I am a cat

The bedtime story is over, but Gao Yang can't fall asleep anyway.

How similar Xiao Xiao is to him, since she was a child she didn't feel her father's love, neither did Xi Jiangyue, nor did Su Mo.Thinking of Su Mo, he suddenly felt a little distressed. In his memory, to be precise, in the memory of her brother Xiao Xiao, the black cat, Su Mo never mentioned his father during the few months he spent with it. When other people laugh and quarrel with their father, Su Mo can stare at them, but there is nothing in his eyes. Maybe Su Mo hides too deeply, or maybe he really doesn't feel anything. He looks at them like a neighbor , they left, the place was empty, and he was still staring at that place.

Where did Su Mo's father go?Gao Yang didn't know, and Xiao Xiao's brother didn't know either.

Su Mo's mother didn't often mention it, and his father seemed to disappear out of thin air.

Stretching out his hand to look at the palm prints, the sky is about to dawn, tomorrow, no, today is the day to go to class, he is destined to go to school with a pair of dark circles under his eyes.Will Su Mo have the same reaction when he sees it?

No way, I should have gotten used to it by now.

When Su Mo saw it, he wasn't surprised at all, he just passed the breakfast indifferently, and walked side by side with him on the way to school.

"Do you often suffer from insomnia?"

"Ah?" Gao Yang asked vaguely while biting a sandwich.

"Are you insomnia? I often see you with dark circles." Su Mo asked again.

"No." Gao Yang swallowed the sandwich in his mouth, "Some nights, when I think about something, I can't fall asleep. I fell asleep for a while last night, but I just felt that the alarm clock rang when I fell asleep."

Then I don't know if it was his psychological effect, when I washed my face in the morning, I felt the eyes with the black cat tattoo blinked again.

Su Mo nodded and said with a smile: "There are so many things to think about, and I can't think of flowers."

Gao Yang took a bite of the sandwich in his hand, and said vaguely: "I can't help it until the early morning after thinking about it. There are some things that you can't think about."

Su Mo nodded, and said again: "Have you finished your homework?"

Gao Yang shook his head: "I haven't done it."

"..." Su Mo turned his head to look in surprise, and said word by word, "Didn't do it?"

"Yeah." Gao Yang threw the rubbish into the trash can on the side of the road, "I never do my homework."

A good boy like Su Mo probably never thought that he could not do his homework, defy the teacher, and refute the so-called reasoning of the adults, so he watched Gao Yang say these things indifferently, his eyes widened, and he watched Gao Yang.

Gao Yang couldn't help laughing, rubbed Su Mo's head, and said, "Even if a person like me doesn't learn, even if he abandons himself, Lao Gao will put me in a prestigious university for the sake of face."

"This is...Pin Dad." Su Mo looked down at Lu.

People are really different.That girl looked so young, how could she earn so much money and pay for the house in full? It must have been given by her father.There are so many people fighting for their fathers now, and they can't fight too hard, but let's not talk about it for now, there is still a father anyway, how about you?Not even a father, in the future...

Later later later!I don't want to think about the future.

"What's the matter with you?" Gao Yang hugged Su Mo's shoulder, "Why are you suddenly... depressed."

Su Mo shook his head, smiled forcedly, and said, "Let's go, we're going to be late."

Gao Yang sat in the classroom for a long time and still could not hear the class bell ringing. In the past, when the class bell did not ring, [-]% of the people in the classroom were studying, but today, for some reason, [-]% of the people were chatting God, chattering, Gao Yang rubbed his hair irritably.

Su Mo was reciting an ancient poem, and it just happened to memorize "The grandeur is like Feng Xu's driving the wind, but he doesn't know where it stops; fluttering like the independence of the world, becoming immortal." His voice was soft, Gao Yang lay on the table and listened quietly With that, my heart slowly calmed down.

After calming down, those chaotic voices suddenly became clear.

"Hey, where did you go on vacation?" This is what the girl in the last row said. "I didn't go anywhere, I was locked up by my dad to help." This is what the girl in front of her said. "It's okay to be locked up in the bookstore. My dad asked me to go to work with him, saying that he was going to experience life in advance, and I was exhausted." This is what the male deskmate of the girls in the last row said.

"Wu Qin, what are you doing on vacation?" Wu Qin's deskmate said.Wu Qin stopped reciting, said with a smile: "Nothing, my parents came back and stayed with them. It's time for class, so hurry up and recite."

