Protagonist, wake up

Heifang is hell here.

They would abuse detainees with obscene words and even tease them while delivering meals.Jian Zhu saw that the body damaged by the experiment was trampled under the boots and crushed a little bit. Everyone watching this scene almost vomited blood in their stomachs.Marin was once grabbed by her hair and banged against the railing. She felt that her scalp was about to be pulled out with her brain, and her stomach and stomach throbbed.But there is no way, Marin cannot fuse here, otherwise the ability of the protector will be weakened.

Of course, in the end, she also punched the opponent's face into the railing, giving him a facelift for free.

After staying here for a long time, everyone becomes like a programmed zombie, expressionless but slow in action.The gangsters who took them to the laboratory drove them like livestock, and someone would suddenly fall down halfway through the walk.

Jian Zhu originally wanted to escape, and he even incited another boy next door.The two spent a week slowly laying out the layout, and secretly communicated with each other during the meal and experiment handover.Marlin stole the key and was caught just as the two were about to succeed, and the boy confessed him without hesitation.As a result, the two of them went to the shock stage together.

"Let me out..."

The electric shock was received by Jian Lanzhou instead of Jian Zhu.It was the first time in his life that he was so tough on Jian Zhu, and he used all his strength to suppress Jian Zhu in the circle of light.

The shock room was dark and gloomy, with several shock stations separated by cloth.Jian Lanzhou could hear the sound of the machine running behind the cloth and the penis being pressed down, and then he was also put on the penis and mouthparts.Rough restraint belts tightly bound his limbs, and cold electrodes were attached to his head.He was limp all over, and had been injected with muscle relaxants and sedatives before, and the muscle relaxants made Marin temporarily disappear.

A huge electric current runs through the whole body at the moment of pressing the button.He felt the white light bursting in front of his eyes, he couldn't hear anything clearly, and even the time for the pain to come was prolonged.

He didn't know if he called out or not.

Jian Zhu knew he was calling, because the pain at the last moment made Jian Lanzhou no longer able to suppress him, so he came out.

When he came out, he felt the smell of blood tearing his throat, and there were regular knocking sounds from his neck, but there were only vague overlapping figures in front of his eyes.

He heard voices like stagnant water brainwashing him, and Jian Zhu just said that he would not do this again.

The same mistake cannot be made a second time.When he was lying on the ground with soreness, he remembered the words that Dr. Liu encouraged him when he was receiving treatment at Beijie Hospital, "Every negative emotion has two sides. They have positive power, and you need to dig them out. You can Using hatred as a driving force can also use jealousy as a benchmark."

"Jian Zhu, you were traumatized in childhood, but these traumas have also made you who you are today. The scars you fear are always under your jurisdiction. You have to believe that you have the ability to overcome the shadows, and you can defeat those terrible monsters like a knight. Memory, defeating the source of your pain, as long as you have all the determination to do it. You have committed suicide. Death seems to be easy to say, but it is not always true that people have to face it. How many people take one foot But they never dared to jump off the roof.”

"You are not even afraid of death, what are you afraid of?"

"If you live, you can be called a winner. If you die, the person who abused and hurt you will be the winner. You can only die in obscurity, and become a bit of wronged soil under their blood-stained hands."

He began to miss North Street Hospital, where no one would despise, insult, or whip him.

I'm going to survive, I'm going to destroy this place.He said to himself, also to Jian Lanzhou, and to Marin.

Jian Zhu started to play dumb, that kind of half-crazy stupidity.He knew that if he really pretended to be a fool who didn't know anything, then he would be completely useless in the eyes of those people, and he would face a horrible experiment that only a waste would be subjected to.So he was half-stupid, half-sane, and he cooperated with the experiment as if he had completely surrendered to them.

At first those people used many means to test him, but Jian Zhu gritted his teeth and endured it.Gradually, they became less vigilant against him. There are people who have gone crazy here every time, and he is not one of them.Jian Lanzhou took this opportunity to try to contact the outside world.

The meal delivery person saw him staring at the mice running on the ground with his chin on his hands like a child, his feet dangling in childish giggles.He spat on a fool and yelled to eat.Then he threw the rice bowl away, and staggered away without caring about the half-spread rice. He didn't see the thin wire behind Jian Zhu at all.

In order to win their trust, Jian Zhu had to take the initiative to accept extremely harmful drug experiments.

In the end he came back and lay on the ground, half unconscious.The medicine made him numb all over. He felt his heart beating violently, but his hands and feet were cold.Drowsy, he felt his chapped lips opening and closing uncontrollably, and a series of anxious and gentle voices floated out of his mouth.It was so weird, he knew it wasn't him talking, he was looking at his dead body as if his soul had left his body.

Jian Zhu thought so, but in reality he could only stare at the blackened wall without turning his head, quietly feeling the tug-of-war between medicine and spirit.

The flames of war spread to the joints of his whole body, and he felt the hot and humid touch gradually coming from his mouth and nose.

Am I dying?Falling under the experimental drug?What is Lanzhou talking about?Oh... that's right... Marin and him are about to contact the outside world...

If I die, will Dr. Liu be sad?Xie Lang will definitely be sad, I also promised him to help him with the experiment...Obviously he is also looking forward to that experiment, just like I hope for Lan Zhou...

He had hallucinations, the light bulbs were spinning rapidly above his head, the ceiling cracked and fell on him, and there were screams, crying and laughing all around him.He curled up instinctively, but his joints were terribly stiff.

It seems that I haven't seen Lan Zhou for a long time, he thought.Then he felt a tickle in front of him, and a mouse sprinted past him.It was obviously a small movement, but it was like a thunderbolt falling on Jian Zhu's body, waking up his remaining sanity.He returned to reality and felt a clear sense of pain, but he was not annoyed at all, and even laughed, laughing louder and louder, which shocked the neighbors.

Blood flowed all over his face, but Jian Zhu didn't care.Those people abused him so much, but he still lived tenaciously.

He wiped his mouth, moved to the door on his stomach and ate the rice in the basin.Although the dishes were cold, he cherished them very much.Because just now, at the moment of suffocation and shock, he suddenly understood and realized something.

Life is such a fragile existence, if only a little bit of vitality is lacking, everything will fall apart.You will face death, and you may still lie there quietly feeling the loss of life force.Only at this moment you can clearly feel that the breath is hot and sweet; the blood is flowing slowly.We used to take it for granted to eat, sleep, breathe... everything becomes a luxury in the face of death.

Only then can I deeply understand what it means to be alive.

The author has something to say: The missing persons have temporarily returned, and I will try to finish it next week