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Yuan Yi fell asleep.

Surrounded by his mother's breath, Yuan Yi's emotions were largely soothed when he didn't even realize it.After confirming that Yuan Yi was asleep, Mrs. Ji Guo stopped humming the lullaby when she was a child to lull Yuan Yi to sleep.

She reached out to touch the dark circles under her eyes that were not obvious under her eyes. At this time, her mother's worries arose in her eyes, but because she knew her child's character, she still chose not to ask or to say anything.

"Although I don't know what happened, but mother is here." Mrs. Jiguo murmured so, she put her index finger in front of her lips to Jiguo Yansheng who appeared silently at the door, and made a gesture of silence.

If Taisho's Kamado Tanjiro or Nezuko were here, they would realize how familiar this scene is.When Nezuko, who is a ghost, met Yuan Yi for the first time, Yuan Yi did the same.

Ji Guoyansheng nodded, approached silently, knelt down in front of his mother, and poured himself a cup of cold tea on the tea table.The sound of running water was quiet and steady, looking at another child who also grew up and made herself very proud, Mrs. Jiguo looked tender and intimate.

"Since I met you, this child Yuan Yi has been changing in the direction I want." Everything that happened more than ten years ago seemed to be just yesterday, Mrs. Ji Guo recalled what happened at that time, with a sigh, "I kept thinking, did I do something wrong."

"Yuanyi was always silent for a period of time after birth. If it wasn't for the baby's physical needs and the medical examination report from the hospital, I would probably have misunderstood that the baby couldn't speak."

"At that time, I even suspected that Yuan Yi's eyes could not see."

Mrs. Jiguo seldom said these words, no matter who she was with, she mostly had a gentle and polite appearance.She is everyone's wife, even if she is not in good health, she always needs to keep a distance from everyone's outsiders, not to mention the servants and maids at home, even her former friends, after marrying into the successor country, she seldom sees them again. Got in touch.

As for Yuan Yi's personality when he was young, Mrs. Ji Guo was worried that her negative emotions would affect him, making the autistic child even more silent, unless she couldn't help but want to talk to someone, she She has always been a gentle and considerate mother.Yansheng even had a gap of seven years with her, so how could she say this to a child who was not too close to her at that time?

Maybe it's because the atmosphere is right now, and she has already let go of the things that happened more than ten years ago. Looking at the children who have grown up and become stable, she feels proud in her heart, and at the same time, speaking these words has become a matter of course.

Mrs. Jiguo only has two children, and they are twins separated by a period of time, so she has no experience in taking care of children, especially when dealing with a special child like Yuan Yi, she often feels at a loss and at a loss .

Using medical theories to explain, Yuan Yi's state at that time was autism, which was mostly seen in children, which was a developmental disorder involving perception, emotion, language, thinking, movement and behavior that occurred in early childhood.

The family doctor told her that she needed to communicate with Yuan Yi more, so Mrs. Ji Guo held Yuan Yi by herself, and took the trouble to have a unilateral dialogue with Yuan Yi every day as if she was talking to herself.

Even if Yuan Yi's eyes shifted slightly, Mrs. Jiguo could feel a burst of satisfaction.

Later, when Yuan was one or five years old, few children who responded looked up at her, and after calling "Mom" softly in a flat and clean voice, Mrs. Jiguo froze in place.When she finally came to her senses, she had tightly hugged her child standing on the ground, and she didn't look like Mrs. Jiguo at all. Her voice was suppressed, and big drops of tears fell on Yuan Yi's collar.

Yuan Yi didn't understand her reaction, because he had never seen anyone cry in front of him, so he didn't understand what happened to her.He couldn't even see the tears, he could only see the intense reaction of the muscles, viscera and blood vessels due to emotional fluctuations. His mother was not in good health, and if this continued, she would faint because of this state.

No one taught Yuan Yi medical knowledge, but Yuan Yi seemed to be born with the ability to distinguish the physical condition of others.He could see the physical lesions on the left half of his mother's body. If it weren't for the support of medicine, his mother would have been unable to move due to physical reasons.

So Yuan Yi stretched out his hand, like his mother's usual movements when coaxing him, patted his mother's back lightly, and then imitated the lullaby when his mother coaxed him to sleep, humming softly without any difference in rhythm.

He didn't understand the effect of this behavior, but the mother was indeed calmed by it.

Mrs. Jiguo hugged her child tightly. After five years of persistence, she finally got the result she expected.Although Yuan Yi's reaction was still very weak, this was already a great improvement.

In the next two years, Yuan Yi would occasionally respond to a syllable when Mrs. Ji Guo spoke.Most of the time, it was a simple response that seemed perfunctory to others, but Mrs. Ji Guo knew that Yuan Yi was listening to her very seriously.

It's just that I don't know how to respond.

Then, at the age of seven, after Yan Sheng appeared, Yuan Yi seemed to become complete, became able to laugh, act like a baby, and wanted to play with his brother.

"Twins are the half body of each other. I have never been so deeply aware of this."

When Mrs. Jiguo said this, she recalled what happened back then, and suddenly smiled and said, "Do you still remember? At that time, you were flying the kite together, but you couldn't fly it. Finally, you found out that the left and right sides of the kite were asymmetrical. "

Ji Guoyan Sheng didn't realize the gentle smile on his face, and replied, "Well, I remember."

