dream winter

They drove all the way to 19th Street, which is a famous art district in City Y, where various avant-garde writers, down-and-out painters and musicians lived, and they opened bars, coffee shops and galleries.Meng Dongchu has a studio in a small alley here.

The studio is very chaotic, no one comes all the year round, and the dust is serious.

"I said, why haven't I heard that you have this studio? It's also called Jiang Mengdong's studio. Who is it? Jiang Mengdong?" He Nan asked while helping to clean up.

"Me, my former name." Meng Dongchu spread a layer of newspapers on the concrete floor, then a layer of matting, and then a layer of fabric, and then motioned He Nan to carry the mattress together.That extremely comfortable mattress, worth tens of thousands, imported from Europe, was decisively used to make the floor.

He Nan was amazed at Meng Dongchu's ability to survive.

"Back when I returned to China, Meng Chengrui prevented me from leaving Meng's as a designer. Later, when I got rich, I tried to open a studio by myself. I was really ready to operate well, so I bought this place. But you know what I mean Man, I'm lazy. Acting exhausts me to death. If you want me to design something against my will, I can die. Wouldn't this make the business unsustainable?"

"Then it's because you're lazy, too lazy to find someone to resell this place, and negotiate the price to lower the price, so you just keep it here, right." He Nan said while putting away the cardboard box.

"Yes, yes, yes, yes." Meng Dongchu was cruel back then. Even the sanitation facilities here are very complete and high-end, because he wanted to stay up late or retreat to create, but he didn't prepare a bed. There was a large sofa for a bed.Now that I think about it, I am very far-sighted, and I have left such a place for myself.

After the two finished packing, it was already three o'clock in the morning. To thank Yang Han, Meng Dongchu went out to the 24-hour convenience store to buy beer and vacuum-packed salted chicken legs and salted duck necks.

The two sat on the mattress in the middle of the night and drank wine.

In the rare silence, Meng Dongchu remembered that this day was really ups and downs. He was still filming during the day, but broke up twice at night and moved.He sneered a few times, picked up the important ones, made a reservation with He Nan with some reservations, and then continued to drink.

After hearing this, He Nan sighed and said, "Actually, you don't leave much room for yourself."

"Yes." Meng Dongchu nodded.

He Nan was a little surprised. The usual Meng Dongchu couldn't criticize casually. It wasn't that he was too petty and caressing, but it would touch some crazy nerve in him.It was odd that he would nod in acknowledgment.

"Actually, you should save some money for yourself. You use your own money to gamble, and Meng Chengrui's money to gamble. When things come to an end, what should you do if you have nothing? You can't do anything without money."

"Yes."

"Actually, you shouldn't offend so many people. Since you don't consider yourself a member of the Meng family, you should establish a good relationship with people in the circle early. This way you won't have to be so passive in the future."

"Yes."

"Just like today, even if you don't want to, you can use a method that doesn't offend Yang Han. You don't need to destroy this friendship. You don't care what he thinks of you. It’s not easy to get a little sand.”

"is true."

"And..." He Nan wanted to say that he shouldn't be so impulsive about the Meng family, but he didn't say it.He knew that if it was him, he would definitely hide behind the door and keep quiet. Even if he was bullied again, he couldn't offend everything that was good for him. They used him, and he just used them again.It's just that this is too carefree, unlike Meng Dongchu who would do something.

"You're right, right, right, what's the use, you won't really do that. Well, I'm going crazy if I don't accompany you. I'll go back and have a rest. I still have work tomorrow."

"Bye." Meng Dongchu said.

Finally calmed down, Liu Meng Dongchu came down alone, facing the huge studio.Too many things happened this day, it was like a roaring noise that suddenly stopped, this moment of silence made people feel dizzy and heartbroken.

He sat on the bed, looking at the messy guest room full of untidy clothes, those chaotic thoughts almost overwhelmed him.

On Meng Ziyu's birthday, the members of the Meng family gathered together.He is upstairs alone.

Wearing brand-name clothes like selling goods on the street was ridiculed by classmates in noble schools.

Sisters and younger brothers were arguing, it was so lively, and he was reading a book by himself.

At the age of 17, he was isolated by classmates with good grades in the class.

After evening self-study, he was locked up in the teaching building.

Or get stuck in a toilet.

He was scolded for being an illegitimate child and started beating him.

When the family quarreled, the words and swords hit his heart.

……

Before he learned to pack himself with dandyism and incompetence, there were already scars.

He knew no one would come to save him, and he didn't want to be saved.

Maybe being dragged into the abyss is fine.

Drowsy, he didn't want to think about it, he was too tired, so he fell asleep with his clothes on.

A burst of mobile phone ringing woke him up, and it was already the next morning, and the number showed that it was Sister Xian.

"Xiao Meng, what did you do yesterday?" Sister Xian asked worriedly on the phone.

"What's wrong?" Meng Dongchu sighed slowly, since he had acted so violently, he could bear any consequences.

"The assistant director of "Splendid Dream" called me and told you not to go. They will replace your role. They will pay us the compensation that should be paid."

Meng Dongchu squeezed the phone tightly, and smiled for some reason: "Yang Han did it?"

"Why, you and Yang Han also have a problem?" Sister Xian was keenly aware of it.

"Who did that?"

"I used to have a colleague who is now working in their production company. He told me that it seems to mean Meng Shi? Your father, you still have friendship with their boss, and the costume sponsorship for several films is Meng Shi. .”

Meng Dongchu was silent. Although the Meng family had a financial crisis, they could still survive for a while.

Meng Dongchu lay down on the bed, not speaking.

"The man told me that they were also in a dilemma. There is room for maneuver. Don't you have a good relationship with Yang Han? Let him come forward and talk about it. Otherwise, if you say that this is spreading, everyone will know about you." Have you been kicked out by your family? This Meng family has not fallen, so I will give you all the way..."

"Okay, stop talking, I won't go if you don't want me to go. Hang up, I have something to do." Meng Dongchu said and hung up the phone.

He didn't expect that it was not Yang Han who wanted to kill him first, but his father.Sometimes Meng Dongchu really felt that he was stupid, yes, he had known for a long time that Meng Chengrui was such a cruel and ruthless person who only recognized interests, but he still hoped that at least he would care about even a little affection for his son.

I knew early on that I couldn't save myself.

So I have learned a long time ago to stand up in the abyss.