Protagonist, wake up

"Do you know Jian Zhu's feelings for you?"

"know."

"He told you?"

"No, I can see it. He has a pathological attachment to me. Every time I resent his father, Xiao Zhu could have become a normal person. Cough, I'm pulling away. Xiao Zhu behaved very Obviously, he showed amazing possessiveness towards me a long time ago, even though he didn't know anything about me at that time. After Xie Lang left a year ago, Xiao Zhu found out that a woman was touching me. He thought I was going to have a woman My friend was very jealous and angry, and broke many things at home. But he still refused to confess to me."

"What do you think? About the fact that he likes you."

"Oh, this is so complicated. Just as he is looking for family, friendship and love in me, my feelings for him are far more complicated than love. He is like a ball of light that I hold in my hand, and I don't pay attention I have to be very careful when dealing with him... He and I are twin lotuses, soul mates. But neither of us can say that Xiao Zhu was criticized for his sexual orientation before, which brought him extreme pain. Big shadow. He has always believed that liking the same sex is a disease and will not be blessed and accepted."

"Then do you know why he resisted treatment?"

The room fell silent.

"He is really easy to make me soft... Huh... Doctor Liu, I admit that it was my own idea to come to you at the beginning, but you also know that Marin has greatly stimulated him. For his safety, I have to I chose to let him sleep. I have restricted the appearance of Marin, and now I want to consider how to let him return to society as soon as possible and live a normal life, even if I pay for my existence.”

"..."

"You don't have to worry, it's still a long time, he will accept it."

**

Jian Lanzhou said to Marin: "Your strength is too strong, you must learn to restrain yourself. You can only take action when you are defending yourself and helping women and children. If you are disobedient, you will never come out."

When she said this, Marin was hitting sandbags. Not long ago, she messed up Jian Zhu's hard-earned job at the dessert shop.But Marin didn't seem upset, she seemed to be planning something.

In the evening, Leopard Head asked her to meet at the tavern.After Marin went in, she was led to walk in. After passing through the long dark corridor, she came to a spacious and old room.The walls are covered with smoky black and yellow wallpaper, and the leopard head and others are there.After seeing Marin coming, the leopard head leaned on the bar and giggled, "Here, Jane."

When Marin walked over, a woman with smoky makeup and blurred eyes approached him.Marin embraced the other's flexible waist, frivolously touched the woman's chest and let go.The leopard head giggled, and he took out a package from the bra of the woman beside him...

Jian Lanzhou frowned when she saw her surroundings clearly.There are people around who are giggling, some are drowsy, and some have exaggerated and dreamy smiles on their faces.He felt that these people were acting like they were taking drugs, he didn't want to stay here for a long time, the air here made Jian Lanzhou suffocate.

He had to ask what Marin was doing again!

But at this time the leopard head spoke: "Jane, what's wrong with you?"

Jian Lanzhou collected herself, "I'm sorry, but I should go."

After returning, he asked Marin angrily, "What the hell are you doing?"

Marin said, "I don't know either! A friend of mine told me to go there."

Jian Lanzhou didn't believe Marin.At that time, she planned to take extreme measures to revenge Jane's father. She told him that if Jane's father fell into her hands, she would tie him up and cut him up bit by bit with a saw knife. She would also give him amphetamines to keep him awake. People threw him into the basement, just like what Jian's father did back then, let the rats eat him.Jian Lanzhou was horrified when he heard that, and he believed that if Jian's mother hadn't forced her to leave later, Marin would really have done such a thing.

"He deserved what he did, didn't he? It's useless to call the police all these years. The law will not protect us, so we have to punish him ourselves." Marin said.

"You're crazy!" Jian Lanzhou couldn't believe it.

"Do you dare to say that Jian Zhu didn't curse him in his heart? I just helped him realize his wish. With your brain, you can kill him silently, and no one will know. Once that guy dies, we will be free." It's gone."

"You dream."

A lunatic who has no legal bottom line and doesn't want to be bound by the rules at all, such a person makes Jian Lanzhou dubious about her words.

Of course Marin wouldn't say what she was doing, and she wasn't stupid.In the past few years, Jian Lanzhou watched her more and more closely, and finally came out, so she had to hurry up.If this thing can be done, she can make a lot of money. She likes to go the wrong way.

Jian Zhu knew nothing about these things, but his tolerance for Marin was getting lower and lower.Because Ge Feiliu once told him that he knew that Jian Zhu had gotten close to some bad elements recently, and he was very worried about Jian Zhu.Although Jian Zhu didn't know about it, he knew that the so-called bad elements must have been recruited by Marin.Marin had already caused him a lot of trouble, even if she could protect him, Jian Zhu would still be tormented.

