[Comprehensive British and American] The Dark Lord of the Red Tin Can

When Tony sobered up the next day, he almost didn't remember yesterday's conversation, except for the sentence of adoption that kept lingering in his mind.

In fact, he hadn't thought about children at all before this. Having children in his current situation is definitely a disaster for the next generation. He still feels that he is not happy enough, and there are a lot of responsibilities waiting for him to bear. Children are not adding to the chaos.

This idea coincides with Tom's at the beginning, but if you think about it too much, it's not the case.

The key is that the object is a boy like Pete, and his image of Tony is actually a bit subtle. Although he chose to give up on him in the end, the boy didn't hold any resentment towards him. The aftermath feeling of escaping.

Such a person's heart is extremely strong, and more importantly, how old is he?It's not normal for Tony to feel like he hasn't read him all the way through a kid in his early teens.

Tom obviously also discovered these situations, but unlike him, Tom must have read out more information than him. Although this person is sometimes a little arrogant, his arrogance is justified, at least to a certain extent. It is indeed difficult to reach people, and this includes reading people's hearts.

However, under such circumstances, Tom still wants to adopt, which has to be said that Tony can't understand.

Today is another fine day with a big sun, and the salty sea breeze makes people feel better. When Tony came out of the room, the little clumsy hand was passing in front of him, holding a bowl of soup in his hand. The direction is towards the lawn.

There was a shadow near the wall next to the lawn, where a few long wooden chairs were placed. In addition to the sofa in the living room, Tom also liked to sit there and think about things. It seemed that this bowl of soup should be Tom's hangover soup.

He never thought that Tom, who looked so proud, was actually a drinker. Sure enough, he shouldn't have induced that guy to drink.

Tom squatted on the chair and waited for the little clumsy to bring the soup. Although he was a little worried that the little clumsy would get caught in the lawn and spill all the hangover soup that had been made for 10 minutes, but now he has a headache It felt like he didn't want to go over and carry it himself.

Tony was used to drinking hangover tea, so he had no interest in such a big bowl of soup. He collapsed on the chair next to him and watched Tom drink a big bowl in one gulp with no expression on his face.

To be honest, the clumsy culinary skills still need to improve...

"Tom, how long are you going to live here?"

This question made Tom immediately think that Tony might be stupid because he drank yesterday, because Tony said that he would stay to study his wand, and he also said that Tony had the right to use it at any time. He kicked out and now asks how long he intends to live

But immediately he realized that this was not what it meant on the surface.

Pete's adoption was right for him, and he asked Tony for his opinion yesterday, making it seem like the two of them were going to fuck...

It sounded like that, everyone felt that he was going to live here for a long time.

"How...how are you doing with your research?" Although he didn't want to admit it, Tom actually felt a little tight in his chest. He had a strong desire not to be alone, and Tony was one of the few people he didn't think the other person was so stupid as to be scary.

And now compared to the beginning, he didn't know what to do. In fact, he got fragmented clues much faster than before when he stayed with Tony.

"Probably... it will take a while."

After living for a while, Tony almost forgot about this matter, because the frequency of his study of wands has become more and more relaxed, and after yesterday's accident, he has not asked Tom for a wand, as if he had a cohabitant, and the wand Just an ancillary matter.

At the beginning, Tony felt that he would not be used to living with another person, especially after two or three days after he knew the temper of this person, he felt more and more that there might be conflicts between them, and then he would put this person Throw it out.

But that never happened. Tom’s arrogance unexpectedly did not arouse his disgust. Maybe he parted ways after thinking about the research, or maybe it was based on the idea of ​​working together. In short, there are many reasons that can be found, but Tony It is also clear that that is not the whole factor.

They lived in peace for more than half a month. From the first day, Tom seemed to regard this place as his own home. The most important thing is that this appearance did not make Tony feel offended. This is the most basic thing in their cohabitation life. .

