dressed up that day, he would proudly walk around in front of each other twice: Huh, what's wrong with the girl, she is so beautiful.

Now Su and An haven’t reached the level of telling the students’ minds like Teacher Xu back then, but they have basically completed the goal of bringing strength to the students: “Actually, when I first became a teacher, I wanted to protect people like me before. , but then I found out that the students are actually very cute, I have to protect each of them!"

Han Zeang originally thought that Su He'an's ability to show his personality unabashedly was probably due to being favored by the Su family, but today he discovered that the reason why Su He'an was able to live so dazzlingly was because his heart was stronger than many people's. Be strong.

Like a diamond star, clear and hard, it is a rare treasure.

Han Zeang stretched out his hand and led Su and An who were standing against the wall into his arms. The chair couldn't fit the two big men, so Han Zeang simply let Su and An sit on his lap: "Let me tell you about my past. ..."

Han Zeang's youth, apart from his consistently top grades, had little to commend him, and nothing that could be called a story.But he wanted to talk to Su and An.

"...After returning to China, I joined the company. My experience is not interesting, and I don't know if you are interested, but I also want you to know me better." Han Zeang, who can't tell stories, talked about himself It was really boring when I went through it, but I said it very seriously.

Su and An also listened very seriously. The past experience cannot be understood when getting along, and only the story knows what Han Zeang looks like hidden in the past time.

Su and An originally thought about asking Han Zeang to talk about the past, but Han Zeang never said anything because he felt that he had nothing to say.

"You actually won the grand prize in the photography competition before, why didn't you tell me! The next time you go out to play and take pictures, I will leave it to you! You even participated in the boxing club. Are there many people with good figures in it... ...." In the eyes of Han Zeang, Su and An not only listened carefully to the boring life, but also accumulated a lot of things they wanted to say.

"Su and Ann."

"Ok?"

"Get up, you are a little heavy, my legs are numb." Su and An have recently returned to their ideal weight, but they are a big man after all, and Han Zeang feels that his legs are no longer his own.

"I, I am not heavy!"

hum.

I disagree.

This sentence can't hurt me!

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The author has something to say: An An is so cute, I can't help but want to tease him. (here specifically refers to molesting from weight _(:з」∠)_)