Protagonist, wake up

After being molested that night, Xie Lang began to observe Jian Zhu unconsciously.

He saw that whenever Jian Zhu was walking around anxiously, he would start painting at home, painting some frantic and depressing scenes.Jian Ben seems to have a certain talent in art, and when he paints, he seems to be a different person, gentle and calm.Often after the painting is finished, his emotions can calm down, and then he will turn into a cold look again.

As they get along longer, Xie Lang discovers more secrets.Although Jian Zhu concealed it very well, years of experimentation made Xie Lang a keen observer.More than once, he found that Jian Zhu was more confused than he imagined, and it was difficult to concentrate.He noticed that Jian Zhu seemed to have amnesia symptoms every once in a while, but then he would cover it up and deceive him with lies or pretending not to know.Moreover, he is really a person who is easily emotional, and his personality changes from time to time, and the changes are so great that Xie Lang almost thinks that he is facing another person.

For example, he himself smoked a cigarette when he was painting, but he just turned around and went out, and when he came back, he would cover his nose and look disgusted at the smell of cigarettes at home.What surprised him the most was that when he got up to drink water in the middle of the night, he found that the light in the living room was still on.Through the crack of the door, he saw the thin young man lazily nestling on the sofa with his legs crossed, his fingers deftly dismantling a small gun.Xie Lang could tell at a glance that it was not a toy.But immediately the young man seemed to notice him, and suddenly raised his head to look straight at him, the teasing in his eyes made Xie Lang frown slightly.

The things in the hands of the person on the sofa disappeared in an instant, so fast that Xie Lang thought he was hallucinating.Just as he knew that Jian Zhu didn't like smoking, he also knew that under the gloomy expression of the young man was a sensitive and even timid heart, like a rabbit, he didn't dare to touch many things.So he felt strange when he saw the gun.

He didn't say anything though, it's not wise to piss off your co-tenants.But Xie Lang remembered all these performances in his heart one by one, and waited for a suitable time to talk about it.

Jian Zhu occasionally asks Xie Lang to sell the finished paintings. Although the price is not high, Xie Lang can learn more about interpersonal relationships through this.He glanced at the painting on the easel, a small signature "L" in the lower right corner.

Originally, the scars on Xie Lang's face should be able to cover up his good looks, but unfortunately the scars are not evenly distributed.One side of Xie Lang's face was intact, and there was still a kind of charm from the side.Coupled with his own cold personality, he looks like a flower of the high mountain that has been contaminated by the wind and dust, and it is easy to arouse the sadistic desire of some people.

When Jian Zhu was dawdling in this area before, he had encountered a local snake here. He was a strong man with a leopard head tattoo, and he was not afraid of men and women.Marin came out to clean up the mess when he was almost robbed several times.When Xie Lang went out to set up a stall, Jian Zhu forgot about it, and after half a month of calm, he gradually forgot about it.It wasn't until today that he received a call from Xie Lang that he suddenly remembered it when he heard the noise from the other side.Jian Zhu cursed, turned around and ran out of the shop.

Speaking of it, Xie Lang was unlucky, and today he caught up with the land snakes to collect protection money after a fight.A group of people vented their anger along the street, and saw a beautiful woman wanting to leave from a long way away.The leopard head has sharp eyes, so he directly asked the younger brother to stop him.Xie Lang had learned a few ways to defend himself, but unfortunately there was a huge gap between the enemy and himself, so he was finally pushed down to the ground.The leopard head cheerfully came over and pinched Xie Lang's chin. There was still blood on his hand, and the blood stained Xie Lang's fair chin, making that injured face even more unruly.

Seeing Xie Lang glaring at him, the leopard head laughed loudly, "Smell! I like your kind, wild enough!"

Xie Lang had called Jian Zhu a long time ago, he knew that the other party must be able to hear what happened here.At this moment, on the surface, he was as stable as an old dog, but inside he was panicked.

But Xie Lang wanted to gamble once.He didn't make useless resistance, just stared at Leopard Head without speaking, and let Leopard Head laugh by himself.

Just when Baotou was about to take someone away, he received a call. The person on the other end of the phone didn't know what he said, so he smiled playfully and refused to leave.Not long after, a man came by on a bicycle at the end of the street, and Xie Lang knew it was Jian Zhu when he saw the figure.

In fact, it was Marin who came, and Jian Zhu couldn't deal with this kind of thing.

Marin jumped out of the bike, pushed the bike to the ground, and walked towards the leopard head with big strides.Leopard Tou seemed to recognize the person, Xie Lang didn't know what the two said, but the expression on Leopard Tou's face was getting darker and clearer, unpredictable.Then he saw the leopard head handing Marin a cigarette, and turned on the lighter.The thin young man turned his face sideways, leaned slightly closer with a cigarette in his mouth, and lit the cigarette with the flame of the leopard-headed lighter. At that moment, he was cold and coquettish.

Leopard Tou also lit a cigarette, patted him on the shoulder, and put a smile on his face again.The young man pointed at Xie Lang, and the leopard head waved his hand, and the person who was pressing Xie Lang on his back let go.

Before leaving, Xie Lang heard the leopard head say: "Jane, you know that I have always been very optimistic about you. It's great that you can figure it out. I hope we can cooperate happily."

Then he heard the person beside him lazily laughing in a strange tone again: "It's easy to say."

It was a long time before Jian Zhu confided to Dr. Liu that he had mixed feelings about Marin, but he really hated her.He was not angry at her for letting him be scolded for being gay, nor did he blame her for using his body to wear women's clothes in the future, but hated her for mixing with people like Leopard Head and doing something that almost ruined his life in the future things.

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After setting up a stall for a while, Xie Lang found a night shift job in a community nursing home.Jian Zhu originally thought that he might not be able to adapt to serve those elderly people, but he did not expect him to be unusually patient.He wipes the old man's mouth, pours the toilet, and cleans up. He even gets upset whenever he sees a nurse slacking off.Because he grew up in a welfare home, Jian Zhu had a good impression of nurses like Xie Lang, and his attitude towards him was even better.

"You remind me of the dean's mother." Jian Zhu said to Xie Lang one day.At that time they had just finished their meal, Xie Lang was stunned when he heard this.This was the first time that Jian Zhu took the initiative to tell him about his past, which was a good sign.He asked, "Dean's mother?"

"Well, I used to grow up in an orphanage. The dean's mother took care of me for a long time." Jian Zhu nodded, "She is very kind and gives people a very warm feeling. Not only me, but many children like to hang around her. "As he spoke, his voice lowered, "If only she could really be my mother..."

Xie Lang didn't know what to think of, and his face sank.

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