Tony himself can't count how many days and nights he has lived alone. Even the partners who grew up with him at the beginning turned their faces and refused to recognize anyone because of the company's control.

He once thought that companions are not so important, and that being alone is actually good, so that you don't have to consider other people's feelings. If you need a woman, you can have a one-night stand. A lifetime is too long. At least for now, no one can make him make this promise.

It’s really strange that it’s a man who can make him feel that life like this is good all the time. This man has a bad temper and often needs you to treat him gently. He doesn’t say a word when he eats. ... If you want to talk about shortcomings, Tony can pick out a lot after spending more than 20 days together.

But if there must be something that can bury all the shortcomings, it is probably that Tom never says anything, one is one, two is two, and the decisions he made will never be changed, no matter whether Tom disdains to use tricks on those "ants" Or something else, Tony liked that, and Tom never did what was promised to him.

Although the advantage of keeping promises seems to be only valid for specific people, it certainly does not include people he doesn't like or doesn't know, but... I have said that there are many disadvantages...

Well, although the advantages are indeed very limited, but if the relationship between people only depends on various conditions, then some people will probably explode in popularity.

The two were silent for a while, Tom tilted his head, he actually had some thoughts in his mind, and even he could guess that Tony should agree with him, but he just didn't want to say it.

He never wanted to be in a weak position, even if everything was what he wanted, it would have to be done for him by someone else.

Tony was so lucky to understand the expressionless Tom's thoughts in such a short moment, so he tacitly did not mention the time of living together, but continued yesterday's topic, "Are we going to adopt Pete?"

We are used here, and there is no sense of disobedience at all, as if the conversation just now did not exist.

Regarding Tony still remembering the topic he casually mentioned yesterday, Tom is having a hard time now. In fact, he regretted it a little after he asked about it yesterday. As for that boy, he doesn’t seem to want him to go on the wrong path. Seems pretty good.

This wish is like a path that he may have missed before. There is no chance to do it again in life, so Tom feels that he will never have such emotions as regret. It is precisely the most useless idea, but in another person When you see a familiar situation, you will have the desire to change.

In addition, after the parties also expressed their desire to be together, and Tony didn't seem to be so resistant, everything should have been logical, but Tom hesitated again.

"Although I don't remember what kind of person I was before, Tony, but the first day I met him, I felt that the boy was really similar to me, not on the surface, but on the inside."

Tony listened quietly, he still didn't know what this man was going to say.

"He looks really calm. Although he said in the transcript that he likes the reunion, I also believe that children will always have some heroic plots, but you know, if you leave him alone, in the future One day, he is likely to become your opponent, and it can even be said that when your golden generation passes, he will rule the world."

The amount of information revealed in this passage is a bit large, so that Tony's first reaction is that Tom is joking with him.

Tom took a sip of the soup unhurriedly. It seemed that the soup had no seasoning at all, and it was as weak as plain water.

"You didn't see his low self-esteem and pride, nor his ambition, let alone the anger he thought he hid well, just like... me."

Tony: "..." Why do I always feel that this paragraph contains more information than the previous paragraph!

"But he is much more humane than me. At least for now, he has not completely become like me, so he expressed to me his wish to live together." Tom didn't say the next sentence. If he refuses, it may The first step in causing a change in the boy's personality.

However, Tony now only has a new understanding of Tom's character. In fact, he doesn't think Tom is impersonal, even if this man's face is enough to scare children into tears.

But it seems that this guy has a thorough understanding of himself, whether it is shortcomings or advantages, but the strange thing is that those shortcomings are not difficult to talk about in Tom's eyes, and he doesn't even feel that this is bad. I should change it. The idea of ​​losing it, as if it is just a characteristic of the body, can be described without ups and downs.

Even if you taste it carefully, there is still a little... a little pride

"But to be honest, that's not an easy path to take. The path you take because of your own emotions is not worth advocating. You can either enjoy longevity and loneliness amidst everyone's resentment, or live vigorously in the name of justice. die."