Two days later, Marin said that she borrowed money to start the medicine business, and she drove to Leopard Head with the money.The first time Leopard Tou gave her was sex, and Marin made a lot of money.Then she tasted the sweetness and wanted to continue working.But Jian Lanzhou was keenly aware that the recent family member seemed to have an affair with drugs, and he suspected Marin of drug trafficking.He asked Jian Zhu to move, because this place is no longer safe.Jian Zhu was at a loss, but the extra money at home made him uneasy, and he quickly found a new house.

Marin only did it once, before it was too late, Jian Lanzhou must not let Jian Zhu get in touch with drugs.This will ruin them all.

But Marin decided to go all out, because they were still at the peak of the chaotic period, so no one could fully care about controlling Marin's behavior.Baotou introduced her to a new contact person, who he said wanted to meet him.In the evening, Marin drove to the woods on the edge of the East Third District, and there were two people standing there.One has a pockmarked horse face and calls himself Ma Ge; the other is tall and thin, with a cunning mouse face tattooed on his neck.Mouse Face was smoking a cigarette, and he spoke with a foreign accent: "Are you Jane?"

Marin nodded, and she glanced at the other person's back waist and armpits without any trace of eyes.

"Come down, Boss wants to talk to you."

Malin got out of the car as promised.As soon as she turned around, she felt a hard object pressing against her lower back, and she raised her hands above her head for the other party to search.But at this moment, Marin suddenly felt dizzy. She gritted her teeth and tried her best, but she still gradually lost consciousness.Before going to bed, she heard the other party say: "...I didn't bring... it doesn't pose a threat..."

Although Jian Lanzhou relies on his brain, he is not completely incapable of doing it.Just when the gun left his body, he suddenly got into trouble, pulled the arm twisting the horse's face, kicked the opponent away after grabbing the gun, and hid behind the car to aim at the mouse's face.He said calmly, "Don't come here, or I'll open a ladle for you!"

Mouse Face remained calm, he raised his hand.

"Take out all the weapons and put them on the ground, then kick them to me."

After the other party finished taking out, he showed Jian Lanzhou his empty pockets, as if he was not the one who was threatened.Jian Lanzhou picked up the knife and gun on the ground, he wanted to leave here.But Mouseface said to him, "Put the gun away young man, I want to talk to you."

Jian Lanzhou said coldly: "There's nothing to talk about, I won't do this business."

"You also know that this is just a business. There is no righteousness in buying and selling...well, you can leave." Mouse Face said, "Forget it this time, Old Leopard sometimes sees it wrong."

After returning home, Jian Lanzhou searched the house inside and out, and as expected, she found the morphine.Marin yelled and thought he was ruining her business.Jian Lanzhou really wanted to strangle her to death at that moment.

The leopard head was obviously very annoyed at Jane's inconsistency, so he got Jian Zhu here.Jian Zhu was under the pressure and didn't know what happened, but he heard the leopard head say: "No one dares to play me like this, give him a long memory."

Jian Zhu struggled desperately.No matter how stupid he is, he still knows that the white powder is some kind of drug, and it's over if he touches it.

Just when the powder touched Jian Zhu's lips, Marin came out to save the scene.

"Marin, did Marin do it!?" Jian Zhu's eyes burned red.He roared like a trapped animal in the room: "Get out!"

"Get out! Why did you come to me, huh? You haven't caused me enough trouble!" He grabbed the glass on the table and slammed it against the wall, "Are you dealing drugs? You are using my body to take drugs, are you crazy!"

Jian Zhu cried and screamed, completely broken, "I don't want to become a monster with neither human nor ghost! I don't want to take drugs, I just want to live a good life, why don't you let me go!" He punched the wall, blood flowed out.

Thinking that he was almost manipulated into taking drugs without knowing it, Jian Zhu's scalp would explode.This fear of not being able to control his own life made him even anger Jian Lanzhou, but immediately he began to blame himself extremely and kept apologizing.

He was crying and laughing like a real schizophrenic with a distorted expression, crazy at home, and couldn't listen to anyone's words.

The last thing that crushed his nerves was the early morning after a few days of trance. When he woke up, he found himself wearing women's clothes, with heavy makeup on his face, and blood-red nail polish on his nails.The mirror was messed up with red paint, and the graffiti of ghost symbols looked very scary.

Jian Zhu's eyes were blank, he finally felt extremely tired.He has been constantly violated since he was a child, and even when he grows up, he is poked and pointed at the spine.The warmth of outsiders is precious, but what he wants most is out of reach.Jian Zhu's heart is very fragile, he can't stand all this anymore, he wants to leave this world and escape to a place where he will never be hurt.He didn't want Marin, and he didn't plan to have Jian Lanzhou either.

He wants no one.

Lying on the bed, he took out a knife and slowly cut his wrist...

**

After that day, Jian Lanzhou put Jian Zhu into a deep sleep for a long time, and also restricted Marin's appearance.For a long time, he was alone in foreign affairs.

After he came out of the hospital, he called Xie Lang.

"Does what you say count?"

"...Yes, I've decided. Let go of your experiment first, he...I can't accept the experiment now. I want to meet the expert you mentioned...the sooner the better."

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