Protagonist, wake up

"Did you know Mr. Xie's plan at that time?"

"After getting along for a long time, I got to know a little bit. I saw that he always bought some weird experimental equipment, so I asked him: 'Are you going to do some experiments?' At that time, we had only been together for a year, and we were just ordinary friends. , so he didn’t talk to me too much. He didn’t talk to Xiao Zhu until he left.”

"Does Jian Zhu know that you have contact with Mr. Xie's experiment?"

"No, he doesn't know anything. It's not just him, Marin doesn't know either. Our memories are still not completely in common. I chose to learn from Xie Lang just to increase my knowledge reserve, and it turns out that I was right."

Jian Zhu knew that people like Xie Lang would not be able to stay in the small area of ​​the third east district for too long, so Jian Zhu was not surprised when he asked to leave.But after all, they were a little reluctant, and the two opened a few cans of wine to drink.At the end of the drink, Xie Lang blushed with steam in his eyes, hiccupped and said to Jian Zhu, "Sure enough, there has been a blood change at the research institute, ha, I really want to see the expression of the old man at home... Hehe, bamboo basket beating The water is empty hahaha..."

"I said you are a young man, why do you want to do scientific research? You are in such a mess..." Jian Zhu was also drunk and couldn't speak clearly.

"I can't help it, I like it." Xie Lang waved his fists in the air a few times, "I like it! Do you have anything you like or want, and you can pay a huge price for it?"

Jian Zhu thought of Jian Lanzhou, and lowered his eyes in disappointment.He heard Xie Lang say: "There are all of them. For example, I like to do spiritual research. I have fallen to this point because of this, but I still believe in it." His voice gradually lowered, "I have already lost because of this. There are many, if there is no result, I will die with regret."

With Xie Lang's narration, Jian Zhu gradually understood what happened to him.

Xie Lang was born in the upper class of the Western Realm, and the Xie family also had the right to speak in the political circle.He has been interested in numbers since he was a child, and his family has always trained him in the direction of finance, but he didn't want him to become more and more interested in scientific research, and even went to university to study medicine.The Xie family is a very old-fashioned family, until the new society, the Xie family still adhered to those rigid and ancient laws.Father Xie was very dissatisfied with his son's rebellion, but he didn't say anything more seeing that he had indeed made some tricks.But he never expected that his son would catch him off guard later.

Xie Lang is male, he likes men, he is born with it.

He finds out that his sexual orientation is not because of his classmates or film enlightenment, but because of Yanziluo, his little follower at home who takes care of him.

Swallow Luo had a rough childhood, and has always depended on his sister for life.His elder sister was also disabled, and once two children were almost killed on Chang'an Street, Xie Lang happened to save them and brought them back to Xie's house.Since then, Yan Ziluo has been following Xie Lang, inseparable.

"Sounds like blood, doesn't it?" Xie Lang smiled wryly, "There are even more bloody things."

He said that Yan Ziluo was born weak and had heart problems, but the current medical technology cannot completely solve some difficult and miscellaneous diseases, so he can only take care of it slowly.At that time, his research had progressed quite a bit, but no one knew that he was secretly in charge of another experiment.Part of this experiment violated the laws of the Western Territory, and the research on living human bodies involved human ethics.He was probably crazy at that time, thinking about the experiment without thinking about the consequences, Yan Ziluo persuaded him several times but did not persuade him, and the two even quarreled several times over it.

Later, as expected, something went wrong, and his experiment was stabbed to the top.There was already a fierce power struggle within the research institute, coupled with the help of people with good intentions, he was almost charged with treason.Xie's family was in chaos, and his friendship with Yan Ziluo was exposed, Xie's father was furious and kicked him out of the house.He was removed from the genealogy by the Patriarch of the Xie family himself, and he was like a bereaved dog overnight, and had to hide from those who wanted to dig information from him.

"Only Ziluo has been following me around, dragging my sick body to cook for me to protect me, and taking time to take care of my sister. The Xie family was furious. I didn't want to involve him, and I wanted Sister Yan to take him away. But it hasn't happened yet. Ziluo passed away...because of the deterioration of his heart and nerves."

Jian Zhu looked at Xie Lang, the young man arched his back in the dark night, showing his fragility at a glance.

"Actually, my father never really regarded me as a son. He has so many children, so what am I? What he cares most about is face, the power and glory of the Xie family. Because I have value, he let me go; Once I discredit the Xie family, I will turn my face and deny anyone. Until now, my real family members are only Ziluo and sister Yan." Xie Lang covered his face, "But I ignored Ziluo a lot because I was obsessed with my pursuit, and even in the end I can only watch him leave me."

"I can't stand him..."

"Do you regret it?"

"Do you regret it? I definitely regret it." Xie Lang choked up, "I haven't had time to tell him that I did that experiment for him. I can already achieve a success rate of more than 35%. I have a little time, and I can definitely make new changes... just a little bit!"

The two fell silent for a moment.

"What about you? Have you ever liked someone?"

Jian Zhu nodded in silence for a long time, "Yes." He opened a can of beer, "I'm in love with someone... No, I'm not even sure he's a human being."

"What do you mean?"

"How should I say it?" Jian Zhu scratched his hair in distress, "I don't know if he will like me, but I know he can't leave me now." He was a little nervous, sometimes happy and sometimes depressed, " I know all his hobbies and habits, and he knows all my secrets. But so what? I probably won't see him for the rest of my life. I also want to be hugged and loved by him, just like on the street Those couples holding hands. But I don't even dare to let him know that I like him, I can't catch him..."

He stared sideways at Xie Lang, "He even praised you to me."

Xie Lang was surprised: "I have seen him?"

Jian Zhu just said for a while: "I can't remember...his name is Jian Lanzhou."

"I remember that you have always disliked being touched by people, especially men. Last time the guy just rubbed you, and your face became ugly."

Jian Zhu was silent for a long time and said lightly: "I was raped by my father when I was young."

Xie Lang was stunned, "...I'm sorry." Then he said: "Didn't I say that the research institute has been replaced, and the higher authorities approved the continuation of spiritual power research, that's why those guys dared to call me back. I want to ask you, Do you want to go to the west with me?"

"What am I going to do?"

"I want to ask you to be our experimenter."

Jian Zhu was puzzled.But then he thought of something again, and his face gradually turned pale.

Xie Lang finished another can, "I don't believe you didn't notice your abnormality." He looked straight at Jian Zhu, "I don't mean anything malicious, and you don't have to hide it from me. To be honest, my experiment this time is mainly for Realize the construction of spiritual power, and use memory and spiritual power to construct an imaginary world that is 100% realistic. In that world, you can realize your wishes, and you should know the value of this thing once it is realized. Besides, even if you do not accept the experiment It doesn't matter, I invite you to settle in the West Realm, and I can repay your favor."

After a pause, he answered: "If you want, I can also contact an expert for you, and you can consult her about some things." As for what it is, Jian Zhu knows it all.

Jian Zhu couldn't see anything on her face, she just said, "Let's talk about it later."