I am a cat

Su Mo said, "Why do you ask this suddenly?"

Gao Yang let go of his hand, finally took out a cigarette and lit one, and said, "Just ask."

Su Mo smiled and said, "She's pretty good. She's the top student in our class. She's also enthusiastic about others, and she's pretty when she smiles. The people in our class are also pretty good."

Gao Yang said: "But why don't you usually play with them?"

Su Mo became a little disappointed, and said, "I'm so boring..."

Gao Yang hugged him again, and said seriously to his face: "No, it's just that those who don't have a deep relationship with you will find you boring."

When Gao Yang was talking, a puff of smoke came over, Su Mo choked, looked at the road and said, "Did you also think I was boring before?"

——Yeah, I almost left the stall.

Gao Yang smiled, pinched out the cigarette he just lit, and said, "I just think you're quite defensive, and it's quite comfortable to be with you afterwards."

Su Mo watched him throw the cigarette on the road casually, and asked, "Have you been smoking?"

The school is not strictly controlled, and there are quite a few smokers in his class, but he has never seen Gao Yang smoke. Sometimes he also smells of cigarettes, but it may be from the toilet.

Gao Yang said with a smile: "I haven't smoked all the time, otherwise I wouldn't have grown so tall. It seems to have started at the age of 15. It's quite relaxing to have one once in a while."

Su Mo said: "Smoking is not good for the lungs."

Gao Yang said helplessly: "I know, Chen Sheng always talks about this."

"Who is Chen Sheng?"

"I was young and very gentle with people."

When Gao Yang was bored, he would think, if Chen Sheng wasn't the gentle type, would he still be friends with him?Probably not.

Gao Yang continued: "He is a person who loves food so much that he eats himself to make him fat. His parents are also very gentle. Although they always scold him, they are really kind to him."

Once the chatterbox is opened, it cannot be closed. Gao Yang said: "It is much better than Lao Gao and Lao Xu. Hey, let me tell you, when I was young, Lao Gao didn't care about me, and Lao Xu didn't care. If it wasn't for Chen Sheng to take me I went to his house to eat and drink... I starved to death." His voice dropped, "The nanny I hired at that time was not delicious at all, but it was just for display, and many dishes were half-cooked. Eat, Lao Xu said, how could such a good-looking dish not taste good, she said I was picky eater, but she didn’t try it, and she often left without changing her shoes when she went home.”

Gao Yang slowed down, and the two walked slowly on the asphalt road.

Gao Yang continued: "Old Gao is even worse, I'm afraid he is still in the company when I die that day, he won't even know."

He stopped and lowered his head: "Chen Sheng's parents are more like my parents than they are. How can there be parents like this?"

Su Mo bit his lip and patted his back lightly.

He rested his head on Su Mo's shoulder, and said again: "How can there be such parents? They never care about me, they don't care about me, as if I... I was picked up by him. How can there be such a thing?"

His voice was crying, as if he wanted to prove that he didn't cry, and said again: "So I have been rebellious since I was a child, and I don't have a good face when I face them, but they don't seem to care. There is a picture of In the painting, I am leaning against a tall and strong tree. Beside it is a tree with many branches and slender. The tall and strong one is Lao Gao. When I was young, I thought he was my reliance, but later I figured it out. , I can’t rely on anyone but myself. The tree with many branches and tenderness is Lao Xu. When I was young, I thought that a mother should be like most mothers...gentle, but she is not gentle. "

Su Mo felt a hot drop of water melt into his clothes on his shoulder, stinging his skin.

The breeze was still gentle, it slowly brushed over the treetops and Su Mo's face in this dark night.The chirping of insects seemed to become far away, and there were only two people snuggling on the road with no end in sight.

You see, I have been so lonely since childhood.

Su Mo patted him on the back and said, "When I was young, my dad was gone, and my mom was busy too. She opened a restaurant, wanted to raise me, paid my tuition fees, and supported a family. Who doesn't need it?" Money? It was stressful, so I grew up alone. I was so boring and I didn't make any friends."

You see, I am also lonely, from childhood to adulthood.

When Gao Yang raised his head, he had already returned to his indifferent look.He kicked a small stone on the road and walked on the side of the road, Su Mo walked side by side with him.His hand was still on Su Mo's shoulder and he didn't put it down. He took out the cigarette with the other hand, thought for a while and put the cigarette back into his pocket.The two walked on the road in silence.

Occasionally a car passes by, illuminating two people, one in white and one in black, and someone with a bad temper will yell at them: "Black and white are impermanent! Wandering on the road!"

