[Comprehensive British and American] The Dark Lord of the Red Tin Can

On the way back, Tony found that Tom became very silent, unlike when he came here, he could clearly know that he was distracted, or thinking, but he couldn't think of anything that would make him feel uncomfortable. Tom was suddenly pensive.

Could it be a memory from the past?

However, having just experienced that kind of accident, Tony himself has no desire to speak. It is hard to imagine that without Tom's help, his current mood might not be as relaxed as it is now.

Natasha and Clinton in the back seat looked at each other and didn't speak. In fact, they had a lot to ask, especially for Tom, a man who clearly had no super powers in the report, how could he use super powers beyond ordinary people?

In fact, Clinton had doubts about the stick that Tom held in his hand at the time, but he also played with it when Tony brought it to the headquarters. Although it did contain energy, he didn't feel any signs of using it at all. Could it be him Can't chant mantras?

Clinton felt that he had more and more questions, but the current atmosphere was really not suitable for chatting. It seemed that the two people in front of him were not in a good mood, and the question could only be postponed again.

It was already past dinner time when the two returned home. Although the little clumsy hand often made a mess in the kitchen, at least they still had dinner, and they didn’t have to pay more expensive tips than dinner for takeaway. Expensive, and there are not many stores that offer takeaway.

Tom's mind was so messed up that he didn't eat anything at all. He was thinking of the boy who asked him if he could adopt him, and some scattered images, such as a man with a long beard who looked like Santa Claus talking to him. On the surface, he seemed to be listening carefully to what he said, but in fact he wanted to curse the person in front of him to death.

He was still very young at that time, but he was able to control his emotions very well when he was young. The two of them walked slowly in time like this to see who would fall first.

When I think of that boy again, I don’t know why the scene of him in the orphanage is very vivid. Tom can imagine everything he will encounter, maybe because he also lived in the orphanage when he was a child.

But even so, Tom doesn't think he is a weak person, even in a place like an orphanage.

The messy memories made Tom completely in no mood to think about anything else, and his judgment on himself was getting blurred step by step.

There are actually many people in this world who can't see themselves clearly, but most of them are because they don't think seriously, and it's just adding to the chaos that he needs to find his former self.

Because Tom occupied the sofa in the living room, Tony had to take a bottle of wine and go to the balcony to enjoy the sea breeze. He needed to calm down.

When the night was completely dark, Tom finally gave up his self-struggle. He was going to write down some fragmentary pictures that he remembered in his notebook, and then see when the next clue would come.

He has never been a person without self-confidence. He believes that he will eventually solve the mystery of his sudden appearance in the wilderness, although deep down he can feel that he has been suppressing a little bit of paranoia and madness. There is something else, but this does not affect his admiration for strength. Only strength has confidence, and many things can be done better.

As soon as he got up from the sofa, he could see Tony sitting alone on the ground looking at the star-studded night sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, with a half-drunk wine bottle beside him.

In fact, although Tom can guess Tony's psychology, he doesn't understand it. In his opinion, it is completely fearless heroism.

If helping others is easy, he may do it when he is in a good mood, such as the boy he rescued today, but if he takes saving people as his task all day long, he will never understand. Isn't it tiring to live like this?

And Tony would actually feel guilty for not saving others, Tom was even more speechless about this.

He and Tony were completely different people, and the more time he lived, the more clearly he felt.

But even though he thought so, he still walked to the balcony, the sea breeze blew his clothes up, getting in from the hem to bring a little coolness.

Tony wasn't drunk at all. Although he drank a lot, he remained absolutely sober, and he rarely got himself completely drunk.

"What have you been thinking all afternoon?" Tony decided to temporarily put down those not-so-good images, and divert his attention by being curious about what this pale gentleman was thinking about.

"Thinking about it a lot," Tom also sat on the ground next to Tony, "thinking about that boy today, and thinking about some pictures of me before, but I think I was probably not a likable person before."

Tony agrees with this point. This guy can be called arrogant and a bit glassy. People with bad tempers can't get along with him at all.

Tony felt that this person should have lived a good life before, and he was very free-wheeling, and everything was done according to his own ideas. It was because of this that he never decided to let him join the Avengers.

In fact, he has quit the reunion now, but sometimes he can't let it go.

But when it comes to the feeling that Tom has brought to him for so long, he is really wise. This kind of wisdom has a sharp feeling. Even if someone equal to him appears, the possibility of developing into an enemy in the end is lower than that of Tom. Companion is much bigger.

And if others show concern or affection for him, the possibility of becoming a subordinate or entourage is higher than that of relatives or friends. It is estimated that in Tom's view, those people have a sense of stupidity.

Of course, Tony has no intention of correcting this character at all. Up to now, they are just living together, that's all, how can they change and be changed.

What's more, Tom didn't actually bring him too many bad emotions. He always admired people who speak the truth. Everyone has their own personality. Just like there are many people who don't like him, there is nothing that can't be tolerated. of.

"Likability is also relative. It is already very difficult for people to live in the world. So many unpleasant things will happen, why should we care about other people's eyes?" Tony knew that Tom didn't care too much about other people's eyes, but he just loved him. The confusion of losing that memory.

"However, you always care more than me." Tom was referring to Tony's obviously different mood today.

Tony smiled, put his hands behind his back to let himself lean back, and he could see the beautiful starry sky above his head when he raised his head. He knew that Tom was right, and sometimes he would tie himself up.

"It's hard to say. When you remember the past memories, we may have more troubles than the other."

Tom didn't know how to answer this. Although he hoped that the situation waiting for him was not so unmanageable, his instinct told him that it might be worse than he imagined.

Tony sighed, "You know, I really hope to catch those people who take pleasure in the lives of ordinary people, but they really seem to be eradicated forever, I don't think I can hold on, so I quit the Avengers, in fact they would do well without me, they are also admired," Tony took a deep breath at this point, "but you must not know that I saw someone die what's on your mind when you're at it."

"I don't think you have heard of my parents. In the last century, they were also famous, but they were also killed in the end. I even had a fight with my father before they went out..."

Tom felt that Tony's sense of justice must not be entirely due to this reason, but it must have been one of the boosts, and he guessed that he had had that boost.

There is a saying, a tragic experience will determine that you will not be an ordinary person, except for death, either you become a hero who saves the world, or you become a villain who wants to destroy the world...

Wait a minute, why does he feel that the probability of becoming a villain is much higher than that of a hero?

Even he himself couldn't imagine saving others by himself, but it would be more practical to push others into the abyss.

"Life is actually very helpless, time will not stop for anyone, I really want to save him, what is the boy's name, yes, Pete, but he is really unlucky, but he is alone Strapped to the track."

Yes, a very unlucky boy, he was the only one among the twelve children who was claimed by the orphanage.

Tom felt that Tony was a little drunk, and there was no logic at all in his speech, but it was only after Tony reminded him that he remembered what the boy said to him at that time.

"I can cook by myself, I won't make trouble for you, and I don't have to go to school, I just don't want to stay in the orphanage anymore, can you take me away?"

At that time, he didn't react at all, or he didn't know how to react. He himself is living under the fence now. The key point is that he doesn't have a registered permanent residence. How can he adopt a child?

And to be honest, it's just a liability.

Children are like pets to Tom, but pets will never have so many demands. In short, he has always found it too troublesome before.

"Have you ever thought about adopting a child?" If he was not mistaken, Tony seemed to be ready to let nature take its course, and people who don't have a girlfriend yet are still far, far away from having children.

The topic changed so quickly that Tony couldn't keep up with Tom's thoughts for a while, and the words he was about to blurt out were stuck like this.

adopt a child