dream winter

On this day, Meng Dongchu went out to attend the fan appreciation meeting.

The thank-you meeting was held in a film and television center in the capital, and because it was a thank-you meeting, all the crews who could come came.Lin Heng, He Yun, Gu Minghe, and Tang Jun'an all participated, as well as movie fans and enthusiastic audiences. The atmosphere was very good.

Let's watch the behind-the-scenes of the filming together, chat about the gossip of the crew, and interact with fans.The rest of the time is for celebrities to communicate with fans alone.This is not an arrangement by the organizer, but a communication between the head of the fan club and the manager.Sister Xian asked Meng Dongchu before, and Meng Dongchu readily agreed.

Seeing Meng Dongchu approaching from a distance, a group of fans gathered together screamed.This movie Meng Dongchu is very popular with passers-by, and at most it has attracted many passerby fans. Those who can appear here in an organized manner are all old fans from before.While everyone was screaming, they were still very restrained, and there was no confusion due to madness.

A group of people rushed forward, sending flowers, gifts, and taking pictures.Seeing a group of people holding mobile phones, the camera is pointed at me, which is different from the reporter facing me, smiling and posing.

"Meng Shao, you laughed." The fan said while adjusting the camera angle.

"Why, is this rare?" Meng Dongchu asked.

"Don't you think? You've rarely smiled at events lately," another fan said.

"You used to have such a warm smile, but now you're a cool male god." Another fan chimed in.

"So exaggerated?" Meng Dongchu said with a smile.

"It's not spicy, but the frequency of laughing is really less. You used to laugh all the time."

……

When Meng Dongchu said this to his fans, he also loves to be close to people by nature, but after thinking about it, the previous sex is in the past tense, if the magazine broke about his affair with Yang Han, I don’t know what will happen.Thinking of this, he was a little dazed.

"Hey, where did Miss May go?"

"I don't know. I haven't seen her since the beginning?"

"No, before the interview started, she was still organizing us to enter the arena with the group leader, so she won't leave later."

"No way, she came all the way here from S City."

"Maybe it's the same as before, the company is temporarily busy."

……

"Who are you talking about?" Meng Dongchu heard their whispers.

"Miss May is the former head of your S city fan club, so I'm here specially this time." Someone replied immediately.

"She was your fan as soon as you debuted. She is now in her forties and has a son who is in high school. I really can't imagine that she will chase stars."

"Sister May's family runs a company and is super rich. The fan group in S City often organizes events. This time, she went out of the wallet to watch "Xia Ke" several times."

"That's right, Sister May is a local tyrant! Yesterday we invited all of us to a star-rated hotel for a meal."

"But you haven't seen her. She is very busy. She often helps us get tickets, but I can't come because I have something to do. In addition, you never came to the mainland to participate in program activities before."

Everyone talked in a hurry.

"Sister May, what's her last name?" Meng Dongchu asked suddenly.

"The surname is Jiang, I heard." After the girl was asked, she asked the people next to her for help, "Do you know which Jiang?"

The other party shook his head innocently: "I don't know either."

Hearing what they said, Meng Dongchu had a vague guess in his heart.At this time, someone shouted: "Young Master Meng, look over here."

He habitually turned his head to face the crowd standing on his far right. Behind the crowd, he saw a familiar yet unfamiliar figure.If you look closely, the person will disappear.

--is her?

is her!

Meng Dongchu immediately said: "I'm sorry, I have something to do right now, I'll ask Miss Xian to contact you tonight and invite you to dinner." He walked away while saying apologetic words.

Everyone knew him well, thought he had something important to do, so they gave way understandingly.

As soon as Meng Dongchu left the crowd and went to the place where the man was standing just now, the two bodyguards sent by Yang Han followed him.These days, they follow at any time, Meng Dongchu is used to it.This time... He paused in his pursuit, thinking about getting rid of them, but seeing their merciless appearance, he could only shake his head and let them go.

There was a door next to the man standing, and inside was a quiet corridor, few people passed by.Meng Dongchu walked in, and the sound of footsteps echoed in the corridor.

This floor has been taken over by the crew, and now everyone is inside, and the surroundings are very quiet, with few people.Meng Dongchu searched as he walked, and finally at the end of the aisle, he saw the back of a woman.

Hearing Meng Dongchu approaching, the man turned around.

He is in his 40s, and his hair is the obvious jet black that has been dyed, and it is loosely coiled.The eyebrows are carefully drawn, and the eyes are gentle. Looking closely, there are fine lines hidden in the corners of the eyes and lips.The clothes are elegant and generous, and he is stepping on high heels.She is always so elegant, if you ignore the tears in his eyes.Her tears were only a little, so as not to tear up her makeup.

Meng Dongchu understood, yes, mother should be such a woman.Over the years, nothing has changed.

The two bodyguards beside him also followed, and Meng Dongchu turned his head to look at them, with anger already in his eyes.Even at this moment, are they going to follow? !

They were seen by Meng Dongchu to retreat a little distance, but they did not leave.

"Dongdong." His mother called him by his nickname.

Meng Dongchu's expression was shocked, and he turned around, his eyes turned from anger to sadness in an instant, his lips moved, hesitating whether to call "Mom".

The mother kept staring at Meng Dongchu, looking up and down, as if she wanted to see clearly his height, weight, face, expression and mood, and remember this son clearly.

