There was a tremor in his voice.

He looked forward to the answer he was about to hear.

Chi Luo withdrew from the chaotic emotions, coughed twice in disguise, and turned his head to look at Gu Chi: "...As a future film star, it is scary to always faint on the red carpet."

Gu Chi reacted, a trace of disappointment flashed in his eyes, but he quickly covered it up.

However, Chi Luo caught the trace of loss, and felt a little indescribable.

Gu Chi smiled for a while, and waved his hands indifferently: "What future actor, I never cared."

As he spoke, he took his phone and opened Zhihu, entered the word "panic disorder", and then handed the phone to Chi Luo.

"It's too troublesome to explain carefully, you can see it after looking at it."

Chi Luo took it, clicked on the most answered question, and read it one by one.

The written description was flat and pale, but even so, Chi Luo had the illusion that his breathing was not smooth and his heartbeat was not stable.

And when it comes to real experience... Chi Luo doesn't want to imagine it anymore.

Gu Chi also took a pack of biscuits, and added while eating: "Different people feel differently, and the degree is also different, but the symptoms are similar, and they all yearn to return to a safe area or a trusted person in extreme fear. Public places with a lot of people are especially prone to outbreaks."

Surround yourself with trusted people.

Chi Luo repeated the word in his heart.

After reading more than a dozen answers, Chi Luo returned the phone to him.

"When did it start?" Chi Luo looked at him.

Gu Chi's expression tensed up.

A thought flashed across Chi Luo's mind: "That car accident, right?"

He looked into Gu Chi's eyes: "Why did you have a car accident over there? Why have you been deliberately avoiding talking about it with me?"

Gu Chi's expression seemed to freeze, and he looked at Chi Luo with even a bit aggressive eyes.

Gu Chi met his eyes, remained silent for a long time, and whispered: "Didn't you guess it?"

Chi Luo's eyes didn't move: "I want you to tell me yourself."

Gu Chi was taken aback for a moment, then smiled helplessly for a while.

"As you guessed, it was caused by a car accident. Like that scar, it is a masterpiece of that car accident."

Gu Chi looked away: "As for the time, it will be about ten days after you cut off all communication with me."

He emphasized his tone: "but this matter really has nothing to do with you."

There is no silver 300 taels here.

Chi Luo thought for the first time.

He looked at Gu Chi and forced him to continue talking with his eyes.

Gu Chi glanced at him, sighed insignificantly, and said in a tone of giving up struggling: "It is true that I am in a bad mood because I can't find you, but this is not the root cause of that car accident. "

"Two trivial things that are not serious, when put together, maybe one plus one is greater than two. I just happened to meet this kind of coincidence." Gu Chi smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's my parents , oh no... ex-parents?"

Chi Luo was taken aback for a moment, realizing that this statement was very strange.

"They filed for a divorce, and they were unwilling to ask for custody." Gu Chi described the matter in a calm tone, "They pushed around like kicking a ball, even though I was less than a year away from becoming an adult at that time, but They were particularly intense."

"It was only later that I found out that they already had someone else to marry, and I was a burden to everyone. They even compared the amount of child support they could give each other, just to avoid living with me."

Gu Chi suddenly let out a low laugh and shrugged his shoulders: "It's interesting, isn't it? I'll give you 100 million and let the child leave me."

Chi Luo looked at him, opened his mouth but made no sound.

"I am so filial, so of course I will take the initiative to lighten the burden on the elders." Gu Chi spread his hands indifferently, "I said that I can live on my own, as long as they each pay half of my study and living expenses. For my sensibleness, they I was so moved that I offered to support me through college, not into adulthood."

Gu Chi smiled: "Do you know why I studied acting?"

The answer "Because you are good enough to play" floated in Chi Luo's mind, but he was immediately overwhelmed by more and more heavy emotions.

"Because——expensive." Gu Chi said these three words one by one, and smiled, "They didn't say how much the upper limit of child support was when they talked about the terms, and I also know that their financial conditions are enough to support me. If you go to an art school, there may be some sequelae, such as not being able to afford the high-end decoration of the new house for the two of you."

Gu Chi smiled, and seemed very satisfied with his correct choice: "Although they wanted to renege on the debt, after all, I signed an agreement with them in black and white - although I don't know if it has legal effect, but I think people with a bit of social status like them would not dare to cut off my child support in a grand manner, they were very happy on the night of signing."

Gu Chi snapped his fingers: "It's a matter of course."

Chi Luo had no expression on his face, he just stared at Gu Chi's movements and expressions motionlessly.

Watching him use calm and unwavering emotions to tell the cold and somewhat unreal past of "negotiating conditions" with his biological parents.

The two stared at each other silently for a long time.

Gu Chi's snapping hand was still hanging in the air, keeping the original posture still.

After a moment of silence, Gu Chi didn't get any response from Chi Luo, so he added in a low voice: "I'm done."

Chi Luo still didn't speak.

Gu Chi's expression became puzzled, and it took another half a minute before he continued to test: "You..."

As soon as he said the first word, his words were blocked back.

Chi Luo lifted her body up vigorously, hugged him, pressed his neck and buried his head in the hollow of her shoulder.

Gu Chi: "..."

He struggled in a daze, but immediately stopped moving.

Only then did Gu Chi realize that all his muscles were tense before, and now he relaxed unpreparedly, and buried himself in Chi Luo's arms.

Chi Luo hugged him clumsily, without saying a word.

You didn't finish, Chi Luo thought.

But I don't want to hear from you.

The night of the car accident was the day you signed that ridiculous agreement with your parents.

Chi Luo vaguely recalled that he had always strongly opposed him secretly learning to drive as a minor.Thinking about it now, the hatred for his unlicensed driving at that time may have been foreshadowed in the dark.

Chi Luo felt his heart tremble, he knew that no matter how casually Gu Chi recounted the incident at this moment, he could still imagine how much despair this pretendingly strong man in his arms experienced that night.

After imagining, I can't stop the distress and sorrow from the bottom of my heart.

One plus one is greater than two.

Lovers lost contact, families broke up.

For Gu Chi after that night, one minus one equals zero.

Chi Luo tightened his arms holding Gu Chi little by little.

He suddenly felt that, in fact, for such a long time, in the face of Gu Chi's strong desire to live a safe and happy life, his awkward suspicion of "he is not from the same world as him" seemed completely insignificant.

The author has something to say: The author who was tortured to the point of dementia at the end of the semester hopes that these two will fall in love immediately. Thank you

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