Yan Sheng received strict education from his father since he was a child, and he rarely had time to go out and play, and he had no one to play with.So Yansheng didn't know anything about the game, and he only knew it from the mouths of other country children, or when he watched them play.

When Yuan Yi was standing in front of him with a kite that he didn't know where it came from, Ji Guoyansheng only thought about his brother's dignity and must let him go, but in the end he didn't succeed when it got dark, but put I made myself sweat all over my body.

——I have to mention here that Yuan Yi has been in good health since he was a child. Even if he ran with him all afternoon, he hardly sweated at all.But the temperature on his body never dropped, it was always like a small stove.

When Yansheng noticed this at first, he dragged Yuan Yi to find his mother with a worried face, saying that Yuan Yi had a fever and needed to see a doctor!

Mrs. Jiguo was also taken aback at first, but after Yansheng made it clear, she explained helplessly and amusingly that it was Yuanyi's special body.

When Yuan Yi was in summer, because his body temperature was high enough, he didn't feel that the temperature of [-] degrees was so hot, and he didn't understand why his brother was so keen on blowing the wind in front of the electric fan.

But this does not prevent Yuan Yi from imitating his brother's behavior. If the mother hadn't finally realized that she hadn't seen her two children all afternoon, Yan Sheng and Yuan Yi would probably be able to stare at the fan whirring. Read the note all day.

Ji Guoyansheng's patience is largely tempered by Yuan Yi, because Yuan Yi is slow and slow to react, and he always has to wait for a long time for a reaction.

If Yan Sheng didn't speak, then Yuan Yi would sit in the corridor and watch the wind chime hanging above it remain motionless, as if he hadn't even blinked his eyes.Just like Yuan Yi would imitate Yan Sheng, as the older brother of Gemini, Yan Sheng would be influenced by Yuan Yi many times.So when Mrs. Jiguo came over, she saw two children who looked exactly the same, and they both looked at the wind chimes that rang with the wind obediently.

Because the two children were very obedient, Yuan Yi gradually became like an ordinary child, and Yan Sheng's well-behaved and not rejecting her approach untied her knot, and lived in a spacious place like the countryside Madam Jiguo's mood naturally became more relaxed.She frowned, beckoning the two children to come and eat ice.

Yuan Yi is not afraid of heat, but contrary to him, Yan Sheng is very sensitive to changes in temperature, and his body temperature is cooler than ordinary people-so he appears to be even more afraid of heat.But what a summer popsicle can't fix?If so, get another one.

Mrs. Jiguo took the popular double popsicles at that time, that is, the kind of handmade sugar water popsicles where two stick together and then break one half.At that time, video games were not as popular as they are now. The games played by children in the countryside were more about a group of people greeting each other, using the simplest tools, running, jumping, hiding and chasing people.

Yuan Yi was not suitable for playing with other children, so Yan Sheng stayed by Yuan Yi's side to take care of him and protect him.When his mother came over, it was he who took the initiative to split the popsicle into two parts and handed one of them to Yuan Yi.

Yansheng knew that his mother was not in good health and could not eat ice, so when he was eating at night, he secretly made a cup of warm sugar water and put it on the dining table, pretending that he didn't know anything, and peeked at his mother's reaction.

What happened in the countryside, with the most intimate and beautiful emotions between the mother and son, Mrs. Jiguo stroked Yuan Yi's soft short hair, and said in a gentle voice, "Yan Sheng, although you are an older brother, there is only a difference between you and Yuan Yi." Just a few minutes."

"You also know the situation of Yuan Yi when he was a child, which made me always worry about Yuan Yi, fearing that he would return to the state at that time. So for so long, I have paid more attention to him." Continued Mrs. Guo's gaze carried the mother's tender love, "You have been a very reliable and gentle brother since you were a child, and a child who made me feel at ease."

"But also because of this, in order not to worry us, you always keep everything in your heart."

"I didn't even know about the illness until I mentioned it." Mrs. Jiguo looked at her grown-up child, with long and soft hair hanging behind her. If it wasn't for the obvious temperament, she wouldn't even be able to tell that it was a child. Mother to 20 year old twins.

"I know that I am not a qualified mother, but I still want to tell you in clear words, you are my child, if you encounter unhappy things, you can complain to me, even if you are acting like a baby, there is no problem oh."

Ji Guoyan was taken aback for a moment, he was always the one most uncomfortable with this kind of frank and loving words, he could only blush on his face that made Mrs Ji Guo smile knowingly, and stiffly The topic shifted back to Yuan Yi.

But at this time, Ji Guoyansheng suddenly realized, he frowned slightly, and hesitantly said to his younger brother who was lying on his mother's lap and didn't respond to him, nor was he woken up by them, "Yuanyi...he seems to have been Didn't sleep well."

Before today, Yuan Yi hardly showed anything wrong except for the sudden strangeness in the rehearsal and the slight sticking to him from behind.But he and Yuan Yi were not in the same room, so he didn't know what Yuan Yi's sleeping state was like.

But Yuan Yi always had a keen sense of the outside world. If it wasn't because of physical or mental inability to hold on, even if they lowered their voices, it would be impossible for them to have no reaction at all like now.

But they didn't know that Yuan Yi, whom they were worried about, had already fallen into a nightmare that he couldn't refuse.