Usually the two look at each other and smile, and then continue to "sway".

The road is so long, the life is so long, you see, two single-winged birds can soar together, and two lonely people may not be able to avoid loneliness when they are together, but they can be lonely together.

Gao Yang still couldn't understand why Su Mo was so sure that Xijiangyue would not hurt them?Oh, what Su Mo said was that Xijiangyue will not hurt us.Does it mean that Xi Jiangyue can't hurt them, even if they attack?But Su Mo is just a normal person, how can a normal person contend with a demon?

When they returned to the hotel, the front desk watched them enter the elevator shoulder to shoulder with complicated expressions.

The two said good night to the door of the room, and then walked into their room.

Gao Yang breathed a sigh of relief, not because Su Mo came back intact, but because he finally said something. He hadn't told Chen Sheng about these things, but Chen Sheng knew that he kept it in his heart.Chen Sheng is very gentle and careful most of the time, and would joke and complain with him.

Thinking of Chen Sheng, he smiled.It's so silly to smile into an empty room by yourself, but luckily no one knows.

Without Chen Sheng's family, he wouldn't dare to think about what he would be like now.

When he was 12 years old, Lao Gao left after eating, and Lao Xu was shopping with another person, he didn't know what to do.After thinking about it for a long time, he had no choice but to go and play with Chen Sheng.He clearly remembered that when he ran into Chen Sheng's house, Chen Sheng's mother was handing Chen Sheng a big red envelope, his eyes were red instantly, and tears spread down and dripped onto the new clothes he had just changed.That day was the first day of the new year, the day to receive red envelopes.But he didn't receive the red envelope, and he couldn't even see his parents.

Seeing him, Chen Sheng's father hugged him quickly, handed him the red envelope that should be given to Chen Sheng, and said with a smile, "Happy New Year, don't cry on the first day of the new year."

He knew he couldn't cry, but he cried harder.

Chen Sheng's mother gently patted his back to wipe away the snot bubbles from his crying.Chen Sheng silently handed over his water glass, because he would get thirsty after crying for a long time.

It's really ironic, I can't pass the New Year myself, but I want to destroy other people's New Year's.

He lay on the bed, took out his mobile phone, and Chen Sheng's message popped up: Gao Yang, please reply after going to the ancient temple.

Gao Yang replied "Yes", and the phone call came back quickly.

Chen Sheng laughed and said, "I tell you some good news!"

Gao Yang closed his eyes, he didn't turn on the light, but when he opened his eyes, the things in the room still flashed in front of his eyes.Gao Yang heard his voice and said comfortably: "What good news?"

Chen Sheng laughed and said, "Do you still remember Zhang Dieqian in your class?"

Gao Yang asked in confusion, "Who is it?"

Chen Sheng said with distaste: "It's the deskmate of the flower in your class, the one who is so cute. You must not know. Before, you would have to think about the name of your deskmate before, and then point to a boy in our class and say, that It's my table at the same table. "Chen Sheng learned particularly, Gao Yang said, Chen Sheng continued to laugh:" She promised me! "

Gao Yang didn't understand, and said: "What did you promise? To be your girlfriend? That's fine, Fatty, congratulations on having another fling."

Chen Sheng stopped laughing after hearing this, and said regretfully, "It's been a while."

"..."

Chen Shengdao: "She said she likes tall and thin boys, and if I lose weight, she will promise me."

Gao Yang got up and walked to the window, and asked: "Then you want to lose weight from now on?"

"Yeah!" Chen Sheng answered very firmly, "If I succeed in losing weight, I will be a beautiful woman."

Gao Yang has rarely heard Chen Sheng so determined. The last time Chen Sheng was 16 years old and wanted to run away from home with him. Chen Sheng’s mother was watching them quietly at the airport, shedding tears. At that time, Chen Sheng ran over and hugged them. She said firmly: "I will never run away from home again." Gao Yang said in a daze, "What if this is just an excuse for her to reject you?"

Chen Sheng said indifferently: "It's okay, I was already thin at that time, I looked in the mirror for a long time, if I lost weight, I would be one of the most handsome guys! At least the school grass level, I will chase after others."

Gao Yang was silent, then smiled for a while and said, "Your thinking has improved."

Chen Sheng smiled and said: "That's right! Let's not talk about it, I'm going to run to lose weight."

"Ah."

If Chen Sheng succeeded in losing weight but was rejected, he should be sad.From childhood to adulthood, among the girls he has chased, there has never been a single girl who made him make up his mind to lose weight. This is the first one. I hope she won't let Chen Sheng down, and don't let myself down either.

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