"Hey, do you know about depression?" Gao Yang froze and looked at the girl obliquely in front of him.She was sitting in the second row, a little distance from them. Under the cover of the noisy voice in the classroom, Su Mo must not be able to hear her. "I know a little bit, what's the matter?" She asked at the same table.The girl said mysteriously: "My mother has a friend who is a psychiatrist. A classmate in our class has been diagnosed with depression by my mother's friend." "Ah?" Everyone was looking at her and whispered: "Who is it?"

The girl glanced back at Su Mo, and when she saw Gao Yang's warning eyes, she turned back awkwardly, and said softly, "I'll talk about it later, class is on."

The Chinese teacher stepped on the class bell and came in. At this time, the classroom was filled with the sound of reading aloud. Even Gao Yang, who was lying on the table out of place, couldn't help straightening his back and talking beside Su Mo.Instead of studying, he said, "Su Mo, have you been to the hospital during the holidays?"

Su Mo stopped after reading the text once, and said, "No."

"Have you seen any doctor?"

"No, what's wrong?"

"Oh, it's okay, just ask."

Su Mo continued to recite the book without knowing why, while Gao Yang supported his head with his hands, frowning slightly.Su Mo has never seen any psychiatrist, so how could he diagnose depression?Isn't it Su Mo, there are other people in the class suffering from depression?But why is that girl looking back at Su Mo?

He Ning who was behind him poked his back, and when he looked back, He Ning had already lowered his head to look at his book. He was just about to ask what happened when he suddenly realized that there was no sound of reading in the classroom at some point. He could feel a clear chill at the back of his head... It felt like his head turned back after a year. Looking at the Chinese teacher with a big belly, Gao Yang sneered and said, "Teacher, what's the matter?"

Everyone in the first class was gloating at him, except Su Mo.

The Chinese teacher with a big belly sneered, "Do you think you are a thinker? You have been yelling for a long time, and you are deaf. If you don't know, you think you are deaf. You come out." He swept the classroom, "You guys, continue to memorize, stop working Well?"

The sound of Lang Lang's reading sounded again, and Gao Yang followed the Chinese teacher out of the classroom indifferently.On the way to the teacher's office, the Chinese teacher had already started to teach a lesson: "Gao Yang, I'm not talking about you. It's not good to transfer to another school at this time of senior year. You also know that you came here because of money. You should study hard. It is not easy for your parents to earn money. Did they send you here so that you can hang out here? Before you told your head teacher that you wanted to sit with Su Mo, your head teacher thought Su Mo could help you, so you have a good time with him Su Mo is learning, but what about you? Why are you still so careless?"

The Chinese teacher sat on the chair, looked up at Gao Yang with a look of indifference, and said angrily: "You are a beautiful woman, how can you be a thief?! Gao Yang, look at your quiz before the holiday. You almost handed in a blank paper. The penultimate one is still a few points lower, are you embarrassed?"

Gao Yang nodded, then quickly shook his head.

The Chinese teacher let out a sigh of relief in his chest, stared at him and said: "These words should have been said by your head teacher, but you also know that your head teacher is soft-tempered, good-tempered, and afraid of hurting your heart... You also understand your head teacher... "

Gao Yang blinked, innocently said: "I understand."

The Chinese teacher scolded: "Your consideration is to finish guessing the math multiple-choice questions and then write a solution and hypothesis on each big question? You... I have never seen a student like you in my teaching for more than [-] years!" He Hitting the table, Gao Yang was startled.

There is no teacher in the office now, the teachers who have morning classes have gone to the class to guard, and those who don't have morning classes have not yet come.Gao Yang hurriedly pulled out his hands from his pockets and obediently put them behind his back, bowed his head and said, "Teacher, I really don't know how to do it."

"You can't learn if you can't do it! Everyone's intelligence is about the same, why can't you if others can? As long as you can read my Chinese papers, you can do it? You're good. I handed in a crumpled answer sheet, you really..." The teacher pointed at him and cursed, "A piece of rotten wood."

Rotten wood cannot be carved, and mud cannot climb walls.

"You should reflect on yourself here, and come back after class!" The Chinese teacher walked out angrily and closed the door.

Gao Yang watched his back getting smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared around the corner, tears suddenly rolled down his face.He wiped away in panic.How similar, how similar to Lao Gao's back, when he was young, Lao Gao only left him with one back, and never looked back.

Some people can see Lao Gao's smiling face, while others can only see Lao Gao's back.Some people can have Lao Gao's hug, while others can only see Lao Gao's indifference.Some people can laugh with Lao Gao, while others can only scold Lao Gao.In either case, he can only be the latter.

Lao Gao is a treacherous businessman who will not be gentle.

Until, he saw that Lao Gao's face blossomed when facing others.

The author has something to say: Today is also the second update, this is the first update