"I'm a little thinner, I've been very busy recently." Without embarrassment, Jiang Rumei spoke in an ordinary tone. It seemed to her that she had concealed the fact that she was still alive from her son for more than ten years, which seemed to be an ordinary thing to her.

Hearing his words, Meng Dongchu felt a surge of resentment and anger, he could only stiffen his neck and look away.

"Last time, Song Yuan came to see me and my husband. I know you saw me, and I saw you too." Meng Dongchu's mother said. "Ever since Song Yuan came to look for my family, I knew I wanted to see you."

When Meng Dongchu heard the words, he turned his gaze back again.Lazy and tired as usual, if he has tenderness in his mouth, then his indifference is his mask.

"Later... you didn't come to see me. You..." Jiang Rumei's tone gradually changed, as if she was suppressing some emotion and couldn't control it, "Afraid to come to see me. In fact, I was also afraid to come to see you, but I still I feel like I want to see you, Dongdong, I'm sorry for you, mother."

Meng Dongchu was touched by her words, his eyes flushed.

"I've thought about coming to see you this time for a long time. When I came to see you, I wanted to back down... Dongdong, mom is a weak person... I'm sorry..." Jiang Rumei's tears finally faded away, and she didn't cry Still weeping quietly, "I've been feeling very sorry for all these years, every time I see you on TV, my heart just..."

"Then, when you threw me to Meng Chengrui for yourself, you could bear it?"

"Dongdong, it was too hard back then. If you grew up by my side, it would be too hard for you and me. I can't bear it anymore." Jiang Rumei choked up and said without any excuse, directly admitting her heartlessness.They live in the top floor, a shed, a tube building, and work several jobs a day. After entering the factory, they work overtime and stay up all night. They run around with their heads buried in their heads.

"So you took advantage of the fire in the factory and came up with such a way to get rid of your son and turn around and marry a rich man. Haven't you ever thought about his pain of losing his mother?"

"Dongdong, I..." Jiang Rumei wanted to explain, but found that if she simplified the facts, it was just the accusations from Meng Dongchu's mouth, after all, she did it.At that time, the family also knew that Jiang Rumei was dating rich people, and everyone from her mother to several sisters agreed. At that time, Jiang Rumei was still hesitating how to explain to the other party that she had a child and how to make the child accept all this.Her younger sister came to the factory to look for her, mainly to persuade her sister to marry a rich man and return the child to Meng Dongchu's biological father with the intention of the family.

That evening, when the factory caught fire, her sister came up with the idea out of the blue.She said, "Aren't you afraid that your stubborn son will be wronged by being an oil bottle? It's just right now. The child passed away after crying and went to the father's place in Linhai City. It's much better than ours. It's not too early." Forgot about you." She said, "You are afraid that he will miss you and come to you, if he treats you as dead, there will be no problem in the future." She said, "Why are you still hesitating, after today , with your character, I don’t know how old you are and hesitated until that year. How old are you, do you still have this chance in the future? You’ll just stay here for the rest of your life?” She said, “Hurry up, make a quick decision, and make a decision today. .”

Jiang Rumei was already shaken. After hearing this, she immediately decided to listen to her sister.

"Back then, I thought that you would have a better life when you returned to your father's side than following me." Jiang Rumei gave up explaining and just said that. "So I...selfishly made the decision for you. I believe that Meng Chengrui will definitely give you a good environment, allowing you to grow up without worrying about food and clothing, and receive a good education."

"You can tell me all the reasons, and then let me go, you can't lie to me..." Meng Dongchu couldn't help shouting with complaints: "Mom!..."

It was very quiet all around.

Jiang Rumei, who had been holding back all this time, suddenly burst into tears when she heard this sentence.Over the years, she has always felt guilty and disturbed, and she has thought about finding this son many times, especially after seeing him appear on TV.But she didn't dare to let her son face this cruel reality, so she could only collect his film and television drama discs, magazines, read his interviews, and get to know him a little bit.Entertain his fans, do a little bit of heart, even if her son can't know, she can only do this.

Looking at the crying mother, Meng Dongchu suddenly saw his life in these years.The repression of childhood, the loneliness of a teenager, not being loved, being abandoned, being used... From the moment the woman in front of him made this decision, the gears of fate slowly ran over his body.At the most painful time in every stage of his life, he once thought about what kind of life he would live if he lived with his mother.

For him, it was the vision in his only match, which he relied on for warmth in the cold.Now the match flickered its last light and went out.

For a moment, he couldn't hold back his grief.However, he habitually suppressed it, and before shedding tears, he told himself that it was enough to finish calling "Mom", and he couldn't break down again.All these years, the only thing he had was himself, and when he collapsed, how could he live on.Can't crash, can't crash, can't crash...

In the end, Meng Dongchu hurried away amidst his mother's crying.

He took one last look at him at the end of the corridor as he left his mother.He found that no matter how much he blamed his mother now, he was very similar to his mother in many ways.Such as being gentle and affectionate, such as being weak, such as giving up, such as doing anything for a better life, but in the end, the conscience is disturbed.

He has no hatred for his mother in his heart.

He has no hatred for anyone.

As if he understood Song Yuan, he knew that many things were unavoidable.Now he kind of hated himself for being so like his mother.